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~LIFE UPDATE ~
Posted 9 years agoSo, everyone that has been reading these knows that in august I joined the military. Airforce, graduated from boot camp which wasn't hard, learned I can be a leader in situations.
I don't regret joinin Hm even though I'm in tough situation atm. In class to be a fire fighter for the airforce it's very tiring. But I'm just stuck on my own personal problems which Im not gunnar go any farther on that.
It's hard to be myself when there are roommates and all hate that way I act so I always have to act serious or like a dipshit. Luckily there are a few that have been trying to keep me company. I really really appreciate it too.
As for relationship. Been a Rollercoaster still trying to make things work.
Anyways I'll try to talk to you all but can't promise just been a hell of a new year
I don't regret joinin Hm even though I'm in tough situation atm. In class to be a fire fighter for the airforce it's very tiring. But I'm just stuck on my own personal problems which Im not gunnar go any farther on that.
It's hard to be myself when there are roommates and all hate that way I act so I always have to act serious or like a dipshit. Luckily there are a few that have been trying to keep me company. I really really appreciate it too.
As for relationship. Been a Rollercoaster still trying to make things work.
Anyways I'll try to talk to you all but can't promise just been a hell of a new year
Well shit
Posted 9 years agoI no longer can't afford wifi now i'm over due on payments there i forgot to pay cause either was too focus on my finances and bills i had before. So Now Im On Data Which Sucks When Sharing It With My family. What worst it happen on Christmas eve. Best Christmas ever T_T. It's a real struggle now and it's hard when your paycheck it shitty.
I need to find a way to make more money cause I don't get upgrade on my paycheck till months so I can't really do things I use to do. I'm pretty much in a dark deep hole atm. I really need help ><
Anyways Merry Christmas to all of you. Have a great holiday with your families and friends.
I need to find a way to make more money cause I don't get upgrade on my paycheck till months so I can't really do things I use to do. I'm pretty much in a dark deep hole atm. I really need help ><
Anyways Merry Christmas to all of you. Have a great holiday with your families and friends.
Not going home for christmas
Posted 10 years agoWell as someone or probably a few people have known ibeen Iin really deep shit in finance . Still am kind of. But anyways, my goal was to make it home to see my family.
that goal failed....i won't be able to see my family for christmas. I thought my donation would help but right now.im just fucked. It was a stupid idea to even asked in the first place. Didn't realized how much stressed i had now since I'm in the military. Being a firefighter makes it worst too.
But anyways..I been so stressed i even noticed I been a ass to a few that I shouldn't have so I'm just going to stop talking to people.......i hope everyone has a good christmas.......
Jango signing out
that goal failed....i won't be able to see my family for christmas. I thought my donation would help but right now.im just fucked. It was a stupid idea to even asked in the first place. Didn't realized how much stressed i had now since I'm in the military. Being a firefighter makes it worst too.
But anyways..I been so stressed i even noticed I been a ass to a few that I shouldn't have so I'm just going to stop talking to people.......i hope everyone has a good christmas.......
Jango signing out
LIFE UPDATE.............donations if you can?
Posted 10 years agoHere is what has been going on for me.
I have a new job now in the military, yes im a Airmen, im doing 6 year term atm as a fire protection unit. i join because as some of you know i like helping alot, i help many people and my step father got me to join the airforce and i must say it wasnt hard to pass. i say that cause i been through worst places than boot camp. so atm im in a new enviorment in text school in training.
Thanksgiving was my first time being alone for the holidiays and wont be my last either. i now have to make sacrifices to be able to protect those i care about. it sucks thought but it was my choice and i will accept it.
But at the moment i am sturggling with budget, i might be in the military but doesnt mean we get alot of money, in fact we still get barely the the wadges of regular jobs, while i been gone at boot camp i got a bill that wasnt solved before i left that i wasnt notified, not i owe alot of money like 350. i also found out from my back i been fruad and they are trying to make me pay for the money but atm im still fighting of paying ZERO of it.
Why does this matter? well to me it matters cause i wanted to see my family for Christmas but right were im heading at looks like i might be alone for Christmas.
as others know about me is that alot of things changed about myself cause i was refusing to show the real me but this is who i am, im a person that cares alot of those that generous to me as well and i will help them out as much as i can, and yes i am too kind in my point of view. been so kind i been donating too much that caused me to be down right broke right now. Also one more thing people know me well for, I HATE ASKING, i dont like it at all specially for money i like earning it more than just getting money.
I also have hidden depression which is just i have it but i dont show it only to people i am close to that see it and notice it. im also the person that love to give alot attention to and help others, but i dont get that back at all but that doesnt bother me that much as it used to. but still hurts kinda but i have few people that helped me out on that.
ill find ways to pay those back that already donated to me. but if you can help me see my family for christmas that would mean so much and if you cant can always spread the word, but if it cant make it ill find a way to just do someone alone for Christmas.
ill leave my paypal here : Jonathan_shapley[at]yahoo.com
I want to thank right now
my big bro
My papa
My mate
they were willing to help me out donate and when i went through rough times they were their to help me out
they are what i consider family that helps other family out, never felt that before and it feels amazing.
I have a new job now in the military, yes im a Airmen, im doing 6 year term atm as a fire protection unit. i join because as some of you know i like helping alot, i help many people and my step father got me to join the airforce and i must say it wasnt hard to pass. i say that cause i been through worst places than boot camp. so atm im in a new enviorment in text school in training.
Thanksgiving was my first time being alone for the holidiays and wont be my last either. i now have to make sacrifices to be able to protect those i care about. it sucks thought but it was my choice and i will accept it.
But at the moment i am sturggling with budget, i might be in the military but doesnt mean we get alot of money, in fact we still get barely the the wadges of regular jobs, while i been gone at boot camp i got a bill that wasnt solved before i left that i wasnt notified, not i owe alot of money like 350. i also found out from my back i been fruad and they are trying to make me pay for the money but atm im still fighting of paying ZERO of it.
Why does this matter? well to me it matters cause i wanted to see my family for Christmas but right were im heading at looks like i might be alone for Christmas.
as others know about me is that alot of things changed about myself cause i was refusing to show the real me but this is who i am, im a person that cares alot of those that generous to me as well and i will help them out as much as i can, and yes i am too kind in my point of view. been so kind i been donating too much that caused me to be down right broke right now. Also one more thing people know me well for, I HATE ASKING, i dont like it at all specially for money i like earning it more than just getting money.
I also have hidden depression which is just i have it but i dont show it only to people i am close to that see it and notice it. im also the person that love to give alot attention to and help others, but i dont get that back at all but that doesnt bother me that much as it used to. but still hurts kinda but i have few people that helped me out on that.
ill find ways to pay those back that already donated to me. but if you can help me see my family for christmas that would mean so much and if you cant can always spread the word, but if it cant make it ill find a way to just do someone alone for Christmas.
ill leave my paypal here : Jonathan_shapley[at]yahoo.com
I want to thank right now
my big bro
My papa
My mate
they were willing to help me out donate and when i went through rough times they were their to help me out
they are what i consider family that helps other family out, never felt that before and it feels amazing.
hate asking going to try again.... Donation?
Posted 10 years agoi deleted my last journal cause a certain someone made me feel like a whore. he did apoligiu though .
i hate asking for donations cause of how i was raised. working hard and earning it it feels better than asking for money and do something to get it. i had a pass about it and i dont want to go back to it at all.
now being in the military i been dealing with debt in it right now cause they messed up on my payments and info so now i have to pay them back each month till its paid fully. not to mentions my phone bill i owe. i do like to go home to see my family. if not ill just be on my own for the holidays and hopefull someone will be online to talk to me.
im not asking alot either...the goal is to get up to 300 to make the payment and then i can pay for tickets to see my family but if not ill find something to do i guess.
if you aare interested it means alot if you help if anything spread the word out. thank you and have a happy thanksgiving/Holidays
Paypal: Jonathan_shapley[at]yahoo.com
i hate asking for donations cause of how i was raised. working hard and earning it it feels better than asking for money and do something to get it. i had a pass about it and i dont want to go back to it at all.
now being in the military i been dealing with debt in it right now cause they messed up on my payments and info so now i have to pay them back each month till its paid fully. not to mentions my phone bill i owe. i do like to go home to see my family. if not ill just be on my own for the holidays and hopefull someone will be online to talk to me.
im not asking alot either...the goal is to get up to 300 to make the payment and then i can pay for tickets to see my family but if not ill find something to do i guess.
if you aare interested it means alot if you help if anything spread the word out. thank you and have a happy thanksgiving/Holidays
Paypal: Jonathan_shapley[at]yahoo.com
Good friend of mine needs help quick please help
Posted 10 years agoMy good friend needs oney by the end of this week in order to see his family please help out he is really easy to communicate with for commissions and he's a great artist
original journal here http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7147685/
original journal here http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7147685/
I'm back
Posted 10 years agoYes I'm back hehe it's good to be back from tain I no for two months. It was pretty hard but I made it through and I earned alot of respect and i learned a lot of stop how important things are.
So incase people don't know i just came back from two months of doing military training and now doing text school. So if I missed anything important let me know ^^ I missed you all
So incase people don't know i just came back from two months of doing military training and now doing text school. So if I missed anything important let me know ^^ I missed you all
goodbye
Posted 10 years agoGood bye everyone specially my friends and families and loved one. I'm off to boot camp and won't be back for 2 months everyone be safe and thank you for the wishes and love.
good bye
good bye
shipping date be gone for 2 months
Posted 10 years agothe day is getting loser and closer and the closer it comes the more i get so nervous about it. i keep watching their videos to make sure i dont miss any thing but its still gunna suck. im going miss a lot of my friends and family mostly. specially my hubby.
but yeah 25 is my shipping date and also its my birthday so i wont be on for my birthday. i want to also say thank you for those who have gave me encouragement to keep my head up and also have gave me helpful advise.
most importantly dont worry about me guys ill be ok only worst thing that will happen is when they break me down in boot camp. will get back on asap once im done with training.
thanks again guys. also if you want to celebrate me birthday do it on the 23 cause i dont think ill be avaliable on the 24.
NO GIFTS PLEASE..... thats my job =3=
but yeah 25 is my shipping date and also its my birthday so i wont be on for my birthday. i want to also say thank you for those who have gave me encouragement to keep my head up and also have gave me helpful advise.
most importantly dont worry about me guys ill be ok only worst thing that will happen is when they break me down in boot camp. will get back on asap once im done with training.
thanks again guys. also if you want to celebrate me birthday do it on the 23 cause i dont think ill be avaliable on the 24.
NO GIFTS PLEASE..... thats my job =3=
leaving date/ getting things off my chest
Posted 10 years agoFirst thing i want to say is this, ill be gone for a solid two to three months after august 25. ill be in boot camp for the Air Force. ill miss my family and friends during that time but ill be fine.
Now heres another reason im writing this, Im mad. Im not just mad im FURIOUS. so this person....not saying who....has gone too far. making my special lover that i love with all my hear stressed and upset cause he kept bugging him about stuff i wont say about. First of all, people have things they do when they are bored, whether it be watching tv, youtube, drawing or gaming. its their things! no need to try to make them do things, People have moods to do things, if they dont feel the mood to do something dont force them to do it!! or els its just not fun anymore!
This is why i cant be friends with certain people cause they dont learn, they just act like nothing happens and wont confess to their mistakes , or display their drama on here and try to get people to fight his war for him. in my eyes thats pathetic, be responsible for your actions and take the punishment.
sorry im like this its been a stressful week and i need to get this off my chest. i want my love happy everyday and thats important to me. and if someone makes him upset and make him not happy, your automatic in my Shit list.
Now heres another reason im writing this, Im mad. Im not just mad im FURIOUS. so this person....not saying who....has gone too far. making my special lover that i love with all my hear stressed and upset cause he kept bugging him about stuff i wont say about. First of all, people have things they do when they are bored, whether it be watching tv, youtube, drawing or gaming. its their things! no need to try to make them do things, People have moods to do things, if they dont feel the mood to do something dont force them to do it!! or els its just not fun anymore!
This is why i cant be friends with certain people cause they dont learn, they just act like nothing happens and wont confess to their mistakes , or display their drama on here and try to get people to fight his war for him. in my eyes thats pathetic, be responsible for your actions and take the punishment.
sorry im like this its been a stressful week and i need to get this off my chest. i want my love happy everyday and thats important to me. and if someone makes him upset and make him not happy, your automatic in my Shit list.
(open) Customize controllers for sale or can make for price
Posted 10 years agohey everyone and its open again and i have many more designs that you can have on yah controller.
WIRELESS xbox 360: 45.00
Wired xbox360 controller: 35.00
Color buttons 12.00
the labor will be 20.00+ shipping and handling
i have many designs and more designs ill post up here SOON.
i say that much cause of the time i have to take away to do it and the cost to deliver it
if you are interested end me a note and we can help make a design for you.
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(finished)
2. OPEN
3. open
note me and if we can find the right price ill GET STARTED asap.
a;so please be patient cause the perfect design takes time but will note you the progress.
NOTE
once i get started on painting i can not change it so choose wisely
WIRELESS xbox 360: 45.00
Wired xbox360 controller: 35.00
Color buttons 12.00
the labor will be 20.00+ shipping and handling
i have many designs and more designs ill post up here SOON.
i say that much cause of the time i have to take away to do it and the cost to deliver it
if you are interested end me a note and we can help make a design for you.
1.
(finished)2. OPEN
3. open
note me and if we can find the right price ill GET STARTED asap.
a;so please be patient cause the perfect design takes time but will note you the progress.
NOTE
once i get started on painting i can not change it so choose wisely
(open) Customize controllers for sale or can make for price
Posted 10 years agohey everyone and its open again and i have many more designs that you can have on yah controller.
WIRELESS xbox 360: 45.00
Wired xbox360 controller: 35.00
Color buttons 12.00
the labor will be 20.00+ shipping and handling
i have many designs and more designs ill post up here SOON.
i say that much cause of the time i have to take away to do it and the cost to deliver it
if you are interested end me a note and we can help make a design for you.
1. K-Winters
2. OPEN
3. open
note me and if we can find the right price ill GET STARTED asap.
a;so please be patient cause the perfect design takes time but will note you the progress.
NOTE
once i get started on painting i can not change it so choose wisely
WIRELESS xbox 360: 45.00
Wired xbox360 controller: 35.00
Color buttons 12.00
the labor will be 20.00+ shipping and handling
i have many designs and more designs ill post up here SOON.
i say that much cause of the time i have to take away to do it and the cost to deliver it
if you are interested end me a note and we can help make a design for you.
1. K-Winters
2. OPEN
3. open
note me and if we can find the right price ill GET STARTED asap.
a;so please be patient cause the perfect design takes time but will note you the progress.
NOTE
once i get started on painting i can not change it so choose wisely
please help
Posted 10 years agoso my phone is officically broken so now i need commissions to make the coverage. i need the phone fix to stay incontact with family and friends most importantly i need it for work.
i understand the prices are too high but if we can agociate prices to make them fair i can deal with that.
please help
info will be here
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6709172/
i understand the prices are too high but if we can agociate prices to make them fair i can deal with that.
please help
info will be here
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6709172/
No Subject
Posted 10 years agoso my phone is officically broken so now i need commissions to make the coverage. i need the phone fix to stay incontact with family and friends most importantly i need it for work.
i understand the prices are too high but if we can agociate prices to make them fair i can deal with that.
please help
info will be here
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6709172/
i understand the prices are too high but if we can agociate prices to make them fair i can deal with that.
please help
info will be here
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6709172/
commissions for custom controllers open!
Posted 10 years agofor right now im only doing xbox 360 controllers
wireless xbox 360: 45.00
Wired xbox360 controller: 35.00
Color buttons 12.00
the labor will be 20.00+ shipping and handling
i have many designs and more designs ill post up here soon.
i say that much cause of the time i have to take away to do it and the cost to deliver it
if you are interested end me a note and we can help make a design for you.
1.
2. :open
3. open
note me and if we can find the right price ill get started asap.
a;so please be patient cause the perfect design takes time but will note you the progress.
wireless xbox 360: 45.00
Wired xbox360 controller: 35.00
Color buttons 12.00
the labor will be 20.00+ shipping and handling
i have many designs and more designs ill post up here soon.
i say that much cause of the time i have to take away to do it and the cost to deliver it
if you are interested end me a note and we can help make a design for you.
1.
2. :open
3. open
note me and if we can find the right price ill get started asap.
a;so please be patient cause the perfect design takes time but will note you the progress.
(open) Customize controllers for sale or can make for price
Posted 10 years agoi Realize that i really enjoy making design controllers. i want to make more for others if anyones are interested. ill try to make the prices fair
for right now im only doing xbox 360 controllers
wireless xbox 360: 45.00
Wired xbox360 controller: 35.00
Color buttons 12.00
the labor will be 20.00+ shipping and handling
i have many designs and more designs ill post up here soon.
i say that much cause of the time i have to take away to do it and the cost to deliver it
if you are interested end me a note and we can help make a design for you i will only do 2 at a time.
1.
2. :open
note me and if we can find the right price ill get started asap.
a;so please be patient cause the perfect design takes time but will note you the progress.
for right now im only doing xbox 360 controllers
wireless xbox 360: 45.00
Wired xbox360 controller: 35.00
Color buttons 12.00
the labor will be 20.00+ shipping and handling
i have many designs and more designs ill post up here soon.
i say that much cause of the time i have to take away to do it and the cost to deliver it
if you are interested end me a note and we can help make a design for you i will only do 2 at a time.
1.
2. :open
note me and if we can find the right price ill get started asap.
a;so please be patient cause the perfect design takes time but will note you the progress.
Comissions? head shots?
Posted 10 years agoWell i been think hard and i dont have money or job anymore so only thing i can think of is commissions, i know im not good at all but i want to help my family as best i could.
now as for the cost i will be fair with the price ill make i depends on the type of drawing and if theirs another person in them
this is just something that will help me with money and get better at drawing. right now im doing head shots for 5 if anyone wants one note me if your interested
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paypal: Jshapley5336[at]yahoo.com
now as for the cost i will be fair with the price ill make i depends on the type of drawing and if theirs another person in them
this is just something that will help me with money and get better at drawing. right now im doing head shots for 5 if anyone wants one note me if your interested
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paypal: Jshapley5336[at]yahoo.com
LIfe update
Posted 10 years ago2015 is finally here
Im glad 2015 is here, this is the year of my graduation and that's when i start with my career, but theirs just a slight problem with my bath that can creat a big gap, right now im looking for a doctor to look at me, i found a lump on a a while ago, so their are many reasons what that means i not gunna say where but found one hehe, what i do know that is that ill be ok, mostly talking to the few that have been worried about me, imma be ok as long i found a doct asap than ill be alright.
what will be really great is to try to help my family out with money, i got cut out of my job so im jobless so i cant help my family anymore, not asking to donate but i will do like 1-2 US dollar commissions. i only say that cause i know my art isnt great at all but i will try my very hardest to make it worth it to yah, just something to help my family out and help some friends that really need it too.
it would mean alot if you are even interested pm me and we can disus what kind of drawing and the fair price which will be cheap
thanks for reading and happy new years btw
Im glad 2015 is here, this is the year of my graduation and that's when i start with my career, but theirs just a slight problem with my bath that can creat a big gap, right now im looking for a doctor to look at me, i found a lump on a a while ago, so their are many reasons what that means i not gunna say where but found one hehe, what i do know that is that ill be ok, mostly talking to the few that have been worried about me, imma be ok as long i found a doct asap than ill be alright.
what will be really great is to try to help my family out with money, i got cut out of my job so im jobless so i cant help my family anymore, not asking to donate but i will do like 1-2 US dollar commissions. i only say that cause i know my art isnt great at all but i will try my very hardest to make it worth it to yah, just something to help my family out and help some friends that really need it too.
it would mean alot if you are even interested pm me and we can disus what kind of drawing and the fair price which will be cheap
thanks for reading and happy new years btw
Finally set!
Posted 11 years agoSince I now finally have a good laptop I can start using my scanner instead of crappy pictures from my phone lol
now I don't know if I should do request yet I don't think im ready for that yet im still trying to learn to draw thanks to some awesome friends and I thank you guys so much! :3 now im going to keep drawing now if you guys think I should do request you should comment and give me advise about it. its great to have encouragement too thank you to all my friends and family for it specially my favorite human ^^ alright time to go back to drawing thanks for reading this!
now I don't know if I should do request yet I don't think im ready for that yet im still trying to learn to draw thanks to some awesome friends and I thank you guys so much! :3 now im going to keep drawing now if you guys think I should do request you should comment and give me advise about it. its great to have encouragement too thank you to all my friends and family for it specially my favorite human ^^ alright time to go back to drawing thanks for reading this!
