November 11th my first and favorite rat died. She was three and so smart, sitting up on command and escaping the cage to curl up next to me...I just can't believe sees gone. I don't even have a good picture of her, because she would run away from the camera in a bizarre game of hers of if the camera is pointed at me I have to hide. It makes me smile thinking of the fun times, but then depresses me cause she's no longer here.

I was the only one she cuddled with and could hold while she ate. She
's in a better place now at least...the last couple of months she was plagued with tumors that while not fatal were probably uncomfortable to carry around. She loves grapes and pepperoni, yet hated bananas. Smartest of my babies and the funnest. God I miss her.

Well, seems that I am in the hole with money, mmm debt. So for the next couple of days I will be posting some images of my work. Professionally I am a seamstress, so that is what I will be offering. From Garments to fur suit pieces I will be offering. Depending on the piece prices will vary, the goal is to get about $350, to clear myself. I will be opening drawn commissions but I seriously doubt anyone will want any pictures I draw. Anyway much love to you all.

Well in three days I'll be heading up north for work and I figure I might get some sketching done. So I am taking some furs with me to be drawn with my character. Looking for male or female, in mostly "Fun" poses, and not afraid to get a little "dirty" When I come back I'll scan'em, claen'em and color'em for you guys. Welp taking a cue.

I am so addicted right now to second life. I really can't stop it's so much fun. Right now I have three avatars with a fourth on the way. A fox anthro, a fox non morphic and a human type. The strange thing is I just don't feel right going around in the human form. It feels unnatural and awkward, while in the fox I feel free and happy. I just don't know what it is, maybe it's because in my human form I blend in and look like everyone else or maybe because it just isn't fun to play. Well any way if there is anyone out there who wants to have some fun in SL I'm Gena Clawtooth.

I love second life, it's fun and you meet great people, but even though they say you can be anything it's just not true. Trying to find avatar designers is like trying to find an endangered species. They are right there and you know it but they are hiding from you. So I send this out in the hopes that through word of mouth someone will scare up a designer for me to commission to create my fursona.

 mitsene mitsene has a furbid auction up right now! she has gorgeous art, so you should go bid on it! right now!

her journal
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/292721/

the auction
http://www.furbid.ws/cgi-bin/auctio.....item=232341192

Mainly be cause her work really is gorgeous and I am also in the position as a college student where money is the root of life right now, so everyone go look and bid!

Sooo hyper! Been drawing up a storm so right now is a great time to ask for random character drawing. I've also discovered Lining! Sooo fun. Just to let you guys know I'll be in Dublin and London starting on the 9th so I won't be here, talk to ya all soon!

So yeah my friend has a new fuck buddy, and I'm happy for him I really am. The thing is I'm jealous of the sex he's getting, and to make things worse my boyfriend walked in on them and to make me jealous commented on how nice her breasts were, realizing his mistake he said that mine were better, like a strippers rack. He even told me he said it to make me a bit jealous. Gahso now I'm angry and horny. I want SEX!

I fully believe that I have a tail fetish. Big 'ole fluffy cuddly wonderful tails are so "squee" worthy, and I can help but l;ove them so much...I guess that's why I has such a long fluffy one. Am I the only one out there with this love? I sure don't think so and I hope not.

Hi again, ok here's the deal. I am a college student going into my third year. While home my mother decided to clean my not so messy room and accidentally hid my sketch pad. Any who, had a shopping spree and now I will begin to draw again. Am also buying a laminater to make con-badges. Yay me.

See you soon.

I need this....FRICKEN TWINKERS! GAh! *pounds head into wall* Why, why can't people just ugh it's ok to have weaknesses it makes characters interesting, and if they die because of it...wait for it...they are make believe take to another place and re-use them. I can't count the number of times I've been in an rp and have been the only character that conformed to the world's reality. Yeah it's great that your character is all powerful, and supah awesome, and hardly gets a hit on them...if ever, but it's a flat character.

Hey maybe they could possibly have a social defect, (by the by sad emo is so done) like are paranoid or can't deal with the sex they are attracted to, maybe they are cripplingly shy...sigh I remember rping with those it was heavenly. Oh and Achilles weakness's kinda suck. Only one spot can hurt you...kay so I hit that spot..."No you don't I miraculously dodge" or nobody knows of this spot, but the character...THEN WHAT'S THE POINT OF HAVING A WEAKNESS?! This is not just this notjust this site but others...

Do people even know what Twinking is? It's a term that is the equivalent to Powermodding.

From wiki = * Powermodding: The act of constant regeneration and/or dodging of attacks and actions. This is commonly found in battle-situation role-plays. Classifications such as these are usually only used by the more experienced roleplayers, usually to be only used after a certain level of experienced is reach. Acts such as this are not entirely dishonorable, for they are hard to notice, however this classification usually halts the SL ((Storyline)) from advancing any further, making the story both unfair and simply 'not fun.' Example: After being struck by the blade aiming for his jugular 'name of preference' would immediately use his anti-matter shield to regenerate within a matter of seconds. This would repeat throughout the SL ((storyline)) halting it completely.

Please world stop the madness...ok I'm done. Peace. *drops mic*

You know life sucks right now, and everything is just piling on top of itself right now. Let me tell you a little story about my bad luck with cars.

I'll start with my first car, a sturdy escort that I was going to buy off of my father when I got my license, couple of years old and it gets hit by a drunk driver. All is not lost we fix it, but wait did you know escorts are one of the easiest cars to be stolen? I didn't! My car was stolen from in front of my house then used in the armed...yes ARMED robbery of a barber shop, but we got it back and fixed it again.

Now I finally buy the car from my dad, it is officially mine now, but I don't have my license yet a month before I get my license a tornado (You can't make this stuff up!) in NEW JERSEY (We get them very rarely) two streets from my house knocks down a tree. Said tree crosses two property lines to land on my car. Why?! Sigh but we get that fixed up by our selves the insurance company saying it was an act of God even when the tree was rotted through and through. OK so my car is A ok!

Take it to college, now this IS my fault, I accidentally panic during an immensely foggy night crash into a concrete light pole, the car is now totaled.

I get another car a pre-owned Neon. I loved this car! It had air conditioning, my old car didn't and power windows! Have it for a semester, take it home for Christmas, Dad takes a look at it. Well when you go back to college don't drive it. I need to replace a belt in the car. So for another semester (three months) I am carless. Hey we're almost up to date! Take it home, Dad tinkers with it. I need to find a job...which I still don't have. Why won't anyone hire me? I ask him if the car is ok to drive around a little to get applications. He says OK, so I drive it not too far and on the way back home the battery light comes on. Well, I am right around the block of my home so I figure I'll just drive it back park it and leave it for my dad to look at. I park it in the drive way and it starts to smoke...call my dad ( well outside of my car) and I watch it ignite. Run to my grandmothers which is down the street, call 911. Come back and it has 6 foot flames, this is where I collapse into tears and hysterics. Well to cut things short I am left with a crispy car and the pitying looks of very attractive cops and firemen, while I am a teary mess.

Third car we just got, it's a lemon. I got my hopes up and I find out that if I were to drive this one things would not go well. So here is how I stand, No Car, No Job, Self-esteem is pretty low, Can't visit boyfriend, can't earn money for car or up coming trip to England, hell even a passport is too far out of my financial means. Life sucks...but hey I guess I got my health right? I have a right to be frustrated right? If my life wasn't so far spread I would be ok with no car but I'm in a location where I need a car. I don't care what I get just something that will take me where I need to go and not burst into flames or leave me stranded or dead...yeah not being dead is top here.

I'm thinking of starting one of those sites that begs people to donate money to my cause but I'd feel too bad for that. There are so many better things to donate to... Any suggestions would be great right now. And until I am a bit better I'm gonna have to hold off on things, RL just is too ugh...yeah too ugh.

~Sonya~

Clothes: Black pencil skirt, men's style dress shirt fitted to a woman and then cut at an angle exposing the sides of her breasts, black tie. No shoes, ever. A constant is her rose colored round glasses that perch on her muzzle. Lab wear: Peach blouse and pencil skirt, with white lab coat.

Bio: Ever since a small girl Sonya has been on her own. Born into a cruel world she was left as an orphan in Sarov, Russia. There she was shuttled from one foster home to another until she reached the age of 16. Graduating from school with high honors early, she caught the eye of a privately owned research company, who gave her a full scholarship to Green Run University where she majored in Mechanical Engineering. The company furthered her study till she claimed her doctorate, graduating from there the company now known as Cyper Tech Inc., there she was quickly intergrated into the company and set to, well inventing. She took a special interest in robots.

On a side note she met her most recent boyfriend Dmitri, a dutch colored rabbit, in a one on one collision in a cafe indavertantly spilling her coffee over her brand new blouse but it was love at first sight since then and after the second degree burns. More on this see Dmitri's Bio.

Name: Dmitri Oushlevy

Species: Dutch Rabbit

Height: 5'11"

Weight: 160lb

Eye color: Navy Blue

Hair color: Black it blends in with his fur but is slightly reversed curled up in the front.

Tail Length: porportional tothe rest of his body, so maybe a foot or slightly more long.

Build: Athletic and softly muscular. Digitgrade.

Ears: Long and tall, the right one droops at the tip slightly.

Fur: From the base of the head is black, the belly is white , and the groin down is black again. No other color combos.

Muzzle: white with a white line up to his forehead, stops short of hair line.

Description:

Species: Eastern Quoll

Height: 5'4"

Tail length: 5 feet...of fluff

Weight: 100 lb

Build: Thin, not very muscular at all. Think petite.

Eyes: Light Violet

Hair: Mousey brown in color with honey highlights. Cut in a bob that starts short in the back and sweeps forward in a point.

Fur: Her fur is mostly grey with white spots, none on her tail. The texture is soft, very soft, her tail is slightly more bristly than the rest of her. Her tail colors goes Grey at the base, most of it tan, the tip is white.

Belly fur: Mostly white with light cream hints. The color goes to the sides of the breasts and folows the natural lines of the body, it also is in the inside of the legs and arms but stops inside the thighs and upper arms. It also is the lower part of her muzzle.

Ears: Standard brown ears with white fluff and pink inside.

Muzzle: Tan on top with white underneath. A black spot on top with identical black splashes on either side. There is a grey stripe on the very top of her forehead that goes diwn and stops between her eyes.

Limbs: Arms~grey to mid upper arm, tan to mid fore arm, and then the rest is white the fingers from base to tip is black.
Legs~ same as the arms but the toes are not black. Her legs are digitgrade *Important!*