I'm crossing my fingers that money falls in my lap to pay for my surgery

My grandma's sick in the hospital too

Well a few of my friends have said I needed to make a post here to let ally my fa friends know what's been going on so for better or worse here it is....... over the last 6 months I have found out I was prengent ...yay right....wrong..months later I found out I lost my baby...evey thing turned out OK with the lose
..... but the reason for it is really bad.. IV got cancer and it ate up what I needed for my baby to live. IV delayed my surgery twice already for lack of money and a way to get the the doc to have it done. IV got no help from friends or family to help me through this.. in alone with my kids in this...you friend....R

YOU JUST WOKE UP NAKED IN BED NEXT TO ME..... using only 3 words, what would you say to me??
Note: If you comment, please copy and paste this as your journal, so I may comment on yours as well. Be a good sport.

sorry i havnt been around much its easer to get me on yahoo if any one cares

♥ To every guy that said, "Sex can wait"...
♥ To every guy that said, "You're beautiful"...
♥ To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her...
♥ To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down...
♥ To every guy who has given her flowers just because that's how he rolls...
♥ To every guy that said he would die for her...
♥ To every guy that really would...
♥ To every guy that did what she wanted to die for...
♥ To every guy that cried in front of her...
♥ To every guy that she cried in front of...
♥ To every guy that holds hands with her.
♥ To every guy that kisses her with meaning..
♥ To every guy that hugs her when she's sad...
♥ To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all...
♥ To every guy who would give their jacket up for her...
♥ To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe...
♥ To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes...
♥ To every guy that would give his seat up...
♥ To every guy that just wants to cuddle...
♥ To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what...
♥ To every guy who told his secrets to her...
♥ To every guy that showed how much he cared through every word and every breath...
♥ To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one...
♥ To every guy that believed in her dreams...
♥ To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them...
♥ To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams...
♥ To every guy that walked her to her car and opened the door...
♥ To every guy that gave his heart...
♥ To every guy who prays that she is happy even if he's not with her...

Nice Guys seem to become rarer and rarer, and I kinda feel like I'm flattering myself by reposting this, but to hell with that.

- If you are a nice guy, repost this in your journal with the title: "Nice guys STILL finish last";

- If you are a girl that thinks every guy should treat a girl this way, repost this in your journal with the title: "To Every Guy".

been up for 18 hours burning up inside and iticing like hell from takin naispan had a really bad reaticion from the niacin in it

i had a reallly shitty birthday my mom started a huge ass fight with everyone..... and more shit is going on but idk if im ready to say anything here yet,,,,,,,,,,, and my BF is leave next month going back to his home state

well my birthday is just around the conor. alone with the great Vday. i had hoped this year would be differcent seeing i was dateing someone but of corse no luck there-hugs-

i baught an ace wrap from my wrist to help keep it warm. and i started snazzing my head off. me and jess got both came down sick 2 days later ?! can we say allirage to the ace wrap?

i thik my moms long hair mincer chwoow [ lol yes its WAYYY wrong } kmocked up my 7 month old mincer shonzer

a month with no water and now the micawave blew up too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

its kind of hot to day and to add to it the water pump has been messed up about 3 weeks but it would half ass work still t he last 3 days it hasnt worked at all so now we have NO water at all for the house and its close to 200$ for a new one and i have i think 5$ to my name -.- god i hate this i cant wash dishes or even cook beause of this shit... and my mom goes well not my issue its yours....

well its only days away tile T-day and what am i thinkfull for im not sure at this point. Im broke, my Car is sitting on E, there little to no food in the house to eat, and to top it off my ribs are hurting and i think my nose was nearly broken last night so ya fun week

its 35F this morring i jut=st though id drop by and say hi i miss my friends here but i find my self not here to offten for a few reasons iv got a new cell and new number if u want it hit me up . iv got 558S and 303 J so ya im not looking though them if u got something u want me o see note it or page shout TY

just though id let everyone know im doing alright and why i havent been around much {if anyone cares} iv been busy with kids and spending time with jess. iv got 433 S wow

i work up almost late today to get the kids on the buss its COLD too i havent been sleeping well....its alright though ill live and jess i think is comming next week

the last few days i have found my self more and more thinking of someone... i try to find somethin else to run though my head and it leads right back to him.... im falling.. falling harder and harder than iv wanted to.. im scared of this feeling iv goten scared of being hurt i didnt want this to happen but what can i do..... i wish i had someone to talk to about it but all i have is me and my own thoughs to work though...

GUESSSSSSSSSSSSS what............ my mom got her net and im running wireless off it i dont get the best go off it but its better than nothing so im back ^.^

im still alive and doind alright my mom might get net this mouth so id have more times to cheek here and better net IF she can get it . im back up to 1167S i will sooner or later hope to get though them all but with the net i have im not able to so i can only look at a few so i miss most of all anyone adds so if you want me to see something you add or wrote ypupp have to note me it so i dont look it over. sorry guys

im moved and all that stuff. still no net but wer all doing on a BIG might have it the end of next month if anyone cares


Peace
"lilly"



PS............ Dial up is #$%$#$%#$^$%$ SLOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW -is useing aunts pc-

PSS... 875 S 737J as of today

therere on they way to come get me i got 30 mines give or take how fast they drive befor its time to start loading the Van idk how many tips itll take to get everything hopeing just the one but idk if they want t move everything or just what i "need" and sell the rest so thus us it ill try to cheek in later -hugs-

any ones whos wanting to keep in touch id be more than hhappy to when i move i wont have anything other than a phone. so if you want to keep in touch you can text me or write me if you want the address or number send me a note or message here befor tomarrow ill be cheeking back today and early in the morring like 6 am so let me know soon.



http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:13425825 A sweet artest doing 100 pics for cheep take a look ^^


Note . an empty bed room = lots of being hurt for kids lmao

i have to pack the last of the stuff i been putting off so that we could live somewhat normal with stuff... toys clothing, PC will be the very last thing packed....... i have to go to town and pay a bill and fucking hope UPS comes t oday i order some stuff that the ysaid was send by the post office they sent it by UPS and they dont run on the weekends { i think{ so if they dont come today im going to have to come back out here monday and see if they leave my box THEY BETTER FUCKING COME TODAY i dont want to have t odrive out here after i move and going to be tired to come get the damn box next week -.-

im hone im moveing saterday morring, so its my last day for sure ill try to cheek in that morring but idont if ill eable to so Friday night might be my last night


a good artiest ghave a look sometime
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/niobenox