For those whom may or may not have noticed I've been doing some updates here and there to my profile.
More recently I've updated my commission info, making it look a bit more neater and detailed. Especially in the pricing range.
Things are better described, and the costs made much more simplistic to minimize questions and such.
As time goes by if people ask me questions about commissions i'll be adding a Q and A journal to help free up any confusions and what not. But in any case here it is ^_^

Comission Information Here UPDATED

Got this from
1. What does your FurAffinity name mean and why?
It is my fursona name, it's original spelling was Soopa, but when I joined xbox live that spelling was already taken so I thus spalled it Soupa Segura

2. What fandom were you obsessed with when you joined and what are you into now?
I'm not really obsessed with any fandom, I'm into it because I enjoy it ^^, and pretty much been the same ever since.

3. How many watchers do you have now?
119 watchers and i'm currently watching 175

4. Name 3 of your favorite artists on FA.




5. Do you comment, fav, or both?
Both, normally if I fave it's so I remember where to find it so I can study it to improve my art, or just because I liked it ^^

6. Do you participate in clubs' contests here on FA?
Nope

7. What is your most popular submission?
Currently I believe this one is --> http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3371589

8. What are your favorite non-anime TV shows?
King of Queens, Simpsons, Family Guy

9. What are the things you wish you could draw better?
I'd have to say hair, and facial expressions I feel I need more improvement on.

10. Summer or winter?
Summer paws down is my fav time of year

11. Rain or Sun?
Sun I like more, but if lightning is around while it rains then rain.

12. What's your favorite type of music?
Anything except country. :P

13. PC or Mac?
PC all the way

14. Anime or Manga?
Both actually lol

15. Coke or Pepsi?
Pepsi :Q_____

16. Read or TV?
TV, I only read if it involves web comics from http://www.jaynaylor.com, http://catenamanor.com, http://bonkifiedart.com/

17. How many hours a day do you spend on FA?
A couple of hours I suppose.

18. Name a hidden talent.
I can purr out of my nose?

19. Flash or traditional cartoons?
Anything so long as the style catches my attention

20. What is your favorite fast food restaurant?
Don't really have a favorite, I guess so long as it has tasty food :P

21. What are your top 3 favorite books?
I'm a Tolkien fan, so The Hobbit, Lord of The Rings, and Simarillian

22. Wii or Playstation?
What happen to Xbox 360? Ok it's official this meme is fail lol jk jk

23. Name 3 of your favorite bands/singers.
Skillet, DJ Scooter, Breaking Benjamin

24. Are you a fast, slow, or medium typist?
Medium I guess, I type 50 words a minute.

25. Do you like Denny's?
Never been to one :P

26. What is your favorite smiley?
^_^

27. What is your favorite type of pie?
Pumpkin pie :Q_____

28. Have you ever stayed up for 24 hours?
Yep, I do it often while watching my gramps

29. Do you go on YouTube a lot?
Yep I have my own channel too http://www.youtube.com/user/Soupa1

30. Are you a member on any other sites besides FA?
To many to list lol

31. Do you cosplay?
Nope

32. Fruits or sweets?
Both

33. Buttered, plain, or salted popcorn?
Mmmm butter yumms

34. Have you skipped school?
Yes quite often, but still graduated lol Class of 2001

35. Have you been on a plane?
Yep when I went to camp back in 1998 down in Oklahoma

36. Have you swam in an ocean?
Yep, down at Hampton beach in NH

37. Have you been ice skating?
Twice in my life yes, when me and my family took a vacation up in Canada

38. Favorite vacation spot?
Don't really have one :P

39. Ever been on TV?
Yep, a local channel

40. Favorite salad and dressing?
Plain salad with eggs, bacon bits, and ranch dressing

41. What do you do to relax?
Draw, music, spending time with those I love.

42. What is the last film you saw in the theater?
The Hangover

43. Favorite Sandwich?
Balogna & Cheese

44. If you could go anywhere in the world...
I'd say it, but everyone knows where I'm going in June ^_^

45. Favorite time of the day?
Afternoon

46. What did you want to be when you were little?
A Werewolf lol

47. What do you want to be now?
Graphical Artist

48. If you could eat with one person, who would it be?
I read that wrong lol, I thought it said "If I could eat one person, who would it be?" XD

49. What character would you hate to be stuck in a room with?
No idea

50. When is your birthday?
June 18th

51. Favorite type of ice cream?
Vanilla, and then Fudge swirl

52. Last book you read?
I can't remember lol

53. Which store would you max out a credit card at?
Any store that has electronics

54. Do you buy / sell / both on eBay?
Niether

55. What is the most annoying thing people ask you?
Can you help me?

56. Favorite all time movie?
Ace Ventura Pet Detective

57. What was your favorite show when you were a kid?
Fragle Rock

58. What are you listening to right now?
Spiked talking about someone saying their penor was too small.

59. What is the last thing you ate?
Chicken Catchetory

60. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
Green

61. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Their voice

62. Favorite sport to play?
Basketball

63. Favorite Day of the Year?
Christmas

64. Hugs or Kisses?
Both

65. Vanilla or Chocolate?
Vanilla

66. Favorite Board Game?
Monopoly

67. Favorite smells?
Food

68. What inspires you?
To many to list but one is a person close to me.

69. Do you have any piercings?
Nope

70. How many siblings do you have?
2 a younger brother, and older sister RL. To many to list in SL lol

71. Bacon Bits or croutons?
Bacon bits

72. Favorite Day of the Week?
Sunday

73. Favorite phrase?
Don't have one :P

74. Favorite Restaurant?
Texas Roadhouse

75. Favorite animal?
Wolves

76. Favorite thing to do outside?
Hiking

77. Favorite thing to do when it's raining?
Relax

78. Favorite Disney character?
Donald Duck

79. Do you like coffee?
Yep

80. Tag 3 people

I don't do tags, feel free to do it if you want :P

Just something pointless, but kinda bugs me.

I go through my messages here on FA, checking out random journals that come from those I watch. My issue is when I find a long line of deleted journals.
2 things come to mind when I see that.
1.) Why bother posting it if I was gonna be deleted in the first place.
And 2.) Why doesn't the admins at FA just fix that so we don't get a bunch of "Journal deleted by Poster" messages.

I mean it leaves a bunch of us kinda wondering. "Hmm maybe that journal had something worth while reading, shame its gone now."

Lately I've started to notice some sort of trend going on here. Though I know it's a temporary one. But I've been seeing a surge of human like art. The only thing that makes them "not human" is the pointy ears.

I don't know, I mean is it me or is this site called "Fur" Affinity?

I don't know why but I felt necessary to kind of throw that out there as like a mini rant or something lol.

Aside from some gift art there's gonna be some personal art that may express some of what I've been feeling as of late. You'll know them when you see them. But don't look to deeply into the meanings of them cause i've actually wanted to draw stuff like them for a while lol.

One that I have been working on while I've been at my grandfather's is totally unrelated, it was inspired by a scene from the movie Poltergeist which is slowly becoming my favorite movie, where Carolan turns and looks back at her parents, simply saying. "They're Here" with a quick but erie smile.

Another one I may do from that movie (or part two actually) is of Reverend Henry Kane. The actor they choose for him was obscenely perfect, course whoever chose him was a bit demented cause they specifically aimed for someone that looked sickly. And Julian Beck fit the bill cause he was dieing of cancer.
I guess the whole reason why I like the whole trilogy is because of the whole controversy about the movies.

Part 1
Synopsis - Is about a family who's father works for a company, in which his job is to get people to move into this housing project in Cuesta Verde, California. The father eventually finds out that the whole housing project was built over a vast cemetery, in which the company only moves the tombstones, but not the bodies.
Creepy Controversy - The controversy over the movie is when it gets to the part where the coffins emerge from the ground, as well as the bodies that emerge from the water filled dirt hole where the pool was to be built. Which were in fact REAL bodies. The worst part was the actors that came in contact with these bodies didn't know they were real till after shooting the scene.

Part 2
Synopsis - The family believes they escaped the horrible events that took place in Cuesta Verde, and try to resume life. But are greeted by a Reverend whom they come to know at Henry Kane. The grandmother comes to notice that Carolan has psychic abilities just like she and Carolan's mother does. Tangina forces Diane to use this ability to find out more about the Reverend, in which the find out that Henry Kane was a a religious zealot responsible for the deaths of his many followers well over 100 years ago.
Creepy Controversy - By this time a few believe in whats known as the Poltergeist curse, cause in part 1 the families teenage daughter goes off to stay with her friends because she's to afraid to ride out the events the family is going through. The reason you don't see her appear in part 2 is because she died shortly after the filming of part 1. She was murdered by her ex lover.
Shortly after part 2 was finished the actor playing Henry Kane dies of his cancer, as well as the very old Indian you see in the beginning of the movie, which he dies after a failed lung transplant.

I'd go into detail of part 3 but in short the creepy controversy behind that one was that the actress that played Carolan dies of a septic infection due to a bowel blockage that cause bacterial toxins to enter her system.
And a scene where you see the parking garage on fire was meant to be staged, BUT the fire went out of control, and indeed did considerable damage to the the building.

In any case if you've managed to read this far I didn't mean to go into details about the movies, but I find them to be just epic. But anyway, I've got loads of other art to make.

Taken from a close friend whom got it from



[01] Do you have the guts to answer these questions and re-post as The Controversial Survey?
1. I wouldn't be posting this if I weren't right?
2. I don't really think these questions are very controversial, I think they're realistic, and things that most people are afraid to answer for themselves. But they really should.

[02] Would you do meth if it was legalized?
Not a chance in hell.

[03] Abortion: for or against it?
A yes and no type answer really. As my good friend stated it's dependent on the situation. Such as if a young child was raped. However if someone intentionally has sex and pregnancy is the result, they should bring that baby to term and take responsibility for it.
Now to be controversial is if a young child is sexually active, and gets pregnant, that would be a decision the parent would have to make, as they are responsible for the child's actions.


[04] Do you think the world would fail with a female president?
Doesn't really matter what sex the person is. You don't base their performance on gender. You base it on their past history. Like if said person claims they support lowering taxes. And then turns around and votes to increase taxes. Then it boils down to asking yourself.. "What was I thinking when I voted for this asshole?"


[05] Do you wish marijuana would be legalized already?
To me it doesn't really make any difference whether it is or not, cause I've never smoked it. Would I try it if it was legalized? Mmmm yea maybe.

[06] Are you for or against premarital sex?
Why bother asking this question really. People today have degraded the thought of holding off sex till after marriage for generations now.
But I look at it this way. I you truly love someone, and you both are meant for each other. Then there's no more special a feeling then being with that one you love and sharing a moment that precious to you.

[07] Do you believe in God?
Yes I do, but till I prove to myself what religion is the "right" religion. I belong to none.
And FYI (for your information to those whom may not know), don't dare try to tell me about your religion, or proselytize yourself to me, cause it's not gonna work.

[08] Do you think it's wrong that so many Hispanics are illegally moving to the USA?
Well let me ask you. If they say it's "illegal" then why isn't the government really doing anything about it?

[09] A twelve year old girl has a baby, should she keep it?
My stance is the same as my good friend on this.

[10] Should the alcohol age be lowered to eighteen?
Yes

[11] Should the war in Iraq be called off?
If it were done right in first place, this question wouldn't have to be asked now would it?

[12] Assisted suicide is illegal: do you agree?
Depends on the situation.

[13] Do you believe in spanking your children?
Yes, but only under the right circumstances, and only done the right way period.

[14] Would you burn an American flag for a million dollars?
No, just simply no.

[15] Are you afraid others will judge you from reading some of your answers?
Fuck no, anyone takes offense, it's not my problem.

So tonight, possibly tomorrow, and Wednesday night. I will be staying at my uncle's house to watch over my grandfather. Hopefully my uncle has internet n such, but pretty much what I'll be doing is keeping an eye on my grandfather, making sure he's safe.
Being that he's dieing of spinal cancer, struck with dementia, and a slew of other issues he pretty much cannot be left alone during the night. He could pass away at any given time.

My aunt basically put it as, that she's paying me to sit there and do whatever while I watch him. To which I told her I'll do what I can.
The more I think about it though, I have mixed feelings about the whole situation regarding my grandfather's health. It's steadily becoming a more positive minded type thing because a good friend Draven told me that should he pass. Would my grandfather want me to morn his passing? Or delight in the memories I have of him, as well as who he was?
Which is true, and is especially helpful.

And I can't be more appreciative of my family being by my side, and supporting me. They keeps me stable, and reminds me of the things I'm continually forgetting. Thy truly mean allot to me.

In any case though my Aunt is paying me $50 a night, which isn't much but it's nice to be able to have something.

I never thought about it till I walked around my house. After I got up from sleeping 11 hours straight, I went downstairs, made myself some breakfast, and while I was doing it I have a tendency to singing. But the song was a Metallica song, I can't remember what the name, but the lyrics go "Where do I take this pain of mine.", (which there's nothing to the reason I sang that song, it was just random lol).

But when I sang the song my vocal tone was like really low, which I thought was like damn it's sexy lol.

Well sorta lol.
My SL bro sent me his Wacom Bamboo tablet, which Wacom is better than a Genius tablet anyday.
I admit this one is smaller, but it seems to function a bit better than my older tablet. There really isn't anything wrong with my old tablet, but for what I need is more functionality.

I haven't played with it in photoshop yet, but I thinks it'll be fun hehe ^^

Plus i'm sending my old one to ma P.I.C. hehe

Male side:

[x] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
[ ] Dogs are better than cats
[x] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[ ] Shopping is torture
[x] Sad movies suck
[x] You own an X-Box.
[x] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[ ] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[x ] You watch sports on TV.
[x] Gory movies are cool.
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.
[x] You own, like, a trillion baseball caps.
[x] You like going to football games.
[x] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[x] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[ ] It's kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[x] Sports are fun.
[x] Talk with food in your mouth.
[x] Wear boxers.

14 points


Female side:

[ ] You wear lip gloss.
[ ] You love to shop
[ ] You wear eyeliner.
[ ] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[ ] You wear the color pink.
[x] Go to your mom for advice.
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[ ] You like hanging out at the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[ ] You like wearing jewelry.
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[x] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[ ] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[ ] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories.
[x] You smile a lot more than you should.
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[ ] You care about what you look like.
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[x] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[ ] You wear girl underwear.
[ ] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[ ] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[x] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.

It's rather obvious I'm a guy lol

I'm still running through some process's here, but I had to do a complete reinstall of windows, due to a dumb error on my part.

In an attempt to quiet the sound being picked up from my cooling fan by my mic, I placed a knit cap underneath the mic, which worked brilliantly, but with a flaw.
The knit cap also has built in speakers for musical purposes obviously, but because the speakers were to close to my lappy, they ended up damaging some files (specifically the ones that ran the start bar at the bottom of the screen.

Luckily I have a 320 gig external which is a BIG help when it comes to recovering programs and files I don't want to loose in a re-installation.

Everything should be back to norm very soon. I hope everyone is having fun in my absence and to my love, I'm always thinking of you, and to not be worried of the things on your mind. As your love for me comforts me. Let my love for you, comfort you.

I've asked a few artists about this subject, but some seem to be either busy, or they don't remember how to do it, so I'm curious if anyone will be able to help.

What I'm looking to find out is how to accept paypal payments via email like I've seen in many commission journals here on FA.

If anyone can help me it'd be greatly appreciated.

I'm not much for writing. In fact I flunked English class in high school. if that tells you anything. But I still get the urges to write things like short poems and such...
But despite how I feel about my own writing I think this is more than worth sharing, cause as the title states... It's from the heart.
================
~ To my one and only love...
Deja Spyker,
My fondness for your heart,
drew me in right from the start.

Before my life was lame,
then into my life you came.

My life was upside down, and inside out.
And then your love sang to me, like an angelic shout.

You brought peace and happiness to a troubled and darkened soul.
Together and forever my love, we always make each other whole.

Well well well, with FA back i'm sooo excited hehe. But what i'm even more excited to announce is the opening of commissions!

I got my walmart money card, linked it to paypal, and it's all good to go WOOT!!
Currently I can take 3 commissions so that I can get into the swing of things ^_^

I managed to get one step closer to being able to begin taking on commissions and such. I currently have a temp Walmart money card, to which I'll be getting the actual card in 7-10 business days, in which the next step is getting the card connected with my paypal account. ISH FREAKING AWESOMESAUCE!!! lol

At any rate I'd like to wish my lovely wife  DejaSpyker and everyone else on my watch list a very Happy Thanksgiving, as well as Happy Holidays to those of other beliefs or countries.

It took me 2 years to get to 2000 page views. Lol lotta hard work, but so worth it lol. Now to truck onto 10,000!!

I've been getting more and more curious about this question as time goes by so I think it's a good time to ask.

If I were to start taking commissions for the art I create, do you guys believe if you had the money, would you be willing to have a commissioned art piece from me?

It's a question long since nagging in the back of my mind, which finally came out of hiding lol. My only issue is forms of payment should that be able to occur. because quite simply, being that I owe the bank $600 I'm pretty positive I wouldn't be able to open an account at another bank. And I don't know if I actually need a bank account linked to paypal to accept payment in it.
If I don't need a bank linked to it then yes I can accept commissions, however if I do need one, I'll have to seek an alternate for of payment, as I most certainly doubt anyone would be willing to help me get a bank account linked to my paypal.
If that were possible it'd be great cause then I can pay my bank, get that in order, link my own account into it, and continue taking on commissions to pay for other things I desperately need.

In any case I really want to thank you guys for watching me, and if you guys know anything about paypal, or an alternative form of payment I'd greatly appreciate the help.

Helping out a fello artist by spreading the word.
 tenebear

To get his commissions off to a bang, he is lowering his sketch price to $5 and doing the 100 Sketch challenge.

One Character, One Sketch, As many times as you would like.

Example of a Sketch he has done:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2973514


If your interested please reply on his journal and he will Note you.

link to journal
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1021046/

As I continue to grow and design character's, species and ect.. I will post this as a notice to those wishing to either commission me for art, a trade, or do gift art for me.

Commission Slots
These are viewable not only in the signature area of my journal postings but also my front page. The amount of slots there are whats currently available based on the amount of time I have, and or are wiling to do.
I limit myself on the amount of slots available mostly because I don't want someone whom paid for a service to have to wait extra extra long. Like someone that takes on 10 commissions, the 10th guy has to wait x amount of time, with his money sitting there in the paypal of the artist.

Commission prices
Are subject to change however. if (for example) you put in for a commission and my price changes for whatever reason while your art is in the process of being done. DO NOT worry as the price you put in for at the time of sending in an order will remain the same, and locked in, unless you yourself change your mind.
And I will not start an art piece till payment as made, as I will take it as a sign that your serious about commissioning me.

Refund Policy
The only exception to this is if you changed your mind before I started the work. If I'm half way through it, well then I'm sorry but I'm not gonna take on an order and not get paid for work I've already done. HOWEVER
Depending on what stage I'm closest to (I.E. Sketched, Inked, Flat, Shaded) I'll finish that particular stage of the piece, and refund you the difference.
Example: You pay for a full body, and change your mind when I reach the inked stage. Then I give you a refund of your money with the exception of the amount it would cost for an inked piece.

My Characters/Species:
Any characters I create can be added to a commission, trade, or done as gift art. BUT they cannot be used in yiffy art with any other character except my mate's characters. Same goes for Vore, Bondage, Inflation, and other fetish types of art.

Chibi, Cub (no diapers please) or Feral type is fine so long as it's like stated above none of those things.

Any Species I create that you'd like to use to design your own character, please remember to give credit to the creator of the species, as not doing so only cheapens yourself, and shows a severe lack of creativity on your part. So in essence do it as a favor for yourself, an give credit where it's due.


Finally something showing some of the more positive sides of the furry fandom. Which is why I like G4Tv, although the video doesn't quite go into as much detail and information about the furry fandom as I would have liked, it at least points out the one crucial part that the vast majority of people commonly mistake furries for.

Which is we are NOT some sexual fetish, many of us dress up in costumes simply because we like it. Not just because it connects us to a more "innocent" side, or "our childhood", and most certainly not for sexual gratification.
The same is said for the art in which we draw. So to spread the word heres the video.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FNb_.....layer_embedded

((______SELF PROMOTION MONTH!______))
Taken from Katmomma journal here--> http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1010225/
October is Self-Promotion month! With that in mind I'm encouraging you to post a FurAffinity journal on your profile that serves as an artistic bio or a statement of purpose.

Who are you?
My name is Justin Goulet, living in Manchester, NH (USA, not the UK as some have thought.). Having an inspirational need to go to college for Graphical Art & Design, to which I also wish to make a living in what I love, which is art.

What is your artistic passion?
Art has always been my passion, it's also in my blood. My mother was a very avid painter. But capturing the emotions and poses is something I've worked hard on having become second nature to me.

Why did you get into art?
Because it makes me happy for one thing, I had always enjoyed doing it. Remembering back to my younger days watching Disney movies, each one was different in style, yet each one had ranges of expression and flow that continued to capture my imagination as a child.

How do you inspire yourself?
Sometimes I would go through submissions in FA or Deviant Art, studying the various poses, expressions, emotions that were drawn into the art that was made, and deeply think on what, how, and where to approach my next piece.
Another part of my inspiration comes from reading and observing art from Jay Naylor, there's something about his story lines, expressions, style, and ability to capture our imaginations through his art that truly gets my artistic juices flowing.

Where would you like to see yourself in 5 years?
Doing what I love most while living with the loving woman in my life. Having a small personal studio to do my work, and supporting my family.

Your Portfolios /Personal Websites?
Unfortunately I don't have a personal website as of yet. I want to have one, where I can devote time towards a web comic, and an illustrated comic catalog. Aside from that my work is currently only viewable on this page, and my deviant art page.
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/soupa/
http://soupa1.deviantart.com/

Your Favorite Anthro Original Character & Why?
I don't particularly have a favorite character of my own creation as I have yet to create a character that I can draw repeatedly in different poses, and expressions. Though as I think on it now I suppose this is my next step in my advancement in my artistic ability. So when I start this project you will know, cause this character will have a bit of my own personality.


(( Should you accept this challenge, please include a link to your finished journal in the comments below!))

Nothing related to Christmas or anything but there's been a few things on my list of things I've wanted.
Most of it is pretty petty n what not but hell I has needs :P Other than that they're in no particular order, and a one or two of them are far from petty but they're in it cause they mean allot to me.

Anywho here they go
1. Money
2. The ability to use some monies to get commissions.
(Never had mony to get a commission let alone win a free commish :P)
B) Most of my favorite artists usually are filled on their commish lists anyway. :/
3. Get my phone back on. I miss using my phone so much :(
4. Move down south to be with my baby <3
5. Go to college and get a degree in Art & Graphical Design.
6. Get commissions
7. Get better at art
8. Get a wacom tablet
9. Get a better computer
10. Get some damn privacy at home.
11. Get a job that actually gives me hours.

Tis been to long that I forgot the feel of the numbing cold upon my face. I could almost feel the onset of a snowfall, the smell of a torrent of ice crystals on their long awaited journey to the dirt that covers the earth.

Yes it's nearly that time, and I felt it this morning after waking up, and taking out the trash, and it's quite the feeling. Thank god I remembered to bring my hibiscus tree in before the frost hit.
Anyway, this morning starts the clock where I have but mere hours before I no longer see my sister, as once her truck is fully packed, she's gone, and I'll probably never get to see her again.

And then there's my grandfather whom doesn't have very much time left. His spinal cancer is progressing, dementia is has settled in, and now he's experiencing sharp stinging pain in his chest. Which I believe is the start of his body beginning to shut down. It won't be long before he spends the rest of his days in a bed on life support, and then the inevitable.
That man was truly something, and he accomplished so much in his time, to me he was one of the greatest men to live, and one of the few men I know of whom achieved the American dream.
I'll miss him greatly when he's gone.
Any way the majority of my morning and day will be spent loading up my sisters moving truck, and saying my goodbye's to her, I wish the best for her, and hope she finds what she's looking for down in Oklahoma. God know I want a family too, and I do have one, the best kinda family I could ever have.

For those reaading here they are.
Wife:  dejaspyker

Sister's:

Brother's: ShadowGhost Luan

These people mean so much to me, and I hold them close to my heart.

Yea last night I had this ominous feeling that some seriously bad ju ju was gonna happen the following day.Which normally happens when I pull a stupid move. And last night was one hell of a doozy when it comes to dumb moves. But I thank my baby for being so wonderful. And when she said I normally beat myself up worse than she could ever do to me, it was quite apparent that it was an understatement as today I've been nothing but a complete klutz all day long.
From bashing my head on a chandelier, to stubbing my toe multiple times, tripping over the dog, getting shot in the ass with pellet guns. In essence I got my ass kicked by the house lol.

I'm quite surprised how quickly I recover from those painful moments, cause as it stands only my ribs, and knee are bothering me from a nice tumble a short while back.
Though yesterday had it's ups and downs, I came so very close to being able to go to Fur Fright I could taste it, but had I have kept an eye on the day the even was to occur I could have planned it allot better. But I thank my sissy for trying, cause it was actually the closest I've ever gotten to be able to go to a con.
Hopefully I'll be able to go to Anthro Con or another con on the eastern seaboard. But I'd be elated if any furs would be willing to take a vacation up this way for the weekend to do some camping or something cause theirs loads of stuff to do here in New Hampshire. As near as I can tell the closest person to my location is my sissy Arcana whom is near or in New York, I can't exactly remember right now, but even still it'd be awesomesauce to have someone come up and visit at least once. Take a bunch of pictures and have a blast, whether it be seeing a baseball game, hiking, hockey, a concert (provided the time was planned right), and just have all around fun.

On another bit of news I've debated on getting a piercing, not on my ears though, but somewhere further south O\\\\O hehe yea, but not through it, more like a pinch of skin or something. Along with a possible tattoo. But as far as piercing goes I will sure as hell not get it done with someone I don't know. It'd just feel wrong to walk into a place and straight out say, "Hey can you take that sharp object and thrust it through my shaft?" O.o

Fuck that lol, I can trust someone to put a needle on my arm or chest, but hell no on "The Ol Sausage", no no no. Ain't happening. In any case that's whats been going on thus far, more arts to come soon, Thanks for watching me. ^_^