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Posted 13 years agoI wish my girlfriend would tell me things.
Like if we get in an argument she'll just insult me, then say how she really feels to our friends, then when I talk to them they try to get me to understand, cause they know her true feelings.
Then I don't understand and just wish I knew what she said to them.
I guess she doesn't tell me things cause she "thinks" I won't understand, but she never tries....
So in arguments, I just give up and swallow my emotions so that way we can be happy again.
Its a small sacrifice to prevent more fights.
I just wish she would talk about and explain everything to me, her boyfriend, and not just to my friends.....cause its honestly pushing me away.....
Like if we get in an argument she'll just insult me, then say how she really feels to our friends, then when I talk to them they try to get me to understand, cause they know her true feelings.
Then I don't understand and just wish I knew what she said to them.
I guess she doesn't tell me things cause she "thinks" I won't understand, but she never tries....
So in arguments, I just give up and swallow my emotions so that way we can be happy again.
Its a small sacrifice to prevent more fights.
I just wish she would talk about and explain everything to me, her boyfriend, and not just to my friends.....cause its honestly pushing me away.....
solitude.
Posted 13 years agoI just wanna blank out the world for a lil.
Just me my self and I.
Ahhh.....serenity.
Just me my self and I.
Ahhh.....serenity.
long distance relationships
Posted 13 years agoLong distance relationships suck!!!
Now don't get wrong, its still a "relationship" and who doesn't love those! Its just, once the "Long distance" part kicks in, you begin to realize how depressing it can be...
I mean I can never hold her, kiss her, comfort her, or just be there for her and it makes me sad.
The only way I can communicate, or even see her, is through electronics...
And when shes sad all I can do is talk her through it. But that doesn't always work...
Sometimes all people need is a good hug, someone to hold them, but its kinda hard to do that when I'm fucking miles away...
And you'll never truly know how someones feeling through some devise...
So basically I feel that I can, in no way, help my girlfriend through her problems and I feel shunned away because of this...
And hearing, "are you ok?", or, "wanna talk about it?" Probably grows old and very annoying for my girlfriend...and when we don't talk about it I worry the rest of the day and constantly think about it.
Like I feel I'm neglecting her or ignoring her, but that's what she wants right? I dunno I don't wanna bug her about it or annoy her .so all I can do is give her the time and space that I think she wants and hope for the best...
So I guess in the end it will eventually work out but the key word being "eventually".....
All I know is that its a bitter sweet thing and it takes a lot of time and effort.
But if you pull through then you'll get to be with the one you love, and there's no better reward then that.
Now don't get wrong, its still a "relationship" and who doesn't love those! Its just, once the "Long distance" part kicks in, you begin to realize how depressing it can be...
I mean I can never hold her, kiss her, comfort her, or just be there for her and it makes me sad.
The only way I can communicate, or even see her, is through electronics...
And when shes sad all I can do is talk her through it. But that doesn't always work...
Sometimes all people need is a good hug, someone to hold them, but its kinda hard to do that when I'm fucking miles away...
And you'll never truly know how someones feeling through some devise...
So basically I feel that I can, in no way, help my girlfriend through her problems and I feel shunned away because of this...
And hearing, "are you ok?", or, "wanna talk about it?" Probably grows old and very annoying for my girlfriend...and when we don't talk about it I worry the rest of the day and constantly think about it.
Like I feel I'm neglecting her or ignoring her, but that's what she wants right? I dunno I don't wanna bug her about it or annoy her .so all I can do is give her the time and space that I think she wants and hope for the best...
So I guess in the end it will eventually work out but the key word being "eventually".....
All I know is that its a bitter sweet thing and it takes a lot of time and effort.
But if you pull through then you'll get to be with the one you love, and there's no better reward then that.
Hello everyone!
Posted 13 years agoI'm new to this site!
Hello followers!
I'm actually gunna be doing things on here now!
my girlfriend has convinced me to start using it.
But I'm still confused about it! Lol
At the moment im just posting songs i made on my phone, but there not too bad. :)
And one of my first goals is to achieve more views and watchers then Hybrid No. 1! Lol
I guess that's it....
I don't really have anything to talk about. :o
I'm content with my life and I have an awesome girlfriend which whom I love very much! :3
Hello followers!
I'm actually gunna be doing things on here now!
my girlfriend has convinced me to start using it.
But I'm still confused about it! Lol
At the moment im just posting songs i made on my phone, but there not too bad. :)
And one of my first goals is to achieve more views and watchers then Hybrid No. 1! Lol
I guess that's it....
I don't really have anything to talk about. :o
I'm content with my life and I have an awesome girlfriend which whom I love very much! :3
