Okay, got this quiz from  straydog

http://www.helloquizzy.com/tests/the-quick-amp-painless-enneagram-test

And here's my result.

How to Get Along with Me

• Stand up for yourself... and me.

• Be confident, strong, and direct.

• Don't gossip about me or betray my trust.

• Be vulnerable and share your feelings. See and acknowledge my tender, vulnerable side.

• Give me space to be alone.

• Acknowledge the contributions I make, but don't flatter me.

• I often speak in an assertive way. Don't automatically assume it's a personal attack.

• When I scream, curse, and stomp around, try to remember that's just the way I am.



What I Like About Being a EIGHT

• being independent and self-reliant

• being able to take charge and meet challenges head on

• being courageous, straightforward, and honest

• getting all the enjoyment I can out of life

• supporting, empowering, and protecting those close to me

• upholding just causes



What's Hard About Being a EIGHT

• overwhelming people with my bluntness; scaring them away when I don't intend to

• being restless and impatient with others' incompetence

• sticking my neck out for people and receiving no appreciation for it

• never forgetting injuries or injustices

• putting too much pressure on myself

• getting high blood pressure when people don't obey the rules or when things don't go right



EIGHTs as Children Often

• are independent; have an inner strength and a fighting spirit

• are sometimes loners

• seize control so they won't be controlled

• figure out others' weaknesses

• attack verbally or physically when provoked

• take charge in the family because they perceive themselves as the strongest, or grow up in difficult or abusive surroundings



EIGHTs as Parents

• are often loyal, caring, involved, and devoted

• are sometimes overprotective

• can be demanding, controlling, and rigid

Stolen from  kharn

1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with?
Oh yes, indeed. Keke~

2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?
Anytime! Everytime!

3. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
I sleep on a mattress. But when I do sleep on my own bed, it's on the right side.

4. Do you masturbate?
A lot but cutting down lately.

5. How often? Lately?
Two days ago I guess.

6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
Wish I did. Would have been fun, but I guess my country sucks.

7. Do you prefer showers or baths?
Showers. Baths seems to make me feel lazy.

8. Have you ever had sex in the shower or the bath?
Bet your bottom dollar I did.

9. Do you watch/read pornography?
Who doesn't?

10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
I'm fine with both, though preferably aggressive. I'm such a bitch, like how someone likes to call me. X3

11. Do you love someone on your friends list?
Yes, very much. Muacks~

12. Do you know all the people on your friends list?
Random people add me, but I'll definitely remember those whom I've chatted with.

13. Would you choose love or money?
Love over money. I'm a scorpio, the hopeless lover. XD

14. Your top three favorite kinks in bed?
Well, this is embarrassing. Rape, Anal, Orgy preferably DP. Muahaha. Now you know!

15. Has anyone ever gone beyond your personal line of respect sexually?
Definitely and he creeps me out.

16. Where is the most romantic place you have had sex?
In an apartment overlooking the sea.

17. Where is the weirdest place you have had sex?
Public toilet, at a town where I was working at for a day. Oral only. I'm pretty picky at people I have sexual contacts with.

18. Have you ever been caught having sex?
Almost.

19. Have you ever been to a strip club?
If only there is one here.. ><

20. Ever been to a bar just to get sex?
Sure do. Desperate times calls for desperate measures.

21. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club for sexual reasons?
Never.They love me there. XD

22. Ever been picked up in a bar?
Yup.

23. Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex?
'Course~

24. What's your sexuality?
I was a straight, then I progressed towards being a bi, now leaning more towards guys. See what YS did to me?

25. Had sex in a movie theater?
Nope. No one to have sex with.

26. Had sex in a bathroom?
Sure did.

27. Have you ever had sex at work?
In school I guess.

28. Have you ever been in an "adult" store?
Yeah. I did.

29. Bought something from an adult store?
Nope. The cashier lady thought I was underaged. #FML

30. Do you own any sex toys?
Nope. It's illegal here.

31. If yes, how many and what are they?
None?

32. Does anyone have naughty pics of you or are you on film?
Well, he calls me a bitch already, it's impossible to deny it.

33. Have you ever had sex with someone and called them the wrong name?
Nope. In fact, I think keeping vocabs to the minimal such as moans and cries are more than enough.

34. Have you ever had phone sex?
Yeah, costly... Cause it lasted for hours.

35. Have you ever had cyber sex?
Sure do. And you saw it, bitch!

36. Do you think oral sex constitutes as a form of intercourse?
Of course.

37. What's your favorite sexual position?
Well, I'm mostly bottom.

38. What's your favorite sex act?
Here doggie.. Here here doggie.. Now mount me! XD

39. Have you ever had sex with more than one person at a time?
I wish and looking forward to it. LOL~

40. Who do you think has the guts to repost this?
Prolly Wulfy. XD

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Things certainly aren't too bright today. It seems like things couldn't get any better.. So I went to school today, only to meet my academic advisor regarding my not-so-lovely result for my current semester. This one event was the only one that went well I guess. Then, when time progressed into the afternoon, that's when hell started. Given, I had lunch in town at about 1 pm. I lost track of time and I got back to campus at 2.15 pm. Sitting down at my desk, thinking things are according to my plans, then I received an sms from my mum. So I've done a big deal by forgetting to fetch my sister who's in town from her school. She waited for me till 3.30pm when I'm supposed to fetch her at 2 pm. Admittedly this is my fault, but still, knowing that I'm late, I rushed all the way to town, a 15 minutes drive away from my campus, only to know my sis had already got my uncle to fetch her back home. Getting really tired and fed up that I came all the way back home only to realise it was a futile trip, I got back to campus again. This time round, I'm really washed and tired when I arrived there. Still, I hanged out in my campus until the time came when I'm supposed to take some class photos for some Law students whom happen to be my close friends. (I'm in the editorial board for my campus, by the way) So, yeah. Everyone gathered and here comes the bad news. I was told that our "beloved" chief editor's "gay partner" (I'm only calling them gay because they cling onto each other for mutual, dirty, monitory benefits) decided that he should be the one taking the photos. And when questioned why isn't it Adrian and my job to take the photo, he claimed he has full clearance from the chief editor. Not that I'm whining someone is taking over my job willingly, but photography session is something I'm really interested in. And so, my friends came to me, asking for an explanation as to why Undesirable Number 1 is taking their class photo for them instead of me. I can only shrug my shoulders to them. Not only was Undesirable Number 1's photo taking technique sucks high time, but he's also a bloody opportunist who sucks on anyone's blood, given the opportunity. I found out that he is charging my friends a RM8 for every A4 sized photo that they want printed out. That's bloody obscene to me! A freaking RM8 for a every piece of A4 sized photo?! Plus, he forgot, or I think he doesn't want to mention that the A4 sized photos are not compulsory at all. Feigning it, he's probably leeching onto the new students, unknowing to the victims. Like, which idiot would take photos without even glancing through the lens or at least the screen?! He's just randomly snapping, showing off that he can click a DSLR (and it's not like he could handle it well), randomly snapping photos at wrong and I do mean, REALLY wrong angles.
Okay, skip the photo sessions. I'm getting too angry and tired. I came home early, skipping an interview I'm supposed to go because I'm waaaayyyyy too tired. When I got home, mum's being a bitch again. This time, she's bitching about the part where I've forgotten to fetch my sis, claiming that I'm a calculative little brat. well, naturally, anyone would have, you know, defended themselves, but I just kept quiet, feeling too tired to even mouth anything. And thus, she used her final tactic again, that is to treat me like I'm an outsider. She's not going to cook for me, not going to do my laundry and not going to bother what I'm going to do.. Which is quite the better.. honestly. Since I'm such a failure to her, it's only for the better that we stay this way for awhile. My dad asked me to tell her the exact situation, of which I said "Forget it" cause I know my mum is someone who wouldn't go back on their words, nor acknowledge her mistake. So yeah. here's how my day went. Pretty sucky as always, but well, I'm living up to it anyway. Till next time!

So, my first payment came through and yes, I'm elated. I wanna sincerely thank  Jairus for all the support he has given me since my attempt in venturing into the commissioning world.

Payments are STILL as follow.

Sketches
Max 2 char - You decide the payment! (I realise some furs are tight on cash, so I'll let you decide. Well, Jairus was ready to pay me a good $20 when I promptly suggested $16.)

Stories
About 10-15 pages long, two main characters, some minor characters, plot and yiff included. (The offer still sticks! I'll take any decent amount, though may I plea that writing a story is kinda tedious, so as much as I hate to ask, but do pay a decent amount.)

Thus far, the response was quite well, so I might extend the offer for now! So grab 'em while it's hot! Drag your friends here, help me take flight so that you may enjoy this offer longer!

Yeap, that's right. So, since I've already got my paypal working, I thought I might accept pre-orders right now. It's gonna take another 2-3 days till my paypal starts to work fully, so any requests done now will be entitled to some discounts from yours truly!

Payments are as follow.

Sketches and Story
Here's the good news about my commissions. Since not many furs do this kinda thing, I'd thought I'll try this method out.

For my sketches, I'll draw at most 2 characters. You can decide how much you would wanna pay me, cause I realise some furs are tight on cash but would love some drawings of themselves. Mind you I don't do colour commissions and my drawings are sub-standards although I do draw exceptionally well depending on my mood.

For stories, I'll whip out a story about 10-15 pages long, two main characters, some minor characters, plot and yiff included and I'll let you decided how much you wanna pay me but of course, I have minimum wage in mind because writing is some tedious job, but I'll still let you decide. So, if you like it, it's worth your bucks! And if you REALLY like it, you have a choice to either pay me more. X3

So yay! These are only temporary. If the outcome is good, I'll most likely continue this service. If it ain't, oh well, I'll just follow the market.

SO~~~ If you wanna enjoy this special offer, get more furs to request from me! Then you can enjoy this special offer for even longer periods! Please help this kitteh take flight in his new career?

Right, and soon I'll be able to do commissions (hopefully) by this week. Plus, I've been venturing myself into some sorta business, legal ones mind you.
Things were kinda good lately. I'm gonna list some of the good things here.
- New notebook. More privacy! Yay! ^^
- New 1GB RAM for my com.
- Shed a few kilos off me.
- Somewhat improved on my drawing a little with a LOT of references.

Then again, my Uni life is gonna start soon, which means I have limited freedom till the semester starts. *sigh*

Anyway, for those who cared, do keep in touch. Ciao for now!

Yeah.. I'm feeling the urgent need to draw and heck, I don't even know what to draw! My hands are like.. itching badly.
Well, honestly I did draw something.. Yeah, pretty yiffy stuff.
Hmm.. lately I've been addicted to canines. I dare bet it has something to do with me visiting  straydog's page too often..
Anyway, for those who cared, I'm working now, having less time online and even less time to spend on drawing.
Keep rocking.
Whee~

Yush, truly it has been. I guess I gotta punish myself for abandoning this account for at least 2 months.. That's a sin, isn't it?
Oh well, here's a little update;
I met a fur IRL (Jubilations at long last!)
I went emo (That's usual)
I'm cursing my printer-cum-scanner-cum-photocopy machine for not scanning my art to it's best.
I have a fur to play webcamming with ^^
I'm bonding my abdomen.

Yush, the latter be true. I have a really flat stomach now. Bond it!
Well, some furs knew how I look like IRL~ Somewhat slim, about 171cm (That's about 5"6') and I'm an Asian.

Well, I think I'll start with the bad ones..

My mood has been really unstable lately, often dropping lower than my footpaws.. And there was one point where I wanted to even end my life too cause of all these.
Well, you see, it was when my good friend had her birthday yesterday, she cut her birthday cake. HER birthday cake, and I was wondering... It has been eighteen years, when was the last time I even had a birthday cake for my birthday? When was the last time did anyone even bothered it was my birthday.. Even Dad could forget.. But maybe he's just too busy altogether.. I end up having counseling from my said friend, got some mind trashing from her for being stupid and wanting to end everything.

In other news.. Good news that is.. I'm making a new stories..
Apart from that, Altair's gonna be back on the 12th!!!!
Yay, for the return of the smexy otter ^^
Glad that he's okay^^

Yeah.. I missed him pretty much..
I remembered the times we had back then. Hope I could turn back time now to meet him again. Altair was such a sweet guy whom I could share my feelings with whenever I'm down. But now that he's away after some complications in his life, I truly missed talking to him. It's as though I've lost a friend forever! But no, I won't submit to the fact that he's not gonna be back. I'm sure he's just having some hard time now. Hope he overcomes this matter as soon as possible.

And by the way, if any of you brits out there do care for this fur, please call 07746881124 and ask if he's okay.
I found this number in his space while trying to reach out to him.. Address? Not too sure myself as he didn't write exactly where, and in fact, he said he's moving anyway.
Oh and if you're calling, ask for "Dan" if you're not too sure if he's on the line. Only call him Altair if you're pretty damn sure that's him on the line.

Well, I was never helpful after all. Instead of helping the guy out of the water, I got myself into it as well. In fact, when I fell, I got others into big trouble as well. Maybe I should have just drowned in that pool and let everyone as lived on happilly without my existance.

*sigh*
Yeah, I was feeling really down these few days. My mind's really swamped with problems... Sometimes, it becomes just too unbearable for me to take, I felt like quitting my life. I was reflecting again today. I was thinking on what had happened yesterday. It really shocked me to hear such disturbing matter. And it's still in my head now. Can't seem to let it go.
I was thinking about my life. How love weaved through it and left it in ruins. I can feel it stabbing me right in the heart, ripping it into shreds. Many of my friends IRL knew I was one who doesn't get affectionate that easily. I don't go all ga-ga over someone whom I think wouldn't be the perfect match for me. How can I fall so deeply in love? In fact, I feel like I can't live without him. Everyday, I would go hours online just to see him online. Yeah, I'm serious, I went hours online just to see him online. Whenever he's around, I felt the need to talk to him, and when I do, it felt so warm being with someone who you actually love. But as it is, timezone was my greatest enemy. Whenever he's online, I'd be mostly away, but whenever I'm online, he's mostly away. But I can't bear leaving him. It hurts me so to think that I'm not spending enough time for him. But time is the constraint between us.
I feel empty, lonely...
I need help...

Nothing unusual today, eventhough it's my birthday. I really wondered who ever cared?
It hurts so much to think about it.
I may have said this line a million times. "I'm used to being forgotten by my friends that it's my birthday." or even, "I don't care/mind." but deep inside, just deep inside of me, I felt like crying cause it's aching so much. I've cared for others, I remembered their birthday, I did all I could, but I was forgotten. I felt like saying "I couldn't be bothered."
*sigh*
But then again, there were some who really did make my day today.
It was those who did remembered. Those who greeted me those simple lines. Those "Happy Birthday" meant so much to me. I was really touched.
Namely the few who made me cried was Skyrie, Canis, Nopast and Nyte. Though I don't blame a few others for wishing me late due to different timezones, so apologies if I had missed out any names cause it's already 12.07 am of the 29th now.
My heart really cried when they wished me. They were so much better than friends which I have known for years but never bothered to know that it's my birthday.
Well, that's quite about it. I don't usually rant on how others had forgotten about my birthday, but it has been so lonely.. Too lonely....

Yeap, The hols are approaching.
Quite about another two more weeks and it'll be a partly-full-fledge-all-day-long-24/7 of me online then.. Though I'm not betting on the chances..
Hell with the exams..
I've summed it up that last year I've over 106 examinations in a year for taking ten subjects. Ten! 106 examinations! Beat that, I dare ya!
My country's just overly exam-orientated..
Heck, "overly" is not even describing it.. ><
Cheers for now, I'd be spending more time in this journal from now on^^

Well looky here.. It stated that I posted it on 10:20am just now.. Looks like this place need to verify all the timezones in the world.. I'm from the East. South East Asia.. And it's like 11:35pm here..
zzZZzzzz time to sleep..*yawn*

Okay.. on Valentine's day.. Kinda weird tho.. Still somehow I've mustered the courage to join in. This is gonna be kinda like my secong "blog". Though I spend more time expressing myself in there.. Still, I'm trying to get this part here done. More arts will be coming up if the lightning-striken scanner's repaired in time.. Regarding the avatar.. Ah.. well I kinda used deviant artist DragonCat-Ink's "Refreshed Snow Leopard" but I'm not going to use it here.. I'll try creating my own I guess.. Till then.. Cheerio!