really i'm feeling lonely
id like some new skype friends, i dont know, i feel lonely

stole from :iconBy dreadnought-fox: *is lazy*

Kissed any one of your Facebook friends? --- no
Been arrested? --- NO
Kissed someone you didn't like? --- i dont think so
Slept in until 5 PM? --- no
Fallen asleep at work/school? --- nearly sometimes
Ran a red light? --- i dont DRIVE
Been suspended from school? --- i think so
Experienced love at first sight? --- nop
Totaled your car in an accident? --- what car?
Been fired from a job? --- but...WHAT job?
Fired somebody? --- i didnt either fire AT somebody or fire somebody
Sang karaoke? --- no
Pointed a gun at someone? --- fake guns yes
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? --- just too often, don't even ask ...
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? --- yes, COLA TROUGH THE NOSE HURTS
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? --- yes
Kissed in the rain? --- no
Had a close brush with death (your own)? --- i like the precision of 'your own', id say yes in some ways, but don't expect me to tell you why
Seen someone die? --- on the net if that counts
Played spin-the-bottle? --- nop
Sang in the shower? --- i'm paranoid as fuck in the shower, any sound COULD BE someone unlocking the door with a butter knife to go pee (I HATE THIS)
Sat on a rooftop? ---id say i'm afraid of heights, no
Taken pictures of yourself naked? --- no srly no
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes? --- i dont think so
Skipped school? --- yea
Eaten a bug? --- maybe acidently
Sleepwalked? --- i dont think so
Walked a moonlit beach?--- no
Ridden a motorcycle? --- no
Dumped someone? --- what 'someone' can i ask?
Forgotten your anniversary? --- i think so
Lied to avoid a ticket? --- no
Ridden on a helicopter? --- no, seems scary, but cool
Shaved your head? --- like, by myself? i dont think so
Blacked out from drinking? --- yes, coca-cola, just kidding, never drank more than a sip of beer basically
Played a prank on someone? --- who didnt? salt in coffe is by for the most useless one, random bike tire thrown inside someone totally random house (open door, throw wheel, run away) was the best
Hit a home run? --- i hate sports i dont even know what that is
Felt like killing someone? --- yes... not for hate reasons...
Cross-dressed? --- for fun when i was younger, basically, no
Been falling-down drunk? --- no
Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry? --- can i ask once again what GF/BF??
Eaten a snake? --- noo?!
Marched/Protested? --- no
Had Mexican jumping beans for pets? --- ....what?
Puked on amusement ride? --- only been on one little, didnt quite like, but no
Seriously & intentionally boycotted something? --- No
Been in a band? --- No
Knitted? --- no
Been on TV? --- maybe
Shot a gun? --- airsoft
Skinny-dipped? --- no
Caused someone to need stitches? --- No
Ridden a surfboard? --- no
Drank straight from a liquor bottle? --- No
Had surgery? --- maybe that i dont know of
Streaked? --- whats that?
Taken by ambulance to hospital? --- not that i know
Passed out when not drinking? --- huh
Peed on a bush? --- who didnt, everyone knows BUSHES LOVES GOLDEN SHOWERS
Donated Blood? --- no
Grabbed electric fence? --- i did touch a fence with electric fence warnings, but nothing hapened
Eaten alligator meat? --- no
Eaten cheesecake? --- yea
Eaten kids' Halloween candy? --- what does 'kids' halloween candy' mean?
Killed an animal when not hunting? --- does forgoting to feed them counts?
Peed your pants in public? --- sounds like something peyo my friend would like to answer, personaly not that i know of lmao
Written graffiti? --- no
Still love someone you shouldn't? --- no?
Think about the future? --- hum i guess?
Been in handcuffs? --- no
Believe in love? --- i dont know ...
Sleep on a certain side of the bed? --- huh? theres no 'side' to the bed for me, just a rectangle that i can sleep on in any position XD

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d3LH.....eature=related
my new fav song

Scar-tiger does free art :)
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3629244/

stolen from  BabyGirl828
(most of the time when i put a - it means its something i cant quite verify yet)
. Babyfurriness: 2
1. [ ] - I'm Mommy's /Daddy's litle helper.
2. [ ] - Holds Mommy's /Daddy's hand.
3. [ ] - I have more than one Marci Badge.
4. [ ] - I have more than one caretaker.
5. [ ] - Gets into trouble.
6. [ ] - Cuddles, Snuggles, Huggles,Kisses
7. [x] - I like to suck on my thumb.
8. [X] - I like my Paci.
9. [ ] - Baffs with bubbles or not at all!
10.[-] - I make appropriate animal noises to communicate.

II. Diapers: 2
1. [X] - Diapers are fun!
2. [ ] - Diapers are required.
3. [-] - Prefers a diaper over undies!
4. [-] - Crinkles or it's garbage.
5. [-] - The thicker the better!
6. [ ] - Cloth!
7. [X] - Disposables!
8. [ ] - Vinyl Pants.
9. [ ] - Baby Powder.
10.[ ] - Baby Lotion.

III. Eating: 1
1. [ ] im a super messy eater... - Bibs are required.
2. [-] - I prefer Baby bottles to glasses.
3. [ ] - I prefer Sippy Cups to glasses.
4. [ ] - I'd rather be fed than feed myself.
5. [ ] - Cookies are currency.
6. [ ] - Vegetables are Evil.
7. [ ] - I eat baby food!
8. [ ] - I drink baby formula.
9. [?] - NOM NOM NOM ^.^
10.[x] - Chews on Stuff

IV. Play: 4
1. [x] - PARK!!!!! "and plays on stuff"
2. [x] - Hide and seek!!
3. [ ] - Saturday morning cartoons!!!! yay!
4. [x] - Blanket Forts!
5. [x] - I like to play house.
6. [ ] - TEA PARTIES!!
7. [ ] - I'd rather blow bubbles than play video games.
8. [ ] - Draws on walls.
9. [ ] - Colors outside the lines.
10.[ ] - Draws on Paper.

V. Toys: 2
1. [X] - Plays with boy toys.
2. [ ] - I play with girl toys.
3. [ ] - Plays with baby toys.
4. [-] - Has building blocks.
5. [ ] - I has baff toys.
6. [X] - Plushies!
7. [ ] - I own more plushies than I do underwear. xD
8. [ ] - I sleep with more than one in bed.
9. [-] - They all have names.
10.[?] - My plushies are real. 100%

VI. Bedtime: 3
1. [-] -I cant sleep without my plushie.
2. [ ] - Takes naps.
3. [ ] - Wakes up wet.
4. [ ] - Wakes up dirty.
5. [x] - Would rather sleep in a crib than a bed.
6. [x] - I sleep with a night light /glowing thing.
7. [x] - I can't live without my blankie.
8. [ ] - I enjoy bedtime stories.
9. [ ] - I fall asleep to gentle lullabies.
10.[ ] - I fall asleep to hypnosis media.

VII. Clothes: 0
1. [ ] - I own a onesie.
2. [ ] - I own more than one onesie
3. [ ] - I own a set of footed PJs.
4. [ ] - I own more than one set of footed PJ's
5. [ ] - I own a pair of short-alls/over-alls.
6. [ ] - I own more than one pair of short-alls/over-alls.
7. [ ] - I own a party dress / jumper.
8. [ ] - I own more than one party dress / jumper.
9. [ ] - All my cub clothes are designed for easy diaper changes.
10.[-] - I'm perfectly comfortable in just a T-shirt and diaper.

Now, go through and add up all the 'x's' you've selected and put the total number below.
sub total: 14

Extra credit ... Notoriety(?): 2
1. [x] Have you ever been caught while being cubby (by someone you didn't want knowing)?
2. [x] Have you come out of the closet to your parents?
3. [ ] Have you ventured into the cubhub at a con?
4. [ ] Have you attended a cub party (not during a con)?
5. [ ] Do you frequently spend time around other cubs IRL (while being cubby)?

TOTAL: 16

Less than 10 x's = Closet Babyfur
10 to 19 x's = You still live with your parents don't you? (LMAOOOOO!!!!)
20 to 29 x's = Newbie Babyfur
30 to 49 x's = You're making progress.
50 to 59 x's = One of us! One of us!
60 or more x's = Um...Wow! You might want to seek therapy.

PERFECT GUESS. I STILL LIVE WITH PARENTS lmao this is accurate!!

midnight - its getting late i should go to sleep
1AM - WEEEHEEE IM FLYING IN A PLANE IN GARRY'S MOD
2AM - OH SHIT i must go to sleep *goes to sleep*
3AM - aargh im still not asleep
4AM - im getting bored as fuck
5AM - should i abandon and go play computer?
6AM - THATS IT I GIVE UP

AND THATS HOW I DIDNT SLEEP ALL NIGHT (same for yesterday, but i got to sleep a few hours )

i think....i think someone unwatched me :'(

all my messages changes colors once checked but once in a while they all go back white and its confusing XD
i also have 571 messages

so im like hey lets check wikpedia on how to do it its been a long time i want to catch how it works
*check wikipedia* oooh i understand now
pass half an hour making one

*genius idea* tighten it on wrists
*fuck, its blocked, and i have to cut it with my cutter now* so i just wasted all that time at an inapropriate moment
http://cdn.veggieboards.com/9/97/30.....me-300x300.png

01) [x] You own tools that you use regularly
02) [ ] You carry a wallet
03) [x] You prefer movies or shows where there is more action than romance
04) [ ] You spit on the ground when not in a building.
05) [x] You scratch where it itches when it itches
06) [x] Your idea of good footwear is boots or tough tennis.
07) [x] Your wardrobe only changes if you gain weight or the clothes fall apart.
08) [x] You don't count calories when eating.
09) [ ] You have deodorant strong enough to make you socially acceptable, but not strong enough to make you smell like it.
10) [x] You tend to wipe your hands on your clothes instead of a napkin.

Total So Far: 7

Do you love:
11) [x] Video games
12) [x] Working on mechanical items.
13) [x] Building things.
14) [ ] Working out on gym machines
15) [ ] Getting in and out of stores as quickly as possible
16) [ ] Football
17) [ ] Baseball
18) [ ] Wrestling
19) [ ] Boxing/ MMA
20) [ ] Hunting and/or fishing

Total So Far: 10

Do you shop at:
21) [x] Home Depot
22) [ ] Lowe's
23) [ ] Big and Tall men's stores
24) [ ] Hunting and Fishing supply shops
25) [ ] Auto supply stores or other mechanic shops
26) [ ] Hobby shops
27) [ ] Comic book stores
28) [ ] Sports supply stores
29) [x] Video game stores
30) [x] Electronic supply stores

Total So Far: 13

Do you say:
31) [ ] Son
32) [x] I can fix it.
33) [ ] Man-up
34) [ ] When I was your age
35) [ ] Don't be a wuss.
36) [x] It's just a scratch
37) [ ] Take it like a man.
38) [x] That's not how you do it.
39) [x] Shit
40) [x] Here's your

Total So Far: 18

Do you read:
41) [ ] Playboy
42) [ ] Sports Illustrated
43) [x] Comic books
44) [ ] Men's Health, Fitness, and/or Journal

Total So Far:19

Have you:
45) [ ] NEVER crossdressed for any reason
46) [x] NEVER cried during or after a film/television show.
47) [14 year old] NEVER chose wine over beer/liquor at a party.
48) [whats that?] NEVER attended a baby shower.
49) [ ] NEVER said no to going to a strip club when you could afford it.
50) [x] NEVER shaved/removed your body hair.

Total So Far: 20

Multiply your total by 2 and then you have your percent: 40%

[x] You have a Fursona
[x] You identify to your Fursona
[ ] other Furs tell you you have some of the quirk of your fursona
[ ] Non-furries even recognise that you have animal quirks
[ ] Your spirituality/religious views Includes totemic or animal representation of the universe

Total: 2

[x] You would go to any length to be permanently altered (geneticially) to be your fursona
[ ] Whenever you are in Human form, in any fullsuit or costume that doesn't represent your fursona you feel like your fursona is wearing the costume *OR* you are a therian
[x] you love to be scratched behind the ear
[x] you love the food associated to your main animal or Totem
[ ] your act in society based on the society model of your species (Pack, small group, solitary)

Total: 3


[x] You go to at least one convention each year
[ ] You go to 2-5 convention a year
[x] if Money was no object, you'd spend your life going from con to con
[ ] you suffer from Post-con Depression and / or Con withdrawal symptoms
[x] you are a member of at least 3 furry related Site (FA, SoFurry, Furry Extreme, etc...)

Total: 3

[x] you commission Furry Art on a regular basis
[x] you own a wearable item/tag with your name (or animal self) on it
[ ] You own more than 10 Wearable badge or commission of your main fursona
[x] you are an Hug slut
[x] you know what 'being Derp', 'Yiff', 'Scritches' and babyfurs is

Total: 4

[x] you Own some plushies
[ ] you Own enough plushies to open a store
[ ] You give your plushies Names
[ ] You give your plushies personalitly
[ ] you call your hands and feet "paws"

Total: 1


Final total: 13

Take your score and multiply it by 4

Final total x2: 52%


Put your title as "I am _% Furry"

[ ] you meow/bark to get attention
[x] you find pets toys amusing (just in some of the shapes and names :P)
[ ] you get hyper by the smell of catnip
[ ] you growl/hiss when someone gets too close to your food
[ ] you growl/hiss when someone you dislike is too close to you
[ ] you purr/shake your leg when someone shows you affection
[ ] if someone tosses a ball, you chase it and bring it back
Total: 1

[x] you love to be scratched behind the ear
[x] you love fish/meat
[x] you like to stick your head out through the window of a moving car.
[x] you like when people pet your head
[x] people can make you stop doing stuff by hitting you on the nose with a newspaper
[ ] you think feathers are fun to play with
Total: 5

[ ] you sleep a lot during daytime
[ ] you enjoy scaring birds
[ ] you lick peoples faces to show you like them
[X] you bite people if they annoy you
[x] you tend to steal food from your friends/family's plate when you have eaten all of yours
[ ] milk or water is your favorite drink
Total: 2

[x] you own a collar and you enjoy wearing it
[x] you own a leash and enjoy wearing it
[x] you own animal ears/tail/paws or a fursuit
[x] you enjoy long walks in the park
[ ] you meow/bark when you see something you want
Total: 4

[ ] you call your hands and feet "paws"
[x] you tilt your head when you do not understand what someone is talking about *ocasionally
[ ] you run to the door when someone mentions a walk
[x] you really enjoy cuddling
[ ] you stretch your body and whimper a bit every morning when you wake up
[ ] you can wake up and go back to sleep right away after looking around
Total: 2

[ used to] you have your favorite spot besides your bed where you like to sleep
[ ] you meow or bark very often
[ ] you hide when you get scared
[x] you run to the door to see who it is every time someone comes in to the house
[ ] you like to chase flying insects and try to catch them with your bare hand
[ ] you tend to chew on stuff a lot
[ ] you like to do tricks to get a treat
Total: 1

[ ] you own a wearable item/tag with your name on it
[ ] you refer to yourself as an animal
[x] your username has something to do with animals
[ ] your e-mail has something to do with animals
[x] if you get a bleeding wound, you lick it to make it feel better [this is actually bad to do because of the bacteria in your mouth. actually makes it sting]
[x] you look for edible stuff often
Total: 3

[ ] you often find yourself looking through the window for a long time
[ ] you like to say hi to strangers
[x] you like to be petted when you have done something good
[ ] people think you act like a pet
[ ] you growl/hiss at stuff you do not like
[ ] you like to eat grass (I wanna see somebody actually check this one and mean it lol)
[x] if you get wet, you shake to get rid of the water
Total: 2

Final total: 20

Take your score and multiply it by 2

Final total x2: 40%


Put your title as "I'm _% Furry"

ALL | ABOUT | ME
____________________________________________________________________________

- Name: Smoky
- Single or taken: single
- Sex: Male
- Birthday: 1998
- Sign: ? fish?
- Hair color: brown
- Eye color: green
- Height: lol i dont even know
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Straight
____________________________________________________________________________

S P E C I F I C S
____________________________________________________________________________

- What kind of shampoo do you use?: anything thats the cheapeast in the shampoo section
- What are you listening to right now?: : RIGHT NOW nothing but the last thing i listened to is some minecraft soundtrack
- Who is the last person that called you?: on phone? my dad, not on phone? my dad ....
- How many buddies are online right now?: 9
____________________________________________________________________________

F A V O R I T E S
____________________________________________________________________________

- Animal: Wolf
- Color: orange
- Drink: coca-cola
- Element: water
- Food: poutine
- Game: minecraft
- Movie: idk
- Song: fireflies - owl city or la tribu de dana - manau
- Subjects in school: geographie and science
- T.V.: The simpsons
____________________________________________________________________________

H A V E | Y O U | E V E R
____________________________________________________________________________

- Given anyone a bath: no
- Smoked?: no
- Bungee jumped?: no
- Made yourself throw up?: no
- Skinny dipped?: no
- Ever been in love?: no
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: no
- Pictured your crush naked?: no
- Actually seen your crush naked?: no
- Cried when someone died?: i was too young when my grandma died
- Lied: Yes
- Fallen for your best friend?: ?
- Used someone?: i guess
- Done something you regret?: so much things ...
____________________________________________________________________________

C U R R E N T
____________________________________________________________________________

- Clothes: jean, black t-shirt (going to school in 5 mins)
- Desktop picture: http://gyazo.com/75085d619402d09201359874a8e6463f
- CD in player: no
- DVD in player: no
____________________________________________________________________________

L A S T | P E R S O N
____________________________________________________________________________

- You touched: Myself?
- Hugged: my dad, a while ago
- You kissed:
- You IMed: like, private message? maeya
- Talk to online: Maeya
- You sexed it up with: loll
___________________________________________________________________________

A R E | Y O U
___________________________________________________________________________

- Understanding?: yes
- Open-minded?: extremly
- Arrogant?: not that i know of myself lol
- Insecure?: yes
- Random?: yes
- Hungry?: yes
- Smart?: you ask ME?
- Moody?: sometimes
- Organized?: not at all, really, really not
- Shy?: extrmely shy
- Difficult?: ?
- Bored easily?: depends of the day
- Entertained easily?: yes
- Obsessed?: obsessed about what?
- Lazy?: too much
- Angry?: i dont get angry easily but when i do the word maturity and control lose they're sense -_-
- Happy?: when doing (baby)fur things yes
- Hyper?: i rarely DONT run around my house like to go the bathroom or kitchen or anything
- Trusting?: didnt have problem with traitors for now, so i trust easily but alway carefully
___________________________________________________________________________

R A N D O M
___________________________________________________________________________

- In the morning I: complain about school
- Love is: baby dont hurt me, dont hurt me, no more
- I dream about: i dont remember my dreams but when i do its furry dreams and im never human in any of my dreams
- What do you notice first in the sex you're into: ??
___________________________________________________________________________

W H O
___________________________________________________________________________

- Makes you laugh the most: not sure...i dont know....im sad...
- Makes you smile: anyone can
- Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: someone who dont talk to me anymore
___________________________________________________________________________

D O | Y O U | E V E R
___________________________________________________________________________

- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: didnt happen in 2 years, recently hapened with maeya LOL
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: no, but my parents are transexual
- Wish you were younger?: of course :P but much younger than usual i guess
- Cry because someone said something to you?: yes
___________________________________________________________________________

N U M B E R
___________________________________________________________________________

- Of times I have had my heart broken?: 0
- Of CD's I own: idk
- Of scars on my body: 1
- Of bones I've broken: none

so a day ago i posted a journal about how i was feeling down and wanted to chat with someone got no fucking answer

im a little bit depressed lately
thats whats happen when i go back to normal school after 3 years of home school

someone wanna, idk, talk with me on msn or skype or something and help me ?
i need some motivation or idk...

as you can see in my recently uplaoded pics (wont link, go check by yourself!) im working on my fursuit :D
just posting a new journal to, like, update a bit, say whats up
well thats it

so i finally made my server work and all
i buildt a big building yesterday
when i logged in my server today all that was left was windows and floors , walls gone
why, whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
screenshot: http://gyazo.com/2aaa602c6412137b492360fe720645c5

Finally, it works!
I got my Opensim server to work!
So yea, MySQL, ROBUST, everything! its almost a complete grid, I just need to work on the website, but if you're interested in 100% free full region no prim limit nearly 24/7 hosting you're welcome on my grid!
comment on this journal if you're interested.
***NOTE***
I will have to make the account manually in the console for now, so you either trust me or use a temporary password until i can make an actual webpage ^^

Thanks guys, there's really only furry's to be cool like that!
XD

OMG, JOURNAL!



seriously, just wondering, if anyone whos watching me dont have my skype/aim/msn/yahoo and would like to add me, shout me!

so i took a screen of my new minecraft skin made by a good friend and i started editing that and yea thats the result
i also made:
http://66.131.229.95:100/sign_FF_newskin.jpg
and full version of my avatar:
http://66.131.229.95:100/avatar_FF_newskin.jpg