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Hello, been a while since I've done one of these
Posted 4 years agoI'll keep it short and simple.
Content warning it's a vent dump about my depression and identity issues.
The rundown is that I don't know if I'm happy or safe in this community. Every time I make a step towards being comfortable or happy I get slapped in my face.
I try to do something I think is right, stand up for myself. I am villianized and harassed.
I get ignored more than I can care to stand for, and all I've been is one sort of tool or another to people.
Expect me to be a lot less active here if cared enough to read to this. If you had my discord, I'm probably not going to be on there much either, but definitely more than here. I'm so out of energy and depressed in this social loop that I've been having having ideas of relapsing on bad habits. I don't get the love I need or deserve anymore.
Content warning it's a vent dump about my depression and identity issues.
The rundown is that I don't know if I'm happy or safe in this community. Every time I make a step towards being comfortable or happy I get slapped in my face.
I try to do something I think is right, stand up for myself. I am villianized and harassed.
I get ignored more than I can care to stand for, and all I've been is one sort of tool or another to people.
Expect me to be a lot less active here if cared enough to read to this. If you had my discord, I'm probably not going to be on there much either, but definitely more than here. I'm so out of energy and depressed in this social loop that I've been having having ideas of relapsing on bad habits. I don't get the love I need or deserve anymore.
