With some help from I'll be putting together some contests and raffles for FREE ARTS!! to come soon, I'll be ironing out the details so you guys should hear more by tonight. I figured I'd give you all a heads up well in advanced so that there's no surprises.

One condition of them will be to help spread the word of my arts and such as a way to increase the mount of people able to see my arts. In other words when a contest or raffle is announced the person entering it will have to post a journal letting others know that there's a contest, with a link to the contest announcement. This way others get a chance to get free arts as well ^_^

But anyway more info on all this later, so gear up folks FREE ARTS TO COME!!

Yea I used to watch the cartoon network years ago when I was in school, watching shows like Pokemon, digimon, Yu Yu Haksho, and various other cartoons before leaving for school in the morning. And well I really gotta thank them for keeping up with my age.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CvbYCLhPBxk

Yea as I previously stated I planned to update my commissions and such, as well as lower the prices to help get my name out there. As well as build a customer base.

Commission Info here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1762758/

Q: How long will they be this low?
A: At this time the length of time is undetermined simply because I'm not a very well known artist.

Q: What are the extra options?
A: You'll find them further below the available art types (i.e. busts, chibi, icons, full body ect..). Art types with a * will be the ones with available options.

Q: How long does it take for you to do commissions?
A: Well this I can't exactly give a time of completion. However during the process I will post updates on the piece's progress depending on the type of art. Like if it was a full color I would post the sketch, then the ink, ect..

Q: What the hell does ect mean?
A: Lol well that just means and so on, and so forth.

Q: Can I make changes to the commission as your working on it?
A: Yes in fact that's part of why I post the updates of the piece. It gives the commissionee the opportunity to make the changes he/she/hir/shi wishes within reason of course.

If you guys have any other questions please feel free to ask them here and I will add them onto the list of questions

Coming withing the next day or so I will be lowering my commission prices, in attempt to get my name out there more. I'll make an announcement when the change takes effect. At the same time I will begin to upload my regular sketches, just simple scribblings here and there with a bit of character detail to which is intended to build my skill, and possibly design some special characters for a web comic in the future.

I've been dieing to make a web comic for a long while, but first thing needed is to write a storyline and time line to use as a guide in the development of it. Which from time to time I may ask you awesome watchers for opinions n such.

Currently aside from the last remaining commission piece on my list, I'm also working on a rather comical 3 or 4 page series that and I had talked about at one point in time. Purely fantacitical in nature, but meant to poke at your funny bone, and yet get you strangely aroused lol.
Anyway thanks to you all for watching and reading ^_^

As some know I like to make people laugh. So I'm going to be as honest as possible in answering these. (With the exception of a couple questions)
Note: Meme taken from who took it from

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
Therefore when they beheld them, the more they did love them, being things other than themselves, strange and free, wherein they saw the mind of Iluvatar reflected anew... (ya know much like the hippies our parents were like when they were tripping on acid, lsd, and other narcotics that by todays standards are strictly illegal) - Simarillian: J.R. Tolken

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What did you touch?
A wall with chipped paint. Adorned with many hats, and a dumb picture of the Loony Toons dressed to be hip-hop wannabees.

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Pawn Stars (Chumlee makes me laugh)

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
12:24 AM (Oooh I love guessing games >.> )

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
12:32 AM (See now your taking all the fun out of it -_- )

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
My brother's TV he's watching Men Who Stare At Goats

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
Looking at the rubble of what was left from the destroyed apartment next to my house as I gagged on the smell of my dog dropping a massi... Ya know what, i'll spare you the last bit there.

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
This survey.. <_<

9. What are you wearing?
Hat, Yellow T-shirt, Jeans, socks, and boxer breifs

10. Did you dream last night?
I'd hope so.. my crotch was rather sticky

11. When did you last laugh?
When I watched the second Family Guy Star Wars spoof

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
I refer you to question 2 my good sir, madam, shi, hir, or which ever other types of genitalia you carry.. I know you bastard aliens are out there to steel my left socks!

13. Seen anything weird lately?
Yea, when I looked in the mirror I saw Matt Damon, to which he creepily said John Stamos

14. What do you think of this quiz?
Ya know.. I really can't formulate any kind of answer to this sooo... yea. I'll think of one the next time I'm on the almighty thinking chair for men........................................... yes I'm referring to the toilet

15. What is the last film you saw?
Kiki's Delivery Service (Did you know Studio Gibli released a family orientated film involving fuzzy creatures with testicles?)

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
I'd buy a 5 bedroom house combining 2 rooms into one with complete sound proofing and turning it into a studio with incredible speakers and subs so that I can rock the shit out of it while drawing one 40inch screen, while a second 40" browses the web, and finally a 3rd 40" for displaying my playlist and various other windows. Find and buy a 1969 Mustang Cobra and have it completely restored with a custom paint job.

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know.
I once had a neighbor who owned a cat named Shit Head.. it was the only time I could swear without my mom putting a bar of soap in my mouth.

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
I'd replace bullets with tranquilizer darts that were laced with viagra. That way nobody dies and we all wake up refreshed and very VERY happy

19. Do you like to dance?
Yesha

20. George Bush:
The only man in the world that could never be hit by a shoe, as well as many various objects. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Op1WTfRidIA

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Alyssa

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Justin junior

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
I could never live abroad. I'm a guy. guys can't be broads.

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
And that's why we can't have nice things.

I posted a live journal bout the matter of what occured with FA over the week end. I might as well post it here.

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I look at all the comments going through Dragonner's (FA owner) shoutbox. Some saying rather harsh stuff, and all i can do is shake my head because those people are surely stupid.

As I've gone through the much and sifted through all the "damaging" words that others say make Dragoneer and certain admins out to be the bad guy. I see HUGE amounts of people just taking whats been said waaaay out of context.
For example --> Link to what the haters believe is an inside job
Now to someone just looking out to only find means of attacking someone, all they'd need is this.
The reality of it is this. the viewer did not bother to read the before and after, or did not look at it from the admins point of view. The viewer had one thing in mind and ran with it.

"One of our tech admins was watching him in real time as he was hacking the site one of the nights, and I didn't see anything in there regarding the root or MYSQL. I'll go ahead and talk with yak again, but I'm 99.9999% sure that that's not a problem."

What WitchieBunny is saying here is that during the hacking incident, FA's tech guy had his eye on the activity of the hacker. Possibly during this particular night whatever the hacker was looking for wasn't of much consequence and that the tech guy was doing what he could to prevent the hacker from causing much damage ON THAT NIGHT.
The fact is when a hacking incident is detected and the hacker is already in. there's not much one can do to stop them short of pulling the plug. And that's all anyone can really have for an argument when it comes to this big issue. The fact that the personal notes got stolen and released to the general public is an issue yes. But thus far the only one feeling the bite from this is Dragoneer. Why?

Well lets take a look into this and what the argument is.
There was an issue of whether Dragoneer condoned rape.. WHAT?!
Well thanks to Raiku on FA I figured out what Dragoneer really meant.

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Oh, yeah, seen that journal. That's his "better make a new journal and have my fans say "don't let the trolls win Neer!"" one.

Wanna see something fun?

First journal: Link

That journal you linked me: Link

The guy not only doesn't help the person who was raped by Zaush in any way, but he wants to protect this from getting out as Zaush's fanbase would flipshit. And when people saw the leaked notes he had, and anyone points at this and says it's rape, 'Neer either says "No it's not. I don't believe it's rape." or "Oh, I didn't see that part of her note.".

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First thing I want to touch on when it comes to this, is that what occurred between Zaush and this girl is NONE OF OUR BUSINESS. The fact that the information was let out from the girls journal, or through leaked personal notes is a moot point and is not our place to raise holy hell and hoopla.

Next: "No it's not. I don't believe it's rape." Well he made this statement simply because he didn't fully read the woman's statement in her journal where it said her and Zaush "did have sex". Hense why he later stated "Oh, I didn't see that part of her note.".
Thank you Raiku for making that easy. But now to further go into detail as to why what occured between Zaush and that woman is NONE OF OUR BUSINESS.
The reason I say this is because who's to say the girl is telling the truth in the first place. Secondly if it is indeed rape, why hasn't she taken it to authorities? Sure one can say "Maybe she's afraid to tell the authorities?", but in all seriousness there's two possible reasons.
1. She cried wolf for attention
2. Legitimately was afraid
But besides that whatever the possible reason being it's still not our place to come to her defense because the fact of the matter is the only people that know for a guaranteed fact that the woman is lying or telling the truth, or that Zaush committed rape or not to begin with is ZAUSH AND THIS GIRL!
Which is why it's none of our business, or responsibility to say something on the matter.

These are other methods of finding my art or contacting me in case FA goes down for more maintenance. In no way shape or form will I leave Fur Affinity, I could care less what people say, and I may not be a popfur, but hey believe me, if ya take some time to get to know me. You'll find I'm pretty awesomesauce of a friend ^^

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Deviant Art: http://soupa1.deviantart.com/
SoFurry: http://soupa.sofurry.com/
Ink Bunny: Soupa (down for maintenance)
Sheezy Art: http://soupa.sheezyart.com/
Note: The last three accounts are new and I'm still uploading allot of my works there.

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MSN: soupa1982[at]hotmail.com
Skype: tehsoupa
AIM: tehsoupa
Yahoo: soupa1982
Note: The ones I primarily use are MSN and Skype, please notify me of who you are prior to adding me because I get allot of add requests from people whom don't give me a heads up and I end up thinking their bots of some sort. so email me to let me know with the subject entitled "I.M. add Skype, MSN, AIM, YIM ect..."

With an apparent HUGE issue going on in the backgound of FA's security, it seems not much is currently safe.

When it was announced that one of the admin's accout password was leaked, it happend to be an admin with access to the admin control panel. And thus access to the sites entire system. including users notes. As Dragoneer's private notes have been released.
The attacks allegedly are coming from Lulz.net, and are targeting former and current members of a Live Journal group Furrydrama_2, the members specifically more notable for becoming involved in drama, locking them out of their accounts, leaking the entire contents of their inboxes, and then not only digging up their personal information, but posting it online for the purpose of harassment.
There's been talks that these people won't stop there, but attack everyone. But currently it's merely rumor, however as a dedicated member to FA I will continue to do what I enjoy and continue to be a patron of FA. I'm sure the admins are doing what they can to stop the alleged attacks.
As such in preparation for these times I've cleared my notes both incoming and outgoing because some contain email addresses from commissioners and so I take no chances. However reading FA's recent tweets tell me it won't be long before FA is back to normal.

Till then any contact regarding commissions please email me my entire contact info is on my main page.

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Fur Affinity's Recent Tweets on The Issue
# istaerlus Yes, and will be while Carenath works on the site. We have some fixes to make there, too. 3:12 PM Dec 17th via web in reply to istaerlus

# The site is safe to use, and we have closed the vulnerability. Once we finish up reviewing the logs files we'll post about what happened. 3:08 PM Dec 17th via web

# We're still investigating this morning's issues. FA was attacked on multiple areas today, but we've resolved most of it the issues. 3:06 PM Dec 17th via web

# If you've been logged out of FA, no worries, we had to clear cookies on our side. 10:03 AM Dec 17th via web

# Fyxefox We logged everybody out. Your account was not on the affected list. HenriWatson We did. 1:36 PM Dec 16th via web in reply to Fyxefox

# Roughly two dozen user passwords were reset. Please use FA's p/w reset system. As a reminder: we were not hacked, no user p/ws were leaked. 12:34 PM Dec 16th via web

# The site is open again, and most of the minimal damage has been cleared up. 12:27 PM Dec 16th via web

Yea, in order to keep my main FA account organized, I created a commission account where I'll be posting all my commission work from here on. This account will be for my personal work.

You can find my commission account here --> LINK

I'll be migrating works already done commission wise to it as time progresses. And hopefully more commissions will be coming as well. But thank you all for watching my page, and enjoying teh arts thus far ^_^

I just got a call from the HR of Home Depot, they gave me a basic phone interview. And what the possible position entails.

It's working in the plumbing department as a part time sales associate making $10.15 an hour! I'm freaking excited because I REALLY need this job. And what more is that I know there's a home depot down in Georgia so when I can I can transfere down there WOOOOOOOO!! fuck yea!

I figured since my brother has comendeered my xbox and that I want to play games n such. I figured making a steam account would be nice. I don't have money to buy games as I'm currently looking for a job and all. Buut if anyones willing to donate money so they can play a particular game with me then by all means. but till then I'll have to wait.

Steam Name: soupa603

Since i've noticed the vast majority of people I watch mostly posting their rants/takes/opinions and ect on the whole "big" news on the banning of cub art, I guess very few seem to be wishing everyone a Happy Thanksgiving. So I'll be a part of the minority here and wish everybody a Happy Thanksgiving.

Edit: And for all my friendly European Furs I wish you Happy Holidays, and lots of good cheer <3

I hope you guys get to spend today with ones your close with, having a nice dinner, and many great times during this day.

Going to do some random bits of art today to get a feel for my groove again. As Ive only been able to work on commissions and other art off and on due to RL things going on ever since the passing of my grandfather.

But anyways Hopefully you all can join me and enjoy some tunes while I dive into some art. ^_^

http://www.livestream.com/soupasart?t=190764

I went to my grandfathers wake this afternoon and evening. It was rather nice, I got to see family I hadn't seen in years, cousins and aunts, great aunts, and uncles. Friends came by, all wishing their condolences.

A couple times I had to fight back some tears, especially seeing my sis and Aunt at the casket crying. But I hung in there and got them tissues, spoke allot about my year of watching over my grandfather, the good days and bad days. Bringing back some memories that were comforting to me.

Tomorrow morning will be interesting as I'm one of the pallbearers for the funeral service along with my brother, a couple cousins and uncle. My aunt asked me to be one, and I gladly accepted because I cared for him in life, and I wanted to honor and see it through to the end.

I admit his passing hasn't quite hit me yet. And I'm sure when it does it'll hit hard, but I know those I love, and those that love and care about me will be there for me when it does. For the time being I'm keeping my head held high because I know my grandfather wouldn't want me to be down and sad about his passing, but to be glad that he's resting now, and in a better place with his wife.

I told some people he captained a captured ship, but my Aunt clarified it for me.
He was a veteran of World War II, serving in the U.S. Navy as Quartermaster, Second Class. Where he served aboard a ship they "acquired"

Exert from Link
During World War II, she was acquired by the United States and was used as an American troopship—renamed USS Monticello (AP-61) in 1942.

But I digress,
The man has lived a long life, and I will miss him.
R.I.P Roger L, Goulet

Today my grandfather passed away.
For a while I thought it would be very difficult for me to deal with. Specially considering as some of you know, I took care of him for over almost a year.

But I got the call from my father around 2pm today, and the very moment he said it, my body went numb. But after some thought i'm actually a bit happy he went because of several reasons.

1: He's with his wife at peace now
2: He went in his sleep
3: He didn't leave this world in pain, and lastly
4: He went when he was ready to

Basically the way I wanted him to go. Which was on his own terms and when he wanted to.
I mean a few of them weren't ready for him to go, they wanted him to last till his birthday on the 3rd, some wanted him to last till Thanksgiving, ect.. And sure it may seem selfish and such on their part. But Everybody deals with it differently.

I want to thank everybody for your support in the past, and all. you guys are always great, and mean allot to me.

As time has gone by during my experience here at FA, I've seen ALOT of fantastic art come and go, I've seen the strange, erotic, grotesque, macabre, you name it, I've seen it.

My curiosity right now is in the fetish area. NO I'M NOT GETTING INTO IT PERSONALLY
The Kind of curiosity is directed towards those that actually enjoy it, and furthermore "get off" on it. Now not in an insulting manner. No, not by any means.

But from a psychological aspect it really gets me interested to know why, or the deeper reason that it affects people in that respect. Which is a benefit because then I can come to understand where those that are into it are coming from, and to an extent. Not be umm, well I guess "judgmental" about those kind of people.

Bare in mind I don't personally consider BDSM in it's basic form a fetish. It's become common place, whips, chains, cuffs and such. Featured on cable TV still shunned upon publicly, but is far more acceptable as opposed to diaper play, scat, water sports ect..

Now you can just go ahead and say "Hey, common guy, we're talkin' about furries here." But in this case that just won't fly, cause even non furries are into it.
So if you, or someone you know is into this kind of thing, please by all means tell me. Enlighten me on the thoughts that come to mind when it comes to this.
If you feel like your embarrassed to openly talk about it. Don't fear being judged by it, because it's what some may call a "win - win" situation.
You get the chance to get it off your chest, and you get to educate somebody who doesn't quite understand this particular subject.

Commission art progression is going splendidly, I'll have the final submission of it sometime tomorrow. as well as starting on other commissions that have been graciously requested.

An update on my gramps, he's shown signs of improvement, though there's signs his body has been digressing at a bit faster pace than expected.

Meantime little to no progress on getting people to participate in the 100 Sketch Iron Artist.

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Meantime I'm going to get some sleep, I had a long night lol

I'm currently adding a special deal to the list of things available to help maximize the amount of money I can make to help with my move.

To reiterate why I'm in such a dire need for help
If any of you can reach out to your watchers as well please do.
Currently I take care of my grandfather over night, and is also on call at all times of the day, so getting a job is near impossible for me. Specially when trying to move to Georgia.

Either it be taking a spot for a commission, or sending in a donation of any amount, as every little bit goes a very very long way.

Donations and payments for commissions can be sent through here --> soupa1982[at]hotmail.com

If your interested in something more I also offer something from my commissions list found here Link

is offering to help by offering icon commissions. Payments sent via paypal as well found below
Example: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4326435

Sorry for the delay but here we go folks ^_^

http://www.livestream.com/soupasart?t=843567

There's a little snafu I forgot to take out the garbage so I'll be streaming live in about 30-40 minutes lol

http://www.livestream.com/soupasart?t=843567

Yea I figured as I'm working on commissions from time to time I'll do a stream of them to entertain you guys. I do play music during my shows and use voice so I don't have to break in between to type out reply's.
Be aware that like with any live streaming there's a 20-30 second delay in the audio, so if you ask me a question expect the delay.

(For those not quite sure why, it's due to when you send bits of data especially something as large as video to a server, the system has to take a moment to process and convert the video into a compatible format for live viewing.)

Anyway I'm working on my first official commission for

He wanted a "rocker" like image done of his character to which I got excited and started work on before I replied to his note lol. But I hope I can do his character some justice.

http://www.livestream.com/soupasart?t=843567

Edit: is offering to help by offering icon commissions. Payments sent via my paypal as well found below
Example: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4326435

If any of you can reach out to your watchers as well please do.

Currently as many of you know. I Watch and care for my grandfather. It leaves me in a bind for money because it prevents me from obtaining a job, and currently I'm trying to save up as much as I can to move to Georgia.

and have posted journals, moments before this posting in attempts to reach out for help. And I can't thank them enough for their support.

Either it be taking a spot for a commission, or sending in a donation of any amount, as every little bit goes a very very long way.

Donations can be sent through here --> soupa1982[at]hotmail.com

Here's a list of commission prices for those interested in taking on a commission, which I hope you all may find very reasonable.

:.:Busts:.:
Line Art=$3
Flat Colored=$5
Color/Shaded=$7

:.:Full Body:.:
Line Art=$10
Flat Colored=$12
Color/Shaded=$15

:.:Chibi:.:
Line Art=$3
Flat Colored=$5
Color/Shaded=$7

:.:Feral:.:
Line Art=$4
Flat Colored=$6
Color/Shaded=$8

:.:Monotone:.:
(I.E. Two colors entirely)
Flat Colored=$10
Color/Shaded=$12

☆★*Icons*★☆
(From shoulders up only)
Flat Colored=$5
Color/Shaded=$7
Extra Icon Offer: What this is, is if you pay 8 dollars for an icon you get a second one free. Make sure to add that to note on your commission order.

:.:Referance Sheet:.:
( *means an option to addon )
1 View Angle=$15
2 View Angles=$20
3 View Angles=$25
*Head=$5
*Paws=$5

I'm gonna go off on Fur Affinity for a moment here, and I do believe my BFF should as well on this because I do find this to be a continuing issue that I find very ridiculous.
The part I find ridiculous is the constant change of the TOS regarding Second Life pictures. There's no point, and no reason to have that in the TOS. Why do I say that? Because it's good publicity for Linden Labs and their software! Want more it's good publicity for the content creators who's products are VIEWED IN THE PHOTOS!!!

I sent a message to one of FA's more distinguished admins in hopes it'll get somewhere, and maybe with a little help from everyone we can help make this change. The message is as follows.

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I know you probably get allot of these... but when will the policy on Second Life picture posting be finally done with re-vamping?

I mean the likely hood that FA being sued or in trouble no less for allowing the images is very low, but I'm sure like myself many find that piece of the TOS a bit ridiculous. Of course I'll continue to adhere to it cause I do love FA, and the people involved in it. Which is more important than the simple fact I agreed to it upon registering.

FA has become a fairly large part of my public furry life. And sure as big as FA has become and with how big it is in the furry community I simply just fail to see why Second life photo's, even if their get slightly modified in photoshop, are an issue for FA.

If anything it'd be great publicity for Second Life as there are still armies of furries that have yet to see or even hear of Second Life that roam around the Fur Affinity web pages.

I myself on Youtube was nearly hit with copyright infringement on a video I made seen here --> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PhEHDct2SG0

However the decision was reversed because the owners of the audio felt it was great publicity. And even Microsoft whom owns the Halo franchise has let this and armies of other similar videos continue to not only be viewed, but uploaded countless times on a public website giant as big as Youtube.

So you can see my point.. Hopefully if you find my point interesting enough you could bring it to the other admins and help correct this rather limiting part of the TOS.

Sincerely,
Soupa, faithful id fan and av of FA

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To be clear on what I mean by "help correct this rather limiting part of the TOS."
I call it limiting because it limits a persons ability to express themselves. Being this is a site based and surrounded by art. Photo's from an in-world game are still just that. PHOTOS.
That being said it's safe to say it's an art form (for those that can't or lack the ability to draw) that needs to be allowed.

For those that have been baring best wishes and prayers I truly thank you.

Starting tomorrow I'll be back to watching him again, and insuring he's as comfortable as can be.
The doctors gave us two choices and in either direction they give him approximately 4-6 months left.
On one hand they would have surgically added a plug like device to send feed directly to his stomach, the other was to feed him as normal but the food would be pureed or liquefied to be easier on his stomach. Needless to say his digestive system had taken a turn for the worse but shows some signs of improvement. However for a bit of time he'll be in a hospital bed at home taking his medications intravenously.

We decided to go this rout because it would be most comfortable for him in his remaining time. And I will say that I do feel comfortable in speaking of his eventual passing because I have my fond memories of him, and when the time does come he'll no longer be suffering so to speak.
And what I mean by suffering is that he's always held his independence in his later years very highly. And as he began to lose it, well yea you can understand my point.

I'd like to touch on 3 other subject.
1. It's my BFF's birthday, please go wish her a happy birthday

2: The Expendables kicks utter ass and yes when they say it's every action junkies wet dream, believe it because I fucking loved every minute of it. And I felt uber pumped when I walked out of the theater. The initial feeling was like I wanted to just get into a fight just for the sake of getting some action and general ass kickery lol. I find that I'm laughing at myself because when I stood outside the theater doors I was pacing back and forth like a total badass clicking my zippo lighter back and forth. And people looked at me like "He looks pissed about something".
Kinda like when you watch a Rocky movie and suddenly find you want to go out for a run LMAO.

3. I've started to debate on taking down my commissions pricing for the time being as it would seem nobody either can afford to, or that I'm not good enough. In either case it's been a little discouraging to say the least. But I'll continue to push to improve my art none the less.

God, a friend of mine text my about believing the apartment him and his mate live in is haunted! I wonder if it's bad that I'm getting excited about it. I really wanna witness something paranormal myself.

I get the chills just thinking about it, hell I even get paranoid when watching videos surrounding the paranormal. Like I love watching Ghost Adventures, on occasion i'll watch Ghost Hunters and G.H. International

But yea any who my friend had the presence of mind to set up a digital recorder to capture any possible EVPs that may occur to which he's going to let my analyze!!