Sometimes no matter what I do, I feel like people are just walking away from me as I did something wrong and not want to chat. I guess I understand it's my fault in every way when I make new friends, for those I make you uncomfortable from my actions and understand not want to chat, I fully respect and I'll be more careful. Sometimes I get too excited and make new friendship bond and didn't mean to fright you away. For anyone out there, hope you have time to read and understand how truly sorry I am and take time to think if I was forgiven or not

I forgot to post this yesterday due to my heavy depression but yes my grandma suddenly passed away as she was at the hospital again to fight the pain she suffering but lost. She means alot to me in the world and without her it won't be the same and I'll be missing her so much everyday 💔 at least she died peacefully so she won't feel the pain anymore, but the pain inside of losing someone is hurting and need comfort 💔 even with my family here, I'm still lonely and feel useless....

It's my birthday today ^^ didn't think it's already that time after one year :)

My mom woke me up early morning to tell me my grandma is at the hospital rn getting surgery and shes not gonna make it. I am shocked, scared and very emotional 😢 I'm praying for her to at least wishing her feel better and leave it in God hands ✋ love you grandma, you'll be forever in our heart and soul, we will miss you <//3

The day has come, today is my birthday and I'm happy to celebrate^^ Not only that but this is my first post on here as I'm still new to this but then figured out :3