hi i remembered this place ecists too.

its been a looong while, pardon me but i have been absent from the internet for a long time because ofsome hellish health issues i have been having since last year.

i am currently disabled.

i had a stroke. caused by a blockage in my neck arterywhich then burst.i laid on my bedroom floor for 3 days unable to get help thankfully i was barely conscious for that time. i did boit feel like 3 days, more like a coucouple of hours max.
i am typing this one handed. because this whole ordeal left me pretty badly brain damaged. i'm almost blind. and paralyzed.i can move around with a wheel chair. but my left arm and leg are not functioning.i am in rehab and i have made some improvements but it's slow and something i have to keep up for the rest of my life to achieve some kind of mobility.
also half of my brain is not really functioning. so i'm working on half capacity mentally too. writing and reading is really difficult and i tire really fast.i also have trouble processing information and remembering it.
i currently live in a nursing home with 24/7 staff.. i had to give up my home because it wasn't a place i could continue to live in in my condition.
i have not attempted to draw sincemy incident.i feel like it won't be any good since i struggle to write! so don't expect anything substantial from me anymore. if i do share something it's gonna be old stuff.

ps. i'm not writing this to ask for pity , i want people to know why i've disappeasred from the internet, why i'm inactive and why sometimes my typing might be unreadable. trust me its taken so much concentration to type all this out in a legible manner.

so, until we see again o/ adios!

I apologize for my absence but quite frankly I had not felt like drawing anything for a while, which seems to happen to me periodically.

That is unless I get inspired by something.

I think my steadily declining interest in the Sonic franchise was a huge culprit for my lack of inspiration or willingness to draw. I'm still a fan on some level and I love my OCs but lets face it, I have not touched a single Sonic game for about 10 years now. I don't really care for where the series is going, to be honest. Or maybe I have just finally grown up? .... No that can't be it..

I guess what I'm saying is... my days of being a Sonic fan artist are behind me. At least for now. Never say never as they say. But unless I suddenly get super into it again, I don't see myself drawing any more Sonic character stuff. If that's what you watched me for - I'm really sorry for the disappointment. I know it sucks cause I have been there too. But in the end, I'm doing this for myself and if I don't feel it, why should I continue? Ya know what I'm sayin'? I really appreciate you for sticking around though! <3

"I thought you were on a hiatus anyway!"
Yes. I was. But recently, I kinda came back as you may have noticed. Maybe.
It's because I have gotten really inspired by my other life long fandom which got reignited hardcore about a year or so ago.
Which is the rock band KISS.
Yeah, you may have heard of them lol

So... that's what you will most likely get in the future.
If it's not your cup of tea, I totally understand. I got my.. somewhat of a fame, with Sonic art back in the day and that's what people followed me for.
So I can't expect people to be interested in something totally different all of a sudden. I understand.

Anyway, that's all I had to say right now.
I'll be around.
See ya!