The car I originally mentioned in my last journal is gone. Sold. We decided to get a Honda Wagon. So, me and my husband both have one. Our roommate has one, too. Mine doesn't need much to get it going. Just a bumper and a few small things I think.

We just got the title for my car. All we need to do is put in an engine, and it's done. Whee.

The only resolution I have is to be happier and to have a better life.

There are many things I can think of to do, but opportunity plays its part. You always have to make things happen for yourself, but circumstances can either get in your way or help.

I need to find what I want to do for a living, and figure out how to make that a reality. Do things that make you happy. Things that are creative.

Pick your Artist:
Evanescence

Are you a male or female?
snow white queen

Describe yourself:
missing

How do you feel:
haunted

Describe where you currently live:
farther away

If you could go anywhere, where would you go:
anywhere

Your favorite form of transportation:
ascension of the Spirit

Your best friend is:
away from me

What's the weather like:
listen to the rain

Favorite time of day:
before the dawn

If your life was a TV show, what would it be called:
imaginary

What is life to you:
field of Innocence

Your fear:
the end

What is the best advice you have to give:
understanding

Thought for the Day:
hello

How I would like to die:
bleed

My soul's present condition:
forever gone, forever you

My motto:
anything for you

I enjoyed reading the Twilight books, but do not live and breathe Twilight/Edward/whatever...but I am totally amazed at how people are acting. I would not care if I was the only person on Earth who enjoys reading it, but all of the people who are going around being total dicks about the whole thing need to chill or get a new hobby. Obsess about something you do like, because yes...you are obsessing just as much as those adoring fans who put sparkles all over their skin everyday (just in a different way).

I don't mind you expressing your opinions about it, that's fine. Just don't go calling the people who enjoy the stories "pussies", or whatever else you're saying. What the hell? Are you going to call children "pussies" for all of the dorky little things they enjoy? Come on. There is way too much animosity going on around here.

And I haven't even had a "Drank" yet. (It's a relaxing drink.)

I might just put up some old stories I wrote when I was a kid. Or finish Jessa.

It's good to save old artwork, stories, and poems. I was just going through my stuff, and I laughed my butt off (not literally of course). It was fun.

I am totally calmer than I was when I posted my last journal.

I've been reading so many books lately. That's been nice.

Our roommate is gone for good. We'll never have another one again, and In am very glad for that. So, that means that we'll be rearranging the house.

Nothing too exciting, to be sure.

I swear, this is so gonna get ugly.

Lately, everything has been insane.

If one more person does something bad to us again, I'm going to snap. This is just too much shit for me! I didn't even get to hit anyone. Sheesh. Those mother fuckers in the SRT4 Caliber still have much to atone for.

For those assholes who were here right before 5 a.m. this morning,
(Don't come back.)

I am oh so very tired of this, and I won't just take it in stride anymore. I mean jeez, what the hell did we do? Nothing, I can assure you.

I guess I'm just going to have to leave it to karma to put it all in balance again. Although karma won't make me less angry.

Since yesterday, I've been going from happy to sad to angry. It's just a lot.

I have a lot to be happy for. I'm waiting for the college to get to my application, so I can get my degree. In two years, I'll have another degree. We're looking to buy a house again (this time better prepared). I'm actually excited for my birthday for no reason I can identify. Our roommate is moving soon!!

I have a few things to be upset about, but they're not the end of the world.

Ack...How do you calm down?

I'm so weird. I'm actually still excited about my birthday. It's just about a week away! Even when I don't have anything special planned, I'm still excited.

Maybe it'll help my mood to put what is going right and wrong in my life down.

Let's see.

1.) Roommate- Not sane, inconsiderate, slobbish, and not getting the hell out of our lives.

2.) Job- Customers are stupid assholes, co-workers are stupid assholes (except for most of the people not on my shift). Oh, and the job is mind numbing.

3.) Husband is good. He is busy trying to put together a car for me which takes away some time together, but it's ok. You need to put time into a car to make it work. It's also pretty close to being done. I'm excited!

4.) His job is nuts and pissing us off. No hours, one boss being a jerk lately.

5.) Crappy jobs + crappy hours + crappy salary = crappy money!!

6.) As soon as all of the paperwork goes through, I will have a college degree! Then I start on my next on in January.

Here we are. Life sucks, but I have a wonderful person to love and be loved by. So, maybe it's not so bad after all.

It's weird how anger suddenly dissipates....or flares up. *sigh*

I need to be in a good mood today, but I can't be. I am oh so very angry!!!

Yesterday, I was covered in clutch dust. I also got my finger caught in the starter gear of the flywheel.

Most everyone seems to be under the impression that life will always be hard, and will never get better. I'm annoyed by that. Don't they see all of the little things that they have? I guess they wouldn't see any of that unless they lost it.
they're not very patient I guess.

Well, I guess I'm writing a story; although I have not done so for quite some time now. It's time...

I don't know where this is, but I'm here. This place seemed interesting enough. A website where you can share and acquire all forms of furry art is an excellent idea. So, here goes...