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General | Posted 8 months agoSo, besides my now yearly art dump of the commissions I've accumulated, there are changes that I have gone through in my life in the past.... 8 years or so that I never really discussed. Moved to Hawaii, fell out of a few relationships, gained a new relationship and forever partner in 
DustyTheLion who I will eventually marry. I've only grown considerably in my job that now I make probably 4 times what I used to, bought a car for the first time from craigslist, sold a car for the first time, bought a new car for the first too. Paid off my debt only to go right back into debit with the car, managed to quit smoking and cut back on caffeine without the withdrawal, and started a community on VR Chat with a close friend 
Rega , and I just posted the new logo I got made for it. Then we mix all this craziness with all the shit that has happened these past 8 years and some dread that I could lose my job or my sanity at any moment. It's been high risk, high reward for the past 8 years in a lot of ways and.... I just wonder if it ever stops? Or do I need to make a drastic change again for this to not be so..... nerve wracking all the time. I hate the feeling that all it takes is one really bad mistake for it to all fall apart. It's draining and it takes one of my days off a week of just doing nothing and veg for me to recover.
Before I spiral any further, and believe me, I can spiral further, just know that if we haven't talked in years, or feel abandoned by me in some way, it probably wasn't personal. My bandwidth for social interactions is so limited now and is usually consumed by my community FNM and my lion. Feel free to reach out to me and reconnect. I'd love to catch up when I have the time. I just can't guarantee that things will go further than that.
DustyTheLion who I will eventually marry. I've only grown considerably in my job that now I make probably 4 times what I used to, bought a car for the first time from craigslist, sold a car for the first time, bought a new car for the first too. Paid off my debt only to go right back into debit with the car, managed to quit smoking and cut back on caffeine without the withdrawal, and started a community on VR Chat with a close friend 
Rega , and I just posted the new logo I got made for it. Then we mix all this craziness with all the shit that has happened these past 8 years and some dread that I could lose my job or my sanity at any moment. It's been high risk, high reward for the past 8 years in a lot of ways and.... I just wonder if it ever stops? Or do I need to make a drastic change again for this to not be so..... nerve wracking all the time. I hate the feeling that all it takes is one really bad mistake for it to all fall apart. It's draining and it takes one of my days off a week of just doing nothing and veg for me to recover.Before I spiral any further, and believe me, I can spiral further, just know that if we haven't talked in years, or feel abandoned by me in some way, it probably wasn't personal. My bandwidth for social interactions is so limited now and is usually consumed by my community FNM and my lion. Feel free to reach out to me and reconnect. I'd love to catch up when I have the time. I just can't guarantee that things will go further than that.
Ehh, don't care
General | Posted 2 years agoRight now I dont care too much about my look on this website, so I think I am just gonna dump the art I've accumulated in the past 7 years.
Way behind
General | Posted 7 years agoSo, most of you can already tell that I don't really frequent FA. This doesn't help when I have a hefty backlog of commissions I have yet to post on here. Hopefully soon I can start posting them all once again. Hopefully I can find the time between work and enjoying Hawaii.
My Characters
General | Posted 9 years agoHello Y'all. Figured I might as well write one of these at some point and now is as good of a time as any.
As you may have figured from all of my commissions so far, I do have quite the cast of characters. Thing is, I only have had art done fore around half of my roster of characters. I have been using spare time here and there to try and flesh out their backstories, and the universes (some are separate and never get played together) they live in. My question is, should I write up these character docs of mine and post them here? Should I make a f-list for each and ever character that I may have? (which would be a chore in and of itself) What do people think I should do?
As this process of developing characters continues, you may find that certain ones might be altered physically, as per my planned changes to Benji, who is my first character that I have ever made. His changes come with the long effort of merging his world with Zaccai's as they become my two main characters and fursonas. Changes include an eye color change to blue, and making them glow like Zaccai's light lines. These changes are to finally fix some missing or broken strands in the backstories of each character as I continue to flesh out their stories, using my brothers old fursona and a 2 and a half year long rp that he had participated in daily as inspiration. (this thing was crazy though, having AUs, reduzx, and other little tweaks that I have had to sift through and decide what I wanted to use.) I will let you guys know more as I get close to finalizing the characters.
Anyways, it's getting late here and there is so much I can talk about here without giving away too much, so I will leave you with a little teaser.
Benji is now a half demon, with the ability to do minor shapeshifting, like growing a bit in size, changing his build or fur color, but nothing further than that. I partially did this to better explain why I have so many damn variations of Benji where the only difference is his build or size. (Normal Benji, daddy Benji, chubby Benji, very fit Benji, etc.)
As you may have figured from all of my commissions so far, I do have quite the cast of characters. Thing is, I only have had art done fore around half of my roster of characters. I have been using spare time here and there to try and flesh out their backstories, and the universes (some are separate and never get played together) they live in. My question is, should I write up these character docs of mine and post them here? Should I make a f-list for each and ever character that I may have? (which would be a chore in and of itself) What do people think I should do?
As this process of developing characters continues, you may find that certain ones might be altered physically, as per my planned changes to Benji, who is my first character that I have ever made. His changes come with the long effort of merging his world with Zaccai's as they become my two main characters and fursonas. Changes include an eye color change to blue, and making them glow like Zaccai's light lines. These changes are to finally fix some missing or broken strands in the backstories of each character as I continue to flesh out their stories, using my brothers old fursona and a 2 and a half year long rp that he had participated in daily as inspiration. (this thing was crazy though, having AUs, reduzx, and other little tweaks that I have had to sift through and decide what I wanted to use.) I will let you guys know more as I get close to finalizing the characters.
Anyways, it's getting late here and there is so much I can talk about here without giving away too much, so I will leave you with a little teaser.
Benji is now a half demon, with the ability to do minor shapeshifting, like growing a bit in size, changing his build or fur color, but nothing further than that. I partially did this to better explain why I have so many damn variations of Benji where the only difference is his build or size. (Normal Benji, daddy Benji, chubby Benji, very fit Benji, etc.)
