ok so maybe i never started drawing again like i said i would in all those other journals, but i did start some sort of pirate entertainment network thingy? that's gotta count for something, right??

i already made a journal about it on my other account, but now we've got channels by   gorepup ,   pugo64 AND   -shroud if you're into ye olde fashioned internet radio streams curated by cool furry animal people who make art and are cool.

there's also four channels of totally legally acquired televised programming that streams at beautiful ~150Kb/s 240p quality all day long. it's mostly watchable! if you ignore how horribly a lot of tv comedy writing from the 20th century has aged, anyway. ehheh.

you can download playlists containing all the streams from here:
https://softsynth.neocities.org/icecast
VLC users can also press CTRL+N and paste the playlist links in if you just wanna try it out without saving files

but anyway, uhh. yeah. just wanted to get the old journal where i said i'd draw more then never did off the page. hi :3

yeah i'm addicted to furry conventions now :P

also it's probably time i force myself back into drawing, i guess

feeling a bit too sleepy to even be on discord right now BUT if any of you wanna join our new server:

https://discord.gg/hhtwpnFr

here u go hi :3

almost 18 years since my embarrassing, very confusing thirteen year old crush on this character and unfortunately I still find Inu Yasha attractive, apparently... D;

not really going to share any actual details, but to make this long untold story short:

things got weird, then bad, then REALLY bad, but at the same time it was all kinda alright?

and in the end I'm better off for everything that's gone on in the last two weeks or so, as horrible as some of it was, but I probably won't have much to post for who knows how long and whenever I come back to this it might be completely different

in all honesty pretty much everything I've drawn that's on here was always meant to be some sort of self taught "classically trained" period before giving it all up, going full Weird and getting "abstract" like some painter from 100 years ago. I just thought the moment that ended this phase was going to happen some other way.

I'm honestly pretty happy though, just wanted to leave some kinda message here because for some reason some of you actually seem to like me? very weird, but appreciated.
I'll still be around too, I basically grew up on this website and I love curating my little favorites gallery more than I enjoyed posting my own drawings. : )

ok I give up now, just pretend there's a cool animal made out of text saying balls in a speech bubble right here.

thought it would be easy to get my last journal off the page without having to think of anything to say but I underestimated the difficulties of text formatting. :V

so uh.. hey. hi. thanks for liking that very gay rabbit I keep posting.
i'm sure they're extremely embarrassed because that's always how I draw them for whatever reason, but I appreciate it at least

i'm usually pretty proud of always having been someone who doesn't feel that anyone needs to hear their Opinions on the internet, but JUST THIS ONCE I will be an angry text post person (mostly because I think it's funny):

Six individual, fully inked and digitally rendered drawings in the same image is not a sketch page, it's a compilation.


..and it took me 12 minutes to figure out how to post a journal just for this :V