why I kept having a dream my left upper tooth falling off because of Cavities...... this dream brothers me a lot...

Dunno wh Suddnely  maririn deleted all her works.... I was reading though her newest donjinshi......

Recently I heard quite a lot people having their SSD/Hard Dive dead.

So I looked at my 3 external drives (500+1TB and a 2TB back up) and average Hard Drive life spam (for Seagate they usually(80%) live more than 3 continues years in operation).

Considering I traveled a lot with my Back up hard drives and my laptop (1 TB HD and 1 TB SSHD) I was thinking buying another Exteranal Hardive which will stay at my home just to be safe. But All the options I got are above 99 USD(since I need a backup dive mroe than 2 TB for future expantions).

However when serching for how long my seagates will live, I stuble on a online back up site called BACKBLAZE. For 2 Years and Unlimited backup space they charge 95 USD (or $5/month) and they can offer shipping your data to you via a Flash or Hardive (with extra cost but hey you can keep the thing they ship to you.) So.... between 2TB for 3+ years but with risk of lost data (if the HD failed they you need to pay costy recovery ) and Online back up for 2 years but your date will never lost... I chosen to back up online.

Here is the link to it https://secure.backblaze.com/r/01jhi1 (also I get free month if you wish to join using that link :P)

Okay I know it is stupid but I got a cold/flu in summer. Felling horriable during the night.... anyway

However I am thinking make a secound fursona. A tiger who is good at mechs (tank driver) whosecretly likes Sonic Wolfe (the wolf) but too shy to break his icy mask.

Some of you may know I have some new commissions and some are quite kinky ones.

My original thought was I gonna have a story for every commission I done (except those very simple ones )

However I seems having a bit artblock now...........

SO, should I post some of it then make up the story for them later?

Ladys and Gentlman this is your captian speaking..... due to Excessive traffic load the flight from US to Himalias (the new story) is now delayed.... fot now this flight will change its destnation from Beijing to LAX. Sorry for the inconvinance


Well I have to posponde my story (I will still work on it from time to time. ) Right now I am focuing on traslating the transcript of a Chinese Komono game into english called Komono Code (K.C.) from  zoharwolf. <3

Well as some of you already know my taste is quite heavy so I think I will make a new account for those commission involving ummmm more gore stuff like Cas, Vivid. etc

Miking and experimenting as well as TF storyies will still remain on this account

Anyone got better idea?

Well if you read my story you alreay notice I have a lot issue with wording, gramma and spelling.

SOoooo I want your help.

Please reply to this journal and list out if you had any experience writing story/ editing. I will send draft in order of the experience you have accordingly.

Thank you very much :D


Your name will be listed as editors on submission. In order of editing

Note I usually will give you 2-3 days before I send the edited draft. I will have counter arguments if I think previous verson is better.

Please put recommendation in Brackets and hight light the area of effect.

Okay I am going t o start write another short story. I want some feed back though. Which point of view do you want to read?

First person narrative like the "LOST"
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13177198/

Or All-knowing Thrid person narrative like the "Lost in transition"
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13243986/

And I hope FA support Docx.... Don't really like to write in .RTF

This one is awsome

the first chapter is comming soon in the following weeks! before that I gonna post a Sequal of the bad ending since you guys really like the bad ending

Yeap you guessed it, right now I am planing on writhe 3 story. Those stories will be about novel size. I don't think it will get published though unless someone suggested it.

However, I need find a way quickly learn words for fantasy worlds (both westen and eastern). For now all the stuff I know were from Elder Scrolls: Skyrim

I know WoW can do the trick but I don't really have the time for it.

And anysuggestion for eastern fantasy? I know some chinese word but don't know english conter parts except "Chi"

I would like to ask for some species suggestion.

note since in my story furries are mainly used as "weapon"

so majority will be predators, I do consider put bulls, caribous and deers as utility position like cargo loarder and others.

Basically main story line A (morden world) does not have furries civilians due to the setting it is on our earth, not alt, earth

Well I am planing have some sex sence in my main story line
(not with me, no sex for this wolf in main story line, may be one or two paw off or something)

Vote now if you want see
A. Hetrosexual stuff (I am kinda gay so not sure if I will do will on this)
B. Gay sex MxM
C. Lisban sex FxF (rare in my setting)
D. Herm (max 1 or 2)
E. more than 2 person. (No I will not do more than 3, too messy to write it.)

Also Throw any name you come up with (and with gender of course)
I need lots of names and I am lazy (bad) at come up with random names

I want both first and last name, middle name too. Any name, I want some Chinese name as well if there is any china/taiwan fur there, Russian name too. Some middle east name as well (As common as possiable)

If course :"The persons and events in this story are fictitious. Any Similarity to actual persons or events is unintentional."

Well some of you know I got mentaly shocked recently so here are some music I am listening now

Cara Mia Addio (Portal 2 turrent gun, nice italian lyric )
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FqLMYhKdrDM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_kPyGvqNn4Y

Smiling Harry Greyson-Williams
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nsvyPyp9ZQc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ctj-RDbTBMU
(Omega)

Still Alive (Portal 1 ending)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y6ljFaKRTrI


may add more...

anyone can have more suggestion?

Again on the way back to home, my mind fixated on him.

How sweet he was when we met, then my mind suddenly goes imagine he use the same way greet me great aonther male.

I can't stop me from imaging him cuddle with another male and ...

My heart is hurting myself again.

Why do I deserve this.

4 years I holded my broken heart up with hopes and dream.

We once loved eachother so much.

Why do I deserve this

I kept ask myself in the shower

Even with the hot water showering on my body and mixed with my tears, my body felt ice cold. My body does not lie. I felt dizzy and collaped in the shower.

My heart hurts. I hope he joked to me this time, but I know him too much.

He isn't the kind of guy will use this to play with my heart.

I made mistake, but he didn't gave me a chance to explain.

He just gone, get up and left.

4 years, Emails black listed, 4 page long hand wrote letter with no respond.

I tried, to make up the damage I had done.

New year, Valentime, his birthday, Christmas, gifts with letter sent but no reply.

All those years, each time he rely me is like the best time I had.

But yesterday he told me he have a new BF, and he want to pay back the money I spent on gifts.

Today, I had the thought of jump off the 7 floor building in the university, today I had the thought killing the guy used my stupility and lust lead me on the wrong way and lost him.

The moral side me try to kept the beast within me, but he have no idea what else can I do.

And how can I save myself...

There is a thought in my mind. I want to kill a person. I know this is not right. I am tring to holding the beast within back.

This person lied to me, guided me on the wrong track, this persone made me lost the very love I have 3 years ago. I want revenge.

What shall I do? I know the moral answer is I should not do that, I can not take away others life just to satisfy my own.

And I know even though if I kill him it will not bring my love back. My true love is someone else's now.

I am in a death circle. All the pain I have and the pressure on me start to make my heart hurt.

My vision is black, what shall I do? And what is purpose of my life?

I made a mistake about four years ago, I was stupid back then and it become the worst thing I ever done in my life.

Sometimes people don't know what was most important until they lost it. I did that too.

I hope people involved may one day forgive me. And I wish to go to the hell for what I have done no matter if they forgive me or not.

My life will never the same, but life must go on.
There were blood on my paws, Lust and Envy were what I touched.
My heart will suffer for the rest of my life, my soul won't rest until the end of time.

I will remember it. And I hope anyone is reading this will not make the same mistake again.

 Sonic_Wolfe

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