He passed away around 7:30 PM last night.


He was fighter but he lost his battle. His body couldn’t take it anymore.

Things are gonna be changing around here…. Not exactly ready for it.

Ok gonna try and explain this as quickly as poss.
For the last 3 months, my papa had been in 5 different hospitals after his initial visist cause he was shitting black. And all these hospitals did nothing. We sent him to the city, not much got done their than he went to rehab for 3 weeks. Came home for 2 weeks to get his legs working again and everything was going good. Up until 2 1/2weeks ago when he had to go back just because hemoglobin went down. And thats where things went downhill. The hospital wanted to give him a second colonoscopy. And we should have refused cause it caused further damage and he had multiple tears in his colon and had to get it fully removed. He just got his colostomy bag, and 2 days ago he was getting better than we thought, than the other night things took a turn for the worst. I get woken up that my papa got to the worst. We spent the whole day there yesterday. From 7:00 am to 6:00 PM. And be got worse because when he had the colon tears that were only discovered last week, the waste got into the tears and into bis blood and he got sepsis. And by now its been too much on his heart . He can’t fight anymore , and even with all the shit he’s hooked up to, its not gonna get better and only prolonging the inevitable.

Gonna head to the hospital to say our goodbyes..

Never suspected he would go like this.

And this all could have been prevented.

Im tired of it

Gonna keep this short.


Oh man has these last 2 weeks been driving me to my low points. Nana and papa gotta stay over till Papa can walk again.

Its been a fucking Nightmare managing all this. Especially with nana having a disease . Shes fucking impossible to put up with. If she’s not arguing with us shes talking to herself .



Ok the bright side. Been getting even better at drawing assess. ^^

Got hardly any strength to continue living in this hell we call “life.”

IfI go silent for over a month, thats the notice that I’m dead.

No more drawings

HAPPY VORE DAY EVERYONE!!!!!

DEATH DAY TO ALL THE UNFORTUNATE PREYS IN HE CRAZY-VERSE ! JUST A BOLIDAY TO ALL THE VORNIES!!^^
Unfortunately no drawing again from me. Still so backed up.

Gonna also be out on Vore Day. Going places. So could even try to get something out but will have stuff for International Dog Day, August 21st. Or as I’m calling it, “International Dog VORE Day.” So stay tuned for that.

Have fun everyone, looking forward to seeing horny works!

So Im actually a Big Marvel fan and superhero fan in general, so it’s only nature that I combine something silly with my Fursona and Marvel.

Feel free to leave a character/s and a scenario. Im interested to hear YOUR ideas.

I would pick Spider-Man instantly and a few others but I still wanna hear your ideas.^^

Unfortunately for everyone here, theres a good chance Im gonna kill myself before I make it to 2026 .

Ive fucking had it with having to keep putting on a false act and trying to pretending everything is all good.

Im fucking tired of feeling forced to live. Im sick of living .

Fuck life honestly.

Its 1:40 am currently.

Gonna sleep a few hours.

But its July 21st now which means its my birthday . I'm another year closer death. :|

Unfortunately on my day this year, The places I wanted to go are closed on Mondays. Im gonna be alone most the day. I can’t go to the places I wanted to. My celebration isn’t till Saturday. My metal state has ruined the joyful vibe of my birthday . So my “special day “ is just another regular day….

This years been a fucking drag honestly….. not so sure if Im even gonna make it to next year at this rate..

Well tomorrow is another year closer to death for me .

Honestly not too excited for it.:/ least I got a gift yesterday that made me feel better.

I haven’t been doing the best mentally for the last 2 weeks. Wanted to get stuff uploaded but had no energy as I was completely out of it.

Try to get something finished so I can upload. It bothers me if I dont give you guys sexy content for a long while.

Back and WOW, Superman was fucking amazing.
Perfect movie for whats going on. Just wish Metahumans were real to help the poor souls in gaza
I nearly cried.
Also the two political baddies are pretty much
Musk and Trump,
SO Satisfying to see their defeat.


Could a Krypto drawing be on the way? Maybe but still hugely backed up on stuff thats been started since 2024z

Is there anyone here who is still waiting on the commissions list?

Haven’t been the best for a while as I wanted to finish all the stuff but today Im gonna open commissions as I need the money. Financial issues.
Why, Im doing drawing to help promote commissions. Everything will be explained on the post later

Might have 3-4 people have their ocs cameo for an upcoming Radio drawing.

Still have to decide .

Just got home from a 3 day trip.

It was fun.


Am trying to draw . With how nature related the trip to Bear Mountain was, it reminded me a lot of my oc Peter who loves nature.

Im taking a break from fetish art. It already is not that fun anymore. Im tired of the fucking pressure of all the backed up shit I have. I honestly wanna quit. It gets in the way of all my other important shits!

I hate I let this shit get this bad. I should burn all the unfinished drawings I have: that would be the easiest option.

Im tired of uploading and all the shit I gotta put just to get 12-20 likes.
Fuck this pile up chicken shit bullshit!!

Im done.

Idk what else to say.

Wow, a week without FA.

Welcome back!

Finally got it published:
https://patreon.com/Radioactive_Spider_Man?utm_medium=unknown&utm_source=join_link&utm_campaign=creatorshare_creator&utm_content=copyLink

How does the price range of $5-$15 for early viewing of drawings sound?

Unfortunately having some trouble setting up a Patreon community . But hopefully I can figure it out.

Might finish a drawing that fits well with Earth Day. But again it depends .

Tho Im asking those of experience about it. So until I get a response, It wont be open.

Have good Easter everyone.


Know some are gonna be laying eggs today. Especially a certain Chicken.

So what happened is the car ride to the zoo was very good up until we had to find parking! Spent almost an hour parking and mother was fucking furious. The stupid gps kept talking is to all the entrances and not the parking lots, we thought the day was done. Mother nearly cried from the frustration. Probably her angriest yet.


But we got parking… in a the botanical garden. Had to walk a little bit. Pretty bull shitty considering we payed for tickets in advanced, they should come with reserved parking.

But we made it.


Have to say, zoo was pretty fun except for the people, stupid, rude fucking people. Parents who weren’t even watching their kids. Literally we saw multiple kids nearly getting lost because the parents aren’t watching. They could have easily gotten lost or even kidnapped in 2 seconds.


But the worst part, is when we were eating, these fucking little kids were trying to chase and stomp on free range peacocks. And the parents hardly were concerned, shit parenting. If my kid did that , I would have fucking hit him hard and let him know I should stomp on him and see how he likes it. And it ain’t abuse, it’s making a fucking point.

I can’t stand reckless children.

The parents just say “you know better” OBVIOUSLY THEY DON’T KNOW BETTER CAUSE IF THEY KNEW BETTER, THEY WOULDN’T BE FUCKING TRYING TO HURT A PEACOCK!


Unbelievable these fucking useless people that get to live. This is why children tend to be little Hitlers. Shitty fucking parents.

And it got packed later on. Didn’t get to see everything but had mostly a good time.