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So I fon't knowif many of you watching me have herd or live in washington state, but there is supposed to be a really bad storm and I mean REALLY BAD! We're supposed to have hurricain wind forces with a crap ton of snow and seeing how it's been snowing all week and and all the roads are shitty and everything is frozen. I may be staying at my parents because, if the power goes out I have no heat sorce since I have 0 firewood for my fireplace. Anyways Hopefully it wont get that bad and we're all just getting over prepared, but if not you all will understand why I'm not here. for those of you I comissioned I'll pay you as soon as you tell me the price or as soo as I get web use and power back. :3 love you all and hope everything is well in your neck of the woods!

+Kiss on the stomach = "I'm ready"
+Kiss on the Forehead = "I hope we're together forever"
+Kiss on the Ear = "You're my everything"
+Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends"
+Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you"
+Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together"
+Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you"
+Kiss on the Lips = "I love you"

What the gesture means...
+Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other"
+Slap on the Butt = "That's mine"
+Holding on tight = "I don't want to let go"
+Looking into each other's Eyes = "I just plain love you"
+Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me"
+Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go"
+Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you"
+picking someone up off their feet = "that they love them fully and would do anything for them"

--Advice--
+ Dont ask for a kiss, take one
+If you were thinking about someone while reading this,
you're definitely in Love.


--Requirements--
+Post this again after reading!!
Or you will have a bad year of Relationships.


If you LIKE, LOVE, OR MISS someone right now
and can't get them out of your head
then Re-post this within One Minute and Whoever you are missing will surprise you.
Repost this as "what a kiss means"

I have finally made a new fursona for myself on here since Snow is used in all of my stories and charectures, so yeah Any who I will be posting pics up soon. I've been in Gemany sine the 2nd and have had no way of scanning in pictures or art work hopefully When I get home I can. Anyways my new fursona is WAY different then Snow not even the same species. hope you like it as mch as I do!

Sooo I've been noticeing Snow has been in a ton of comics and stuff, and I figured since they arn't real life scinerios I really need to make a new fursona for myself. One I'm not using as a char in my stories seeing as I'm married IRL and Snow is mated to someone else. So I think it would be best to Deem Snow as a Char now and pic out a new fersona. Yup not sure what quite yet but I'll post once I find out we'll see! I'm kinda curriouse what other people picture me as like what kinda animlas they think I'm most like. At least for those who know my personality and me well.

Congratulations to Deggis, for the winning name. My two black kittens are named Halloween (Hallow) and Eve (Evey). Welcome home my little ones Pictures soon to be posted of my two little munchkins.

Like the title said I'm looking for two black kittens. If everything goes right I'll have two by tomorrow from a shelter in Kirkland! Yay! Now I need to think of a name for them. Any ideas? I'm thinking on the verge of Halloween ish One I know for sure is going to be Hallow so give me some ideas peeps who ever gets the chosen name will get a free comission from me.

So there's been this whole fude between my husband and I almost to the point of him leaving me. I've been having a super crappy week and am ultra depressed but I went to Ft. Lewis and talked to a counslor about whats going on between us, and she explained to me what is going on and now we're working on getting a hold of his Comanding Officer to tell him the down low of whats ging on. She asked me if he's seen anything sevear and I told her about the one friend of ours that was blown up by a road side bomb and then his buddy who was killed in a house explosion and that he held him in his arms when he died, she said that what he's doing to me is an affect of survival guilt and that h' pushing me away because of it. He may also be suffering from post tramatic syndrome and thats an other reason. If we can get a hold of his CO then maybe we can get him to go see a therapist while he's there and when he's doing his Decomp. We've been together a year and he's been in Iraq the intire time so he doesn't really know how our relationship is going, so we're hoping that when he comes home he'll realize that he was wrong about how he feels now and everything will work out. My counslor told me to write in a journal everyday, keeping track of how I'm feeling emotionally and physically and how my eating habbits are to keep a record of how I'm doing. So far since the horrid day I've only been getting better aside from waking up to vomit in the mornings from the stress of being alone before going to work :C. Well I cn only go up from here, I'm curently working four jobs. Dog walking, Preschool teaching, Art Comissions, and Mary Kay. I'm going to take a pole dancing class with my sister and our friend Jill and then Jill and I are going to go work out at the gym at her Condos. Wish me luck peeps I'll need it!

It's official I've had yet an other mental breakdown thanks to my husband AGAIN, for not messaging, calling or emailing me to tell me he's ok and I've been asking his friens and family who also never respond to anything except for one in which he tells me a hellicopter went down and killed 7 troups. THANKS ALOT! Like my life wasn't stressfull enough now I have to have this panick attack that my husband is either dead or badly injured. So now I'm crying myself to sleep or not even sleeping because I'm to damn worried.

The title said it I got one of my lappies back YAY! now I'm hard at work doing more comissions!

So about two weeks ago I took my computers BOTH of them to get fixed, well it's been two weeks and BOTH of them are still not fixed. I got a scanner/printer/Fax machine at my apartment but nothing to hook it up to. I've been having to coem to my parents house to use the compy here, and I'm pissed cuz I'm still paying for damn internet at my apartment but can't use it! D:< I'm going Bonkers and I want my damn Computers back. Not only that but my husband has been avoiding my messages I know he's bussy but when we last talked I asked him what he's been doing and he said he was playing Final Fantasy. . . SERIOUSLY?! What the HELL!!! argh! I'm so agrivated and stressed out.

On a lighter note I'm getting alot of artwork done, HOPEFULLY when I get my laptops back I'll have alot of artwork to put up. . . -_- we'll see. . .

So as of today I now have a Sony Vaio I'm super excited and can't wait to set it up to use and work with, now all I need is a desk top, scanner/printer. Yay! Anyways my sis'd weddin' was beautiful and very fun 250 people at her reception Holly crap and all family! Yeah Dans gonna shit a brink when he comes home and we have our reception! Any who keep on treckin peeps!

So last Sunday I was online talking to friends and working on comissions when my laptop froze up. I was all hmm wired ok I'll just turn it off and turn it back on, well come to find out when I turn it back on the screen stays black and white text rolls across the screen stating system falier looking for connection, blah blah blah. so I called my computer genuse and he came to look at it and told me it was usless and the computer is dead. So right now I have internet but no computer, I'm getting a desktop and a new laptop soon. This week is packed full of my sisters wedding so I'm screwd untill monday. Good news is I'm getting alot of drawings done! Yay! -_-

I moved into my new apartment on the first if August and as of today I officially have internets! YAY! This week was hell but I got throught it and I'm so happy to be ale to unpack and talk with friends!

So I fixed the scanner problem and programed my lappy to read my printer as a scanner. FINALLY! anywho now I'm able to scann stuff now so my pics will be showing up as soon as I'm donewith um!

Ok do the Computer I was using for scanning has been gone for about 3 months and we havn't had time to get it back the the compy nerd. So I was using my mothers laptop to scann but now I don't even have that and my own laptop only reads the stupid thing as a printer and not a scanner, because its retarded. . . Any who I'm finished pretty much finished with the comissions for peeps just need to color one and ink the other hopefully they get scanned soon! DX

Soo it's my 21st birthday this Sunday (June 8th) I'm excited to be 21 but I'm in a bit of a phunk, I can't celebrate my 21st on the day because it's what religious people call Jesus's day. Well I'm not religious so it pisses me off pluss I have to work the next day. I asked my parents to pay for my car to get fixed for a present. I've also been sending my hubby messages everyday reminding him to call me on my B-day so I don't have to go to Iraq and personally Shoot him, since he hasn't called or sent a message at any holiday. . . We've been married since LAST JULY!!! What the Fuck!? Ok I understand your bussy getting blown up over there but would it kill you to call me!? Jeabus!!

. . . Anyways Thats my rant for now. . .

I need a vacation. . . -_-

Soo yeah the title said it all the compy I used to scann my pics on has pretty much died so all My drawings I've been working on are waiting to be scanned I've taken pictures of them and it doesn't turn out well, so I'm trying to figure out a way to scann them on to an other computer.

So ever since I worked at Microsoft I have had nothing but joint and spine problems. While I was there I sprained my back and had to do an emergency Chiropractor appointment seeing as I literally couldn’t sit up straight! Ack! Any who after a while I started have an ankle issue and hade to get that worked on. Needless to I was better after a while and since a quit I don’t go anymore. But now I’m doing dog walking, preschool teaching, and now Mary Kay and it’s taking a heck of a lot out on me and my ankle problem is back again. . . I’m doing exercises and it’s just not doing it. . . I’m icing it and wrapping it and putting it above my heart and also getting off of it every chance I get! Curse these crappy joints of mine!

Do you smell up dog?

Soo yeah as the Title said I am a Mary Kay consultant. I'm super excited and enjoying it every bit. If any of you know what Mary Kay is you Rock! I'm working towards that free Pink Cadi they give away Wish me luck!!

No one likes my work. . . :( I feel so unloved. . . My Prices arn't that freaking bad!!! I'll even trade for arts and stuff!!! Why you all hate me so? T-T

Soooo I decided to start doing Commissions. If you like my work let me know! I'm cheap and reasonable, I'll work on them as fast as I can but I'm really busy with my business and my part time Preschool job sooo. If you're interested send me a message!