Might be making me some lion adoptables, possibly with different lines its a lot of work for me because the programs I currently have are not pressure sensitive so I might draw the lines with pencil and scan it then colour?

I am unsure yet but anyways, working on a few that are free lines that I'm able to sell so I am excited about that, makes it more easier on me. But I'll be drawing my own lines as well soo if anyone is interested keep an eye out~

Alsssooo go welcome my friend  kisseswithteeth to FA!! Got her to join ~

I have been screwed over by the bank.

If anyone cared to have noticed a few months ago I had a serious fraud issue, I was charged up the ass for a few months straight and I had to file a fraud report. The bank was really good and I got the money pretty quickly. It was a lot of money let me tell you what...

So anyways, a few days ago I got a letter about the claim? And I was confused because that happened months ago..it said something about the money and what ever. But I didn't really think anything of it. Thought it was old or maybe some mix up. I didn't think to call them, and I had actually misplaced the letter.

Today I went to go see if my savings account had been made, because I had to put 25 dollars towards it to make it.

Well I not only saw that, that hasn't been done yet but they charged my account 79$. I had like 5$ left in my account because I had a hefty overdraft fee's to pay last month so my money was cut extremely short. So 5$ was paid off to the new issue, but its still like 74$ and the overdraft fee has not happen yet, but will. I can imagine its going to be well over 100$.

HENCE why I was asking for help here and other places. No one seemed to care about that, when I had my fraud issue I asked for help, and people said they'd help but never have. And people continue to make empty promises to help me out. So I am unsure if this will even help or if its even worth doing!

So what I am doing yet again for maybe the THIRD TIME I am asking for help from anyone who can donate money towards this. I am going to call the bank tomorrow and demand that they return that money to me, because it was not right. I did not lie about the fraud report or anything so they have no right to take that money back from me, specially since I had no funds to pay for that!! I am irritated upset, shaking near crying..angry everything you can think of under the freaking sun!

I need help, please I am going to be extremely low on funds yet again. And I can't have this continue to happen to me. I only receive SSI every month. And lately I have been trying to earn money by making artwork for sale to no prevail. I started studding anatomy to try and create anthro type artwork, and my hard drive to my computer went down. So all my hard work is gone and I wont have my laptop back for over a week. So I have been working my ass off day and night, literally tell day BREAKS in the am trying to do something to earn money.

I have not been so desperate as to come online and ask for help. Although I have had it worse before, but I didn't have the resources I do now to ask for assistance from friends and strangers.

My paypal is spandexpudding[at]aol.com

I would appreciate any kind of donation towards this latest big issue..I have nothing to offer in return..but if you do decide to send money I will create artwork for you. I am trying a new style of artwork no color but black and white of busts with really cool designs around the head. I got inspiration from a really talented artist example: http://fc00.deviantart.net/fs71/i/2....._pleasures.jpg (that is a piece he created and that I'm currently trying to perfect).

It wont be digital but a drawing scanned into my aunts desktop. I am desperate!!


PLEASE SPREAD THE WORD IN YOUR JOURNALS IF YOU CAN'T HELP!!

Edit:

I just found my adult tree frog dead...very upset over this..
I cleaned out his tank well and put my younger bull frog into it so now he's got a better tank. So although I lost one of my babies I'm glad I was able to re-use his tank for something good. A week or so ago I found one of my older hermie craps died too. So now we're down to two bull frogs, three hermie's and two turtles. Love my babies but its so hard when one of them passes..I'm pretty sure it was due to old age.

Edit 2:

Computer fixed by myself so I didn't have to get it sent in..hurray! So now I shall work on some artwork in hopes that I can get it to sell..:l

I wont be on for roughly a week and a half

Hard Drive is a dud

Dunno what happened its not even a few months old..:l

Getting it replaced...-_-

I think I'm going to make one, its emotional and inspirational..I been looking at so many and I want to make my own..It seems so raw and true! And I think it'll prove to be a good art-vent!

http://shout-it-out-project.deviant......com/#/d14al9e <-- Original shout it out

I got it done...lmfao! Within just a day's time perhaps, my god I'm such a freaking workaholic!!

I will be posting him tomorrow~!

Betta fish is up for grabs, I think I am going to stick with doing more realistic animals..lol

I am going to finish another dragon and perhaps make more of them but I think betta fish are fun to make so if this guy sells I'll be making more. I kinda want to make a pure white one.

Also plan on TRYING to make an owl!

GAHH!! Can't wait to get started!!

Michael had to break up with me, the reason being is that he's got to concentrate on his schooling and get threw it. He has no time currently for a relationship, and we have to put ourselves on hold for a while tell he can get into a real career. I had a feeling this was going to happen, because he's become very busy. We are still going to see each other and talk, he just doesn't have much time to spend with me..I'm extremely hurt and upset but its for the best. I can tell he was just as emotional as I am it wasn't an easy choice.

I still love him, I respect him and I know in the future we'll have our chance.

I need serious help, I will not tell you how much money I get every month for SSI but it isn't a whole lot. I only get paid ONCE a month so I do not see money to often.

I need serious help to pay off this overdraft fee that I was charged TWICE because somewhere along the line I fucked up and didn't read everything I was doing...when I thought it was a free trial apparently it wasn't.

SO with that said, I am charged nearly 100 dollars for this overdraft crap..for real I'm not kidding..if you want proof I can give it to you. I'm not lying I'm very serious..

I know hardly anyone reads my journals or even cares to give me some help it seems but I REALLY need assistance.

I was wanting to get some things that I seriously needed next month, and with this overdraft it'll make it very hard to get those things...my money has to stretch a whole month!


PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE help me out!

spandexpudding[at]aol.com is my paypal

Going to post a pricey thingy up for all you lovely people to see~

It'll be prices for commissions for IMVU fur-sets for now I'll give the prices here then eventually actually post something with some of my furs together as a sample! If you would like to check out my shop go here: http://www.imvu.com/shop/web_search.....rs_id=57908266

The icons may not be great (some are still needing to be made../lazy) but please check out the actual ITEM before judging upon the icon picture!

Thank you~

Prices for a commission:
12k for a basic fur-set. Basic fur sets include: Tail, Fur, Ears
For anything more it'll be 1k each extra item.

Commissions are currently: OPEN!!

When you want a fur you need to try and give me as much detail as possible (perhaps even a picture of your fursona) if I don't get enough detail you wont get what you want. So please add as much detail as possible and I'll see what I can do for you! Keep in mind that stripes are very hard for me to do..so please keep it as uncomplicated as possible. <3

I have the right to decline.

Same username as here!! SpandexPudding!
My new ones are better then ever~ I'm so happy and excited. I'll post pictures up later.

Please go here for more detail: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3670616/
Good luck!!! <3 <3

Is amazing..

I love him

I love spending time with him..

He's everything I've ever wanted and more..

I'm stuck on him like super glue!

I know what I want, and I know how I feel about him.
No one can tell me other wise or take ma away from him.

I love snuggling with him, and kissing him and just being near him and laughing with him!
He makes me so happy, and there is no room for anyone else to fill in my heart like he does.

I'm soo super lucky..X3

Hopefully I'll get some artwork finished, and my story going on again soon! I have been on vacation since Sunday tell yesterday, and tomorrow I have plans with my puppeh!

I also want to get going on a mini cute comic based on me and my boyfriend Bith SOOO busy times coming up soon for posts and good stuff for you guys to gonk at! XD

This artist does some pretty awesome artwork and since I do not currently own any artwork of Kaori done by someone else (other then my reference sheet) I figured I'd give this a go!

Please check out her journal here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3611743/ and enter yourself! May the best one win. :3

For some reason I've not posted this on here but I totally am now!

I am (obviously..) not singe anymore! You know its about damn time I find someone who is so right for me and treats me right. Its been far to long since I last dated someone..and that was an online relationship. Its been A SUPER long time since I've had someone physically.

I met him on a website called OkCupid that quiet honestly I was hesitant on joining in the first place. My really good friend sorta pushed me into joining. I did indeed meet a few people off there and in person. Most didn't go so well some just remained friends on the website itself. I was having some fairly bad luck with it in general.

Then I got this message from Michael..he..was so..spazzy!! It was adorable! I kind of laughed at the messages he had sent me and I found it really awesome that he straight out said he was also a furry! What are my odd's of finding a fellow furry on OkCupid!?

We had talked online for a while, eventually exchanging our numbers. We were not talking for very long until he brought up meeting up with me.

We met by the mall that I literally live in..(no joke the condo is the neighbor to the mall in order to get here you have to turn into the mall entrance..xD)..first thing I thought of when I saw him..."wow he's so short." I AM NOT JUDGING HIM AT THIS POINT!! But I did find it kinda funny. I was honestly not sure how this would go down, thus far I've not had very good luck and a lot of people look at me and just put up with me and turn their backs on me..at the end of the day and never speak to me again!!

So anyways~

We talked..and talked..and talked..and talked..SO MUCH!! I really felt like the first time I really spent time with him physically that we really connected that we have so much in common and really think a lot a like in some situations.

We did spend time together after that and it just grew! I really am so fond of him, and I care so much for him. He makes me so happy, he treats me so right better then anyone I've ever been with on a physical relationship level. I could not be happier..

And I'm so glad its someone who lives here versus someone far away, because its so hard to have a long distance relationship with someone specially when all you have is the internet to communicate. I've not had good luck with that in the past, even when I moved in with people I met off the net cross country..never worked out..

So I'm extremely grateful to have been sent my prince, even if he's shorter then me and the most biggest nerd ever...(although I am a nerd too..ssshhhh!!!) everything about him is just what I need and have wanted..my nerdy puppy!

I love you so much Michael

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In other news! I am suppose to be coloring in some line art for my furry brother~ and I been super lazy about doing it. I am not good at commissions at all because I get bored and want to do something else. But it will be done!

I am also working on writing a series about my boyfriend and I and our other characters (as cameo's). And so far I think its coming out pretty great! I am excited about it to the max! And I can't wait to see what others may think of it as well!

On a side note, I'm going to be re vamping a very new still story about my mouth tails as a side story! Because I totally love those two and I think they'd make for a cute lil story.

SO

LOTS OF ART

LOTS OF WRITING!!

I'm going to keep myself busy!!

Also, this Thursday I'm going to Disney World with my boyfriend (who works there SO YEAH!!). I am so excited about it I can hardly stand IT!! And then me and my aunt are off to the key's for a few days starting Sunday!! Then I go out with my bf..for something that I'm so highly nervous about!!

Anycookies! I am OUT! Going to get working on some stuff.

EDIT: I have also got names for some of my characters that didn't have names for a while haha.

Well I been seeing some people make their own closed spieces, someone even went as far as explaining their origin and everything that comes with them!! *O* And made them uber rare, like only selling so many of them out.

I was thinking to myself that it might be a really neat experience to do that myself. Maybe not put nearly as much thought into their origin but just create some cool new species! Not exactly sure where I'm going with this just yet but I'll be making some sketches I think.

I think Tuesday I'm getting my new art tablet in the mail so I guess if can at least get some line artwork done I can eventually use my new tablet to get them colored. HURRAY!

So since no one wants to help that's fine..

The bank fixed my fraud issues, and I got my money back plus charges due to over draft.

This also means I can buy the tablet I want! YAY!

I seriously want a partial fursuit like for real, the more I see shit the more I want it!! But that's just the less of my worries. At this rate I wont be able to do that.

But maybe artwork! I plan on commissioning from a friend of mine I think first because he is my friend and I think I'd really like a friend to make something for me - it would mean more.

In other news, that isn't really upbeat its actually pretty serious.

Yesterday I had a nasty sinking feeling that something was just not right. I mean I thought I was just feeling lonely and needed a hug from one of my (irl) friends. But nope!

I went to check my bank account because I knew that the next day I'd be getting my money! So I was like okay I'm just going to double check my account. I had previously checked it and I was -2 cents. No sweat! Well I look at my account and I am minus 50+ dollars. I noticed something on my account activity that looked really odd, there was some kind of deposit somewhere then an overdraft fee. I called the bank and I was confused and upset and just lost. They said it was from some popular credit company place. And they been taking my money since March. I don't have any credit even built up its nothing, I didn't ever start building credit at all!! They asked if I wanted to fill a fraud report and I said YEAH duh! I had to get my card canceled. Today I need to get a temp card because lets face it, its the 1st and I need to use my money. I got an email saying there was an error. I am suppose to get a form in the mail. I'm so freaking scared and pissed. I was charged 75$ in all, since March.

I need to pay the bank back for the overdraft fee BECAUSE of this shit. And I have a very limited income because I just get SSI so I was going to only see 100$ for this month all month. My aunt was nice enough and said she wouldn't take out an extra 100$ for my payment towards my laptop. She bought me this laptop I'm just paying it off back every month. So she is going to let me go this month because of this shit going on. Anyways!! I am not BEGGING for anyone to help me out, but seriously I was going to buy my tablet this month. And because of this I can't.

If anyone wants to help me out because this is a lot of money being taken from me this month. Please please donate a lil money I need to pay back about 50$ so that's 50$ from my account this month, I only see about 200$ because of bills. So this is a huge deal.

Thanks for anyone that helps me out I do appreciate it a lot.

So I been in a flump..a rut..a I don't really want to do anything art wise or anything else for that matter kinda flumpish mood.

I got my hair cut, I was extremely excited about it because it made me feel better about my appearance. With my face structure it makes my cheeks come out more and I look more mature and of age.

Its crazy cause its like ALL GONE but heck it makes me feel good! I don't gotta do anything much with it to make it look good. And it takes like 2 seconds to dry. I don't have to use as much conditioner like I used to. And its not blowing in my face and specially with the heat on the rise I wont have to worry about constantly putting it up in a bun. I figured fuck it, if I have it in a bun or pony tail all freaking summer its going to be just like having short hair.

I even had a dream of me with short hair, and I really liked it.

So I made an appointment and got it cut. There is like 5 different cuts in my current hairstyle. The main objective is like a mohawk. Do I spike it like a hawk now? No, because I was given so much shit for my hair that it hurt my feelings really bad.

DO I still love my hair cut despite what people have said? Yes I love my hair. Its so much easier to manage and it makes me feel better! Its just taking me some time to get used to the idea.

Will I ever get the same cut? Maybe not exactly the same but it makes me want to test drive some other funky hair cuts. ITS MY FUCKING HAIR!


I got shit from a few people about my hair and how short it is now. It makes me less attractive, that's the biggest one I've gotten. Really? Is it hair that makes the person? What if I had cancer and I had no hair? Would you never want anything to do with me? I was going to actually donate my hair cause it was so long but I couldn't because its been treated. So at least I was thinking about other people who don't even have hair.

I am the same exact person as i was with longer hair. I have the same body parts the same eye's the same exact personality. Why is it that my hair justifies who I am as a person?

The person who first told me that, is something I really actually find very attractive both in his looks and his personality. You can say I HAD a lil mini crush on him, even though it was NEVER going to happen. I just cared.

And then to find out another person I know then another. It just wouldn't stop. But there was a dozen people who said its very flattering and it looks good one me. Although it was nice to see people who cared enough for me to say that. I was still very hurt and still am hurt.

Yeah shouldn't care what people say but let me tell you I am very sensitive.

So I'll be getting a small mohawk style hair cut on Sunday! I can't freaking wait! I need a change, something new and fun. And later on I'll be coloring it funky colors muahahaha!! Anyways!

I'll post before and after pictures for you all to gonk at. xD

So I am doing a live stream while I do some art, its not that great but yay anyways!!

Also going in between watching my good friend's stream!  etequuis So its two streams in one! Come watch us both, or one of us or..none of us..ALTHOUGH YOU SHOULD COME WATCH EITHER WAY!! :D

http://www.livestream.com/spandexpudding <-- My stream

https://join.me/974-040-097 <-- His stream

I shall not be spending a freaking dime from my paypal what so ever tell I get the tablet of my dreams! So all donations will be securely safe within my lovely paypal account.

Details about all this donate crap~!

I am going to clean up my lovely front page and make a spot for donations. All the donations will go towards buying a 57$ tablet (and if I reach that I might keep going to get enough funds for a newer pen). When someone donates I'd appreciate it if they included their name in a note (name meaning username for FA PLEASE!). I will be putting your FA ID (icon) on my front page under people who have donated along with the amount donated and will be putting my current amount next to the amount needed. If you want to remain anonymous please let me know so I can add that instead of your name.

I know this is asking a lot of my friends/family here on FA but every bit counts and it wont go unappreciated I can totally give you guys that much.

my paypal is spandexpudding (spandexpudding@aol.com) so its easy to remember!

Thank you soo much if you decide to donate!

Yup..adapter is out I have no money for a new one this is about the fifth one I've been threw I swear to god..

I am pissed I can't do any artwork I can't do anything I'd normally do on my laptop. I'm looking into getting a new laptop all together because I think that's what I need. Think my laptop is on its last and final leg. It works but I go threw adapters way to quickly. Might sell it off somehow for how ever much I can get from it.

Asking for help to get a new laptop from my mom but things came up, dunno if its going to happen. I don't have enough money for a new laptop what so ever..this really truly bites..

So I guess since I don't have masterful skills and a tablet I can't really sell my adoptables...so idk whether to make more and see what happens or wait and re post..-_-

I'm so irritated, it took me all freaking day to draw that damn thing..NO its not the most BEST artwork but freaking really? I used a MOUSE to make that damn thing! And its not like you gotta keep that artwork, you can just re use it in another piece of art..

Idk what to do.