Hey, soph is here!

In October, just a couple days until my Birthday, my profile hit 1,000 watchers, and I honestly can’t believe it!! Thank you all so, so much for the love, support, and for being with me through all this time. You have no idea how much it means to me as for artist and the person who creates drawing stuff! THANK YOU!

As a huge thank-you, I’m hosting a RAFFLE!

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What I'll draw for you:
⛧ 1 rendered half-body with background
⛧ 3 rendered headshots
⛧ 1 half-body sketch

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To join:
⛧ Be a watcher if you're still not!
⛧ Comment below this Journal

Raffle ends in February 1, 2026, and I’ll announce the winners shortly after with the video!

Thank you again for helping me reach this milestone — you guys are amazing, and I can’t wait to draw for you!
With hugs,
soph <3

Hey, soph is here!

Silent test Twitch stream, too sketchy overlay, just testing the base!
Finishing YCH, some things for adopt and if I'll have a time, then commission!

https://www.twitch.tv/sophyrotth

Hey, soph is here!

Hope your things are going good!

I'm here to tell you that my ToS are here and it will work with my next commissioners!
The information you will need to enter - only your email which you use for an invoice on PayPal or other payment services! Everything is confidential, your info won't be shared.

Here's the ToS: https://forms.gle/VdS5nv5CTGYPyPZx7

ToS on Carrd (page is still under work): https://sophyrotth.carrd.co/#section03

Thank you!
Take care of yourself <3

Hey, soph is here!

Hope your things are going well!
I'm here to give you a big update about a lot of things I`ve made and some of them are still in progress, so I'll mention them in comments when these all will be finished.

Vacation

My visa to Albania is successfully approved, so my vacation tended from 3 to 13 of June! I am not sure that I will be able to draw deadlines, but I'll definitely will draw monthly Patreon sketches for $15 tier.
Feel free to text me (here or directly in Discord or other socials), but be noticed that I can reply you later due unavailability of Wi-Fi, just because my vacation will be 'active tourism' like, and mostly I will be on the way in a car, so you will get my replies as soon as I reach hotel and Wi-Fi spot. Be patient (I know that you already are, just saying)! The higher chance to get a reply faster will be here (on FurAffinity), as well as in Discord.

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Twitter and Bluesky

I saw the information that Twitter (currently X) steals other artists' artworks for training their AI - Grok. Firstly I've wanted to delete my profile, but some of customers use Twitter for contacting me, so only thing I've managed to do it's delete all my recent artworks.

What's my decision?

I have found that there's opportunity to cancel the AI training on my profile content in profile settings, but I'll use more ways to protect my drawings:
- Glaze: it's a masking system for hiding your artworks from AI. It won't be noticeable for a human's eye, but it will turn AI away from oneself.
- AI Disturbance: it's an effect that putting on the whole finished artwork that protect pixels on the picture, so it`s making AI being unable to 'read' your drawing.

According to all this info, please, be noticed that image on Twitter will be slightly different-looking than on Bluesky or somewhere else.

What about Bluesky: I have an account there, it's quite empty, but I'm trying to have a spare time to post my works, from old to new, step-by-step there!

My Bluesky Profile is HERE
My Twitter Profile is HERE

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Commissions Price List

I'm planning to raise prices for commissions, especially for rendered ones, the estimated post with new prices will be in the middle of July!
Good news - prices for YCH won't be raised, it will be keeped in the $60-75 per slot range!

Current commissions price list is HERE[/center]

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Customer's Agreement

I have plan for a registration a personal business in the country where I currently live now (it's Georgia) to pay taxes and do all the drawing things legally, so I will need to create the Terms of Service Agreement for all types of commissions (YCHs, adopts, commissions), to show the Ministry of Justice that I have a work x)
I will do all in my possibilities to do that form in the most comfortable way for you as customers, also it's a good opportunity to protect two counterparts!
I'm definitely sure that only thing the agreement will be needed is your name and country\region you live, and that's all will be confidential and will be kept in secret.

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Payoneer and PayPal

Now I'm able to receive payments on Payoneer! So there will be two options to send payments via invoices for commissions - PayPal and Payoneer, they are equally comfortable for me!

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Streams

All programms for streaming was successfully tested and I am ready to stream my drawing process with you!
In plans - 1 Discord Stream per week for Patreon Members

About Twitch streaming - will need to create templates for streaming screens, now unfortunately I don't have enough time for that, but still grabbing refrences to do it in minimalistic style. I am not able to stream with the voice because I don't have a mic, but when it will be in my hands, there will be kind of PNGTuber or VTuber model I'll create for myself!

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Patreon Updates

Information for Patreon Memebers - now timelapses will be with a background music applied to videos! The first timelapse with sound has been successfully added on my Patreon Page - it's 'Test Task | Timelapse'.

New tiers:
- $2 tier for the early access and high resolution artworks;
- $25 tier for monthly rendered headshot drawing with a 15% discount for all commissions and PSD. files access;
- $40 for monthly rendered halfbody drawing with 75% bump in the deadline list

They all will be added in the second half of June, after my vacation c;

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Deadline List Update

There will be a deadline list little update - progress 'bar' in the title of slot in 'In Progress' column to show on which stage your commission are.
In plans - to add Google Calendar below the tracking deadline list to show when I am planning to start and finish your slot (preferably for YCHs, because commissions are very foggy in time planning, but I'll add them too)

DEADLINE LIST HERE

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Deviantart

It was really surprising when I got commission from Deviantart a few days ago! So it was a good reminder for me to work on the page better and make it good-looking another socials of mine, so if you have Deviantart profile - here's mine:

Watch me on Deviantart!

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Raffle!

Oh, something is hiding in the end of the journal?
I see that there're almost 830 watchers here, and I want to tell huge THANK YOU to you all for being here with me! All what I do for you is my full time job, and I have a real pleasure to be a tiny part of your big and friendly community, there were a lot of commissions, taken YCH slots and adopted characters, and I won't lie if I tell that I remember almost every one of you all! Thank you for being patient in waiting, gentle in chatting and editing my drawings while I'm in process to draw your characters, my huge warm hugs to you all, thank you a lot!

I want to tell that when it will be 1,000 watchers, I'll start raffle for 1 half body (or full body) rendered illustration with detailed background and 3 headshots, just to celebrate this good date for me and maybe for you!


Thank you for reading this huge journal, with all warm wishes,
soph <3

Hey, I'm here with a two little questions to y'all about you time zones and regions you live just to know when it will be comfortable for you to watch my silent streams on background (Discord and Twitch in future)!
I don't need detailed information, like your town/city, maximum it could be country, the best option is region like 'Europe', 'US' etc!

Show survey!

The survey doesn't require your personal information and even emails! If it requires, please, let me know below or in DM! Thank you for helping me!

Hey, soph is here!

Now Patreon is working!
https://www.patreon.com/c/sophyrotth

• Currently there are not a lot of posts, mostly art is adding step-by-step from the oldest to the newest.
• New exclusive tiers will be added later - feel free to ask what you'd like to see!
• Connection with a Discord Server is in progress.

What you need to know:
• access to view WIPs here and on Patreon are on $5 tier, BUT, all old Discord members who have been here until Patreon opening, get free access to these two channels for WIPs forever!

You gave me so much support, so I can't charge money for all what you do!

• I'm still researching things about streams, and hesitating between Discord, Picarto and Twitch, still need more information, because I have an iPad and will need a comfortable way to stream. When all things will be understood and working, I'll create an announcement too!
Streams will be for $5 tier as well, however the first members can be there for free! The same thing as for wips c:

STREAMS UPDATE: The software for sharing iPad screen to Windows has been tested successfully and now can be used! The first test Discord Stream will be on May, I`ll share all info in my Discord channel.

If you meet some problems, feel free to text me, I'll do my best to resolve all issues we have as soon as I can, because I do all these things alone x)

P.S. All drawings mentioned as Personal ('Promise' and 'Magdalene' tiers) but appeared in other socials will be deleted from socials to be exclusive content only!

P.S.S. Yes, tiers names are names of Silent Hill 2 Soundtrack!

Wisdom tooth extraction tomorrow!
It can be fast and not so painful, but it's 'laying' tooth, so I may be unavailable for 1-2 days because of recovery process

Don't forget to subscribe my cozy and silent server here, usually posting news, wips and little spoilers: https://discord.gg/fCSdYHEz

Hello there!
Sorry for me being unavailable and silent these days, I was on my wisdom teeth post-extraction recovery, and my boyfriend was sick at once, so I had should take care of him and myself too!
I'll response to all of you within this day!

Sorry again and thank you for your understanding!🤍

Hey, sophynelle is here!

How are you all? Hope you are doing good!

I`m here to give you some updates!
The journal will be updating in the nearest future, just `cause I need to create some things c:

1. Health Update
I`m finally starting my journey with teeth, Discord members have read my situation (one of my teeth had a deep fracture, but it`s all okay now, but I already paid about $350 for my upper jaw teeth treatment), and this all was unplanned expenses. :c
So we go further and I will extract all my wisdom teeth (they are all inside and that will be difficult surgery operation) and will set braces!
I won`t ask for donations, if you want to help - you can grab a commission or one of my YCHes! If you want to donate - please, text me, I`ll definitely draw something to you! I live with a principles that any money should have a pay off.

The ways to support:
• Take a commission - https://www.furaffinity.net/view/57408931/
(I also do reference sheets for $150 for back and front views, and $200 for additional clothes version!)
• Take a YCH slot - https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....7/Opened-YCHs/
• Subscribe to my Patreon - https://patreon.com/sophynelle (there`s nothing there, but I`ll fill my page with a content for you c;)

2. Commissions
I`m creating a tiny and simple website with all prices and all commission information, so while I`m doing this, I`ll make the same price on commission in November as it was in October!
The link will be here, so stay tuned!

This journal is a gentle reminder to take care of your teeth T-T
And take care of yourself too!
Sending big calming hugs to you all!

Hey, sophynelle is here!🤍

I'm here with a some news - I am finally having a real vacation! Since 2020 I haven't been able to take a good rest, so finally YES! A little trip! Will fly to Montenegro, to the sea and sun, for tasty food and celebrating my remission of mental disorders! I will definitely share some photos in my Discord, when I'll have Wi-Fi on my iPad or phone.

So, there's not a usual vacation, I will still draw and finish deadlines, I just will do this in a quite different atmosphere that will help me with my calmness and inspiration.

A little vacation list of what I'd like to finish from 19 to 29, August:
1. Commission for Schrödingerz! It's almost done, so I'll draw that in a plane!
2. Commission for S3cur3! I hope I will be able to communicate while drawing to share the process :3
3. YCH for
4. YCH for
5. YCH for
6. Some gifts as sketches or headshots from this journal 👉🏻https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10875149/ 👈🏻(we are near to 600 watchers as never!), just to give myself a good artist training.

So I also want to prepare you - I will may not opportunity to be here 24/7, so my usual fast replies can be not that fast x)
Sorry for that! To avoid a long waiting, feel free to text me in Discord, I'm sophynelle there (if someone has unupdated Discord, I'm sophynelle #5118). Don't be shy, I'll do my best to give you as comfortable conversation as I can!🤍
You still able to grab YCH slots, commissions, I'll reply you, just a little ask of mine - please, attach the link of the YCH, thank you! :3

And a little spoiler! In my tiny and precious 'to do'-list for vacation there're 'prepare all for starting the Patreon' and 'trying to understand how to stream on Picarto' (the second one will be quite difficult, just because I don't have a laptop, only iPad, but I'll try to do all possible of mine to give you at least silent streams with process!)

I think that's all! Thank you for being here and reading all of that! I'm still here, and I'll let you know, when I'll being back! Hugs-hugs-hugs!
Don't forget to take care of yourself🌿
Your Sophy🤍

Hey, sophynelle is here!

The 18, May was the day of the end of my reahbilitation, so congrats-congrats-congrats! It was a tough time with four (!!!) specialists who helped me to adapt in the life again. All these six months I wasn`t only a person who get a help and support, but I was a person who give a help and support too, because I`ve graduated a peer-2-peer consulting course. I`m leading support groups for queer people and for a people who are war-victims. I`ve been learning a Nonviolent Communication. and now I`m learning The Consultation of Autors of Violence, and that`s quite difficult, to be honest x)
And a little new - I think I`ll be studying on the Psychology or Psychiatry Faculty in one of the European Universities so soon! Wish me luck x3
So, don`t worry about me, I`ve found amazing, queer- and mental disorders friendly community where I am a volunteer, and get and give a help! And my depression has a remission! Congrats again!

And OH MY GOD, my dear guys, there are 500 (now there`re 501!) watchers! Thank you-thank you-thank you a lot for you all being here with me! Only with your help I can live my own life calmfully, don`t worrying about what I`ll eat tomorrow, nowadays, drawing for you is my main job, and I have not any regrets about my decision to be an artist and draw YCHs, create adopts and illustrations you are commissioning, and I`m really grateful that I have you all!
I swear, that I`ll be improving my skills and will try to finish all deadlines as fast as possible. These days I draw about 1 slot per day, individual comms takes longer because it`s an individual illustration, but I`m thinking about matching the process of creating commission and drawing YCH, now it`s in test stage, but I think it will work!
My tight, warm, friendly hugs for all of 501 guys, who are watching, reading that - I appreciate every one of you.

Hope we will create a lot of dope art together!

If you`re still here, you can send me a link to your character, I`ll draw a sketch of your characters or sonas!
Hugs!
Take care of yourself and of who you love!

Hey, sophynelle is here!
There were a lot of really horrible episodes and days and situations too, but I`m still here, I`m still alive and day by day, step by step I`m working, learning new skills, becoming a more careful person with a lot of self-love, self-awareness and self-support. And after 3 weeks I want to tell you - the life after su**ide attempt exists. Recently I started to eat food and I feel the taste of food! I really love to eat lobiani (it`s a Georgian bun with lobio, and I love it so much), I really love cheese, I love orange juice and lemon sorbet!

I`m on my healing way and there will be days when I`ll be feeling worse than now, and there will be days when I`ll be feeling better, but I`m honestly sure, that with all my new skills at the present and in future, I`ll be more healthy.
Now I am here, and only supportive people around me, they`re caring about my condition, my mood, my feelings. I`m talking a lot about friendship and not only that, and I`m so proud of myself because I see how strong I am, how strong my body and my psychic to bear all of that. And I`m still alive!
So many people behaved badly with me - my partner was kicked me out of our own apartment which we rented together, while I was in hospital after my suicidal attempt. I was kicked out of my job - some of my colleagues are psychophobic, unfortunately, I didn`t know about that. But I`m still alive! And I really believe in myself.

When I decided to end myself, it felt like only one right decision, because since my Papa died, I have lived my life only with my self-support resources. Then - C-PTSD diagnosis, and then I have been tried to save my own relationship, but my partner lied to me. And in one day my self-support had ended. Even with psychiatric help. Even with psychotherapy. I tired to believe in myself, I thought that the whole world was disappearing under my feet. And it was too painful, so I`ve decided to do that. But I`m still alive. Even in that case, I was sure that nobody come to me. But somebody did. And I`m here, texting all this wall to you all.

I want to tell you one good, supportive thing, that you should always keep in your heart - you all have yourself, and you all are so strong, so beautiful, and no one can make you sure that`s not true.
I`m studying on Peer2Peer Consulting right now. And my experience with the stigmatization of my situation, with aggression to people who had suicidal attempts, is my motivation right now. It's my motivation to be an example, to be a support for those, who feel destuctive thoughts, who want to give up, who want to make a self-harm things. I want to tell you - I know how it is, I hear all of you, I understand you, and your feelings and thoughts are not something that shouldn`t be validated.

If you want to share your feelings, your thoughts, tell me about your worries, and your life experience, maybe you have a depressive episode - please, don`t be shy to text me. I have enough skills to hear you, to support you. Feel yourself not alright - is not a shame. Your feelings are not a shame. I can give you a little consultation and long conversations day by day and just a friendly chat, and that will be free. Everyone should be validated.

Thank you for reading me and that you are still here. That`s so appreciated by me. I`m sending friendly and supportive hugs to everyone. Please, stay safe and take care of yourself. <3

Hey, sophynelle is here. That can be tough for you to read that, so please, be careful to yourself.

I've had a lot of tough episodes in my life.
My Papa's death, new diagnosis, my relationship problems and my emotional instability. I'd lost my best partner, my heart and 18, November, I had tried to end me. With my antidepressants.
I made a lot of mistakes last time in my life, and I'm really regret. And I'm really sorry to my partner, that, because of my emotional condition, I couldn't see his boundaries.
And I'm really sorry to myself, that asked for a help too late. I think that everything could be okay, but now I'm here.

After my suicide try I was kicked from my flat by my partner, we have been rent that together. And then I was kicked from my job in tattoo studio. So now I have no job and home rn, and I'd like to ask you for a help.

My commissions list is here: https://www.furaffinity.net/commiss.....ns/sophynelle/
I also open for NSFW commissions, character designs etc.
So...thank you. Thank you all a lot.

I feel a lot of shame, but I should be more healthy.
If you want to donate me, look at my Patreon, I'll surely give you a lil sketch for the smallest donation: https://patreon.com/sophynelle?utm_medium=clipboard_copy&utm_source=copyLink&utm_campaign=creatorshare_creator&utm_content=join_link

Thank you. And please, stay safe.

Hey, sophynelle is here. And I don't think that there's a reason to be happy, but I'm still trying to be polite with all of you.

My dear watchers and also customers, my beloved guys who have a great patience - thank you for this. Hug y'all, everyone.

I had a horrible experience these weeks and months, full of apathy, resourceless and desire of ending myself.

There is about 50 days since my Dad, my shiny and fully beloved by my heart, has passed away. He's got a cancer with lymphatic system about 12 years. He died, when there're two weeks before my birthday.
And I didn't was on his funeral, because my country is a terrorist and occupier, so I am an enemy for our government. I didn't can see him last time. The true last time was 6 years ago. And I was broken. I'm still broken tho.

So, I was in a psychotherapy about 6 weeks. And there my psychologist found something terrible. PTSD things in my behaviour and thoughts. She moved me to psychiatrist and she said (after a consultation, surely), that I have C-PTSD diagnosis. And that's broke me more.
In conclusion, I don't have a 'just' depression, I have a C-PTSD and my depression like a 'child' of C-PTSD, because my psychic was too broken. And my whole life I didn't know how to live in happiness and careful atmosphere. Thank you, mom and thank you, those two guys who raped me when I was 14 and then I was 20. Fuck you all.

And...here I am. I'm taking a lot of pills, working as administrator/manager in a tattoo studio (so if you will in Georgia (country, not state), you can come to me for a tattoo. I'll be really glad to see you irl.

I have a big progress in my mental statement. Today was a first day since January, 2022, when I felt 'myself' in my own body. Depersonalisation sucks. New doses of pills help me. At least, I can sleep well.

Please, don't mercy me, but I'll be glad for your warm words below in comments.
I'm here and I'll try to finish my deadlines according to my mental possibilities.

Sent you all tight and comfort hugs. And please, take care of yourself and of those who you love.

Your Sophynelle🌸

okay, i have to tell this.
in september, if i will can earn enough money, there will be resting days for me. i will go to a therapist with problems like burning out and chronic fatigue.
i will definitely close all deadlines until this. but maybe that's all with my career

Thank you, guys, for your help and support! I earned enough money for my rent and for my meds.

Hey, sophynelle is here!

A little cry for help and some announcements!

🌸 I'm on my new flat! Me and my partner moved on 7, May, so, here I am! It was so stressful for my mental health, but I'm here, and I'm okay!
🌸 I FINALLY created Commissions List! You can see that right here: https://www.furaffinity.net/commiss.....ns/sophynelle/
🔺I'll do -20% discount for first 5 customers, so I'd love to work with you!!
I'll be glad to hear your support, that's really important for me, thank you!
🌸 I finished the biggest commission ever for Zentreya, you can see it here: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/52233326/
I'm so proud of my work!

💧So, yep, a little asking for a help. All of May I didn't have commissions from others and I was, and I am literally without money, ehe...
Now I need about $270 for living next month, that will be $225 for our flat rent and $45 for my meds (I unfortunately need montly antidepressants (paroxetine) and neuroleptics (kvetiapin).

So if you'll commission something - I'll be so thankful! Any dollar will help me, but, please, note me first, I really need to thank you and draw for you something adorable!

Sorry for that stuff, take care of yourself, of your mental health!

Sent you hugs,
sophynelle!❤️

Hey, sophynelle is here!

How`s going, my dearest guys? :3
I really hope you all are okay.

So, I had a really deep rest after tough days and now I`m ready to doing my work smoothly again!

Now I`m going to take a nap, yup, and then I'll wake up, I need to do two commissions!

For fun to you, yesterday I sketched me and my partner in 5 years! So silly x)
(yeah, it`s him below, but nowadays, ehe~
he`s working on deadlines too!)

Pic: https://ibb.co/tHg2TrT

Please, take care of yourself and your own mental health!

With hugs,
sophynelle!~

Hey, sophynelle is here!

Today list is:
1. Do some edits for and maybe finish this commission;
2. Add a new client to my waiting list;
3. Maybe I'll draw smth for myself if I'll have enough resources.

That's it! Hope your day will be peaceful!

MY CONTACTS HERE:

Discord: sophynelle #5118
Twitter: sophynelle
Telegram/Instagram: sophynelle

Feel free to write me!
With love,
sophynelle 🪷

Hey, sophynelle is here!

Was on DnD session with my partner today. Was sooo wild and furious!
Finished perfect moth.

Super tired.
Tomorrow will work more!

MY CONTACTS HERE:

Discord: sophynelle #5118
Twitter: sophynelle
Telegram/Instagram: sophynelle

Feel free to write me!
With love,
sophynelle 🪷

Hey, sophynelle is here!

How's going, how are you all? I hope you're feeling okay, if you want to share with me smth - I'm here and I'll try to do my best to talk with you!

Today I finished deadline and I'm ready to work! You can see this dragon here, I'm so proud of this artwork!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51803954/

Now I'm soooo tired, there's 05:00 AM and I want to sleep sooo much! Will try to get a deep and the best rest of my life and go work further!
Plan for tomorrow:
1. Doing a little illustration for myself (I deserve that!);
2. Drawing an auction prize for Teddybold from Twitter (you will be so excited about that character!!! I promise!)

I think about do weekly or monthly journals and days as comments, if you'll like that!

MY CONTACTS HERE:

Discord: sophynelle #5118
Twitter: sophynelle
Telegram/Instagram: sophynelle

Feel free to write me!
With love,
sophynelle 🪷

Hey, sophynelle is here!

How's going?
Tomorrow will be a day full of commissions, 1 day = 1 commission, I need to earn money for my flat, T-T

Today was a day full of emotions! I was on my last tattoo lesson, I did a D20 DnD Dice on an artificial skin with my own tattoo stuff (exclude ink), and I'm so excited!
https://ibb.co/fkLDP73 ( you can see that below!)

And I think that I want to share with you my hair color, it's not with a good light, maybe I'll have a good moment to catch it! :3
https://ibb.co/nqy0F1W (my hair is here!)

My dear Orchid is waiting me for updates, I'll do it tomorrow.

Thank you for follow me!
If you want, write me or below how was your day or you days!

With warm hugs,
sophynelle🌿❤️

Hey, sophynelle is here!

I'm feeling good now, these days were so stressful, but my friend in safe now and we helped him/them.
So, that's time to work and doing deadlines!

A little plan for today:

1. Drawing details, jewelry and flat color for Orchid - 2,5 hrs + reder!!
2. Create a tattoo drawing for my tattoo client - I'll train it on artificial skin tomorrow and do on the natural skin Apr, 19!


A little new! I colored my hair today with my friend and boyfriend! Write in comments, if you want to see, I'll add my photo in Scraps!

Thank you for waiting me these days, I'm so thankful, really!
Let's draw your fantastic boys/girls/persons!

With warm hugs,
sophynelle🌿

Hey, sophynelle is here!

I'm feeling sick and exhausted because of unexpected things in my and my friends' life.
Maybe I'll draw today smth for myself or not.

Don't forget to take care of yourself, guys! Your mental health is important!

Hugs,
sophynelle

Hey, sophynelle is here!

A little plan for today (tomorrow for me from the past ehe-):

1. Drawing details, jewelry and flat color for Orchid - 1,5 hrs | If I will be okay - I'll do some render - 45 min;
2. Edit sketch for > draw flat colors and shadows&highlights - 1,5 hrs;
3. One gift to from comments - 1,5 hrs.

I`m feeling exhausted, so that will be a good decision to go with a little steps today.

Thank you all for your support and trust, I hug y`all!

With love and hugs,
sophynelle <3