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Posted 11 years ago
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Posted 11 years agoOk... well, last night....
Finished my homework, its 10:30 pm, as a year 11 student i have a lot of that shit to do, and this whole limit on my internet usage and bed times, i needed a release because i was stressed out from it, so i went downstairs to finish off the paw for my fursuit.
I finished that and was packing up the "mess" that was apparently there.
So then i was going to bed, for once feeling semi accomplished because i actually finished my schoolwork and had some kind of release.
I was rolling into my sheets getting comfy and then my mum barges into my room...
-I think- fucken here we go...... (rolling my eyes under my eyelids)
She blasts me about how i'm going to bed so late and why i didn't even bother saying goodnight.
Well heres a response to that, get fucked, when i walked up the stairs all i could hear was you and dad bitching about how i'm never in bed and my "priorities aren't set".
So then i went to the lounge to say goodnight to dad so he could shut up about me being a "spoilt little shit that is ungrateful".
What do i get?
"Do you know what the fucking time is?"
i respond with a simple, "no i do not, my computer and phone is in your possession because of your rules that you made"
And from there it hit the fan, how i'm a rude self centred, highly attituded and sprung kid.
With a yelling to me and tears all down my face because i felt worthless and like nothing by what he said to me.
i went to bed this time, now feeling worthless, stupid, idiotic, depressed.
i don't let that shit get to my head but hey, it really pisses me off, so it didn't really affect me at all, just severely pissed me off.
Anyway...
cutting a long story short, they make me all stressed because of their jumping to conclusion.
I woke up finding blood on my blankets somehow and half soaked pillow due to the tears.
ah well, in the end i can come here and find some kind of escape where i am accepted and understood....
Thanks too all that listen
The very tired and drained.
Solglo
Finished my homework, its 10:30 pm, as a year 11 student i have a lot of that shit to do, and this whole limit on my internet usage and bed times, i needed a release because i was stressed out from it, so i went downstairs to finish off the paw for my fursuit.
I finished that and was packing up the "mess" that was apparently there.
So then i was going to bed, for once feeling semi accomplished because i actually finished my schoolwork and had some kind of release.
I was rolling into my sheets getting comfy and then my mum barges into my room...
-I think- fucken here we go...... (rolling my eyes under my eyelids)
She blasts me about how i'm going to bed so late and why i didn't even bother saying goodnight.
Well heres a response to that, get fucked, when i walked up the stairs all i could hear was you and dad bitching about how i'm never in bed and my "priorities aren't set".
So then i went to the lounge to say goodnight to dad so he could shut up about me being a "spoilt little shit that is ungrateful".
What do i get?
"Do you know what the fucking time is?"
i respond with a simple, "no i do not, my computer and phone is in your possession because of your rules that you made"
And from there it hit the fan, how i'm a rude self centred, highly attituded and sprung kid.
With a yelling to me and tears all down my face because i felt worthless and like nothing by what he said to me.
i went to bed this time, now feeling worthless, stupid, idiotic, depressed.
i don't let that shit get to my head but hey, it really pisses me off, so it didn't really affect me at all, just severely pissed me off.
Anyway...
cutting a long story short, they make me all stressed because of their jumping to conclusion.
I woke up finding blood on my blankets somehow and half soaked pillow due to the tears.
ah well, in the end i can come here and find some kind of escape where i am accepted and understood....
Thanks too all that listen
The very tired and drained.
Solglo
Free headshots!
Posted 11 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6242714/
Join for your chance/ slot, i dunno :D
Join for your chance/ slot, i dunno :D
NSFW stream
Posted 11 years agoheya
doing my first nfsw on stream, come visit ^__^
https://www.picarto.tv/live/channel.....p?watch=Solglo
doing my first nfsw on stream, come visit ^__^
https://www.picarto.tv/live/channel.....p?watch=Solglo
STREAMING YO
Posted 11 years agoHey yall
imma be streaming from around now so feel free to come visit me :D
https://www.picarto.tv/live/channel.....p?watch=Solglo
imma be streaming from around now so feel free to come visit me :D
https://www.picarto.tv/live/channel.....p?watch=Solglo
Update on this shit
Posted 11 years agoAlright, i'm not really any of expecting you to actually read this but y'know.
Things have been pretty shitty at home and i'm hating it....
My mum thinks i cannot "control" myself with my phone or internet usage....
So i only get 3 fucking hours of it a day..... FUCKING 3!!!
So what that means is i supposedly have to do my homework within the time and then have no free/ social time afterward... so thats basically taking away my freedom... and freedom is what drives me... so im going to be driven into my mental state where i begin to go insane and i know it...
So it just an update that i won't be on here much.
It is still unblocked at school (Luckily) and hopefully doesn't get blocked in the near future because i find escape through here.
Like i said, not expecting many people to read this but for those who did, i appreciate your time. x
*grasps hair with my paws*
this is already tough, and i expect it will get harder...
But what can i do... im just a "stupid kid"....
Things have been pretty shitty at home and i'm hating it....
My mum thinks i cannot "control" myself with my phone or internet usage....
So i only get 3 fucking hours of it a day..... FUCKING 3!!!
So what that means is i supposedly have to do my homework within the time and then have no free/ social time afterward... so thats basically taking away my freedom... and freedom is what drives me... so im going to be driven into my mental state where i begin to go insane and i know it...
So it just an update that i won't be on here much.
It is still unblocked at school (Luckily) and hopefully doesn't get blocked in the near future because i find escape through here.
Like i said, not expecting many people to read this but for those who did, i appreciate your time. x
*grasps hair with my paws*
this is already tough, and i expect it will get harder...
But what can i do... im just a "stupid kid"....
FREE RAFFLE LINK
Posted 11 years agoHey all
this amazing raffle just came up and i gotta share OMG
Link: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14810895/
Goodluck if you enter!
this amazing raffle just came up and i gotta share OMG
Link: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14810895/
Goodluck if you enter!
Free Reference sheet progress
Posted 11 years agoFor those who won the Raffle here is a progress lineup!
1:
Complete
2:
WIP
3:
Not yet begun
4:
Complete
Hopefully will finish ASAP but we shall see how i go!
1:
Complete2:
WIP3:
Not yet begun4:
CompleteHopefully will finish ASAP but we shall see how i go!
Free Ref Sheets Raffle 1 (closed)
Posted 11 years agoWhatsup Yall'
Im really bored so what imma do is give out some free reference sheets ^__^
Just cuz im nice and all :P
I'm aiming to do those that don't already have one :P
Choose between numbers 1-100 to enter (post your answer in reply to the first comment)
Must be a watcher
will be choosing 3 lucky winners i already have 2 chosen so there will be 5 in total
Post as a reply to my comment (the first) in order to enter.
ENTRY SHUTS IN 3 HOURS FROM NOW!
GOODLUCK TO ALL
1:
2:
3:
4:
5:
It will be a basic reference and will most likely be streamed!
Im really bored so what imma do is give out some free reference sheets ^__^
Just cuz im nice and all :P
I'm aiming to do those that don't already have one :P
Choose between numbers 1-100 to enter (post your answer in reply to the first comment)
Must be a watcher
will be choosing 3 lucky winners i already have 2 chosen so there will be 5 in total
Post as a reply to my comment (the first) in order to enter.
ENTRY SHUTS IN 3 HOURS FROM NOW!
GOODLUCK TO ALL
1:
2:
3:
4:
5:
It will be a basic reference and will most likely be streamed!
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