birthday to me!

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.___. cake?

furry pages with bodybuilding and powerlifting?
would be nice to talk to some furries in the same common topic of the such :3
like nutrition, supplemenation, exercises etc etc :3

I have my learners class 5 :3

yeah, this kinda took too long to acquire >.>

I see others doing their view/watchers thing when they hit a certain amount of views or watchers...
what do about 1,500 views?

I'm checking FA on xbox IE

X3

so far I've been playing WoW and got to lvl 30 in 21 hrs of game play...
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..I'm not addicted .___.

I'll be playing WoW soon...
staring from scratch

it's been 3 years since I last played it
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It's my birthday today ...yay(?)

I really don't expect anything as usual.
as always, it's just gonna be me
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..alone

and I got 3rd place again this, really not sure I wanna go back next years competition.

thinking about it.

I'll be entering a strongam competition tomorrow, yes it's "lifts thing's up and put them down" kind of deal X3
and I'll be recording it, since it'll be my last time entering (maybe)

but I am not quiting on going to the gym, just the event I've been chasing for 8 years, I'm 24. still haven't got that 1st place, my highest is 2nd, 2 years ago.

and if anyone wanna see it on YouTube and watch a fellow furry do stuff with heavy ass shit, I'll put up a link when it's done.

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...
does anyone ever read my journals? .___.

what I'm doing is sacrificing my social life, with little gain of success.
that's why it's gonna be my last time doing it this year.
I know it's not furry related, but it's apart of me doing so.

anyways, it about the strongman competition, which will be my last.
been at it since I was 16yo, 24yo now.

never got 1st place, mostly 4th then moved up to 3rd, 2nd, 3rd again and this year, don't know yet.
no more strongman competing, gonna focus more on bodybuilding.

since my last journal entry:

after being laid off from Firefighting (structual) I haven't been myself lately.
always having these "suicidal thoughts" for past monthsm just thinking about them mostly.
there's the hard times, harsh times and only a few good times since then.

I'm the guy who is too "kind" to everyone, I can't help it being that way, I always help other out and rarely expect anything back in return.

I'm getting closer and closer to the breaking point....

anyways, I'm just venting here. no one reads my journals...

Today I got a letter of being laid off due to restructor, I don't like it.

I'm still a fire fighter in heart, doesn't mean I won't be working as one after Sunday.
It's been a nice run working for the NCN Fire Department.

anyways, I know I ain't much of an artist to draw anything furry related. But I can draw some Tribal stuff and I really should try intergrate it into furry stuff, like a paw or something.

and for anything else, I'm mostly on FB, FA, MSN and XboxLive (when I'm off work)

I'm mostly faving art and reading journals :3

I love what I'm doing now from working as Security to becoming a FireFighter.

I even outed myself of being a "furry" at the Fire Department and they starting calling me "furious furry" or "furry flex" X3

The lifestyle I'm in mostly, a bodybuilder, a Fire Fighter, a furry and a gamer (Xbox 360).
And I'm a really generous person, like if you want help on buying something, I might help or I'll ask you if ya need help :3

...yeah >..>

Well, it's Valentines Day.... Now what?? O3O

Doing my firefighting lvl 1 training :3
It's gonna be about 5-6 weeks of it, I've done the training already. Just can't get enough of this skill.

Yeah, I'm looking for commissions, but who?
Through PayPal(debit) I make a steady flow of funds.

Valentines Day is coming up... yeah, I have no one to spend it with.

Yeah, I'm still alive :3

Merry christmas and happy new year :3

going to Ai-Kon instead, it's a bit closer than Vancoufur :3

Vancoufur, it's a bit far for me, but, I can try go for it.