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General | Posted 13 years agonote if you want them
I need a break -read more here-
General | Posted 13 years agoimnot really all hat okay righ now
General | Posted 13 years agohey guys so
ireally need some friends
bad
long sotry short im single now and it
idk it happened in he worst way
and
i feel really alone and need some people in my life
please
i have msn skype ad tumblr
and steam
ireally need some friends
bad
long sotry short im single now and it
idk it happened in he worst way
and
i feel really alone and need some people in my life
please
i have msn skype ad tumblr
and steam
heyy guys
General | Posted 13 years agoI've been so busy lately
like
ugh oh my god you have no idea.
BUT ANYWAY IM GLAD I FINALLY FOUND SOME TIME TO DRAW AGAIN.
And I'd like to say that I'm open for commissions and trades AND EVEN REQUESTS
YES THAT IS RIGHT!!!
thats all really so yeah
BYE!
like
ugh oh my god you have no idea.
BUT ANYWAY IM GLAD I FINALLY FOUND SOME TIME TO DRAW AGAIN.
And I'd like to say that I'm open for commissions and trades AND EVEN REQUESTS
YES THAT IS RIGHT!!!
thats all really so yeah
BYE!
Learn about soup
General | Posted 13 years ago1. We all know what we call you, what about the folks at home? What's your name?
Nikki, bro, i refuse to put my birth name 8I
2. How tall are you?
5'8 I think.
3. Natural hair color?
Chestnut brown..ish
3. What about eye color?
WWHALE since they kind of change all the time I can't really say.
4. What orientation are you?
Dillonsexual.
5. Are you single, taken, or undecided?
Happily taken for ALL of my life.
6. What do you do in your spare time?
Spare time? Well the few minutes a week I get I usually try to draw or watch movies. Whatever I do, It's most of the time done with lovethecake
7. What's your job?
Full time boyfriend at Dillon's heart
also a cashier at walmart with several promotions being shoved in my face
8. What's one thing you like about yourself?
How loyal I am. DO NOT HURT MY FRIENDS OR DILLON I WILL DESTROY YOU
9. Alright, now what about something you dislike about yourself?
I'm such an immature baby a lot of the time.
10. What's some things your friends noticed about you when they first met you?
Why don't YOU tell ME?
11. Of what faith/religion are you (if any at all)?
It is a compilation of different idea's from different religions and I think it is probably unique to myself.
12. Do you drink?
Sparingly. Last time I did I was out with dandanpanda lorelli and gubru
13. Do you smoke?
I'm allergic to smoke and also asthmatic.
14. What are your fears?
.....I really can't lose him.
15. What are your dreams/goals?
Get into vet school, have Dillon move in with me, open a practice, adopt a child with Dillon, get a home, have a boat and also have a big camper/mobile home.
16. Ever had any crushes/ex's in the past/present?
Yeah, a couple. First guy I ever dated I was with twice, breaking up never hurt us we are still very close friends and I hold him close to my heart. I also dated a real jerk who broke my heart countless times before I finally ended it. The guy who told me Ex2 there was cheating on me also asked me out and we dated for a while too before he decided it would be all cool to just disappear from my life without a word. After him I swore off dating and I did go a while being single before lovethecake walked into my life and stole my heart.
17. Who's your best bud?
lovethecake
18. Alright, you got the cravin' for munchies, what'cha reachin' for?
Chips and dip.
19. Favorite drink?
Coke or root beer.
20. Favorite color?
Gray-blue
21. If you had any super power, what would it be?
To mimic all the powers of slenderman.
22. Favorite movie?
FFFFFFFFFFF I DONT KNOW OKAY THERES JUST SO MANYYY
23. Least favorite food?
Most fish. Cod particularly. Cod Au Gratin is the grossest shit ever.
24. Quick! You have only one meal left before you die!!! What is it?
An eight course meal with my boyfriend including both spaghetti and steak, as well as unlimited Olive Garden bread sticks.
25. What do you drive/wish you drove?
Smart car sadfsdf
26. Most disliked bug?
FUCKING BULLET ANTS AND JAPANESE HORNETS
27. Most hated pet peeve?
People that don't understand that other people have opinions and they should stop trying to shove their opinion in your face while pushing your own to the side cause they think you're wrong. That and people who chew really loudly. (just leaving strives answer here cuz mine is the same)
28. Biggest dislike in real life?
When people hit on me.
29. Most annoying?
My highschool back in NL
30. Most disliked TV show?
Basically everything on the Disney Chanel now...well..Phineas and ferb is alright...Is that even disney..idk xD (Again, leaving strives answer here)
Nikki, bro, i refuse to put my birth name 8I
2. How tall are you?
5'8 I think.
3. Natural hair color?
Chestnut brown..ish
3. What about eye color?
WWHALE since they kind of change all the time I can't really say.
4. What orientation are you?
Dillonsexual.
5. Are you single, taken, or undecided?
Happily taken for ALL of my life.
6. What do you do in your spare time?
Spare time? Well the few minutes a week I get I usually try to draw or watch movies. Whatever I do, It's most of the time done with lovethecake
7. What's your job?
Full time boyfriend at Dillon's heart
also a cashier at walmart with several promotions being shoved in my face
8. What's one thing you like about yourself?
How loyal I am. DO NOT HURT MY FRIENDS OR DILLON I WILL DESTROY YOU
9. Alright, now what about something you dislike about yourself?
I'm such an immature baby a lot of the time.
10. What's some things your friends noticed about you when they first met you?
Why don't YOU tell ME?
11. Of what faith/religion are you (if any at all)?
It is a compilation of different idea's from different religions and I think it is probably unique to myself.
12. Do you drink?
Sparingly. Last time I did I was out with dandanpanda lorelli and gubru
13. Do you smoke?
I'm allergic to smoke and also asthmatic.
14. What are your fears?
.....I really can't lose him.
15. What are your dreams/goals?
Get into vet school, have Dillon move in with me, open a practice, adopt a child with Dillon, get a home, have a boat and also have a big camper/mobile home.
16. Ever had any crushes/ex's in the past/present?
Yeah, a couple. First guy I ever dated I was with twice, breaking up never hurt us we are still very close friends and I hold him close to my heart. I also dated a real jerk who broke my heart countless times before I finally ended it. The guy who told me Ex2 there was cheating on me also asked me out and we dated for a while too before he decided it would be all cool to just disappear from my life without a word. After him I swore off dating and I did go a while being single before lovethecake walked into my life and stole my heart.
17. Who's your best bud?
lovethecake
18. Alright, you got the cravin' for munchies, what'cha reachin' for?
Chips and dip.
19. Favorite drink?
Coke or root beer.
20. Favorite color?
Gray-blue
21. If you had any super power, what would it be?
To mimic all the powers of slenderman.
22. Favorite movie?
FFFFFFFFFFF I DONT KNOW OKAY THERES JUST SO MANYYY
23. Least favorite food?
Most fish. Cod particularly. Cod Au Gratin is the grossest shit ever.
24. Quick! You have only one meal left before you die!!! What is it?
An eight course meal with my boyfriend including both spaghetti and steak, as well as unlimited Olive Garden bread sticks.
25. What do you drive/wish you drove?
Smart car sadfsdf
26. Most disliked bug?
FUCKING BULLET ANTS AND JAPANESE HORNETS
27. Most hated pet peeve?
People that don't understand that other people have opinions and they should stop trying to shove their opinion in your face while pushing your own to the side cause they think you're wrong. That and people who chew really loudly. (just leaving strives answer here cuz mine is the same)
28. Biggest dislike in real life?
When people hit on me.
29. Most annoying?
My highschool back in NL
30. Most disliked TV show?
Basically everything on the Disney Chanel now...well..Phineas and ferb is alright...Is that even disney..idk xD (Again, leaving strives answer here)
18+ comic? YOU CAN BE IN IT!
General | Posted 13 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:25591218
guys seriously
you want to be in it.
YOU NEED TO BE IN IT.
guys seriously
you want to be in it.
YOU NEED TO BE IN IT.
heyyy guys
General | Posted 13 years agoso life
it's been kind of
busy.
Very busy actually. Between work and college I don't have time for a life. I havent drawn in GOD KNOWS HOW LONG.
Well thats not so true, I drew and alien for my chemistry teacher since it's her favorite movie.
ANYWAYS THE POINT IS
i am alive
and i havent been drawing
and i will
when summer comes
in a few weeks
it's been kind of
busy.
Very busy actually. Between work and college I don't have time for a life. I havent drawn in GOD KNOWS HOW LONG.
Well thats not so true, I drew and alien for my chemistry teacher since it's her favorite movie.
ANYWAYS THE POINT IS
i am alive
and i havent been drawing
and i will
when summer comes
in a few weeks
friends...?
General | Posted 14 years agoWho here considers me a friend?
Who would like to?
Seriously guys I feel like I don't have any.
I care a lot about bayou and achiga and of course i have lovethecake but side from him I never really talk to anybody
i want friends who are about me and will talk to me and cam on skype with me and stuff :c
So..anyone interested..?
Who would like to?
Seriously guys I feel like I don't have any.
I care a lot about bayou and achiga and of course i have lovethecake but side from him I never really talk to anybody
i want friends who are about me and will talk to me and cam on skype with me and stuff :c
So..anyone interested..?
Free wacom bamboo giveaway
General | Posted 14 years agoNew years meme! (learn a lot about me!)
General | Posted 14 years agoTaken from bayou u w u
1. What did you do in 2011 that you'd never done before?
Feel in love with a guy who treats me right <3
Discovered myself
Found and brought together a family
Graduated
Drank at a restaurant
Been to Florida
Went to a wedding
Sea World trip
Disneyland
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I did! My resolution last year was to stop talking bad about people I don't know.
3. How will you be spending New Year's Eve?
Partying with my dad and stepmom, spending time with my boyfriend
4. Did anyone close to you die?
No.
5. What countries did you visit?
America!
6. What would you like to have in 2012 that you lacked in 2011?
My boyfriend in my arms.
7. What date from 2011 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
June 8th, 11:30 PM Newfoundland time, sharp. The moment that lovethecake joined our lives into one <3
(Yeah I'm corny)
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Discovering myself and opening my mind to the world.
9. What was your biggest failure?
College. And I deeply regret it.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Pffffffffft. Don't get me started.
11. What was the best thing you bought?
A little husky plushy for lovethecake. The smiles I've seen on his face thanks to it <33
12. Where did most of your money go?
Food and lovethecake
13. What song will always remind you of 2011?
I can't give the name of it cuz idk what it's called but it played like every five minutes during the Florida trip.
14. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Putting effort into college.
15. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Getting distracted and being upset.
16. What was your favorite TV program?
Soul Eater omfg <3
17. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
I do. Two people I truly hate right now, one I knew before that and the other I hated almost from the moment I learned his name.
18. What was the best book you read?
FFFFFFF too many to list.
19. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Lady Gaga omfg THANK YOU DILLON.
20. What was your favorite film of this year?
HP deathly hallows part 2. SO MANY TEARS.
21. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
I was at college /all fucking day/ but skipped one class to go out for a drink and supper with my brother. Too bad he ate my food and I ended up paying for everything.
22. What kept you sane?
Dillon, music, buses.
23. Who did you miss?
Some friends from Newfoundland..
24. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2011:
Not everyone can be trusted, and I should not live my life thinking everyone is as nice as they appear.
1. What did you do in 2011 that you'd never done before?
Feel in love with a guy who treats me right <3
Discovered myself
Found and brought together a family
Graduated
Drank at a restaurant
Been to Florida
Went to a wedding
Sea World trip
Disneyland
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I did! My resolution last year was to stop talking bad about people I don't know.
3. How will you be spending New Year's Eve?
Partying with my dad and stepmom, spending time with my boyfriend
4. Did anyone close to you die?
No.
5. What countries did you visit?
America!
6. What would you like to have in 2012 that you lacked in 2011?
My boyfriend in my arms.
7. What date from 2011 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
June 8th, 11:30 PM Newfoundland time, sharp. The moment that lovethecake joined our lives into one <3
(Yeah I'm corny)
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Discovering myself and opening my mind to the world.
9. What was your biggest failure?
College. And I deeply regret it.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Pffffffffft. Don't get me started.
11. What was the best thing you bought?
A little husky plushy for lovethecake. The smiles I've seen on his face thanks to it <33
12. Where did most of your money go?
Food and lovethecake
13. What song will always remind you of 2011?
I can't give the name of it cuz idk what it's called but it played like every five minutes during the Florida trip.
14. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Putting effort into college.
15. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Getting distracted and being upset.
16. What was your favorite TV program?
Soul Eater omfg <3
17. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
I do. Two people I truly hate right now, one I knew before that and the other I hated almost from the moment I learned his name.
18. What was the best book you read?
FFFFFFF too many to list.
19. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Lady Gaga omfg THANK YOU DILLON.
20. What was your favorite film of this year?
HP deathly hallows part 2. SO MANY TEARS.
21. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
I was at college /all fucking day/ but skipped one class to go out for a drink and supper with my brother. Too bad he ate my food and I ended up paying for everything.
22. What kept you sane?
Dillon, music, buses.
23. Who did you miss?
Some friends from Newfoundland..
24. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2011:
Not everyone can be trusted, and I should not live my life thinking everyone is as nice as they appear.
Christmas was great!
General | Posted 14 years agoEveryone got up early and had tea and talked while we waited for the kids to get home. When they opened the gifts from me their reactions were great <3
Anyways, it was the afternoon that I really loved, I spent my entire night with lovethecake and zapora playing DnD and we all slept together on a conference call.
I had a great day u w u
Anyways, it was the afternoon that I really loved, I spent my entire night with lovethecake and zapora playing DnD and we all slept together on a conference call.
I had a great day u w u
COME AT ME BRO
General | Posted 14 years ago1. Tell you something I'll learn about you by looking at your FA page for 13 seconds.
2. Tell you which color you remind me of.
3. Tell you my first memory of you.
4. Tell you what Pokemon you remind me of.
5. Ask you something I've always wondered about you, and your answer has to be as vague as possible to keep the suspense.
6. Tell you my favorite thing about you.
7. Give you a weird nickname
8. Tell you what's on my shirt right now.
9. Challenge you to post this on your journal
2. Tell you which color you remind me of.
3. Tell you my first memory of you.
4. Tell you what Pokemon you remind me of.
5. Ask you something I've always wondered about you, and your answer has to be as vague as possible to keep the suspense.
6. Tell you my favorite thing about you.
7. Give you a weird nickname
8. Tell you what's on my shirt right now.
9. Challenge you to post this on your journal
FREE TAIL RAFFLE
General | Posted 14 years agoFree sketches closed + Life updates + Kiriban status
General | Posted 14 years ago
Free Sketches
So my free sketches are closed, I got myself some nice artists pencils and stuff and I'm set to go. Expect to see them sometime soon!
Life Updates
Some shit's gone down. Still jobless, had a few nibbles but I'm starving for money at this point. At least I finally found a friend irl who I can hang out with. we went and saw Happy Feet 2 last weekend and it was pretty great so thanks to gubru!
Kiriban
It's gettin pretty close. I don't remember what I offered as a price last time but You get a free limitless commission. (goo all out requesting whatever you want with a three character limit)
taking requests
General | Posted 14 years agoWIN A FREE COMMISSION WITH NO LIMITS! GET WHATEVER YOU WANT!
General | Posted 14 years agothe first person to post a picture, colored, of my fursona with all the correct markings gets a free commission, only restrictions are no fetishes, and three characters maximum.
GO GO GOOOOO
OH RIGHT, one rule: can NOT be front view. any other view is fine!
GO GO GOOOOO
OH RIGHT, one rule: can NOT be front view. any other view is fine!
Add me! I NEED FRIENDS
General | Posted 14 years ago
Msn: Chrome.kozar[at]live.com
Skype: KitsuKAPOW
AIM: Quirqe10990 (rarely use this)
GT: derpossum[at]gmail.com
Kiriban? + Life updates
General | Posted 14 years ago
KIRIBAN
Yeah so I'm thinking free commission (one character limit) to whoever gets my 500th PV. It'll be all nice and shaded and everything with a simple background (not like the one on Curiosity Killed the Cat). Good luck bromos.
LIFE UPDATES
Jobless still. Had two interviews and neither of them worked out. I've been handing out resume's like crazy and doing follow-ups and the works and still nothing. I'm getting desperate. I'm down to my last 200$ and I have to spend another 40$ later today for my months bus pass. The only good thing of the job situation is that I've gotten some good interview experience and it seems like places are at least interested in me. Here's hoping somewhere lets me past the interview stage!
As for visiting Dillon, not gunna happen. It hurts, but I have no money to do it. I'm closing my cheap-ass commissions and deciding to just to regular ones instead. I am, however, still accepting generous donations which will be rewarded with a free sketch, regardless of the amount (as long as it's over a dollar ; 3;)
Family situation shifted faster then a flash flood. I realize now just how much support I can get from my dad and step-mom and I shouldn't have ever doubted them the way I did. I think I let my brothers feelings blind me too much. But that wont happen anymore since he left. Packed his stuff during the ungodly hours of the morning and caught a flight across the country back to NL. I now have no friends, since he was the closest thing I had to one, but I also feel that now that he's gone I can open up more, since I wont be revolving my life too much around what he does. I can be independent now. Should be good for me. I hope anyway...
Help a brother out?
General | Posted 14 years agoSo guys. You know the deal, my job is gone and I really fucking need money so I can visit my boyfriend in December. At this point it's not something I just want with every fiber of my body, it's something I need. I need it.
So I'm going to open shaded fullbodies similar to my Doubledip and Oktober pictures for just 5$ CAD each.
Advertisement is appreciated fully too since I'm not a popufur.
I'm also accepting donations on paypal: BleedingXeyes[at]live.com
So I'm going to open shaded fullbodies similar to my Doubledip and Oktober pictures for just 5$ CAD each.
Advertisement is appreciated fully too since I'm not a popufur.
I'm also accepting donations on paypal: BleedingXeyes[at]live.com
quiz
General | Posted 14 years agotagged by 
Must post these rules (Very Important indeed).
2. Each person must post 11 things about themselves in their journal.
3. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post, and create eleven new questions for the people you tag to answer.
4. You have to choose 11 people to tag and post their icons on your journal.
5. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged him/her.
6. No tag backs.
7. No stuff in the tagging section about "you are tagged if you are reading this." You legitimately (AKA, really, truly, with all honesty) have to tag 11 people.
My Questions for You!
1. When is your birthday?
October 3rd!
2. What was the most embarrassing thing you ever did?
Be naked in front of someone and fail at passing.
3. Have you ever listened to and enjoyed Britney Spears, Backstreet Boys, or N'Sync?
...my childhood in three musical careers.
4. Have you ever seen 2 girls 1 cup?
...
5. Do you ever pee in the shower?
Not anymore...
6. How many days have you gone without showering?
Like three or four once when the well went dry back home :I
7. Have you ever stolen anything? If so What?
Pack of gum when I was five.
8. Have you ever snooped in someone else's stuff?
All the time.
9. Have you ever done any kind of drugs?
Ibuprofen.
10. When you blow your nose, do you ever look inside the kleenex, if so why?
Yes and I have no clue as to why.
11. What is your take on Public Display Of Affection?
Dillon better not mind it.
I have nobody to tag so ; A;

Must post these rules (Very Important indeed).
2. Each person must post 11 things about themselves in their journal.
3. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post, and create eleven new questions for the people you tag to answer.
4. You have to choose 11 people to tag and post their icons on your journal.
5. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged him/her.
6. No tag backs.
7. No stuff in the tagging section about "you are tagged if you are reading this." You legitimately (AKA, really, truly, with all honesty) have to tag 11 people.
My Questions for You!
1. When is your birthday?
October 3rd!
2. What was the most embarrassing thing you ever did?
Be naked in front of someone and fail at passing.
3. Have you ever listened to and enjoyed Britney Spears, Backstreet Boys, or N'Sync?
...my childhood in three musical careers.
4. Have you ever seen 2 girls 1 cup?
...
5. Do you ever pee in the shower?
Not anymore...
6. How many days have you gone without showering?
Like three or four once when the well went dry back home :I
7. Have you ever stolen anything? If so What?
Pack of gum when I was five.
8. Have you ever snooped in someone else's stuff?
All the time.
9. Have you ever done any kind of drugs?
Ibuprofen.
10. When you blow your nose, do you ever look inside the kleenex, if so why?
Yes and I have no clue as to why.
11. What is your take on Public Display Of Affection?
Dillon better not mind it.
I have nobody to tag so ; A;
stuff on my life
General | Posted 14 years agoSo I got my job at the pet store back, the only problem was that nobody TOLD me I did, so I fucked stuff up and lost it again.
Then I was told that I was fired for alienating my coworkers, failing to complete tasks assigned to me, and being rude and ignoring my supervisors. The shock of that was so big I was sent into the biggest panic attack I've ever had, hyperventilated and almost blacked out.
Now I'm on vacation trying to relax, so if course my body couldn't handle so much stress and I got sick, again.
At least my normally bad father has been really nice lately and even just walked outside in Deadmonton Alberta at night to get me some medicine.
Then I was told that I was fired for alienating my coworkers, failing to complete tasks assigned to me, and being rude and ignoring my supervisors. The shock of that was so big I was sent into the biggest panic attack I've ever had, hyperventilated and almost blacked out.
Now I'm on vacation trying to relax, so if course my body couldn't handle so much stress and I got sick, again.
At least my normally bad father has been really nice lately and even just walked outside in Deadmonton Alberta at night to get me some medicine.
my luck fucking continues
General | Posted 14 years agoI got fired today. Wouldnt have bothered me too much if he gave me a REAL reason for it other then "You're not fit to work in the pet industry."
I'm a fucking vet in training. Even if he had narrowed it to pet STORE industry. but no.
now im jobless. fucking GREAT. and i didnt want to make anything huge of it but to make things EVEN BETTER my dad is taking me back tomorrow and forcing the guy who fired me to apologize. He's going to yell in front of all the customers and other employees ( who by the way were nice to me ) and I can't get out of it. I have to go back to get my cheque and hand in my staff shirt.
fuck.
I'm a fucking vet in training. Even if he had narrowed it to pet STORE industry. but no.
now im jobless. fucking GREAT. and i didnt want to make anything huge of it but to make things EVEN BETTER my dad is taking me back tomorrow and forcing the guy who fired me to apologize. He's going to yell in front of all the customers and other employees ( who by the way were nice to me ) and I can't get out of it. I have to go back to get my cheque and hand in my staff shirt.
fuck.
so it was my birthday yesterday
General | Posted 14 years agoit was the worst birthday ever and im really sick now and fuck shit
Trades/Commissions/Requests/Collaborations
General | Posted 14 years ago
TRADES
Open to EVERYBODY
COMMISSIONS
Open to EVERYBODY
. Flatcolor . Sample . $15.00 CAD .
. Shaded . Sample . $20.00 CAD .
. Sketches . Sample . $5.00 CAD .
. Lined Sketches . No Sample . $10.00 CAD .
EXTRAS
. Detailed Background . $5.00 CAD .
. Multiple Characters . $5.00 CAD .
REQUESTS
Open to everyone
COLLABORATIONS
Open to FRIENDS
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