So I went to see the movie 2012 today and man....you gotta understand the fact that I loooovvvee disaster movies and Ive never been effected by them beyond the ooing and aaahing stuff. But this movie...had me scared shitless. It made me feel terror, dread, sadness, despair and amazment all at once. But the scariest part of it all was knowing that everything portrayed in the movie may very well be more than highly possible. It was more than just a movie, to me it was an eye opener to the true nature of humanity and myrad of dangers that the earth could encounter. All in all I highly reccomend this movie to anyone whether you believe in the 2012 prophecy or not, its well worth the price of the ticket.

This MotW is dedicated to a fur in need. He is going through some rough times right now in his life and needs all the care and support he can get. Please give  RacthetMechanic a hug, he could use one. If you have any advice for him or some good words just visit his latest journal or give him a shout.

Here it is for you Racthet a song for you, one thats helped me in tough times.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PV3RHw2KFkc

Hello my friends, how go things for you all, hopefully well. Im going to be absent from the internet period for about a week so I can focus on getting my ass in shape for my Navy PRT coming up soon. Ive been having issues lately getting off my ass to do what I need to do, that and lately my job has been pissing all over me so Im in a crappy mood with that. All in all I need to stop all the things I like to do and focus solely on making the grade for my PRT. My career and future is on the line so I need to stop whineing and get on my feet and do what I have to do to acheive my goal. That is all for now, ill see you guyz later, hope I dont miss to much.

Your favorite blue husky,
Spitzer

This is a new hit single by one of my all time favorite bands, The Foo Fighters! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jLdmTyE4_sA

One that doesnt cost money. I tried to get gimp but for some reason the website wont load on the browser so I cant download gimp and Paint programs are PC exclusive I believe. Ugh, this is so aggrivating.

Here are the rules.

If you reply here...

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.
8. I'll tell you my favorite thing about you.
9. I'll tell you my least favorite thing about you.
10. If you play, you MUST post this on yours.

It wont let me use my pics for my avi, wont even let me set one of the defaults! >_<

This is the latest single from one of my all time favorite bands. No matter what cd of theirs I listen too I can listen to the whole thing from start to finish and enjoy every song, and they even rock live. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YFHN0gcMUf0

Yes, things do change in life and many times it seems like the changes we see leave us worse off than before. I had to make a hard decision. I had to tell someone who loved me, and whom I loved, that we couldnt be together anymore because I was distracted. Thats what I said to him, its all I could think to say with my mind and heart on the verge of a breakdown. The truth is that I have a direction that I must go and for me to let someone desperately cling to an idea of me returning when I may not is cruel and unfair. I have alot left to do in my life and many choices and changes that have yet to be made. I regret what I did, and probably will for a long time. But ya wanna know something that wont change...

-The love and care I have for that person
-The respect I have for that person
-And lastly, my heart.

Going to the navy and coming back sounds simple and easy enough, but there is something I believe that compells me and tells me that my future regardless of the navy, will be a hard one. I cannot even begin to hope that if I explained my belief to you all that you would believe me, but then I dont really need you too. Im walking down a road, and I know that the only way to reach the end is to walk it alone because its road made for me. We all have our roads, and for some they end together. But mine Im afraid is not one of those. I made a terrible mistake and now I must live with it, the mistake being that I crushed the heart of someone who loved me. My heart aches and screams out for me to beg for him to take me back, but I have become a victim of my own crime. For those of you who cared to read this far, I dont want your sympathy because I dont deserve it and it wont change what Ive done...I just wanted to explain myself and hope that he will forgive me.

Ok so the music this week is non-lyrical and in fact a soundtrack from one of my favorite movies(based on the book by the awesome H.G. Wells) The Time Machine. Enjoy!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EsbprxZbaJY

Stolen from  YuchiDaYena

1 | What is the name of your fursona?
Spitzer, Spitz for short.

2 | Where did the name of your Fursona come from?
It was derived from the Spitz canine family; most pointy-eared, long-snouted canines like huskies and german sheperds.

3 | What species is your fursona and why did you choose that species?
Spitzer is a siberian husky or "Eskie" as they are called in the region. I chose this breed because I seem to have a few of their personality traits such as being hyper, constantly craving attention, Im most protective of those I care about, I love me some snowy weather, blue seems to be my favorite color as well as my eye color. And lastly its my favorite dog, period.

4 | What color is your fursona and why? Hair/fur/eyes/etc.
His hair is brown like mine, his fur is blue and white, and his eyes are electric blue. I chose those colors because they are my colors of choice and they have sort of cool energy about them.

5 | What is your fursona's personality and how does this compare to your RL personality?
Spitzer is quite proactive in every sense of the word, he has wine taste and a beer wallet, he loves to snowboard even when he falls on his ass. He takes nothing for granted when it comes to food and a good time, he really is a bottomless pit. And he values family and friends above all other material things in this world. And ofcourse he's a bottom. ^-^
We are the same.

6 | What is one item your fursona owns that is significant to you in RL?
My collar!


7 | What is one thing you think you would say to your fursona if you could meet?
So.....wanna go hit the peaks?

8 | What is one thing your fursona would say to you if you could meet?
You have no fur.....creepy. O_0

9 | How has your fursona changed over the years?
He hasnt, he is only a few months old, still a pup.


10 | How long have you had this fursona?
Since I joined FA.


11 | Would you like to be more like your fursona?
I would like to BE my fursona, how awesome would that be?!

Ok so its been a while since I posted a MotW journal but here it is, gotta stay on top of it. This is something alittle heavier and rough for you metal heads by an awesome group called Sick Puppies. This is by far the best fight song Ive ever heard! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O0M5D5OA-d4

Enjoy!

OMG, like how does this thing work?! It wont even let me change the size of my tool, it just remains a big huge circle that makes huge lines. This makes me sad.

I have found a pretty cool art program that Ima start experimenting with called Gimp. So far it looks pretty good and the best part is its free! Now I just need some good clean line art to experiment with.

This is hilarious beyond reason.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v4mMfdzdaio

Meme taken from  ciesnafox

If you have 00-10 ... write [I'm a goody-goody]
If you have 11-20 ... write [I'm still a goody-goody]
If you have 21-30 ... write [I'm average]
If you have 31-40 ... write [I'm a bad kid]
If you have 41-50 ... write [I'm a very bad influence]
If you have 51-60 ... write [I'm a horrible person]
If you have 61-70 ... write [I should be in jail]
If you have 71-80 ... write [I should be dead]
If you have 81-90 ... write [I got a ticket to Hell]

HAVE YOU...

[ ] smoked
[x] consumed alcohol
[ ] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[ ] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[x] kissed someone of the same sex (lol, dirty little secret)
[x] had sex (it was 69 if that counts?)
[x] had someone in your room other than family
[x] watched porn
[ ] bought porn
[ ] tried drugs

TOTAL SO FAR: 5

[x] taken painkillers
[x] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[x] lied to your parents
[x] lied to a friend
[ ] snuck out of the house
[x] done something illegal
[x] felt hurt
[x] hurt someone
[ ] wished someone to die
[ ] seen someone die

TOTAL SO FAR: 12

[ ] missed curfew
[x] stayed out all night
[ ] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[x] been to a therapist
[ ] received a ticket
[ ] been to rehab (psychiatric)
[ ] dyed your hair
[x] been in an accident
[x] been to a club
[x] been to a bar

TOTAL SO FAR: 17

[x] been to a wild party
[ ] been to a Mardi Gras parade
[ ] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
[x] had a spring break in Florida
[ ] sniffed anything
[ ] wore black nail polish
[x] wore arm bands
[x] wore t-shirts with band names
[ ] listened to rap
[ ] owned a 50 Cent CD

TOTAL SO FAR: 21

[x] dressed gothic
[ ] dressed girly
[x] dressed punk
[ ] dressed grunge
[x] stole something
[ ] been too drunk to remember anything
[ ] blacked out
[ ] fainted
[x] had a crush on a neighbor

TOTAL SO FAR: 25

[x] had a crush on a friend
[x] been to a concert
[ ] dry-humped someone; been dry humped
[ ] been called a slut
[ ] called someone a slut
[ ] installed speakers in a car
[ ] broken a mirror
[ ] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[ ] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush

TOTAL SO FAR: 27

[ ] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper
[x] seen an R-rated movie
[x] cruised the mall
[ ] skipped school
[ ] had surgery
[ ] had an injury
[ ] gone to court
[ ] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping
[ ] caught something on fire
[ ] lied about your age

TOTAL SO FAR: 29

[x] owned/rented an apartment/house
[ ] broke the law in the police's presence
[ ] made out with someone who had a GF/BF
[ ] got in trouble with the police
[x] talked to a stranger
[ ] hugged a stranger
[ ] kissed a stranger
[ ] rode in the car with a stranger
[x] been harassed
[x] been verbally harassed

TOTAL SO FAR: 33

[ ] met face-to-face with someone you met online
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[ ] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight
[x] been to a fair
[ ] been called a bad influence
[x] drank and drove
[ ] prank-called someone
[x] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
[ ] cheated on a test

TOTAL = 38

Im a bad kid!

Ok so I watched the 2 hour season premier......I now love heroes more than anime. Im sorry but this season looks its off to an amazing start and Sylar, ~laughs maniacally~, is still in the game thank Bob! The only thing that would make this better is if they announced a Heroes movie.

And now for the flavor of the week, a personal and inspirational favorite of mine and hopefully yours. Ladies and Gentlemen I give you... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TAP5Sr3R638

Ok, so we all know what happened by now. What was the real problem though? Ill tell ya, very poor representation. Up until now every major minorty and or cultural group has had some sort of official represenative(s) to be the public voice and face of their causes. Martin Luther King Jr., Harvey Milk, Gandi, just to name a few. My point being, who shall represent us? Who will be the face and voice of our fandom and show the world who we really are? We need a champion of our own, someone who can bring us out of the perverbial closet. But who? I dont know. But its a decision that I think would be a good one for all of us. Now keep in mind that this will be devoid of politics since we all know, politics is the national sport of Hell. For those of you who agree with me, please help spread the idea and repost this in a journal of your own. Thankies!

A new favorite of mine that Ive been hearing on the radio. This could be a good song to make out to under the righ circumstances.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vXaQx1HXA_o

Ugh, I just found out Im gonna have to get my wisdom teeth extracted at basic training as soon as I walk in the door. So far I only seem to have a bottom pair growing atm and the second one is only just starting to protrude. If anyone of you is a dentist....help me I need some info.

For those of you who believe I have potentially figured out a terrifying truth. Ok, obviously most people who really know me know that I am always trying to solve problems and mysteries that most people either dont care about or are seemingly impossible. However, there is one problem I have been trying to figure out for a long time despite people constantly telling me to not worry about it. For some reason, I need to worry about it and I think I may have discovered the truth behind one of the greatest religious/political coupes in the history of human existence. I know Im right, it just fits together so intricately and perfectly. It all begins with Lucifer and the Mayan civilization. In mayan lore, the knowledge of time was gifted to them by a beautiful white skinned diety named Itzamna who could also take the form of a great lizard or bird. He also gave them the knowledge of writing and the preist caste of mayan society and was also venerated as a creator God. My thoery is that this deity was either Lucifer himself or one of his fallen angels and that the knowledge of time they were taught would invariably lead their calculations to a specific end date or trigger date if you will. That date being December 21, 2012. If my theory is correct then that was the foundation of what would grow into the largest secret coupe de tat in history. Jumping forward through time, we have here the biblical prophecy of Revelations. In this prophecy it is strongly suggested that in the end days, Europe will become the super power of the world. Today Nato and the UN oversee the actions and dealings of every country in the world including the U.S. However, they are not in full control as long as the U.S. is still an active government. It is the belief of many, myself included, that the UN and Nato will move in to compromise the U.S. and its respective territories. Next you ask, how? 2012. By december of 2012 the world and especially the U.S. will be engulfed in a state of fear, panic, and paranoia. If a large enough group of people were roused up by a sense of fear, anger, and hopelessness it wouldnt be hard to imagine a huge riot of angry and frightened people storming the capitol as a last ditch effort to get back at all those "bad politicians" and our "evil government" and our "evil president". If this were to happen, and its very likely considering the influence of certain groups of people unknown, our president wouldnt be able to react accordingly or efficiently enough to counter the mass panic and rioting. Whether an actual catastrophic event involving earth and space will actually occur remains to be seen but if anything it would only fuel the problem further. If the government of the U.S. were to be broken in such a manner then Nato and the UN would follow protocal and move in to declare martial law over the country and contain the "issue". At this point the U.S. is no more but is now in the hands of foreign and unholy powers especially since The Anti-Christ will most likey be at the head of this operation as the leader of the UN and or Nato. At this point its done. Not to mention the mental influencing being distributed from television and movies. There is a movie coming out about 2012 where it shows cities falling into the oceans and massive waves rolling over the himilayas and utter destruction ensues. The seeds of fear and discord are already being sown, the time for frutition is very close. The takeover by the Anti-Christ would be successful without a doubt given its subtle and very prolonged nature. Its a perfect plan really. The stage was set thousands of years ago and the coupe would grow and strengthen with every passing age to carried on by those charged with its completion over the centuries. This is what my studies and workings have led me too. Now we wait to see whether Im right or if Im wrong. I just hope that when this happens that I wont be in the U.S. anymore.

Ok, so basically this is how my life is going atm. I live with my dad, who is gay, and my 2 little sisters live with my mom and stepdad. So my stepdad is an asshole right, its his MO. However, recently he has gone too far. He is a roofer and lately he hasnt had any work at all and now he is getting depressed and angry. Now he is taking his frustration out on my mom and sisters telling them that things would be better if they just left and now it will probably happen here soon. First off my mom loves my sisters too much and it will break her if they go and my real dad knows that so he is half against the idea. But my sisters have even said they wanna come live with my dad and for my mom to here that is breaking her down too much and its so frustrating, especially since I cant do anything about it. My stepdad believes that he can do no wrong and that the problems with his mariage to my mom are from my sisters which isnt the real case. The problem with the marriage is his retarded ass and he will never acknowledge it. Im just ready to go kick his ass but I am gonna have to bite the bullet and watch from the side lines. It just makes me so f@#king pissed knowing that he is getting what he wants. If it wasnt for my own personal sense of honor I would go down there and break him in half. UGH!!! Ok, I have vented alittle.

I stole this from my bro starlyn  choatixhusky45

1) Who are you?
2) Are we friends?
3) When and how did we meet?
4) Would you kiss/hug me?
5) Give me a nickname and explain why.
6) Describe me in 1 word.
7) What was your first impression of me?
8) Do you still think the same?
9) What reminds you of me?
10) If you could give me anything, what would it be?
11) How well do you know me?
12) Are you gonna put this in your journal and see what I say about you?
13) Would you meet up with me?

If there is something you want, and its within my artistic powers, just tell me and Ill do my best. Keep in mind I dont have PS or SAI so all I do is color sketches. I would do commissioning but I dont think anyone would wanna pay for my quality of art, not having PS and all. I will only be taking on 10 at once so as to keep my sanity.

Work Schedule:

1. Choatixhusky45: done
2. Jake_Lioner83: done
3. Hornetv2: 0%
4. Bakkuni: 0%
5. Omnikitsune: 0%
6. metal-head-rush: 0%
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9.
10.

Well it had to happen sometime, and I could use a partner to talk to and include in my pics and just enjoy all around. Though Im not exactly expecting a real relationship but who knows. But since Im off to the navy in a couple of months Im not sure what could happen. But anywho, yeah Im looking for a mate, male preferably but I might go for a female if Im feeling up for it.