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★MOVED TO A NEW ACCOUNT★
Posted 3 years agoThe name, Sorang, is actually related to something happened in the past that I NEED TO forget and move on.
I hadn't been strong enough to abandon the name, but I finally got a new identity.
To be honest, I'm very anxious and worried that nobody would bother to watch my new account, and that I would realize how nobody cares about me.
However, I've been trying to remember that I've made some good friends on FA, and that they would always support me.
Thankies a lot, everyone.
I've had a great time on FA as Sorang.
Now I'm starting from the bottom again.
I hope I'll see you again, as Nello.
https://www.furaffinity.net/user/nello~/
https://www.furaffinity.net/user/nello~/
https://www.furaffinity.net/user/nello~/
I hadn't been strong enough to abandon the name, but I finally got a new identity.
To be honest, I'm very anxious and worried that nobody would bother to watch my new account, and that I would realize how nobody cares about me.
However, I've been trying to remember that I've made some good friends on FA, and that they would always support me.
Thankies a lot, everyone.
I've had a great time on FA as Sorang.
Now I'm starting from the bottom again.
I hope I'll see you again, as Nello.
https://www.furaffinity.net/user/nello~/
https://www.furaffinity.net/user/nello~/
https://www.furaffinity.net/user/nello~/
No further updates on FA.
Posted 4 years agoIB: https://inkbunny.net/Sorang
Twitter: sorang_eng / tinywolfsart
Thank you for the watch, the fav, the support, and everything.
I'm tired of some scumbags that believe they're fighting for a justice and I'm a villain to eliminate.
You know what? To some people, you're just another sicko that is as disgusting as me.
Twitter: sorang_eng / tinywolfsart
Thank you for the watch, the fav, the support, and everything.
I'm tired of some scumbags that believe they're fighting for a justice and I'm a villain to eliminate.
You know what? To some people, you're just another sicko that is as disgusting as me.
Vote for my next video tutorial ideas!
Posted 5 years agoHello ~ It's Sorang here! ヾ(๑╹◡╹)ﾉ"
I've uploaded some video tutorials to help peopel those wanna draw a furry on Youtube!
Check out those videos on here!
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCF.....hdxwxZPO3HqKCA
Also, I'm trying to figure out what my next video should be about.
Come and vote for some ideas!
https://twitter.com/tinywolfsart/st.....51800334995456
I've uploaded some video tutorials to help peopel those wanna draw a furry on Youtube!
Check out those videos on here!
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCF.....hdxwxZPO3HqKCA
Also, I'm trying to figure out what my next video should be about.
Come and vote for some ideas!
https://twitter.com/tinywolfsart/st.....51800334995456
Commission is now Open!!
Posted 5 years agoSorang's Commission is now open!
Slots: ㉮○ ○ ○ [3 Slots Avaliable]
3자리 남았습니다!
I'll use any income that I get from taking a commission on getting one step closer to my dream
which is to share more arts with people,giving them a joy,recieving a love from them.
Feel free to send me a note if you have any question!
얻는 수익은 모두 더 많은 사람들과 그림을 공유하고 소통하고자하는 꿈에 다가가기 위해 사용하겠습니다.
Slots: ㉮○ ○ ○ [3 Slots Avaliable]
3자리 남았습니다!
I'll use any income that I get from taking a commission on getting one step closer to my dream
which is to share more arts with people,giving them a joy,recieving a love from them.
Feel free to send me a note if you have any question!
얻는 수익은 모두 더 많은 사람들과 그림을 공유하고 소통하고자하는 꿈에 다가가기 위해 사용하겠습니다.
Does anyone miss my arts?
Posted 7 years agoHi, hi.
Thankies a lot for following me and seeing this post.
Recently, I haven't been motivated to draw because I've realized that there always had been a lot of artists those are way more talented than I am and that I wouldn't be able to become as good as they are.
After all those years, all those practices, What I faced was a wall that I can't break.
Some would say I just need more practices since I'm only 22yo. But There are A LOT of artists those are insanely amazing whilr they're like 15yo. lol
I'm not saying I'll never draw again.
I'm just saying that I've lost a motivation. Sigh...
Maybe the depression makes me to think in a megative way. I can't tell if I'm depressed because of what the reality is or because of the depression anymore. x_x
If anyone wanna see my work again, please let me know. I'll try hard to get some motivations from your encouragement.
I don't think I can generate any energy by myself.
I need a source that I can get an energy from...
Thankies a lot for following me and seeing this post.
Recently, I haven't been motivated to draw because I've realized that there always had been a lot of artists those are way more talented than I am and that I wouldn't be able to become as good as they are.
After all those years, all those practices, What I faced was a wall that I can't break.
Some would say I just need more practices since I'm only 22yo. But There are A LOT of artists those are insanely amazing whilr they're like 15yo. lol
I'm not saying I'll never draw again.
I'm just saying that I've lost a motivation. Sigh...
Maybe the depression makes me to think in a megative way. I can't tell if I'm depressed because of what the reality is or because of the depression anymore. x_x
If anyone wanna see my work again, please let me know. I'll try hard to get some motivations from your encouragement.
I don't think I can generate any energy by myself.
I need a source that I can get an energy from...
Anyone wanna play smite with me?
Posted 7 years agoHi, hi!
I recently got into smite, and on level 22.
Since I'm a korean who has played moba games for moer than 7 years,
Adapting to the game wasn't that hard.
but I'm tired of all those trolls and noobs around my level.
They never cooperate with their teammate.
On the last conquest match, I got 11/5/11 as Chiron but still lost becaseu my teammates got 12 deaths, 13 deaths, didn't even cooperate with their teammates.
so I'm looking for people to play Smite so that I can reduce the chance to have trolls on my team.
Assault, Arena, Conquest... Any kind of matches are playable.
Don't hesitate to add me on Smite!
My name on Smite is [ Sorangkun ].
I recently got into smite, and on level 22.
Since I'm a korean who has played moba games for moer than 7 years,
Adapting to the game wasn't that hard.
but I'm tired of all those trolls and noobs around my level.
They never cooperate with their teammate.
On the last conquest match, I got 11/5/11 as Chiron but still lost becaseu my teammates got 12 deaths, 13 deaths, didn't even cooperate with their teammates.
so I'm looking for people to play Smite so that I can reduce the chance to have trolls on my team.
Assault, Arena, Conquest... Any kind of matches are playable.
Don't hesitate to add me on Smite!
My name on Smite is [ Sorangkun ].
I'll make a drawing tutorial video for you!
Posted 7 years agoHi~ ๑>ᴗ< ๑
I've uploaded a furry drawing tutorial video on youtube. I'm planning to make another video. but I actually don't know what to talk about.
I wonder what is the problem you usually get when you draw! or send me your drawings and I'll make a video about them! for free!
I've uploaded a furry drawing tutorial video on youtube. I'm planning to make another video. but I actually don't know what to talk about.
I wonder what is the problem you usually get when you draw! or send me your drawings and I'll make a video about them! for free!
I'm free now!
Posted 7 years agoThe contract for the army has ended since a few days ago.
Now I'm totally free which means I've got a tons of times to draw back!
I'm gonna try to get back the sense for a while.
I guess I'll take some commissions when I feel confident enough ^^
Now I'm totally free which means I've got a tons of times to draw back!
I'm gonna try to get back the sense for a while.
I guess I'll take some commissions when I feel confident enough ^^
August 16th was my birthday!
Posted 7 years agoHi there!
It has been a long time since the last time I wrote a journal.
Yeah, August 16th was my birthday.
If I weren't in the army, I could have a good time with my friends irl and could uploaded some drawings on here
But the good news is that I'll gonna be free in 17 days!
I've been in the army for 21 months. I'm almost there!
Can't wait to draw some cute furries with computer!
It has been a long time since the last time I wrote a journal.
Yeah, August 16th was my birthday.
If I weren't in the army, I could have a good time with my friends irl and could uploaded some drawings on here
But the good news is that I'll gonna be free in 17 days!
I've been in the army for 21 months. I'm almost there!
Can't wait to draw some cute furries with computer!
8/16 is my birthday!
Posted 8 years agoIt's my 22th birthday.
I won't be able to get any cakes, presents though (because I'm in the army)
I won't be able to get any cakes, presents though (because I'm in the army)
I don't wanna live
Posted 8 years agoI've been conscripted scine about 7 months ago... I wanna kill myself. I'd rather die than live to rest on the ground like this.I used to be an artist. I'm so happy when my drawings get loved by people. I love to ineract with other artists, sharing thoughts about the art. However, I've been separated from the society, Losing everything that I used to love. People in the army are so stupid. Most of them have never been in the highschool. I've been even getting bullied. Some of my squadamtes hate me because I'm too small and weak (I'm only 158cm tall.) I always do my best on my job. I've been exercising hard. but I can't change myself in a short time. I used to be a fem boy when I wasn't a soldier (Don't call me a fag. It's just my preference). Today's the last day of the short vacation. I don't wanna go back to the hell... I'm proud about protecting my own country but I don't wanna waste my youth on trying to be a person who isn't who I am anymore... Save me
Hi there
Posted 8 years agoJust telling you that I'm still alive. Fortunately.
I've been in the army for about.. 3 months.
I'll have a little vacation for 3 days
Get ready for my new arts!
I've been in the army for about.. 3 months.
I'll have a little vacation for 3 days
Get ready for my new arts!
Banned from FA D:
Posted 9 years agoI'd been banned from FA for 3 days
The reason why I got banned was because I broke the rule
"2.12 Content featuring minors is prohibited when nudity or sexual activity is present. Minors are real or fictional humanoids with a childlike body or younger than 18 years old, and any adolescent animals."
Hmm
Ok, It seems It's obvious that I broke the rule.
But I wonder... They have never complained about any of my drawings.
The ratings of the drawings they claimed about were not even on the adult. The ratings were on the general.
and I'm pretty sure you've seen so many arts with 'shota' tag on FA.
I mean, Why do they even allow that kind of tags? o~o
and why are they ok with rest of my arts?
I mean, What is their criterion? How would I be able to keep the rules when I don't even know what the exact criterion is?
I even didn't mention how old the boy in the drawing was
Honestly
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DRAW A BEAR, MANLY REDNECK PERSON...
I just drew the boy in my style
:(
The reason why I got banned was because I broke the rule
"2.12 Content featuring minors is prohibited when nudity or sexual activity is present. Minors are real or fictional humanoids with a childlike body or younger than 18 years old, and any adolescent animals."
Hmm
Ok, It seems It's obvious that I broke the rule.
But I wonder... They have never complained about any of my drawings.
The ratings of the drawings they claimed about were not even on the adult. The ratings were on the general.
and I'm pretty sure you've seen so many arts with 'shota' tag on FA.
I mean, Why do they even allow that kind of tags? o~o
and why are they ok with rest of my arts?
I mean, What is their criterion? How would I be able to keep the rules when I don't even know what the exact criterion is?
I even didn't mention how old the boy in the drawing was
Honestly
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DRAW A BEAR, MANLY REDNECK PERSON...
I just drew the boy in my style
:(
Can anybody help me with the money?
Posted 9 years agoCan anybody donate me some money? I caught by a police because I smoked in non-smoking area. I had no clue though... There wasn't any signs
I know that I have to admit my fault. I'm regreting what I've done. But... I have to pay 80 fuckin dollars. I can draw whatever you want. I just need money urgently
I'll do my best on the drawing.
1$ commission, 10$, 20$.. Nomatter which one you pick, You will save me
I feel so terrible that I have to ask for help because of smoking... ughh
I know that I have to admit my fault. I'm regreting what I've done. But... I have to pay 80 fuckin dollars. I can draw whatever you want. I just need money urgently
I'll do my best on the drawing.
1$ commission, 10$, 20$.. Nomatter which one you pick, You will save me
I feel so terrible that I have to ask for help because of smoking... ughh
Today's my birthday!
Posted 9 years agoIt's august 16th in korea.
It's also my birthday! (^▽^) / ♪
Today is the day when I become 21 years old. (20 years old in global age)
*The way koreans calculate their ages are different. They add 1 to their age.
I've met many people online and offline.
Some people have tried to kill me irl just because they don't like me
Some people have harassed me
However
I'm still alive because there have been people who like my arts
I want to tell you that I appreciate you for liking my arts. You are literally one of the reason why I haven't died. XD
Thankies a lot!
By the way
Add me on steam, twitter, inkbunny if you have accounts on those websites
Steam: http://steamcommunity.com/profiles/.....1197984246132/
Twitter: sorang_eng
Inkbunny: https://inkbunny.net/Sorang
It's also my birthday! (^▽^) / ♪
Today is the day when I become 21 years old. (20 years old in global age)
*The way koreans calculate their ages are different. They add 1 to their age.
I've met many people online and offline.
Some people have tried to kill me irl just because they don't like me
Some people have harassed me
However
I'm still alive because there have been people who like my arts
I want to tell you that I appreciate you for liking my arts. You are literally one of the reason why I haven't died. XD
Thankies a lot!
By the way
Add me on steam, twitter, inkbunny if you have accounts on those websites
Steam: http://steamcommunity.com/profiles/.....1197984246132/
Twitter: sorang_eng
Inkbunny: https://inkbunny.net/Sorang
Now I'm on Furry network.
Posted 9 years agoCommissions open!
Posted 9 years agoHi everyone.
I've been taking a commission.
Check the price infos on my gallery.
I really hate to say this but,
Umm, Actually, My family have became even more poor.
Even affording money for the foods became a urgent issue.
I've been doing whatever I can do. taking a commission is one of them. (I wish I could do something more tough but more efficient but I can't because of health issues...)
I don't want to be a panhandle. of course not. but, what I want to say is, just that, umm, I'm just promising you that I'll keep try to be a great artist and will never forget people who paid me for the commission.
I've been taking a commission.
Check the price infos on my gallery.
I really hate to say this but,
Umm, Actually, My family have became even more poor.
Even affording money for the foods became a urgent issue.
I've been doing whatever I can do. taking a commission is one of them. (I wish I could do something more tough but more efficient but I can't because of health issues...)
I don't want to be a panhandle. of course not. but, what I want to say is, just that, umm, I'm just promising you that I'll keep try to be a great artist and will never forget people who paid me for the commission.
Furry voice chat group on skype/discord?
Posted 9 years agoI've been looking for active furry voice chat group on skype / discord.
I want to meet new people and make some nice friends to talk with.
Talk to me if you know one :D
I want to meet new people and make some nice friends to talk with.
Talk to me if you know one :D
Fuckin outrage at FA
Posted 9 years agoFA is finally back.
I noticed some of my submissions have been deleted.
I don't care about fuckin arts because I can always re post them.
but what I really care about is the favs and the comments, the watchers.
I personally consider the comments as precious things.
They are the memory of the communication between me and people, the proof that some people have noticed me and cared about me and arts.
I'm pretty sure it wasn't a easy work for admins to fix the errors and put the website back on.
However, No matter how long their work took, They should know that it requires uncountable tries and invaluable efforts to be noticed by people as an artist while there are tons of great artists on FA.
This is not the first time I've ever wanted to make a big nice hole on their faces.
I've seen them being a rubbish for many times.
The last time they made me mad because of an age issue (In korea, the way we calculate the age is different from other countries.), I tried to contact to admins. I made a contact with someone on the site staff lists.
Surprisingly, He told me he wasn't an admin anymore! Wut the fuck The person who wasn't admin was on the list and nobody had noticed it?
I had to open the fuckin support ticket and wait for forever. seriously. It took fuckin over 2 months to see them fuckin answering me.
I think, the admins are like,
'Don't fix any errors. Don't care about the website. People are going to use our website anyway. haha.'
I lost the watchers and the comments, the favs.
At this point, I feel like the stair that I'd went up hardly got collapsed. I'm fuckin falling down to the ground and the admins are watching me falling down, saying "I'm sorry. but we've provided you a nice website and we've tried hard to fix the issues, so, forgive us. ...If you can here me from down there."
I noticed some of my submissions have been deleted.
I don't care about fuckin arts because I can always re post them.
but what I really care about is the favs and the comments, the watchers.
I personally consider the comments as precious things.
They are the memory of the communication between me and people, the proof that some people have noticed me and cared about me and arts.
I'm pretty sure it wasn't a easy work for admins to fix the errors and put the website back on.
However, No matter how long their work took, They should know that it requires uncountable tries and invaluable efforts to be noticed by people as an artist while there are tons of great artists on FA.
This is not the first time I've ever wanted to make a big nice hole on their faces.
I've seen them being a rubbish for many times.
The last time they made me mad because of an age issue (In korea, the way we calculate the age is different from other countries.), I tried to contact to admins. I made a contact with someone on the site staff lists.
Surprisingly, He told me he wasn't an admin anymore! Wut the fuck The person who wasn't admin was on the list and nobody had noticed it?
I had to open the fuckin support ticket and wait for forever. seriously. It took fuckin over 2 months to see them fuckin answering me.
I think, the admins are like,
'Don't fix any errors. Don't care about the website. People are going to use our website anyway. haha.'
I lost the watchers and the comments, the favs.
At this point, I feel like the stair that I'd went up hardly got collapsed. I'm fuckin falling down to the ground and the admins are watching me falling down, saying "I'm sorry. but we've provided you a nice website and we've tried hard to fix the issues, so, forgive us. ...If you can here me from down there."
100 Watchers!! *Free art event*
Posted 9 years agoHello everyone!
I'm so happy that I have finally got over 100 watchers! ♥
I love all those watchers so much! I appreciate to all of you guys.
With a tons of happiness, I've planed an event for my watchers.
I'd planned to pick the one from my watchers and to draw something for that someone.
However, I just noticed that there would be a chance that someone isn't intrested in getting free art gift. (I know.most of people would gladly accept the gift XD)
So here's my new plan.
Leave a comment on this journal. then I'll pick someone from people who left the comments on this joural.
I'll wait untill the sunday (Today is thurdsday in korea).
Maybe you should also mention what you want me to draw. Maybe I'll like it and I'll draw it evenif you are not the one who was picked XD
I'm so happy that I have finally got over 100 watchers! ♥
I love all those watchers so much! I appreciate to all of you guys.
With a tons of happiness, I've planed an event for my watchers.
I'd planned to pick the one from my watchers and to draw something for that someone.
However, I just noticed that there would be a chance that someone isn't intrested in getting free art gift. (I know.most of people would gladly accept the gift XD)
So here's my new plan.
Leave a comment on this journal. then I'll pick someone from people who left the comments on this joural.
I'll wait untill the sunday (Today is thurdsday in korea).
Maybe you should also mention what you want me to draw. Maybe I'll like it and I'll draw it evenif you are not the one who was picked XD
Furry drawing tutorial video series!
Posted 9 years agoHi everyone!
I've uploaded some furry drawing tutorial videos on youtube.
I'll keep add more vids on the series.
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?li.....NQGQinafWha8bU
I hope the vids would help you to become a better artist.
If there's anything you want to know about the drawing, Let me know!
I'll make a video about it!
I've uploaded some furry drawing tutorial videos on youtube.
I'll keep add more vids on the series.
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?li.....NQGQinafWha8bU
I hope the vids would help you to become a better artist.
If there's anything you want to know about the drawing, Let me know!
I'll make a video about it!
Streaming!
Posted 9 years agoMaybe I wouldn't draw a furry
Maybe I would
I DUNNO
https://picarto.tv/Sorang
I just wonder if anyone would come to watch my stream
Maybe I would
I DUNNO
https://picarto.tv/Sorang
I just wonder if anyone would come to watch my stream
My twitter account for foreginers!
Posted 9 years agohi! 안녕하세요!
I'm pretty sure you know that I'm a korean!
I've been on twitter, and I've been tweeting in Korean!
I've seen many foreginer friends have had problems with reading my twitters because most of them (actually, all of them) can't speak korean!
So I prepared a new account just for those friends!
https://twitter.com/sorang_eng
Ta-Da★ >▽< Woah!
Thankies a lot for everyone who will follow me!
annnddd....
There is one commission slot that haven't been closed yet...
Check the information on here (http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19238816/)!
I'm pretty sure you know that I'm a korean!
I've been on twitter, and I've been tweeting in Korean!
I've seen many foreginer friends have had problems with reading my twitters because most of them (actually, all of them) can't speak korean!
So I prepared a new account just for those friends!
https://twitter.com/sorang_eng
Ta-Da★ >▽< Woah!
Thankies a lot for everyone who will follow me!
annnddd....
There is one commission slot that haven't been closed yet...
Check the information on here (http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19238816/)!
Thank you.
Posted 10 years agoHi.
I want to say thank you to everybody who have followed me.
On this journal, I would like to tell you what have happend to me.
A half a year ago, I met 2 furries in real life. 2 korean furries.
I had considered one of them as my best friend at that moment,
and the other one had told me that he had loved me.
We had a great time. We watched a movie, We ate delicious foods..
Everything was going fine.
When the sun started to disappear, I told them that I had to go back to home.
As soon as they heard it, they grabbed me tight and told me that they want to have sex with me.
I thought they were just kidding. It was fuckin creepy though.
I was like, 'Uh..uh, umm, I really want to spend more time with you guys. but-'
They ignored me, They brought me to their place. I was scared.
They asked me to say embarrassing things. They told me that was all they wanted.
I followed their order.
However
They recorded my voice and threated that they are going to send the voice file and the link of my FA page to my parents.
Korean society is very conserve. and korean parents are like... ughh, I can't even explain. When I was in high school, I had to spend at least 16 hours for studying everyday.
...Going back to the main story, They threated me, I had no choice.
...They asked me to have sex with them.
...
I resisted hard as much as I could, I think I hurted one of them.
Fortuantely, I escaped from their place.
I couldn't report them to the police because they had those file and link, even photos...
They kept threated me, saying they are going to send photos of me to everyone.
AND THEY SENT THEM TO MY FRIENDS.
...
They insisted that I was the one who wanted to take the photos.
I thought nobody would believe it! because, I looked pretty sad and terrified in the photos, and- and.,.. I thought my friends would trust me.
But I was wrong.
My friends cursed me.
Some of them even told me that they couldn't trust me because I'm just a jerk who draws furry porns.
...
My friends disappointed at me.
They decided to share every secrets that I had told them to find a good way to 'punish' me.
...I lost my boyfriend whom I still love.
...I lost every friends.
At the end
They told me that they were going to kill me (Some of them knew where I was living at...)
I reported them to the police, but I was kind of insane(literally) at that moment.
The police locked me up in the hospital because they thought I was crazy. (That was true at some points though.)
I had to spend over a 3 months in the hospital with fear that they might hurt my family while I was locked up in that stupid place
After all those 'punishments' and 'treatments'.
I changed my phonenumber, adrress, name, everything about me.
HOWEVER
They somehow found me,
They have still been harassing me.
I just trusted my friends
and I just wanted to be trusted by my friends.
...
...
I had been alone.
I had lived in hell.
but then
I realized I shouldn't stop drawing.
I didn't do any wrong. My life shouldn't be stopped by them.
Right?
So I decided to get back to FA.
but I was scared.
Whatif nobody want me to be back?
Whatif nobody remembers me?
.
I decided to send the notes to my watchers.
Because
I realized that I had never said thank you to them.
.
Now
SEE
So many people have told me
WELCOME BACK.
I LOVE YOUR ARTS.
I WATCHED YOU.
...
Thank you.
I feel so sorry that I can't express how thankful I feel right now because of the language barrier.
...
감사합니다.
사랑합니다.
앞으로 더욱 열심히 하겠습니다.
...
^^ ♥,,..
I want to say thank you to everybody who have followed me.
On this journal, I would like to tell you what have happend to me.
A half a year ago, I met 2 furries in real life. 2 korean furries.
I had considered one of them as my best friend at that moment,
and the other one had told me that he had loved me.
We had a great time. We watched a movie, We ate delicious foods..
Everything was going fine.
When the sun started to disappear, I told them that I had to go back to home.
As soon as they heard it, they grabbed me tight and told me that they want to have sex with me.
I thought they were just kidding. It was fuckin creepy though.
I was like, 'Uh..uh, umm, I really want to spend more time with you guys. but-'
They ignored me, They brought me to their place. I was scared.
They asked me to say embarrassing things. They told me that was all they wanted.
I followed their order.
However
They recorded my voice and threated that they are going to send the voice file and the link of my FA page to my parents.
Korean society is very conserve. and korean parents are like... ughh, I can't even explain. When I was in high school, I had to spend at least 16 hours for studying everyday.
...Going back to the main story, They threated me, I had no choice.
...They asked me to have sex with them.
...
I resisted hard as much as I could, I think I hurted one of them.
Fortuantely, I escaped from their place.
I couldn't report them to the police because they had those file and link, even photos...
They kept threated me, saying they are going to send photos of me to everyone.
AND THEY SENT THEM TO MY FRIENDS.
...
They insisted that I was the one who wanted to take the photos.
I thought nobody would believe it! because, I looked pretty sad and terrified in the photos, and- and.,.. I thought my friends would trust me.
But I was wrong.
My friends cursed me.
Some of them even told me that they couldn't trust me because I'm just a jerk who draws furry porns.
...
My friends disappointed at me.
They decided to share every secrets that I had told them to find a good way to 'punish' me.
...I lost my boyfriend whom I still love.
...I lost every friends.
At the end
They told me that they were going to kill me (Some of them knew where I was living at...)
I reported them to the police, but I was kind of insane(literally) at that moment.
The police locked me up in the hospital because they thought I was crazy. (That was true at some points though.)
I had to spend over a 3 months in the hospital with fear that they might hurt my family while I was locked up in that stupid place
After all those 'punishments' and 'treatments'.
I changed my phonenumber, adrress, name, everything about me.
HOWEVER
They somehow found me,
They have still been harassing me.
I just trusted my friends
and I just wanted to be trusted by my friends.
...
...
I had been alone.
I had lived in hell.
but then
I realized I shouldn't stop drawing.
I didn't do any wrong. My life shouldn't be stopped by them.
Right?
So I decided to get back to FA.
but I was scared.
Whatif nobody want me to be back?
Whatif nobody remembers me?
.
I decided to send the notes to my watchers.
Because
I realized that I had never said thank you to them.
.
Now
SEE
So many people have told me
WELCOME BACK.
I LOVE YOUR ARTS.
I WATCHED YOU.
...
Thank you.
I feel so sorry that I can't express how thankful I feel right now because of the language barrier.
...
감사합니다.
사랑합니다.
앞으로 더욱 열심히 하겠습니다.
...
^^ ♥,,..
