I do not know what it is i am feeling, boredom and lonelyness, sadness and depression, anixety. But man something really is not going on well. Sorry to anyone im drawing with. Im just feeling useless atm.

Today is my birthday turing 22

Well if anyone didn't know my birthday is coming up on the 21st so yeah I'll be 22. If I don't have much energy college is killing me

Been going through a lot of ups and downs through life and it finally may get better once I get out of this hell hole that is georgia. I may be in Gold performance band or sadly in Standby Purple band but I am leaving this god damn place. :)

going on a possible hiatus my mind and emotions are really messing with me atm.

Everything was horible death of family, loss of friends and ends of friendships.....I'm done

A FRIEND OF mys father has just passed away from cancer in Hospice.

Hey everyone how are you doing? I was thinking since the semester is nearing the end and I need a job and I hope to get one and keep one. Hopefully I am not fired for being gay due to southern Pastor laws. I am hopin to crank out more safe for work chubby, vore, and cute art soon.

I liked it. Interesting topic to handle in a children's movie. But no the less it was good.

Life has gotten better

Suffered an anxiety attack yesterday after finding out that it will take a miracle to revive my laptop unless I can find a new one and replace the hard drive but as of now with college going in higher gear. My gosh darn sisters wedding which I have to go to even though I dont, (not being rude but I barely see her and it is taking away time from college that I need and it really stresses me out) as well as my father.....life I hope gets better. So as of now I probably won't be on streams due to my mobile not being good and university rentals track what you visit on the laptops I'm really feeling out of place......and my emotions are a mess.

I don't know what happened but smoke bumped into me and a bit of liquid landed on my ACUS keyboard and know it's not turning on and buzzes after 15 minutes I'm a failure

If anyone knows what the title means
I just beat Earthbound........is crying...and smiling

Sorry bout that last journal I guess I just let my loneliness take over me. I'm hoping everyone else is doing well

Sigh......just feeling alone........I hope people are doing well.....

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAS. AHHHHHHHHH Now that college is back and running at full steam I am gonna be busy and now that I ate lunch with my friends I am feeling much better now. Art will come since I got some supplies and i hope to make great things.

I just can never do anything right anymore.

My hand was shaking violenly and I could not stop it..it is also freezing in my room is it because the coldness is making my hand shake or was it a seizure

Going up for my second part of my third semester, gosh time flies by

Feeling better after not being as active on social media, though when I think about it I still feel bad.

Just feeling regretful

I'm in a dark place right now

Well college is keeping me busy and I plan do do some tidying up around here as in making my FA look a bit more how should I say, a little more professional. (I trying to get a better avatar and much more fleshed out information.) I hope one is doing well and happy November

https://youtu.be/cKAZnIZXQOU

Here is what WE have been working for over 3 months and the full show has not been on due to rain until the 10th of October when we could finally perform!

My birthday is on the 21 of September and I will be 21