Well, i was working on my boat (gettin in the pirate mood, and I thought I got a message from someone near me, not from you know, a group im in.. anyways, I think it explains itself.

[4:06] Razor Mechanique: ahoyhoy
[4:07] Ekrei Bravin: arr matey!
[4:07] Razor Mechanique grins
[4:07] Vera Jonson: lol

Staring at that empty bottle
it was such a chicken shit time
I couldn't just step up and go
instead i just sat their wasting my time
even though i still sit here
it just feels as though my courage and pride are gone
what can i do to stay alive during these times
cause i dont want to do something that turns out to be wrong
i look again at that empty bottle
its like good times ... gone
i dont think i can do that empty bottle
its just not what i want

i need to figure something out for these times
I cant just sit here wasting away like a decaying rhyme
as if im not good enough to clean the tools that feed my time
i think it really is time for me... TO STAND UP

LISTEN TO ME
STAND UP
OR YOU WILL BE
STEP UP
AND YOU WILL SEE
THAT WEEE ARE WASTINGGG

god that forsaken misery
what has it done to MEEEEEE
i want too.. no i NeeD to finD MY CENTER.. my souL... AGAIN THAT THING THAT COMPLETES MY RHYME!
UNTILL MY TIME ON THIS EARTH
will have equaled to... MINEEEE!!!

A song I wrote awhile back.

Well, ill put a tutorial here later, if I can manage this. Theoretically it should work but I need 10L$ to try it out. So if anyone checkin this out and has a SL account and can spare some L$ gimme a shout or something and ill get hold of ya

more info here
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1619427/

I wish I had a scanner, i'de upload my progress ive been making drawing (granted I havent been drawing very long) it's still pretty sweet.

Quiz 1
1. Do you like sex?
Yes

2. Do you like to be watched when you are making love?
hrmmmm, that could be kinky! Not sure

3. Would you have sex with your best-friends' ex?
*covers his face* would I... again?.. No....

4. What couldn't you live without?
love/friends/food

5. What kind of protection would you use?
*points to the goggles on his forehead*

6. Would you allow the little red light on the camera to be on?
hehe, maybe

7. Are showers/bathtubs/pools/jaquzzi a turn on?
yea

8. Would you ever pole dance?
*smiles* depends

9. Do you like blindfolds?
*evily grins* we'd have to try it and find out!

10. Would you allow handcuffs near your bed?
*nods*

11. Is food (real food, ya know, from your fridge) part of your regular foreplay diet?
well, yes, I like to eat if thats what you mean

12. Would you ever play strip poker?
sure, wanna play?

13. Do you even know what ''69'' means?
personally, no... but yes I know what it means.

Quiz 2
1. What is your favorite out of these three?
cat
bird
dog <<<

2. What is your favorite color?
pink
white
black <<<

3. The name of a person of the same sex?
Zack

4. The name of the person of the opposite sex?
Amanda

5. Do you prefer :-
The mountains <<<
The beach

6. Do you prefer :-
The sunrise
The sunset <<<

7. Favorite number from 1-10?
7

8. Favorite plant?
red rose
fern
a dead one
(apple tree?)<<<<

9. Favorite season?
spring <<<<
winter
summer

I've started learning this 3d animations program called blender! And I gotta say, when I first opened it I was like "woah, this looks way less user friendly than Rino", then I went through the first couple tutorials and man, its actually a extremely solid program. I still have a-lot to learn but I cant wait till I can actually use it good and start building some furries with it!

Anyway, have a good one.

Peace!

Well, today at about # An angle whos love knows no bounds, whom on her deathbed confused not knowing where she is and yet will reach up and use all her strength to give you a hug, an angle who could hardly speak and could barely beath yet would muster up all of here strength just to tell you with a whispered yell "I love you". Passed away.
My grandma
The woman whos house I lived in when I found a job close to it while she was in a fucking nursing home, yet I still visited her almost every night going home from that place, and how she begged me to take her away from there and how I wanted to with every part of my being just steal her and bring her home... So I converse with her kids saying "get her the fuck out of there" and dealt with being told "no, we cant" because of the time consuming attention we'd have to give her which nobody has because of the jobs we must work. The woman whom 2 nights before she passed I fell asleep in a chair next too her bed holding her skinny hands, yelling at god telling him to make her comfortable while she was shaking.
That was my grandma, an angle whom everyone who knew her came to love her.. which was what I admired most about her.
I'll miss you grandma, rest in peace.

Well, im not very used to journaling. But, since im on here now I guess ill give it a shot.

Well, heres a little about myself..

Well yea, im an avid Gamer. Ive been doin it since I was about 4 years old on the Atari. I guess, I started with Atari's Golf game where you moved your character with the joystick and then hit 1 of 2 buttons to start swinging. Everything was made of extremely large pixels and 8-bit color, and it was like, man this technology is great for the time! Then I remember seeing Pixar's 1st 3d graphic and since then I was Hooked.. I dont mean like, ok, cool lets check out 3d graphics.. Im talkin like, I wouldn't shut up about video games. Man, its like its all I talked about with friends for years...

Anyways then I moved to the Playstation, and my first real game I played was FF-7... And man, if you've ever played that game, like at the end of it, after you omni-slash Sephiroth, you notice after the credits how its like your traveling through stars.. Well, I was soo sad that the game ended, and I hoped soo much that it still went on. I let my playstation run for 2 days straight...

So yea, Im a pretty addicted gamer. But with my interests with gameplay development and art structure design, I'de really like to take my life in a different direction and shift from, sitting back playing vid games to developing and working on games..

But yea, the story continues and now for entertainment I play WoW and EQ2..

But... anyway..

Yea, i got bored today, so I downloaded Google sketchpad and started drawing my house. Its turning out ok, although its not really to scale that well (cause im just sketchin it up, not like actually takin the measurements and textures). And it brang back a-lot of memories from my past job spending coutless hours drawing and texturing these condo's they were building and I was assigned to digitally draw. And LoL, i drew them in Google's sketchpad. (its more of a newby program, but if you do your own textures and spend the time to do polish, it can really look good!)

But ... this is my page.. My avatar if ure wondering is my SK Kerran from eq2 (names Ekrei) ... And yea, im not too much of an artist with pen and paper, but if I put my mind into it, I can draw some pretty killer shit on a computer... But yea, If and when i start gettin into the community maybe ill start throwin some drawings up and stuff (cuz their not really fur related, its just like architectural stuff).. .Other than that, maybe you'll see some of my poetry or stuff on here sometimes.. Anyways, have a good one!

Peace!

p.s. I do game a-lot, you know, its what I do... but I also enjoy camping, fishin and hunting and other forms of recreation xD

BTW I LIED!!! My first real game and possibly my favorite game of all time.. Well, I cant really say I have a favorite game anymore cuz I've played a-lot of games... Anyways.. A great game..... Chrono Trigger.. Now that I think about it chrono trigger was probably the second real game, the first was probably Super Mario Bro's.. well... nevermind that, If i keep going the list wont end... Anways.. Chrono trigger.. great game... I've played through it around 6 times soo far.. and Yea, if ure lookin for a classic great game.. Pick it up or get a rom offline of it or something.. Anyways..

Peace!