Well iv decided to move back home to NJ.

Today was the first time ever since i was born to not see my mother on her birthday. My mother is the person i care the most about in my life and it is realy depressing to not see her today of all days. I feel terrible but work would not let me take the time off to go see her. I havent told any one yet today and i just need to say somthing to some one just to let it all out.