Slow start
Posted 10 years agoHaving a slower start to the new year than expected, but expect some arts tomorrow.
Finishing up things at home and trying to manage my time better.
Tonight's going to be a late night tho, and lots of style experimenting.
p.s. I know I've been very terrible throughout last year, especially letting personal issues get in the way.
You all have been so patient and supportive. I don't deserve it, but thank you.
Finishing up things at home and trying to manage my time better.
Tonight's going to be a late night tho, and lots of style experimenting.
p.s. I know I've been very terrible throughout last year, especially letting personal issues get in the way.
You all have been so patient and supportive. I don't deserve it, but thank you.
Producitivity!
Posted 10 years agoHello! Yes I always forget FA exists, d'oh.
I'm getting commissions done. In a very unorganized matter (sorry i'm trying to correct myself), but they're getting completed.
Really am sorry that I really made this year terrible for my clients and myself. D: I've been getting help, and getting back on track!
This weekend I may be super hella busy because I'm doing volunteer work for the military and the city, aw yiss. I'm anxious as heck, but also eager to finally break out of this shell. I'll be getting paid for working for the city and HELLA BUFF~~ for the military!
(reminds me i need to go to the track, argh)
I'm getting commissions done. In a very unorganized matter (sorry i'm trying to correct myself), but they're getting completed.
Really am sorry that I really made this year terrible for my clients and myself. D: I've been getting help, and getting back on track!
This weekend I may be super hella busy because I'm doing volunteer work for the military and the city, aw yiss. I'm anxious as heck, but also eager to finally break out of this shell. I'll be getting paid for working for the city and HELLA BUFF~~ for the military!
(reminds me i need to go to the track, argh)
Commissions are open!
Posted 10 years agoI'm finally back to accepting commissions!
More info here: https://www.facebook.com/permalink......11918352179976
Email SPAMcommissions@gmail[dot]com if interested!
Coloured sketch: Head $10 Half-body $15 Full-body $20
Lineart: H: $10 HB: $15 FB: $20
Flat coloured: H: $25 HB: $30 FB: $40
Full coloured: H: $30 HB: $40 FB: $50
Facebook banner: Flat-colour: $40 Full colour: $55
Icon: Flat: $20 Fullcolour: $30
Ask for added character and background art fees~
ONLY accepting five slots!
I'm working hard to finish up my current queue, and I'll also be streaming more regularly.
Preparing myself for Inktober, as well.
Ohhh gosh I got this!
More info here: https://www.facebook.com/permalink......11918352179976
Email SPAMcommissions@gmail[dot]com if interested!
Coloured sketch: Head $10 Half-body $15 Full-body $20
Lineart: H: $10 HB: $15 FB: $20
Flat coloured: H: $25 HB: $30 FB: $40
Full coloured: H: $30 HB: $40 FB: $50
Facebook banner: Flat-colour: $40 Full colour: $55
Icon: Flat: $20 Fullcolour: $30
Ask for added character and background art fees~
ONLY accepting five slots!
I'm working hard to finish up my current queue, and I'll also be streaming more regularly.
Preparing myself for Inktober, as well.
Ohhh gosh I got this!
Finishing Up
Posted 10 years agoTrying my best to dig out of this rut to finish up overdue work. At least I've finished one big piece that helped boost motivation like 50%.
There's been a lot of irl drama happening. Not going to explain it right now. I'm doing better though! I'm just glad to finally have some sort of functioning device to work on digital art again.
I'm sorry for being very neglectful with keeping in touch as usual.
There's been a lot of irl drama happening. Not going to explain it right now. I'm doing better though! I'm just glad to finally have some sort of functioning device to work on digital art again.
I'm sorry for being very neglectful with keeping in touch as usual.
I'm still alive!!!
Posted 10 years agoI'm thinking about returning to FA after the sudden, half-year hiatus. :/
I've logged onto here after some time to see multiple notes asking about commissions.
Am I open? Nope, not yet. Soon, maybe. I've been feeling really guilty/nervous for some reason about commissions??? Not to mention I don't actually have a working machine for digital art at the moment.
Pretty much what's going down is that I'm still working hard on my weight loss journey, and I look better than before. A few days ago I've been hit with mild food poisoning, so that knocked me out for a bit (i feel like today is the final day, i'm feeling loads better).
Tbh, I think I am having like a case of separation anxiety because I haven't been too productive like I wanted. The boyfriend had left for deployment in March so I've been kinda sad since, but am still trying my best to be independent~ Doing a pretty good job so far.
Can't wait for him to return late august/early september!!!! I've been picking up the pace because of how excited and eager I am for him to return, aaaaa.
anywee, in other news, a patreon will be announced in the near future as I've kinda hit a rut and can't apply for a new and better home unless I'm making income or my boyfriend is physically with me to sign paperwork. So I've been looking for jobs, none were successful, hahahaha.
Ah well, keeping my chin up. Some people suggested making a gofundme or sending me some cash, but I'd rather work and earn my money. XD; All of those stories and rumours I hear are enough for me not to go there, ahahahaha.
Hope to become more artistically active again in the near future. I just need to stop being sad all the time, lel.
I've logged onto here after some time to see multiple notes asking about commissions.
Am I open? Nope, not yet. Soon, maybe. I've been feeling really guilty/nervous for some reason about commissions??? Not to mention I don't actually have a working machine for digital art at the moment.
Pretty much what's going down is that I'm still working hard on my weight loss journey, and I look better than before. A few days ago I've been hit with mild food poisoning, so that knocked me out for a bit (i feel like today is the final day, i'm feeling loads better).
Tbh, I think I am having like a case of separation anxiety because I haven't been too productive like I wanted. The boyfriend had left for deployment in March so I've been kinda sad since, but am still trying my best to be independent~ Doing a pretty good job so far.
Can't wait for him to return late august/early september!!!! I've been picking up the pace because of how excited and eager I am for him to return, aaaaa.
anywee, in other news, a patreon will be announced in the near future as I've kinda hit a rut and can't apply for a new and better home unless I'm making income or my boyfriend is physically with me to sign paperwork. So I've been looking for jobs, none were successful, hahahaha.
Ah well, keeping my chin up. Some people suggested making a gofundme or sending me some cash, but I'd rather work and earn my money. XD; All of those stories and rumours I hear are enough for me not to go there, ahahahaha.
Hope to become more artistically active again in the near future. I just need to stop being sad all the time, lel.
stuff
Posted 10 years agoSlowly getting overdue artwork completed.
Giving everybody a huuuuuge upgrade to make up for their patience.
Also I'm ceasing to accept any more commissions until further notice. I'm terrible with time management and keeping promises.
However, I will continue to make designs for merchandise and local businesses to have a little extra income while also focusing with not getting kicked out of college.
But hey, at least I'm not as pathetic and ~☆°•~super depressed ~•°☆~ like last year thanks to counseling. I guess that's a plus.
Giving everybody a huuuuuge upgrade to make up for their patience.
Also I'm ceasing to accept any more commissions until further notice. I'm terrible with time management and keeping promises.
However, I will continue to make designs for merchandise and local businesses to have a little extra income while also focusing with not getting kicked out of college.
But hey, at least I'm not as pathetic and ~☆°•~super depressed ~•°☆~ like last year thanks to counseling. I guess that's a plus.
This is inexcusable!
Posted 11 years agoGood news! I've finally started therapy! Well, not yet, just finished checkup and still waiting for clinic to call back.
Copy + Paste from Facebook:
I will try to become more professional from now on. Honestly I find this highly inexcusable.
First off, let's kick that anxiety with keeping in contact!
Then I need to become better organized with references and descriptions. FurAffinity keeps going down, which means I need to save a ref linked from there as soon as I receive it.
Lastly, stop getting so anxious with drawing. If I want that animation career, I gotta get rid of this habit. That's why I've finally started therapy.
Little-by-little will still be a lot of improvement. Just need to push myself forward. Eventually it will become a good habit and I'm confident about it.
Copy + Paste from Facebook:
I will try to become more professional from now on. Honestly I find this highly inexcusable.
First off, let's kick that anxiety with keeping in contact!
Then I need to become better organized with references and descriptions. FurAffinity keeps going down, which means I need to save a ref linked from there as soon as I receive it.
Lastly, stop getting so anxious with drawing. If I want that animation career, I gotta get rid of this habit. That's why I've finally started therapy.
Little-by-little will still be a lot of improvement. Just need to push myself forward. Eventually it will become a good habit and I'm confident about it.
Didn't get the house + overcoming art intimidation
Posted 11 years agoEven after putting a deposit on the house, the seller decided they wanted to take it off the market. We did get the money back but I'm pretty pissed that we were so close and have to start looking again.
Anyway, now that I have my tablet working again, I really want to work on art that I owe. Earlier today, however, I had a mild breakdown while trying to warm-up. Currently looking at other artwork, watching inspirational videos, listening to music, and participating Inktober to help overcome this ridiculous intimidation.
I'll get over it~ Going to brew a lot of coffee to drink while drawing later today after tending to my animals.
I can fuckin' do this.
Anyway, now that I have my tablet working again, I really want to work on art that I owe. Earlier today, however, I had a mild breakdown while trying to warm-up. Currently looking at other artwork, watching inspirational videos, listening to music, and participating Inktober to help overcome this ridiculous intimidation.
I'll get over it~ Going to brew a lot of coffee to drink while drawing later today after tending to my animals.
I can fuckin' do this.
The move.
Posted 11 years agoI really really do apologize for the last journal.
BUT here's some good news!
We're (hopefully) getting a house!
It's a ridiculously nice, two-story house. 3-bed, 3-bath (I think) with a small pool in the back yard. It's so cozy, too. I was about to break down in tears how at home I felt when we checked it out. I can't wait to move in that house, if we do of course.
I've been imagining how to set up and decorate my room and where to put my reptiles. Also imagining how amazing it would be to finally have my own space to just work in. I could finally have a nice desk, too, instead of using a small sandwich table. This thing is so uncomfortable and inconvenient, but gosh just how happy I am to finally get out of here.
The location is nice despite having to be literally right next to the damnprison highschool I attended. The neighbourhood is also lovely as it's a gated community! It feels really safe to be in there!
I just can't wait, oh my gosh. Hopefully we'll be moving around my boyfriend and I's birthdays in November!
Everything is going so well this week and hope it keeps getting better~ ♥
BUT here's some good news!
We're (hopefully) getting a house!
It's a ridiculously nice, two-story house. 3-bed, 3-bath (I think) with a small pool in the back yard. It's so cozy, too. I was about to break down in tears how at home I felt when we checked it out. I can't wait to move in that house, if we do of course.
I've been imagining how to set up and decorate my room and where to put my reptiles. Also imagining how amazing it would be to finally have my own space to just work in. I could finally have a nice desk, too, instead of using a small sandwich table. This thing is so uncomfortable and inconvenient, but gosh just how happy I am to finally get out of here.
The location is nice despite having to be literally right next to the damn
I just can't wait, oh my gosh. Hopefully we'll be moving around my boyfriend and I's birthdays in November!
Everything is going so well this week and hope it keeps getting better~ ♥
This shit again.
Posted 11 years agoIt's that time of year where I'm completely incompetent on anything art-related, especially art I owe.
I still need to update my queue for others to know what's on my to-do list.
For those of you still waiting you are eligible for a refund. I've never touched the unfinished commission money, even though money's tight right now. I completely understand if you want it back.
This weekend, however, I've been a little productive with getting back to drawing again. I've made myself a new icon as well as a couple of quick doodles...and it was actually enjoyable.
The past month and a half I couldn't enjoy art in any way. I couldn't even enjoy looking at art or animation as much as I used to, but it's coming back...slowly.
Basically what has been happening is living situations, losing a friend to suicide (while leaving a child behind), and being sexually harassed...Trying to escape by mindlessly scrolling through Tumblr but kept seeing more unfortunate posts about what's happening in the real world.
Right now I just want to break down and cry...I want to cry everything out so hard and shut myself away from the world for a while. I also feel like I've betrayed my clients for not keeping in touch and making false promises, overestimating myself...
I even made a safe-zone Tumblr blog and a public "personal" account on facebook to escape my depressed self and put on a "happy face" behind the screen.
I know this will all blow over through time...can't wait until it does.
I still need to update my queue for others to know what's on my to-do list.
For those of you still waiting you are eligible for a refund. I've never touched the unfinished commission money, even though money's tight right now. I completely understand if you want it back.
This weekend, however, I've been a little productive with getting back to drawing again. I've made myself a new icon as well as a couple of quick doodles...and it was actually enjoyable.
The past month and a half I couldn't enjoy art in any way. I couldn't even enjoy looking at art or animation as much as I used to, but it's coming back...slowly.
Basically what has been happening is living situations, losing a friend to suicide (while leaving a child behind), and being sexually harassed...Trying to escape by mindlessly scrolling through Tumblr but kept seeing more unfortunate posts about what's happening in the real world.
Right now I just want to break down and cry...I want to cry everything out so hard and shut myself away from the world for a while. I also feel like I've betrayed my clients for not keeping in touch and making false promises, overestimating myself...
I even made a safe-zone Tumblr blog and a public "personal" account on facebook to escape my depressed self and put on a "happy face" behind the screen.
I know this will all blow over through time...can't wait until it does.
Need to get back to the groove of things
Posted 11 years agoI've been neglectful with commissions for the past few weeks due to new job, possible surgery, baby snakes, and sleep deprivation.
I haven't really been drawing much since it's really intimidating for me recently, even simple doodling.
But I'm keeping my chin up~
Everything's very unorganized at the moment but I'm finally starting to make a better schedule with things!
Right now I'm looking at some artwork for inspiration and will be brewing a cup of chamomile tea to help rest before having to take my boyfriend to work in a few hours then proceed to do my own job.
...yes I'm not going to sleep all night, so basically I'm going to be awake for a solid 40 or so hours until I can finally settle down to sleep tomorrow night~
Also I may be in Longview, TX on Sunday or Monday to hand out flyers and sell tickets for a party. If anybody is in the area let me know!
I haven't really been drawing much since it's really intimidating for me recently, even simple doodling.
But I'm keeping my chin up~
Everything's very unorganized at the moment but I'm finally starting to make a better schedule with things!
Right now I'm looking at some artwork for inspiration and will be brewing a cup of chamomile tea to help rest before having to take my boyfriend to work in a few hours then proceed to do my own job.
...yes I'm not going to sleep all night, so basically I'm going to be awake for a solid 40 or so hours until I can finally settle down to sleep tomorrow night~
Also I may be in Longview, TX on Sunday or Monday to hand out flyers and sell tickets for a party. If anybody is in the area let me know!
Hiatus until Sunday or Monday!
Posted 11 years agoGoing to another event! Gotta prepare for it before the night rolls around.
Making masks. May share photos. ♥
See you then! Have a good weekend!!!
Making masks. May share photos. ♥
See you then! Have a good weekend!!!
Now that that's over with...
Posted 11 years agoTime to get back to work!
I had to help set up and perform for the multicultural even over at Diamond Jacks casino on Saturday. It was embarrassing since it's been a while since the last time I've been on stage but it was super fun nonetheless~
I had to help set up and perform for the multicultural even over at Diamond Jacks casino on Saturday. It was embarrassing since it's been a while since the last time I've been on stage but it was super fun nonetheless~
More slots open
Posted 11 years agoI'm going on ahead and accepting 8 more slots (NSFW optional).
The options are:
Coloured sketch: $35 +15per add character
Flat: $40 +$25per add character
FullColoured: $70 +$35per add character
Email SPAMcommissions[at]gmail[dot]com if interested!
Please provide reference(s) of character(s)!
I'd love to have more "action" if possible! This may be the last time I'm offering pornographic art for a while. :3
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The options are:
Coloured sketch: $35 +15per add character
Flat: $40 +$25per add character
FullColoured: $70 +$35per add character
Email SPAMcommissions[at]gmail[dot]com if interested!
Please provide reference(s) of character(s)!
I'd love to have more "action" if possible! This may be the last time I'm offering pornographic art for a while. :3
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Update
Posted 11 years agoCommissions have been going slowly but finally got a reply from a client.
But also...I cut my clutch of ball python eggs and I had great odds! My assumptions are 2 lesserbees, 1 pinstripe or lemonblast, 1 pastel, and 1 lesser.
I didn't hit a kingpin but hey I'm not even mad. I'm just glad babies are all alive and looking well. Can't wait until they hatch next week.
But also...I cut my clutch of ball python eggs and I had great odds! My assumptions are 2 lesserbees, 1 pinstripe or lemonblast, 1 pastel, and 1 lesser.
I didn't hit a kingpin but hey I'm not even mad. I'm just glad babies are all alive and looking well. Can't wait until they hatch next week.
That was confusing
Posted 11 years agoThat commission ad was pretty confusing.
That's what you get for trying to advertise on extreme sleep deprivation, ahahaha.
I'm just going to accept 4 more slots since I've only gotten one reserved plus I assume the holiday and Steam Summer Sale is what everybody's more interested about~
The new batch will be started this Thursday instead of next week.
You may email SPAMcommissions[at]gmail[dot]com if you are interested.
SLOTS:
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loopywolf
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socksthesneaky
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That's what you get for trying to advertise on extreme sleep deprivation, ahahaha.
I'm just going to accept 4 more slots since I've only gotten one reserved plus I assume the holiday and Steam Summer Sale is what everybody's more interested about~
The new batch will be started this Thursday instead of next week.
You may email SPAMcommissions[at]gmail[dot]com if you are interested.
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Reopening limited slots for next week!
Posted 11 years agoHi! I'm close to finishing up my queue with one large and two icons left that will be completed tomorrow and would like to reopen slots to start on next week!
The limit will be 6 icons and 5 commissions listed on the pricechart!
The icons will be $20 each fully coloured!
Email SPAMcommissions[at]gmail[dot]com if you are interested!
Payment plans available!
MUST include references of character(s)!
NSFW is permitted!
Questions? Ask!
SLOTS:
ICONS
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OTHER
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loopywolf
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The limit will be 6 icons and 5 commissions listed on the pricechart!
The icons will be $20 each fully coloured!
Email SPAMcommissions[at]gmail[dot]com if you are interested!
Payment plans available!
MUST include references of character(s)!
NSFW is permitted!
Questions? Ask!
SLOTS:
ICONS
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Back to work!
Posted 11 years agoAh sorry I'm starting back super slow on comms!
Had been busier than I've planned since returning from Texas but it's finally (almost) the weekend so I'm freeeeee~
A-kon was a blast this year. ♥
Had been busier than I've planned since returning from Texas but it's finally (almost) the weekend so I'm freeeeee~
A-kon was a blast this year. ♥
3 more slots open | 5 Reserved slots
Posted 11 years agoHi! I'm almost done with the new batch and will be opening more slots to work on next week and the week after I return home from Texas!
First come First serve! First 3 will be on the list to work on this week and the last 5 will be reserved until the week following June 10th!
My pricechart is featured on the page!
Here are some things to follow if you are interested:
-Email SPAMcommissions[AT]gmail[DOT]com with details of your commission(s), I will not accept notes
-PLEASE PROVIDE AVAILABLE CHARACTER REFERENCE(S)
-NSFW is permitted, extreme fetishes are not
-The more detailed your commission is, the longer I will take til competion
-Comics are unavailable at this time, sorry!
-Questions? Ask!
SLOTS:
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crystalryuu
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twincash
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RESERVED:
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First come First serve! First 3 will be on the list to work on this week and the last 5 will be reserved until the week following June 10th!
My pricechart is featured on the page!
Here are some things to follow if you are interested:
-Email SPAMcommissions[AT]gmail[DOT]com with details of your commission(s), I will not accept notes
-PLEASE PROVIDE AVAILABLE CHARACTER REFERENCE(S)
-NSFW is permitted, extreme fetishes are not
-The more detailed your commission is, the longer I will take til competion
-Comics are unavailable at this time, sorry!
-Questions? Ask!
SLOTS:
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A-kon 2014
Posted 11 years agoI will be attending A-kon 2014 in Dallas, TX from June 6-8th!
I won't be cosplaying most likely but I may design my own shirts for the con to be a little more recognizable. I'll be there with my boyfriend and friends~
If you are attending this year, super! Perhaps we could meet!
I'm hoping that the con won't suck like last year. XD
I won't be cosplaying most likely but I may design my own shirts for the con to be a little more recognizable. I'll be there with my boyfriend and friends~
If you are attending this year, super! Perhaps we could meet!
I'm hoping that the con won't suck like last year. XD
4 SLOTS AVAILABLE!! CLOSED
Posted 11 years agoHEY Y'ALL
While working on one large commission and skyping, my computer had a massive freakout. Possibly the worst freakout it's ever had.
I need new parts so I can continue working without it crashing and I'm hoping I can get them sooner this way.
Here's the aftermath of the glitch.
http://oi58.tinypic.com/fbkpz5.jpg
http://oi57.tinypic.com/1z349ap.jpg
I'll be opening up 4 slots!
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Carcass_Hell_Hound 2-character; full coloured; half body (paid)
2. Wayne , Single character; full coloured (paid)
3. Wonderbaa ,2-character; flat coloured; full body (pending)
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karagera 3-character; half body; full coloured; prop
NSFW is permitted, but extreme fetishes are not.
EMAIL SPAMCOMMISSIONS @ GMAIL . COM IF YOU ARE INTERESTED!
Thank you so much!
While working on one large commission and skyping, my computer had a massive freakout. Possibly the worst freakout it's ever had.
I need new parts so I can continue working without it crashing and I'm hoping I can get them sooner this way.
Here's the aftermath of the glitch.
http://oi58.tinypic.com/fbkpz5.jpg
http://oi57.tinypic.com/1z349ap.jpg
I'll be opening up 4 slots!
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2. Wayne , Single character; full coloured (paid)
3. Wonderbaa ,2-character; flat coloured; full body (pending)
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NSFW is permitted, but extreme fetishes are not.
EMAIL SPAMCOMMISSIONS @ GMAIL . COM IF YOU ARE INTERESTED!
Thank you so much!
2 possible slots?
Posted 11 years agoI'm a little nervous but I think I'll open up 2 slots later today for $50 single character or $80 2-character, 3/4 body, fully coloured paintings. I'm close to finishing 3 commissions and am feeling pretty confident for a few more.
Email me spamcommissions @ gmail . com if you are interested and if I get enough requests I may accept them.
Payment plans available, just ask! ♥
Examples:
http://spam-arts.tumblr.com/image/84501127062
http://24.media.tumblr.com/dcebff4f.....1u8o1_1280.png
http://spam-arts.tumblr.com/image/74305597875
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11167902/
Email me spamcommissions @ gmail . com if you are interested and if I get enough requests I may accept them.
Payment plans available, just ask! ♥
Examples:
http://spam-arts.tumblr.com/image/84501127062
http://24.media.tumblr.com/dcebff4f.....1u8o1_1280.png
http://spam-arts.tumblr.com/image/74305597875
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11167902/
Twitterin'
Posted 11 years agoHey I have one of those Twitterin' accounts. I've already posted updates on art I owe and can't wait to finish those hopefully by this weekend. ♥
I'm using it for more frequent updates than Tumblr and Facebook.
You can follow SPAM_cat if you like! Thankies~ ♥
I'm using it for more frequent updates than Tumblr and Facebook.
You can follow SPAM_cat if you like! Thankies~ ♥
PROGRESS!!!
Posted 11 years agoHey y'all, I'm finally making progress on overdue commissions!
Expect me to become more active by next week. ♥
Expect me to become more active by next week. ♥
Future Commission info
Posted 11 years agoRemember for those who are still awaiting overdue commissions, you are still eligible for free upgrades or full refunds!
I still get asked if I'm accepting or will be accepting more commissions. The answer is no I am currently not open and yes I do plan on re-opening slots in the near future, perhaps sometime in May or June after final exams. It will most likely be VERY limited. I do not want to overload myself again and make people wait. D:
I do not know my prices right now but they will most likely stay the same as usual.
Thanks for asking!
I still get asked if I'm accepting or will be accepting more commissions. The answer is no I am currently not open and yes I do plan on re-opening slots in the near future, perhaps sometime in May or June after final exams. It will most likely be VERY limited. I do not want to overload myself again and make people wait. D:
I do not know my prices right now but they will most likely stay the same as usual.
Thanks for asking!