My heart breathes the vapors.
And they are bitter sweet.

"Ask not that I be equal to the best...
but better than the wicked."
~Seneca~

Nobody ever understands these.
Free sketch to anyone that does.
<3 Lux

I had a long talk with some good friends this month and they have been giving me lots of advice and direction for taking back my gallery and disposing of drama whores. I plan for my return by Valentines Day with some new art I've been working on across other accounts. I really wanted to avoid this next part, but I will be establishing a code of conduct, request and commissions rules document on my main page front for all to see like many artist do. My galleries will be operating on no drama tolerance, and reporting and blocking of offenders will be administered liberally.
Furthermore I will be screening my notes. If you want to get a hold of me, please make sure the subject is filled out in the note, because I'll likely delete it if I don't recognize the user or the subject of the note isn't made clear.

Thanks to everyone that has responded positively and have supported me.
I know who my friends are and I won't forget it.
<3 Lux

Due to a dense web of drama, I am sorry to inform you that it has become impossible for me to continue this gallery. While I will never stop drawing, I will no longer publish publicly. Any art will be completely private to friends that know me well enough, or published under other aliases or completely anonymous.

I thank everyone who has supported me over the years.
Keep drawing, and never let the dream die.

<3 Lux

"Give the roses to your girlfriend."
She told him five days ago.

His pain was still audible as he exhaled a defeated breath.
He wasn't able to form the words.

"I know buddy... I know."
Was all I could say.

But something good inside dies
When you watch a grown man cry.

<3 Lux

Dealing with some IRL drama at the moment.
All further Art trades, commissions, requests and coloring permissions are closed until further notice.

<3 Lux

When I came across your picture while cleaning my bookshelf today, it filled my heart with joy to watch it burn between my fingertips. In one searing swirl I saw all the sweet sickening black of your heart slithering loose, pried away by the beautiful butane glow of my lighter. And I must say that the scorched smell of your memory still makes me wince a smile of malicious thoughts for you darling.

Just thought you should know.

<3 Lux


You know they say you get what you pay for
You gotta own what you sell

I think I'm going to like it when I give you Just a taste of hell =3

A little flavor of the pain that you gave me
A little taste of hell
All the trouble you have put me through
It will come back to you


Everclear

I apologize for slacking. I know it has been a while since I posted my feelings on the matter.. I recently took up wine collecting. It dulls the ache most days. This week however; I allowed the hate to simmer. Just for you girl. I hope you know I am still here, and I have not forgotten.

I never will.

<3 Lux

Thanks for the Christmas card
I don't want to hear about your new job now
I don't want to hear about your new boyfriend
I don't want to hear about it all working out for you
No, I don't want to hear it now

I don't want to hear about your swinging new place
I don't want to hear how everyone thinks it's great
I just want to sit in our apartment and hate you

Yes, I will be hating you for Christmas

I must be losing my mind

There's gotta be a better way to deal with the pain
There's gotta be a better way to deal with the hate

Wish that I could find some way to make you go away
Wish that I could have a drink and make you fade
I wish that I could have myself a drink and make you fade

I wish that I could have a drink and make you go away


Everclear