Alright, so I'm sure this may have come to a shock to some of you, considering many of you met me and knew me as a Fennec. But the reality is that when I became a furry 3 years ago, I never chose a fennec to be my sona. It was more given to me by the woman that would later become my girlfriend. We dated for two years and became an amazing part of my life. Meanwhile I came up with a separate sona myself, the shark known as Conner. As time went on, I noticed a lean towards Conner but kept Jak as I was still in the relationship. Then.. the worst happened and due to a few complications, my lady friend and I are no longer in eachother's lives.

Seeing this happen made me realize how out of touch I am to Jak now, and seeing as Fennec's are monogamous in nature and only choose one mate, it made sense that at the loss of his love, he would be stricken with great depression (As I have) and choose the last option he could think of. Either way, I have my reasons and I found it to be time to put Jak to rest as he is a constant reminder to my past and keeping him alive would only keep these feelings alive as well. Thanks for the understanding you guys, I'm sorry if this in any way brought you to a less then happy mood.

I.. can't believe it. Today is my birthday, I made it to 23, I was almost certain I wouldn't live to see it. And.. here I still am... Am I happier now?..No not really.. but I'm alive, so I guess that's something. I guess.. I just have to keep going, seeing what this life has in store for me. I hope I can keep myself together to see the good in life again. I don't want to give up. I don't want to shut down. I want to keep moving forward, and there's no way I would have made it this far without my friends who are there to help me when I'm down. Thank you so much for everything you've done for me  Riaaan You're definitely more of a buddy than I deserve. Thank you..