Alright everyone I know I am not on here vary much I really could use some help and right now I really don't know where else to go. The help I am needing is https://www.gofundme.com/open-the-d.....boundaries-svc , I have been trying to get the money up for my business for a long time it seems like something is coming up every time I get ready to do something. I will try to keep all you guys up to date. Also could you all please share this with every one you know. I have been just struggling a lot. Thank you for all you guys help.

Hey everyone I lost my father yesterday Aug. 12, 2016 17:07. Today I finally broken down and had a really hard cry. Even though I was not close to my dad. He was still my father and I love him dearly and I did not know how much I did love him. So I have a challenge for everyone to day. That is I want you to call your father and till him that you love him and that your glad to be there child. No matter what. My dad was physical, mental and verbally abusive to me but that does not matter because with out him you would not be here today. I ask you guys do this for my in remembrance of my father. Also please keep my family in your prayers. Thanks.

Will its time to brake down and say something so that no one think I fallen off the planet of earth. So here is a up date about starting out from 2014. I was in a accident that end up being a fatality accident and I was with the company for two years and loved everything I did. That had ended cause of the accident I quit the trucking industry cause of that accident. The company that rear ended me was trying to sue me but they lost because they where at fault. I'm sorry I am not giving the exact date but I could get into truble. Anywho about six months latter I end up going to collage to be a Rail Road conductor and I paid for the collage my self and that fail through. So with that being said I end up working at Microsoft Bing Maps driving a car and mapping out cities and country areas and I really enjoyed that job allot but the problem with the job is that it ended and also I could not get along with my boss because he was not giving important information about what is going on with the company and much more. So after that I end up going back driving trucks about 6-8 months ago now and I enjoy it, I am currently thinking about going back otr but I can't do the flatbedding stuff because of issues I have. If I do end up going back to flatbedding I will be looking for someone to ride with me and help me out. I am currently right now trying to get my business off the ground but money is a big issue right now for me cause I am not working to many hours. The business I am trying to start up is a travel agent is what you guys would call me but I do more then that. If any of you are interested in knowing what the more part is with my business is then just give me a pm and I will explain it better. Till then I hope all of you are doing will and I'm sorry I have not been around.

Yes the title says it all, I am needing help with designing a web site for the Travel business I am starting up called "No Boundaries". I don't have a lot of money to work with and am trying to find the least expensive route as possible. I am looking toward the goal of March to get this business off the ground, so if anyone would be willing to help me, I would be really thankful for it, and I will do what ever it takes to get this off the ground. Thank you.

To contact me you can send me a note on FA, or my E-mail is wolfespirit@gmail.com. Also my Skype handle is oldspiritoldsoul. Thank you again.

Yes I am tilling you guys the truth I am out here in Florida and my truck says it 70 degrees out right now in Jacksonville, Fl. And I am heading down to Miami, Fl where I can only assume that its like 80 degrees right now so I am going to be hot and sweating my butt off. I wish I could bring this weather up to the north.

Hey everyone I am doing better now. I am kind of antsy today because I really wish tomorrow was to day so I can find out whats going on with me going OTR. The reason why is because I have allot of goals that I want to meat and they are on hold because I am not OTR right now. Right now everything is looking good for me to go OTR all I am weighting on is CR England to call Swift and find out why they are putting a No Show on me when my family can tell you that I have never done that. Anywho I guess that last thing I can say is wish me luck. Thank you vary much for being there for me love all you. Thank you.

Hey everyone I know that I have not done vary much on FA. I just got done visiting my husband earlier this week and for a moment I felt a part of my dream coming true but when I had to leave my depression hit me because I have one mane dream that I really want and that is to have my family together and when I say family I mean my husband and my sons. I am longing/hunger for that day to come where I can feel and see it. The problem I am not able to do is wright now because I am still look for an OTR job so I can get things move allot better cause I would be able to do my home time to where I want to move to and I am busting my ass off. So I can see this dream to happen I am hopping to have this dream with in the next 3-6 mo. I hope but its all hanging from a tread right now because I just cant get a OTR job because Swift is still securing me over after 3.5 yr. ago Tomorrow I hope I get some good news from one of the company that I applied for. I am still trying to hang in there (sons I am sorry that I have not been on skype I just did not want my depression to affect you guys too.) I have not eaten anything over 48 hrs now but tonight I had something to eat and it was just only a small bole of macaroni and cheese. I think one of the reasons why I am writing this is because I need to get off my chest and I just want to cry allot now because of the reasons I just said. There are times when I go out side and stand on my porch and just hope that moon and starts are the same as what my sons and husband are seeing just like the song Some Where Out There I know its lame but for some reason I feel closer to my family when I am out side also it give me a chance for me to be alone. I am sorry for anyone that reads this and they feel like that I have no reason to be feeling this way. You guys maybe right but you know what I am still trying hard to get my self together and most of the time it only last for maybe a day or two but this is different. Just because I had a glimpse of the future with my husband and also one of my sons that I got to recently was able to visit for a week made it possible for me to see what to expect. For thank you son. I think I am done now and I love all of you.

Well I am just sitting here on a bed thinking about my life and what I have been through and you know my life is not as bad as it could be. Ya I am not stable in life but one of these day I well. I know some of you know I drive trucks for a living and I don't want to anymore because I have a husband and two sons that are vary dear to my hart and I have grown wiser now I am not what I used to be I am more mature now. So the reason why I am writing this journal is because I am listing to a song that has allot of meanings behind it and it is talking about what I would like to do if I can't travel the world for a living I would like to help the GLBT community. I have done so much for the GLBT in the past and now I want to do more. I just don't want to do in the wrong way because I have hurt my self money wise. My husband well be the one to tell you the same. So with everything being said here for those that are having problems in your life will I well get better and that is something I have to believe it to. I know this youtube video is more geared to the GLBT community but just listen to the words and I think it can fit your life in many ways in more ways then one. I love all of you and thank you for being there for me and being my friend.

I just lost my dog Stormy (06.15.2013). She was Husky,Chow mix and she was 5yr old. I was talking to my husband  guan and my son  sveyes when I got a phone call from one of my friends name  timberwolf460 and he told me that my girl Stormy died and all of sudden I got back on skype and wrote Stormy died and left. For that I am sorry to people that I was talking to that I just left right after that and not explaining any details. So the reason for saying wishing for a better week went down the drain well I had a horse die in my arms from a accident that I witness and then my grandma died and now my Dog Stormy. So with all this being said I even didn't get any runs at all this week. So I am not getting a paycheck. Alwell I will manage. I am really needing a good week or even a miracle or something. I also had to pay $231.00 just to get her cremated and get her remains back so that also hurt me but she was well worth it even though I was given the opposition to bury her at my husband's mom house. The reason why I did not take it because he was way out of the way for me and I really did not know what I wanted. All I know is I was thinking of what I want to for my self when I die and that is I am wanting to be cremated my self. So I thought that would be more humane then bearing something that can get crushed by all the dirt from mother earth and that is not what I wanted to happen to her. If any of you that reads this and you have any questions please don't hold back just come out with the questions. Cause it well help me out. Thank you for everyone that was there to support me yesterday and I love all of you vary much.

NAMASTE for those who do not know what this means please refer to: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Namaste

Yep its says in the subject I am hopping for a better week cause I lost my grandma this last week and I almost got into accident that would have turned into a fatality accident and etc. So I am really hopping for a better week. On a good note on the other hand I am thinking about going back to school in August and ex stand my passion for traveling

Is there anyone out in Oklahoma City or even in Oklahoma let me know if all the furry people are ok and are safe including all of there family and friends. I just got done watching the news and there was a F5 that went through Newcastle, OK and I am worried about all of the people out there I also know I have allot of friends out there too. So if there is anyone that can give me an up date I would be very grateful. Thank to all of you.

Hay here is my update on how I am doing. I am doing really good. I am not having any pain and I am healing very well and I also went to Wild Nights had a blast there I am just wishing that it did not have to end. I have mete a lot of wonderful furry friends down there. I am also looking for another job because my career in Flatbeding is no more but that is fine I am going to go back into reefers which is a tempature control box.

I have been hearing that allot of people knows that I went in to surgery. Well that is true. I am doing well I am still in allot of pain and I am taking my medicine and it dose help a lot. Long story short I am doing good.

I don't know how many of you realize this, but the government is taking out a war on truckers, and as one of the many truckers on the road I am worried about the coming tide. as a hole this country needs us, we truckers provide all the supplies to the country, and without us all functions from production to sales will come to a grinding halt. you may think that the railroad and planes could pick up the slack but they cannot, in order to get the goods from either rail or plane you need a truck, also in order to transport by rail or plane you require much more fuel than by truck. to all within the community, we are about to loose many of our drivers, the current figures are around 35%, we need every driver, plz if we want this recession to end, we need the drivers. support you're truckers, let the government know that these laws are absurd.

try to have a nice day guys, and this is no joke, or joking matter, this is real, this is serious

this is by  TimberWolf460

I can say all this is true cause I my self as a Truck Driver have been seeing this already happening so please take this serious cause if we don't then we might regret the what is a hade of us.

Yep I am doing better today then yesterday. I am felling lot better. My head does not hurt and I am not sick of my stumic at all ether. I think the problem was my truck making me feel the way I was cause I think it has a exsaust leak so ya. My truck is still in a shop and I might be getting in to another truck tomorrow if my truck is have that problem with the exsaust.

hay yell I am doing ok but I feel really sick cause right now my truck has no AC cause I have been the South where the temps and are around the 80's and at night it sometimes gets cold and I have no way setting my thermostat in my truck because it does not work. I am also getting a smell of raw sewage which is not good at all. Right now I have a headache and I mean my whole head hurts really bad and I am feeling really sick to my stumik. So right now I am here in El Paso, TX sitting in the terminal weighting for tomorrow morning to come so I can get it in the shop to get it fixed. I end up driving all day and the past few day or shell I say since last Monday in a very hot truck. The only reason why I did not say anything about it when I first notice the problem is because I would be home and I don't get payed while it is in the shop. So when I am out here on the road and I put it in the shop then I get payed for the whole time being in the shop. Sorry about this journal not being organized in subjects and the spelling really sucks too. I am just really tired and its hard for me to sleep in a environment that is really hot I just get really sick left alone the smell I get from my truck. anywho love ya all and I am sorry about this journal I know it sucks but I thought I would let all you know how I am doing. I wish I could give you good news for once instead bad news all the time.

yep its says it all i am really tired cause Wed. got into an accident which was not my fault at all thank god. So that has been effecting me seance last night. Last night I had a really bad feeling I started to get really sick and shake really bad. I found out why last night why I had a bad feeling. SO last night I only slept for about 1 or 2 houses. So now I am feeling really sick still and allot of pain. So what I am thinking about doing is quit Over The Road (OTR) driving and do shuttle running which is being home every day or local running. I have not made a diction yet on what I am going to do. Although I am leaning toward shuttle cause I still want to travel so ya.

I also feeling like that I need to stay closer to home just encase something goes wrong with me cause my health is wherein down for example I feel my self loosing energy, pain in my lower back and hip. I also need to go see a doc cause I have blood in my urine.

I also have a lot of drivers out here in OKC, OK tilling me that I look like shit.

alright I'll shut up now.

Yes the subject says it I am getting really ferated cause seance I have been out here on the roads I have never had this bad of a time being out here and I have been out here seance Jan. 11, 2010 and I have been stuck in places so many time this round then I have been with Swift for almost 8 months due to weather roads closed. I am in Amarillo, TX and I was in Reno, NV. stuck there almost a week. Now here in Amarillo, TX I have been here sence the Jan. 27, 2010 if this keeps up I will not beable to make any payments etc. I am trying to not start screaming on here or use falu words but I am getting to the point where if something does not change I am going to go after some thing I don't know what. I am am not really my self right now cause of this and I just want to be the best husband and provide for him. I am wanting to be able to pay for things. there is lots of things I would like to do but I can't do it casue I am stuck out here cause roads are closed and I am not getting payed for just sitting here. what can I do. I feel hopeless right now.

Hay all I finally got to move and now I am in Denver, CO and you know the way here I have been listing to my xm radio and you know with all the news I here and listing to Michelangelo Signorile show which I love a lot. Plus listing to
http://www.youtube.com/user/WolfeSp.....23/QpzseMjS9q8 I sometime do ask where is the love cause allot of people still hate GLBT and people that are heterosexuals that support GLBT are being hated too. I just wonder if there is ever going to be a ending to all this hatched. Ya I know the answer to that question. Where is the freedom for all people and sex and collar. You know this may not be fare to say but I shore would not want to bring a child into this wicked world and let that child be picked on or suffer the things that people to day are suffering today.

You know I don't hate people that are against GLBT rights etc. but you know I understand where they are coming from but I also understand where the GLBT people are coming form and I can't say who is right. Ya I would love to marry my husband and be legal but you know I look at marriage and I ask who would like to go though the hell in spending money to get married and than latter get divorce. So in that since its not worth going through all that hell. I know what about the benefits will I wish there was a way of getting them with out having to go through all that hell.

O what about http://www2.wjbf.com/jbf/entertainm.....rleston/53169/ what are the gay people thinking I mean I understand why they are doing this but you know why do they have to make it look so gay. Ya I know this would be a better statue when we do get the right. But please make it look lot less gay. What the hell.

You know I can't believe I am saying all this cause before I met my husband I would be all for gay right not give a rats about Heterosexuals and till them all to go burn in hell cause how they are treating the GLBT community. Now I have grown and marcher I can't people in groups cause there are heterosexuals out there that are for gay rights.

alight I think I said to much you all be safe out there and try to stay warm.

hay all I so wanting to scream and my chest is starting to tightening up really bad cause I have been stuck out here in Reno, NV cause roads are closed or just max chines which mean putting tire chines on all tires and you know what I won't do that cause if you need to chines than its to unsafe to be driving. If any of you know anything about Donner's pass will the winds are so high like about 30 to 90 mph winds that can turn a truck over really ease. So me just sitting I am not making any money just sitting here and it really hurts. I know there are allot more drivers here in Reno, NV that has been here the same amount of time as me and they are not making any money aether. I got out here in Reno on Monday and it is now Thu. I am sorry about bring drama onto FA but I need some sort of outlet and even than I feel this is not enough. I want to start rolling NNNNNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWW. I am not asking for money here I am just saying that I can't stand being stuck out here and I want to be home right now and I can't but I did put my home time in to the company on Feb. 5,2010 and I'll be home for about 3 days maybe.

The Rules: This is fun to do. Just read the 'offense' and if you've done it, you owe that fine.
You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine.
NOTE: fines to be added once, not for how ever many times you have done it. And be honest.

Smoked weed -- $10
Did acid or pills -- $5
Ever had sex at church -- $25
Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you -- $40
Had sex with someone on MySpace/Facebook/Bebo/FA? etc -- $25
Had sex for money -- $100
Vandalized something -- $20
Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10
Beat up someone -- $20
Been jumped -- $10
Cross dressed -- $10
Given money to stripper -- $25
Been in love with a stripper -- $20
Kissed someone who's name you didn't know -- $0.10
Hit on some one of the same sex while at work -- $15
Ever drive and drank -- $20
Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50
Used toys while having sex -- $30
Got drunk, passed out and don't remember the night before -- $20
Went skinny dipping -- $5
Had sex in a pool -- $20
Kissed someone of the same sex -- $10
Had sex with someone of the same sex -- $20
Cheated on your significant other -- $10
Masturbated -- $10
Cheated on your significant other with their relative or close friend -- $20
Done oral -- $5
Got oral -- $5
Done / got oral in a vehicle while it was moving -- $25
Stole something -- $10
Had sex with someone in jail -- $25
Made a nasty home video or took pictures -- $15
Had a threesome -- $50
Had sex in public -- $20
Been in the same room while someone was having sex --$25
Stole something worth over more than a hundred dollars-- $20
Had sex with someone 10 years older -- $20
Had sex with someone under the age accepted by rule of thumb (half your age plus 7) -- $25
Been in love with two people or more at the same time-- $50
Said you love someone but didn't mean it -- $25
Went streaking -- $5
Went streaking in broad daylight -- $15
Been arrested -- $5
Spent time in jail -- $15
Pissed in the pool -- $0.50
Played spin the bottle -- $5
Done something you regret -- $20
Had sex with your best friend -- $20
Had sex with someone you work with at work -- $25
Had anal sex -- $80
Lied to your mate -- $5
Lied to your mate about the sex being good -- $25

stolen from  Mace_Black


[ ] You love hoodies.
[ ] You love jeans.
[ ] Dogs are better than cats.
[ ] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[ ] Shopping is torture
[ ] Sad movies suck
[ ] You own an X-Box.
[ ] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[ ] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[ ] You watch sports on TV.
[ ] Gory movies are cool.
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own, like, a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You like going to football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[x] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[ ] It's kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[ ] Sports are fun.
[ ] Talk with food in your mouth.
[x] wear boxers

4 points.

Your woman side:

[ ] You wear lip gloss.
[x] You love to shop
[ ] You wear eyeliner.
[ ] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[ ] You wear the color pink. LOL DUH
[ ] Go to your mom for advice.
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[x] You like hanging out at the mall.
[x] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[x] You like wearing jewelry.
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[x] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[x] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[ ] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[x] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories.
[ ] You smile a lot more than you should.
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x] You care about what you look like.
[x] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[x] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[ ] You wear girl underwear. [some times]
[ ] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[x] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[ ] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.

11 points

God I am feeling so gay and I have no way of expressing it and if there is way I don't know how I am just screaming inside saying let me be gay PPPPPPPPPPLLLLLLLLLEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSS Other than that I am doing awesome just enjoying my self out here on the road delling with Sour Puss  ratty913

Hay all there is a new fur on the Fa now and lets try to welcome him here on the site cause I think I converted him his wab page is  TimberWolf460 and I've seen some of his art will its really good. I think.

Here the news update that I have not did yet about me. As of right now I am in PA and I am having to drop off a load tomorrow. Now here is my progress I am right now feeling depress cause I feel like that I am fucking up to much the reason for this is my mentor cause everything I do I feel like he is going to say something bad I have been trying really hard to do good. I just feel like that the mentor and I are going down hill but you know what I am going to stick with it till the end cause I have two more weeks left once I am done with him and than I will have 6 day off. I also have to do a ride along with the safety department. Than once I get past that than I will be having my own truck and I will be alone for a bit till  Mace_Black is fished with his training. I also did something really stupid I left $16.00 at Wal-mart money thing. So as of right now I am not doing to will but tomorrow I am going to do better I hope. I let you all know how thing went once I get home. Till than you all have a better day than me.