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CALLING ALL MOMS!!!
General | Posted 8 years agoCALLING ALL MOTHERS!!! Join us this Thursday as Poonya & Space celebrate mom's everywhere.
If you're a mom in the fandom or your mom knows about you being a furry, then we want to hear from them. Share us your story and your thoughts. Tell us what being a mom means to you and maybe share your embarrassing stories of your kids. (pictures are encouraged)
Email us at FurMedia11[at]gmail.com subject Moms by Thursday at 12pm EST.
Celebrating Moms
Tuesday 5/11/17
7pm PST/ 10pm EST
Watch It LIVE: https://t.co/JiYGz5Fiow
If you're a mom in the fandom or your mom knows about you being a furry, then we want to hear from them. Share us your story and your thoughts. Tell us what being a mom means to you and maybe share your embarrassing stories of your kids. (pictures are encouraged)
Email us at FurMedia11[at]gmail.com subject Moms by Thursday at 12pm EST.
Celebrating Moms
Tuesday 5/11/17
7pm PST/ 10pm EST
Watch It LIVE: https://t.co/JiYGz5Fiow
1 in 50,000.....Anyone out there?
General | Posted 8 years agoThis is a desperate cry for help. I have XXY also known as Kleinfelters Syndrome. 1 out of 50,000 men have this gene and I call it a curse. Its hard to explain because there's so much to explain. I have asked to be in groups both exclusive and organizations and I get no response. I feel alone in this quest because only those who have this gene will understand how i feel. I just want to talk with someone and I can't even get that. I have questions and I need answers and I can't get them. I can't tell you how frustrated I am.
Please If you're out there, I need help and I don't want to feel alone. Please pass this message to anyone and everyone.
Please If you're out there, I need help and I don't want to feel alone. Please pass this message to anyone and everyone.
From Nothing To Something
General | Posted 9 years agoEven I'm blown away by the impacts I have made in this life alone
Growing up was difficult for me in the sense that my mother sought to find a cure for whatever learning disability I had. If only she had thought about Kleinfelters Syndrome and to get a specific DNA test, but such info wasnt rapidly available at that time. During my childhood I spent most of my educating years in private schools, home school, and special education. I went to shrinks and special doctors, from medications to therapy. All of this to make sure I had a chance in school and life. I for the most part don't like talking about it and unless I feel it to be needed, I may open up a little. I Look back now and I feel frustrated because I now hold the answer at age 30 as to why I was different then. There's nothing i can do now to change the past, so now I walk this road with my husband trying to be optimistic of the future. I was told I wouldn't graduate high school or that I wouldn't have a bright future because of my learning problems. I didnt think anything of it then, but now i see the mental damage that was done and I choose not bring it up or just forget about it. But if that wasn't difficult enough already, making friends or even having friends was pure luck. Just imagine being the outcast or the akward one (not by choice) and not having friends.......But that was a long time ago and I have changed into a more happy me and somewhat a successful me.
In my lifetime I have seen my fair share of tragic and sad events. My parents divorced when I was in 4th or 5th grade and It was a messy event. See my father is a dentist and like the stereotypical man he was, he would often have sex with his dental assistants or patients. So he basically cheated on my mom and his family and while I wish that was the end of it, sadly this is where I'm somewhat mentally scarred. My father would take me to his mystery women's homes and I would play downstairs while he was upstairs. I learned later about the real reason he went and visited his "patients" or "lady friends". I don't know why I didnt say anything to my mom or if i even comprehended what was going on. Maybe he said something to me that struck me with fear and from then on out i chose to forget it and even now I don't know. Other dramas in my life was witnessing a mans suicide in the pool, seeing my brother do a dirt bike trick into a pond that knocked him unconscious and almost seeing him die, and lastly of course my mom getting diagnosed with a cancer so mysterious that modern medicine couldn't cure it. Iv seen death in many different cases that i wish i havn't.
Fast forward to 2017 and I look at myself much differently. I see a man who has been successful, works hard for his rewards, uses his mistakes to become a better person, and has friends that love him. I'm shocked honestly to see where I am today because despite all the bad in my life, I have managed to be positive and not be that kid years and years ago.
When I had found the fandom (story for a future post), I found people just like me. I couldn't believe it, I started making friends. It felt like i entered a world of possibility and optimism. There were other people like me who also had hard times and still managed to be happy. From that day forward I kinda evolved into this person from inside of me that I didnt know existed. The furry fandom granted me a 2nd chance of life. I created a podcast that at the time was geared up to help people like me who just became a furry to navigate the fandom. I called it FurMedia. Since the creation of FurMedia, I didnt know I was making an impact on other people. I started to realize I was becoming a lighthouse for those to seek safety and comfort. As FurMedia grew bigger, I myself became more mature and turned into this quirky, fun loving, and confident person.
To this day I thank the fandom as if it were a person because it gave me a new life and purpose. Now of course I'v done my best to stay out of the spotlight when I can. I like working behind the scenes and being a host of a really fun show, but that doesn't mean I want to be popular because of it. It never has been about the popularity, its been about the journey. Because of that, I can produce an organic show true to my heart. I can enjoy my friendships, my team, my job, and my husband. I can produce a show with the listeners in mind.
So there you have it, a small history of me and why I am the person I am today.
Sincerely,
SpaceBear Sparx
Growing up was difficult for me in the sense that my mother sought to find a cure for whatever learning disability I had. If only she had thought about Kleinfelters Syndrome and to get a specific DNA test, but such info wasnt rapidly available at that time. During my childhood I spent most of my educating years in private schools, home school, and special education. I went to shrinks and special doctors, from medications to therapy. All of this to make sure I had a chance in school and life. I for the most part don't like talking about it and unless I feel it to be needed, I may open up a little. I Look back now and I feel frustrated because I now hold the answer at age 30 as to why I was different then. There's nothing i can do now to change the past, so now I walk this road with my husband trying to be optimistic of the future. I was told I wouldn't graduate high school or that I wouldn't have a bright future because of my learning problems. I didnt think anything of it then, but now i see the mental damage that was done and I choose not bring it up or just forget about it. But if that wasn't difficult enough already, making friends or even having friends was pure luck. Just imagine being the outcast or the akward one (not by choice) and not having friends.......But that was a long time ago and I have changed into a more happy me and somewhat a successful me.
In my lifetime I have seen my fair share of tragic and sad events. My parents divorced when I was in 4th or 5th grade and It was a messy event. See my father is a dentist and like the stereotypical man he was, he would often have sex with his dental assistants or patients. So he basically cheated on my mom and his family and while I wish that was the end of it, sadly this is where I'm somewhat mentally scarred. My father would take me to his mystery women's homes and I would play downstairs while he was upstairs. I learned later about the real reason he went and visited his "patients" or "lady friends". I don't know why I didnt say anything to my mom or if i even comprehended what was going on. Maybe he said something to me that struck me with fear and from then on out i chose to forget it and even now I don't know. Other dramas in my life was witnessing a mans suicide in the pool, seeing my brother do a dirt bike trick into a pond that knocked him unconscious and almost seeing him die, and lastly of course my mom getting diagnosed with a cancer so mysterious that modern medicine couldn't cure it. Iv seen death in many different cases that i wish i havn't.
Fast forward to 2017 and I look at myself much differently. I see a man who has been successful, works hard for his rewards, uses his mistakes to become a better person, and has friends that love him. I'm shocked honestly to see where I am today because despite all the bad in my life, I have managed to be positive and not be that kid years and years ago.
When I had found the fandom (story for a future post), I found people just like me. I couldn't believe it, I started making friends. It felt like i entered a world of possibility and optimism. There were other people like me who also had hard times and still managed to be happy. From that day forward I kinda evolved into this person from inside of me that I didnt know existed. The furry fandom granted me a 2nd chance of life. I created a podcast that at the time was geared up to help people like me who just became a furry to navigate the fandom. I called it FurMedia. Since the creation of FurMedia, I didnt know I was making an impact on other people. I started to realize I was becoming a lighthouse for those to seek safety and comfort. As FurMedia grew bigger, I myself became more mature and turned into this quirky, fun loving, and confident person.
To this day I thank the fandom as if it were a person because it gave me a new life and purpose. Now of course I'v done my best to stay out of the spotlight when I can. I like working behind the scenes and being a host of a really fun show, but that doesn't mean I want to be popular because of it. It never has been about the popularity, its been about the journey. Because of that, I can produce an organic show true to my heart. I can enjoy my friendships, my team, my job, and my husband. I can produce a show with the listeners in mind.
So there you have it, a small history of me and why I am the person I am today.
Sincerely,
SpaceBear Sparx
I Has Twitter!
General | Posted 9 years agoHey everyone,
I have my twitter set up now finally. I hardly used it because i basically use FurMedias account the most.
ADD ME: https://twitter.com/SpaceBearSparx
ADD ME: https://twitter.com/SpaceBearSparx
ADD ME: https://twitter.com/SpaceBearSparx
ADD ME: https://twitter.com/SpaceBearSparx
ADD ME: https://twitter.com/SpaceBearSparx
I have my twitter set up now finally. I hardly used it because i basically use FurMedias account the most.
ADD ME: https://twitter.com/SpaceBearSparx
ADD ME: https://twitter.com/SpaceBearSparx
ADD ME: https://twitter.com/SpaceBearSparx
ADD ME: https://twitter.com/SpaceBearSparx
ADD ME: https://twitter.com/SpaceBearSparx
~BLFC 2016 Meme~
General | Posted 9 years agoWhere are you staying?
Grand Sierra Resort.
What day are you getting there?
Thursday.
How are you traveling?
Driving, 8 hours.
Who will you be rooming with?
SpaceDogSpiff & My husband 
felixthegray
Are there any panels you might be attending?
Yes, I'm also running a panel click here for info http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19872839/.
What do you look like?
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19567780/
Will you be suiting?
No
What is your gender?
Male.
How tall are you?
6'4"
Can I talk to you?
YES PLEASE
Can I touch you?
High fives and light hugs (I recently sustained a dislocated rib injury)
I will be roaming around and running a panel and possibly in the game lounge.
Can I buy you drinks?
That would pretty awesome
Can I give you stuff?
Yes Please
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
So long as it’s appropriate.
Are you nice?
Of course
Do you have an artist table?
No.
Will you be going to parties?
If I’m invited. D: I don’t invite myself to things, no matter how close the friend. I think it’s rude to do so.
Will you be performing?
I will be attending the FoxAmoore & Pepper Coyote concert
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
If you see me, just yell, "SPAAAAACCCCCCCCE or "FURMEDIA!"
Can I look in your sketchbook?
I don’t keep one.
Can I draw in your sketchbook?
I DON’T KEEP ONE.
Can I take your picture?
Yes! And please send me a copy! =D
What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
Connect with our fans and followers, expand our team which means we're looking for more staff, and enjoying myself
Grand Sierra Resort.
What day are you getting there?
Thursday.
How are you traveling?
Driving, 8 hours.
Who will you be rooming with?
SpaceDogSpiff & My husband 
felixthegrayAre there any panels you might be attending?
Yes, I'm also running a panel click here for info http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19872839/.
What do you look like?
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19567780/
Will you be suiting?
No
What is your gender?
Male.
How tall are you?
6'4"
Can I talk to you?
YES PLEASE
Can I touch you?
High fives and light hugs (I recently sustained a dislocated rib injury)
I will be roaming around and running a panel and possibly in the game lounge.
Can I buy you drinks?
That would pretty awesome
Can I give you stuff?
Yes Please
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
So long as it’s appropriate.
Are you nice?
Of course
Do you have an artist table?
No.
Will you be going to parties?
If I’m invited. D: I don’t invite myself to things, no matter how close the friend. I think it’s rude to do so.
Will you be performing?
I will be attending the FoxAmoore & Pepper Coyote concert
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
If you see me, just yell, "SPAAAAACCCCCCCCE or "FURMEDIA!"
Can I look in your sketchbook?
I don’t keep one.
Can I draw in your sketchbook?
I DON’T KEEP ONE.
Can I take your picture?
Yes! And please send me a copy! =D
What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
Connect with our fans and followers, expand our team which means we're looking for more staff, and enjoying myself
I LOST THE GAME
General | Posted 9 years ago~Cancer's A Bitch~ It Happened Again
General | Posted 9 years ago**These are the thoughts in my head and this is how i can express them for all to read**
Its ironic tat i write this journal because i dont know where else to release my thoughts without judgement not that i would be or something but i just need my thoughts to go somewhere. But the irony? Well i look over at at my past journals and the last time i updated something of major trauma in relation to cancer was no joke March 5th, 2015 titled ~Mom Is Sick~. So the irony here is that this time i'm unloading my thoughts about bad news i got this morning from oddly enough my mother mother via a phone call that my eldest brother aka "The Leader" of the family was just diagnosed with Thyroid Cancer. Its literally 1 year apart within the same month..............WHAT THE FUCK..........................Its obviously not a joke, but seriously.
I just dont know how im supposed to feel or what im supposed to think. I guess im frustrated and i have every right to be mad and angry with god and whoever else i want to be. I mean come on world, what else do you want to throw at our family, its not like you havnt ripped it apart before with my father who caused caused such pain with a messy divorce and family life growing up. My life for sure wasnt a cake walk and it still isnt. My eldest brother Mark doesnt deserve this burden on himself or his family. He earned everything he has now and he's been there for family (well except for me when i came out of the closet, but family is family just remember that). If anyone deserves to be stricken or punished with cancer, its the man who caused much of the pain in my life......My Father. I know its wishful and cruel thinking and there's no justifying it, but its just not fair. Who's next? Todd, Chad, Angela, or Me? There's a very good chance its in our family genetics and at some point in time one of us will get the call or be the one calling.
I think its safe to say I'm scared and I want to cry and im crying as i type this out. But we all must keep marching forward.
Its ironic tat i write this journal because i dont know where else to release my thoughts without judgement not that i would be or something but i just need my thoughts to go somewhere. But the irony? Well i look over at at my past journals and the last time i updated something of major trauma in relation to cancer was no joke March 5th, 2015 titled ~Mom Is Sick~. So the irony here is that this time i'm unloading my thoughts about bad news i got this morning from oddly enough my mother mother via a phone call that my eldest brother aka "The Leader" of the family was just diagnosed with Thyroid Cancer. Its literally 1 year apart within the same month..............WHAT THE FUCK..........................Its obviously not a joke, but seriously.
I just dont know how im supposed to feel or what im supposed to think. I guess im frustrated and i have every right to be mad and angry with god and whoever else i want to be. I mean come on world, what else do you want to throw at our family, its not like you havnt ripped it apart before with my father who caused caused such pain with a messy divorce and family life growing up. My life for sure wasnt a cake walk and it still isnt. My eldest brother Mark doesnt deserve this burden on himself or his family. He earned everything he has now and he's been there for family (well except for me when i came out of the closet, but family is family just remember that). If anyone deserves to be stricken or punished with cancer, its the man who caused much of the pain in my life......My Father. I know its wishful and cruel thinking and there's no justifying it, but its just not fair. Who's next? Todd, Chad, Angela, or Me? There's a very good chance its in our family genetics and at some point in time one of us will get the call or be the one calling.
I think its safe to say I'm scared and I want to cry and im crying as i type this out. But we all must keep marching forward.
Words, Words, WORDS!
General | Posted 10 years agoSometimes i wonder what i say here ends up on twitter, facebook, or someone elses FA.....I mean i know I'm on someones bad list at some point in time. Lets face it....I'm going to offend someone regardless of any precaution i take that or people just love bagging on people because in reality their lives just suck in general and picking on others just make them feel better especially when making statements behind their computer.
I mean one could consider it as slander or being dragged through the mud or possibly back stabbing from butt hurt past associates who are too lazy to make their own decisions but rather follow their crowd of friends because their afraid of losing them as a friend or perhaps theyre really just super stubborn. I have come across many of those types of people and iv tried to mend bridges but ya know, people will be sheep and helpless villagers and turn their backs on you the second you become a "red flag" in their circle of friends. So instead of being the bigger person and saying something, they just delete you and cut ties all together and then go and complain about you with their "clique".
Regardless of the conversation being good or bad, I made it into their "tweet" or "update" and that for me is a win. Sure you may be like What? Has Space gone crazy? And I say Nay because i rise above it and brush it off like it aint no thang. They're so miserable with their own situations, that they complain about other people they dont like and it some how makes them feel better. WRONG! We all know it doesnt work that way. We have all been there, i mean sure iv done it and i know others and hundreds of thousands of people around the world have done it as well. Yes it feels good in the moment to say something mean or rude about something or someone because it makes you feel bigger, better, and possibly popular.
So in conclusion this is targeted to everyone who has ever been simply put...... a Dick/Douche to anyone. Just be aware of your actions because they do have consequences......And remember, i would know.
P.S.- I do have eyes and ears everywhere with multiple burner profiles on most social networks.
-JediKnightSpace
I mean one could consider it as slander or being dragged through the mud or possibly back stabbing from butt hurt past associates who are too lazy to make their own decisions but rather follow their crowd of friends because their afraid of losing them as a friend or perhaps theyre really just super stubborn. I have come across many of those types of people and iv tried to mend bridges but ya know, people will be sheep and helpless villagers and turn their backs on you the second you become a "red flag" in their circle of friends. So instead of being the bigger person and saying something, they just delete you and cut ties all together and then go and complain about you with their "clique".
Regardless of the conversation being good or bad, I made it into their "tweet" or "update" and that for me is a win. Sure you may be like What? Has Space gone crazy? And I say Nay because i rise above it and brush it off like it aint no thang. They're so miserable with their own situations, that they complain about other people they dont like and it some how makes them feel better. WRONG! We all know it doesnt work that way. We have all been there, i mean sure iv done it and i know others and hundreds of thousands of people around the world have done it as well. Yes it feels good in the moment to say something mean or rude about something or someone because it makes you feel bigger, better, and possibly popular.
So in conclusion this is targeted to everyone who has ever been simply put...... a Dick/Douche to anyone. Just be aware of your actions because they do have consequences......And remember, i would know.
P.S.- I do have eyes and ears everywhere with multiple burner profiles on most social networks.
-JediKnightSpace
~Mom Is Sick~ Update #1
General | Posted 11 years ago*Sigh* I'v known for a few weeks now that my mom has been sick. She was diagnosed with Lupus. Basically Lupus is an immune deficiency disease or an auto-immune that wipes out your ability to fight viruses and such. The body attacks itself. This leaves my moms body defenseless against even the most mild cold that one could get over in days, it could send her to the hospital where it could be fatal.
Right around the same time she was diagnosed with Lupus, i got the flu and then a cold right after that. i was quarantined to my rooms and still am to this very day as i recover from them. I work, come home, go to one of my rooms, work on furmedia, play a game, go to sleep, then go to work. I dont use the kitchen anymore and my wallet is slowly diminishing because i eat out now all the time. i talk to my mom from a distance and text her daily. My rooms look like iv been living out of them for years. its not living, its surviving at this point. Its put such an emotional drain on me to the point i just want to come home and sleep.
Within the last week, my mom got a bone marrow biopsy that was supposed to tell her what kind of Lupus she had and how severe it was, but the results came back faster than expected and the news was that the marrow was 95% cancer. My heart sank and i fell to a whole new low. i went into work and grabbed my boss and demanded a hug as she dragged me into the elevator where i just cried into her shoulders outloud saying "i dont want to lose my mom" "this can;t be happening, she's gone through so much already in this life, why is she being punished with this". it was one emotional break down after another and it still is. I got the news the day i was supposed to broadcast Cosplayers of the Fandom and there was no way i could perform my best.
Now we wait. we wait to have scans done to see what kind of lymphoma cancer it is. is it Hodgkins or Non-Hodgkins, we wont know till the scans get done. The scary part is that with her age and the condition she's in, chemo could go really good or really bad. My mom has fought some battles in her life, bt i dont know if she can fight this one. People keep telling me that i just need to support her and have faith, but even now my faith in a god starts to fade. What kind of god would keep throwing life battles at a woman like this? She needs a break, she needs comfort, not more crap. With me being mormon, questioning god is a big no-no, but now i feel its fair to.
Im just scared, plainly scared. Im scared im going to lose my mother. im scared im going to get that phone call or text that moms in the hospital, come quick. I should be strong, but right now i feel like im losing my mind.
So thats where im at right now. Im going to continue to work on
furmedia the best I can and bring shows to the fans as much as i can. I do ask though when i need to step away from it or or need a moment, that you all respect it and be there in support. I don't ever ask for help unless i feel i really need it, and man do i feel like i could use the love and hugs right now of comfort. I'll be searching for others who have gone or are currently going through the same thing as loved ones they know have a cancer. i need to know how to support, i need to know how to prepare for the worst.
Thank you for understanding if you do. I rarely open up like this publicly, but i feel its one of many ways to help me through this and relieve some feelings.
Love always,
SpaceBear Sparx
Right around the same time she was diagnosed with Lupus, i got the flu and then a cold right after that. i was quarantined to my rooms and still am to this very day as i recover from them. I work, come home, go to one of my rooms, work on furmedia, play a game, go to sleep, then go to work. I dont use the kitchen anymore and my wallet is slowly diminishing because i eat out now all the time. i talk to my mom from a distance and text her daily. My rooms look like iv been living out of them for years. its not living, its surviving at this point. Its put such an emotional drain on me to the point i just want to come home and sleep.
Within the last week, my mom got a bone marrow biopsy that was supposed to tell her what kind of Lupus she had and how severe it was, but the results came back faster than expected and the news was that the marrow was 95% cancer. My heart sank and i fell to a whole new low. i went into work and grabbed my boss and demanded a hug as she dragged me into the elevator where i just cried into her shoulders outloud saying "i dont want to lose my mom" "this can;t be happening, she's gone through so much already in this life, why is she being punished with this". it was one emotional break down after another and it still is. I got the news the day i was supposed to broadcast Cosplayers of the Fandom and there was no way i could perform my best.
Now we wait. we wait to have scans done to see what kind of lymphoma cancer it is. is it Hodgkins or Non-Hodgkins, we wont know till the scans get done. The scary part is that with her age and the condition she's in, chemo could go really good or really bad. My mom has fought some battles in her life, bt i dont know if she can fight this one. People keep telling me that i just need to support her and have faith, but even now my faith in a god starts to fade. What kind of god would keep throwing life battles at a woman like this? She needs a break, she needs comfort, not more crap. With me being mormon, questioning god is a big no-no, but now i feel its fair to.
Im just scared, plainly scared. Im scared im going to lose my mother. im scared im going to get that phone call or text that moms in the hospital, come quick. I should be strong, but right now i feel like im losing my mind.
So thats where im at right now. Im going to continue to work on
furmedia the best I can and bring shows to the fans as much as i can. I do ask though when i need to step away from it or or need a moment, that you all respect it and be there in support. I don't ever ask for help unless i feel i really need it, and man do i feel like i could use the love and hugs right now of comfort. I'll be searching for others who have gone or are currently going through the same thing as loved ones they know have a cancer. i need to know how to support, i need to know how to prepare for the worst.Thank you for understanding if you do. I rarely open up like this publicly, but i feel its one of many ways to help me through this and relieve some feelings.
Love always,
SpaceBear Sparx
MFF 2014 Meme
General | Posted 11 years agoWhere are you staying?
Main Hotel, The Hyatt
What day are you getting there?
Thursday evening.
How are you traveling?
Flying, of course!
Who will you be rooming with?
Mavuriku 
Ashaya & 
fluff-kevlar
What is the best way to find you?
Look for my furmedia badge. I will be roaming the con floor in a Santa hat with the name "space" written on it.
Are there any panels you might be attending?
I am hosting the FurMedia panel "Convention Horror Stories" on Saturday with 2 Gryphon, Diffurently, Pandez Panda, & Rahne Kallon
What do you look like?
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/15033575/
Will you be suiting?
No
Do you do free art?
No
Do you do trades?
No!
Do you do badges?
No!!
What is your gender?
Male
How tall are you?
6' 4"
Can I talk to you?
YES! PLEASE CHAT WITH ME
Can I touch you?
Thats an odd question to ask but the answer is no
How can I find you?
You asked this already.
Can I visit your room?
Id rather not, but im more than happy to sit and chat with ya somewhere if i have time
Can I buy you drinks?
Sure.....If your of age
Can I give you stuff?
Sure, I love gifts and i love giving back.
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Hugs are always welcome along with epic high fives and on the spot secret made up hand shakes
Are you nice?
Yes, I'm tall and pleasantly plump but dont let that fool you
Do you have an artist table?
No.
Will you be going to parties?
Depends if i get invited
Will you be performing?
No.
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
yell my name "SPACE!!!!!!!!!!!"
Where will you be most of the time during the day/s?
I'll be attending panels and meeting people and observing
What/where will you be eating?
I have not figure this out yet
Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
Yes, just dont be akward or anything because then it makes me feel uncomfortable
Can I look in your sketchbook?
All my designs are on my computer
Can I draw in your sketchbook?
Good luck
Can I take your picture?
Please do, but i get the option of a sassy pose
What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
Meet the guests we've had on the show, meet our fan base, meet new people and who knows.
Main Hotel, The Hyatt
What day are you getting there?
Thursday evening.
How are you traveling?
Flying, of course!
Who will you be rooming with?
Mavuriku 
Ashaya & 
fluff-kevlarWhat is the best way to find you?
Look for my furmedia badge. I will be roaming the con floor in a Santa hat with the name "space" written on it.
Are there any panels you might be attending?
I am hosting the FurMedia panel "Convention Horror Stories" on Saturday with 2 Gryphon, Diffurently, Pandez Panda, & Rahne Kallon
What do you look like?
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/15033575/
Will you be suiting?
No
Do you do free art?
No
Do you do trades?
No!
Do you do badges?
No!!
What is your gender?
Male
How tall are you?
6' 4"
Can I talk to you?
YES! PLEASE CHAT WITH ME
Can I touch you?
Thats an odd question to ask but the answer is no
How can I find you?
You asked this already.
Can I visit your room?
Id rather not, but im more than happy to sit and chat with ya somewhere if i have time
Can I buy you drinks?
Sure.....If your of age
Can I give you stuff?
Sure, I love gifts and i love giving back.
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Hugs are always welcome along with epic high fives and on the spot secret made up hand shakes
Are you nice?
Yes, I'm tall and pleasantly plump but dont let that fool you
Do you have an artist table?
No.
Will you be going to parties?
Depends if i get invited
Will you be performing?
No.
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
yell my name "SPACE!!!!!!!!!!!"
Where will you be most of the time during the day/s?
I'll be attending panels and meeting people and observing
What/where will you be eating?
I have not figure this out yet
Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
Yes, just dont be akward or anything because then it makes me feel uncomfortable
Can I look in your sketchbook?
All my designs are on my computer
Can I draw in your sketchbook?
Good luck
Can I take your picture?
Please do, but i get the option of a sassy pose
What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
Meet the guests we've had on the show, meet our fan base, meet new people and who knows.
BABY CRAZY
General | Posted 11 years agoUsually you only find this term with women, but I to and feeling the sensation in wanting a baby or a kid. Since I'v been in this relationship with my boyfriend, we have had chats about our future in wanting kids. Everytime i see baby's or kids, Im overcome with the wanting of one and raising a family. You know....to carry on the family legacy and all. I also want to have a chance to raise a child with Felix and give them something i never really had and that was 2 parents when growing up.
I guess it also doesn't help that I;v been watching "Call The Midwife" (a fantastic show on netflix) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aVfdZevxf_o and "What to expect when youre expecting"(pretty great movie) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EpnMkGGd_rQ.
So i want to know, do you ever get baby crazy or the want to raise a family of your with someone you love?
I guess it also doesn't help that I;v been watching "Call The Midwife" (a fantastic show on netflix) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aVfdZevxf_o and "What to expect when youre expecting"(pretty great movie) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EpnMkGGd_rQ.
So i want to know, do you ever get baby crazy or the want to raise a family of your with someone you love?
LBGT Mormon Furries
General | Posted 11 years agoSo i recently posted this on my RL facebook account
"Today was a nice calm day. I went to church for the 1st time in years with Felix Gray and my mother. Felix and i were invited for a special combined meeting during 3rd hour of church because our bishop had put together a lesson on acceptance towards to LGBT community in its own wards and such. Iv never heard or seen anyone willing to go out on the limb like this, and although Felix nor my mother saw it, i did cry a bit because for once in a long time, i felt accepted. More so, i know i can bring Felix to my ward now in the future knowing we're accepted. grant it we didnt hold hands out of respect, but its a baby step and a big one if i might add.
To those out there who think mormons think as one or that we're all close minded, I pity you. I wish i could show you what i felt today but i can't and only one day i hope they see we're not one people, but millions of people with different opinions, choices, and thoughts. Not once have i come to you and said you're choice in religious belief is wrong or that all people in that belief are horrible. Its not my place to judge.
So all in all as it may come to a shock to some of you, I am mormon and i will always be mormon. Though i may not follow some of the rules and yes im gay, I'm damn proud to be a member of The Church Of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints."
My quest to find acceptance in mormon furry groups arent going as well as i expected. Im calling out to all of you in the LGBT community who are furries and mormon, If you're out there, if there is a group for us or should we create one, let me know.
"Today was a nice calm day. I went to church for the 1st time in years with Felix Gray and my mother. Felix and i were invited for a special combined meeting during 3rd hour of church because our bishop had put together a lesson on acceptance towards to LGBT community in its own wards and such. Iv never heard or seen anyone willing to go out on the limb like this, and although Felix nor my mother saw it, i did cry a bit because for once in a long time, i felt accepted. More so, i know i can bring Felix to my ward now in the future knowing we're accepted. grant it we didnt hold hands out of respect, but its a baby step and a big one if i might add.
To those out there who think mormons think as one or that we're all close minded, I pity you. I wish i could show you what i felt today but i can't and only one day i hope they see we're not one people, but millions of people with different opinions, choices, and thoughts. Not once have i come to you and said you're choice in religious belief is wrong or that all people in that belief are horrible. Its not my place to judge.
So all in all as it may come to a shock to some of you, I am mormon and i will always be mormon. Though i may not follow some of the rules and yes im gay, I'm damn proud to be a member of The Church Of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints."
My quest to find acceptance in mormon furry groups arent going as well as i expected. Im calling out to all of you in the LGBT community who are furries and mormon, If you're out there, if there is a group for us or should we create one, let me know.
Popularity, Does it matter?
General | Posted 11 years agoIv often wondered about the topic itself. Some have come to me and said I'm a popfur and others have disagreed. The only reason i would be is because i run FurMedia and im one of the hosts as well. Other than that i dont fursuit, i hardly go to conventions and i work most of the time. Im just a furry out there having fun with an ongoing project and somewhat social life offline.
But the big question is here, does it really matter what my social status is? Should i give 2 flips whether im popular or not? I think it depends on the person itself. I know for me, yeah having my moment in the spotlight is nice, but not all the time. Id rather be known in the fandom for what i do and how i represent myself in this world than be popular because i won a dance comp or because someone dropped my name or something.
I guess what im getting at is it doesnt matter to me. Iv never gotten really excited about celebs because theyre just regular people in my eyes. But im torn between not wanting it and letting it happen. As the founder of and the host, its my responsibility to get us out there and for people to come watch our show. And because mavuriku and I host the show, we naturally gain that attention because of how we are when we go live. We both love putting on a show for you all to watch and share with your friends. I honestly get the biggest rush when i see people sharing our content because then i know whatever we're is working and 2 years of hard work is paying off finally.
I dont know, i guess in the end, I cant really control what will happen. Being popular as an individual doesnt matter to me.
But the big question is here, does it really matter what my social status is? Should i give 2 flips whether im popular or not? I think it depends on the person itself. I know for me, yeah having my moment in the spotlight is nice, but not all the time. Id rather be known in the fandom for what i do and how i represent myself in this world than be popular because i won a dance comp or because someone dropped my name or something.
I guess what im getting at is it doesnt matter to me. Iv never gotten really excited about celebs because theyre just regular people in my eyes. But im torn between not wanting it and letting it happen. As the founder of
and the host, its my responsibility to get us out there and for people to come watch our show. And because mavuriku and I host the show, we naturally gain that attention because of how we are when we go live. We both love putting on a show for you all to watch and share with your friends. I honestly get the biggest rush when i see people sharing our content because then i know whatever we're is working and 2 years of hard work is paying off finally.I dont know, i guess in the end, I cant really control what will happen. Being popular as an individual doesnt matter to me.
The future of the fandom???
General | Posted 11 years agoIv been in the fandom for a few years and seen trends come and go, but i often wonder what the future holds for this fandom. Will it be bigger than comic con, will we mainstream, or perhaps something else? Tell me what you think will happen in the fandon in the next......oh i dont know lets say 10 years?
Fursuit Dancer?
General | Posted 11 years agoI think given the time to get back into shape and find the right songs, i could actually pull off a good fursuit dance. However it would be more of a 1-2 minute performance that wasnt geared to win, but rather just have fun. Im not a huge fan of this pop and lock and techno dance style and its unfortunate that its pretty much all we see in these competitions when there's so much more than can be done. I watched a video of a recent fur con where it was just too much. The music was sped up and i felt like it was like watching a glow stick rave on steroids.
Where's the pairs dancing? Why no latin ballroom style? That there has to be one of the most passionate forms of dance style. I would know, i took ballroom and my brothers were ballroom champions at their colleges. Im i guess it does take more foot work and actual dance experience to even pull it off, but i think it would just be the tits if i could see it done.
but anyways, thats my rant on fursuit dancing
Where's the pairs dancing? Why no latin ballroom style? That there has to be one of the most passionate forms of dance style. I would know, i took ballroom and my brothers were ballroom champions at their colleges. Im i guess it does take more foot work and actual dance experience to even pull it off, but i think it would just be the tits if i could see it done.
but anyways, thats my rant on fursuit dancing
Anti-Social........Im Glad
General | Posted 11 years agoI find it interesting that years ago i used to be all over facebook with posts and interacting with people left and right. Id be chatting with friends all the time.....Now? Now i just check facebook, check out the pages i run, do business, chat with my boyfriend day and night and thats about it. Iv gone from super social to anti-social....Online that is.
Even more interesting is that i used to be not that social in person. Yeah we'd be coworkers but outside of work id be reclusive. Now? Now im more social than i have ever been before. I prefer to chat with people and i go to Wednesday & Saturday game nights because i enjoy others company and playing fun games and chit chatting.
Sure iv grown as a person, but when i look back i just think this is a bit fascinating. Im more outgoing and I'm proud of who I am. Perhaps its the friends i have now and the fandom I'm apart of today that has evolved me to be the person i am today. Either way in the end im somewhat glad iv become more anti-social online these days, because now i get to view the world in a more realistic way.
Even more interesting is that i used to be not that social in person. Yeah we'd be coworkers but outside of work id be reclusive. Now? Now im more social than i have ever been before. I prefer to chat with people and i go to Wednesday & Saturday game nights because i enjoy others company and playing fun games and chit chatting.
Sure iv grown as a person, but when i look back i just think this is a bit fascinating. Im more outgoing and I'm proud of who I am. Perhaps its the friends i have now and the fandom I'm apart of today that has evolved me to be the person i am today. Either way in the end im somewhat glad iv become more anti-social online these days, because now i get to view the world in a more realistic way.
Stable Job vs. Art Commissions
General | Posted 11 years agoDr. Phil is making the point that commissions arent always consistent. Being an artist in the fandom and living off of commissions doesnt give you a 401k, health plan, you're not taking in account of state and federal taxes and so forth, what about disability (ya break your arm or cant do artwork for a while and short/long term disability covers that).
So its not just about making a living off making art for people, its having stable lifestyle and being prepared for it. Yes some artists can do it on their own, but not everyone can.
This being said, its better to have a stable job and also do art commissions, because then you have options for benefits and making money on the side is also nice
So its not just about making a living off making art for people, its having stable lifestyle and being prepared for it. Yes some artists can do it on their own, but not everyone can.
This being said, its better to have a stable job and also do art commissions, because then you have options for benefits and making money on the side is also nice
BLFC Meme.....
General | Posted 12 years agoDays staying: Thursday - Sunday afternoon
Staying at:
GSR
How are you traveling?
Automobile thingy
Who are you rooming with?
My boyfriend
Who will you be with?
My boyfriend and various furs from utah
Where will you be? How is the best way to find you? Mainly the convention floor. i will be wearing a badge and looking for additional staff members to join
What do you look like? Tall, i am big not too big. I have reddish/blonde colored hair and depending on the day, i may look like i got shot out of a sparkle cannon
What is your gender? Male
How old are you? 27
Are you mated/in a relationship? Relationship, so no hitting on me unless there's something in it for me LOL....JK
How tall are you? 6'4 without shoes
Can I talk to you? Absolutely. I love chatting with new people and hanging out. Im very much an easy going person and although i am tall and big, dont be afraid to approach. the more the merrier is what i say.
Can I hug and/or snuggle you? Only if you smell good and apply the 6-2-1 rule
Are you nice? Bitch Please........Of course
Are you cliquey? Not a big fan of cliques.
Are you fursuiting? No
If I see you, how should I get your attention? Please yell my name loud and proud "SPACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
Do you take commissions? i accept carrots in any format and in return i will re-edit artwork that you have commissioned from others and or create a profile banner of your choice.
Dealers den? Perhaps next year FurMedia will have one
Can I draw in your sketchbook? i dont sketch
Can I ask ya to dance with me during the dances? Yes, but know this.....I dance like Elaine from Seinfeld
Can I buy you drinks? Absolutely!
Do you attend parties? I usually dont throw them, but i dont mind being invited. So yeah invite me and i will casually show up a little later to meet new peeps
Can I take your picture? By all means please do
What's your goal(s) for the con this year? I would like to make more friends and spread the workd about furmedia a bit more
Staying at:
GSR
How are you traveling?
Automobile thingy
Who are you rooming with?
My boyfriend
Who will you be with?
My boyfriend and various furs from utah
Where will you be? How is the best way to find you? Mainly the convention floor. i will be wearing a
badge and looking for additional staff members to joinWhat do you look like? Tall, i am big not too big. I have reddish/blonde colored hair and depending on the day, i may look like i got shot out of a sparkle cannon
What is your gender? Male
How old are you? 27
Are you mated/in a relationship? Relationship, so no hitting on me unless there's something in it for me LOL....JK
How tall are you? 6'4 without shoes
Can I talk to you? Absolutely. I love chatting with new people and hanging out. Im very much an easy going person and although i am tall and big, dont be afraid to approach. the more the merrier is what i say.
Can I hug and/or snuggle you? Only if you smell good and apply the 6-2-1 rule
Are you nice? Bitch Please........Of course
Are you cliquey? Not a big fan of cliques.
Are you fursuiting? No
If I see you, how should I get your attention? Please yell my name loud and proud "SPACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
Do you take commissions? i accept carrots in any format and in return i will re-edit artwork that you have commissioned from others and or create a profile banner of your choice.
Dealers den? Perhaps next year FurMedia will have one
Can I draw in your sketchbook? i dont sketch
Can I ask ya to dance with me during the dances? Yes, but know this.....I dance like Elaine from Seinfeld
Can I buy you drinks? Absolutely!
Do you attend parties? I usually dont throw them, but i dont mind being invited. So yeah invite me and i will casually show up a little later to meet new peeps
Can I take your picture? By all means please do
What's your goal(s) for the con this year? I would like to make more friends and spread the workd about furmedia a bit more
MOAR CARROTS!!!!!!
General | Posted 12 years agoIts very simple. You give me carrots and i will gift you back with my style of artwork. Please send me a note with carrots attached (pictures, videos, meme's, ect.) and i will respond back within 24 hours (if possible)
**My only requirement is that i have artwork and pictures to work with via you FA account that belong to you**
1.
kai7980fierro Completed http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12503718/
2.
nut-case Completed http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12503964/
3.
turbo317 Completed http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12503848/
4.
celticwindwolf Completed http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12519738/
5.
risathehyena Revising
6.
DarkwolfZero Completed http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12520151/
7.
ultratorrent Completed http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12543648/
8.
Yoshey Completed http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12560355/
9.
Tweekers Will Start Soon
**My only requirement is that i have artwork and pictures to work with via you FA account that belong to you**
Commissions Closed Until I Finish My List1.
kai7980fierro Completed http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12503718/2.
nut-case Completed http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12503964/3.
turbo317 Completed http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12503848/4.
celticwindwolf Completed http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12519738/5.
risathehyena Revising6.
DarkwolfZero Completed http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12520151/7.
ultratorrent Completed http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12543648/8.
Yoshey Completed http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12560355/9.
Tweekers Will Start Soon Commissions Closed Until I Finish My ListITS MY BIRTHDAY
General | Posted 12 years agoSimply put im turning 27 and im one step closer to being a grey muzzle. Anywho, have a spectacular day yall.
-SpaceBear Sparx
-SpaceBear Sparx
Fill In the Blank Meme
General | Posted 12 years ago*Yelling* You There! In The Fursuit! I Must Have Your.............
Genetical: The Story of John Sparx ~Part 1~
General | Posted 12 years agoJohn Sparx: Agent X001, known to be the 1st successful cybernetically enhanced and genetically altered anthropomorphic animal. The project was carried out behind closed doors at the ICA (Intergalactic Command Agency) and only those with top clearance knew about the projects existence. But why an animal? Humans can only go so far when it comes to experiments but even with enhancements of animal senses, the experiments seemed to fail or were scrapped or were they? Human testing even in this day in age was still frowned upon in the human community, but in tucked away places like the ICA, testing was simply a means to a better understanding of human limitations. How far could scientists go when it came to adding this or injecting that? What new possibilities could they create?
Possibilities? *shrug* Unfortunately one theory actually made it to the table and a variety of strains were created, that’s right strains. Strains of what? Animal DNA. One scientist by the name of James Erickson had the idea of cross breeding animal dna and human dna together and even creating hybrid dna’s. The theory was to create a super human with animal like senses where humans would be able to adapt faster and more cleverly that just the average person. Of course you’d think the military would be funding this project but in reality it was the ICA. You see the ICA is a private cooperation that runs under the highest bidder. Basically a CIA but run by different countries. But how would you test on human subjects without it affecting the basic rights of human law? The answer was simple and this is where the government stepped in. You see prisons were getting overloaded with new inmates each day. But those who had life sentences really had no purpose at this point to be alive. So with the cooperation of select governments (each thinking they were the only ones participating), handed over life sentenced inmates. In a gruesome way it was a win win for both. The governments lighten their load and the science community has test subjects and of course if an experiment were to succeed, then the theory would be fully funded and move on to stage 2.
Stage 2: Well this means that the initial experiment would have had to succeed. Well it kind of did and in a way it ended up being a failed experiment that went right. So you’re thinking how can an experiment be a failure if it went right? Well the tests worked and the DNA’s successfully integrated with each other, but instead of getting animal sense adaptability like scientists had planned, the animal DNA adapted to the human. Well what’s the supposed to mean? It means that instead of the human inheriting specific traits that were programmed, it inherited the basic building blocks of that selected animal. Overtime the human subjects own body started to reform itself into an anthropomorphic animal. This stunned the community as it not only surpassed human limitations, but James’s theory actually worked. The subjects took on the characteristics of the animals beinge not super human, but a super being. They learned quicker and adapted faster and even devised counter moves in further tests which eventually had the scientific community worried because their intelligence was being outperformed. But now what? Well it’s not hard to figure out. Obviously governments wanted piece of this and thought of the armies that could be created. A whole new branch dedicated to a new super soldier
The Fall: So it was a success and they called it Erickson’s Anthromophology, well it was until the fall happened. How fitting. Overtime defects started to show. Deteriation within the human cells started to happen. Neurological damage occurred in some patients, not all, but most. The subjects started to lose control on reality and some permanent ally lost human reality. They were technically turning into animals. Eventually the dominant gene (animal) took over completely and all human trace was lost except for the fact that the creature could walk on 2 legs and somewhat displayed human features. Inevitably another breed had evolved. Now scientists had an animal like humanoid. Experiments were performed and results showed that the brain still exhibited the host’s consciousness but there was no way for it to communicate or surpass the dominance. Essentially they were stuck forever in the state they were in and could do absolutely nothing.
-SpaceBear Sparx
Possibilities? *shrug* Unfortunately one theory actually made it to the table and a variety of strains were created, that’s right strains. Strains of what? Animal DNA. One scientist by the name of James Erickson had the idea of cross breeding animal dna and human dna together and even creating hybrid dna’s. The theory was to create a super human with animal like senses where humans would be able to adapt faster and more cleverly that just the average person. Of course you’d think the military would be funding this project but in reality it was the ICA. You see the ICA is a private cooperation that runs under the highest bidder. Basically a CIA but run by different countries. But how would you test on human subjects without it affecting the basic rights of human law? The answer was simple and this is where the government stepped in. You see prisons were getting overloaded with new inmates each day. But those who had life sentences really had no purpose at this point to be alive. So with the cooperation of select governments (each thinking they were the only ones participating), handed over life sentenced inmates. In a gruesome way it was a win win for both. The governments lighten their load and the science community has test subjects and of course if an experiment were to succeed, then the theory would be fully funded and move on to stage 2.
Stage 2: Well this means that the initial experiment would have had to succeed. Well it kind of did and in a way it ended up being a failed experiment that went right. So you’re thinking how can an experiment be a failure if it went right? Well the tests worked and the DNA’s successfully integrated with each other, but instead of getting animal sense adaptability like scientists had planned, the animal DNA adapted to the human. Well what’s the supposed to mean? It means that instead of the human inheriting specific traits that were programmed, it inherited the basic building blocks of that selected animal. Overtime the human subjects own body started to reform itself into an anthropomorphic animal. This stunned the community as it not only surpassed human limitations, but James’s theory actually worked. The subjects took on the characteristics of the animals beinge not super human, but a super being. They learned quicker and adapted faster and even devised counter moves in further tests which eventually had the scientific community worried because their intelligence was being outperformed. But now what? Well it’s not hard to figure out. Obviously governments wanted piece of this and thought of the armies that could be created. A whole new branch dedicated to a new super soldier
The Fall: So it was a success and they called it Erickson’s Anthromophology, well it was until the fall happened. How fitting. Overtime defects started to show. Deteriation within the human cells started to happen. Neurological damage occurred in some patients, not all, but most. The subjects started to lose control on reality and some permanent ally lost human reality. They were technically turning into animals. Eventually the dominant gene (animal) took over completely and all human trace was lost except for the fact that the creature could walk on 2 legs and somewhat displayed human features. Inevitably another breed had evolved. Now scientists had an animal like humanoid. Experiments were performed and results showed that the brain still exhibited the host’s consciousness but there was no way for it to communicate or surpass the dominance. Essentially they were stuck forever in the state they were in and could do absolutely nothing.
-SpaceBear Sparx
