So, maybe things like regularly uploading are still a bit ambitious for me right now, but rest assured I have not given up on the dream. what dream? im not really entirely sure. But I know it involves a lot of you lovely kinky creatures.

And I am not about to let another nullvember pass me by thanks to perfectionism and overthinking.

i have also not been sitting entirely idle, so do please enjoy a bit of the backlog ive built up... or at least the ones Im not entirely ashamed of, and can admit to myself I wont likely be improving further. if any of them tickle your fancies (or other things), do let me know, it does wonders for the ol' self esteem.

And in the spirit of the season, late though I may be... I think its close enough to divulge that I am gonna do it, folks. Ive been on hormones for a year now, and hopefully before long Ill be null-gendered for really reals. It might be a bit to get through the red tape, but only the approval letters stand between me and a date with the surgeon, and I can finally feel like my real self.

Itll definitely keep being a challenge, socially and financially and medically... But thanks to support of some very kind creatures, some of whom may be reading this right now, I am for-once confident that I can get there. (though uh... I wouldnt say no to any commission requests or small donations thrown my way either.)

wish me luck!

Yeah, i know, i dunno. I have been having a real trouble actually putting stuff up online. if youre still following me, youre a saint, but gonna try and put as many things up here as I can. again.

Perhaps worrying less about quality level, and 'making up' for missing time, and i wont drop the ball for another 2 years x}

Trying to claw my way out of the grave again. Promise Im still not dead, honest.

At least I have the decent excuse of my computer dying this time. Its been replaced now, dont worry... but hey, you can always pitch a few gold my way for some more computo-bits.

Please enjoy these two works as proof of my continued vitality.

Also, trying to put in the effort to make thumbnails now. More confusing? less? Time (and complaints) will tell.

Sorry folks, let myself get all knotted up and unproductive over doodling again. trying to get back into the swing of it with more casual artings.

As such, enjoy two semi-sketches of yours truly removing things from creatures.

Only recently and with much practice, have I begun to feel my work might possibly be worth somebody paying for. my confidence was boosted immensely, being asked about that very thing.

So, with this post, I announce:

I am Accepting Commissions. I have prepared a simple price chart, available somewhere on my page, to the left of this journal

Will draw much of anything within my ability, though my own personal silly story canon is, of course, available.

looks like I've built up a few comments and whatnot while I was busy hiding.


Its not fair of me to ignore people who bother to look at my things, so ill be making the effort to reply more. even if its super dumb late. sorry about that.

Man, I am really bad at this whole 'putting things out on the internet' thing.

i'm gonna give it another shot, though. I have too much smut in my head, of too strange a vintage, to keep to myself. perhaps somebody else out there enjoys it as well.

leave me comments if that person is you!