still alive

anybody else going?

sry for like, no updates for so long, if people are still even paying attention to this account lol


so tablets still being shit and i had to hook up my old one, which is fine for the most part. well, until i realized its my operating system that was probably screwing up my tablet, so gotta figure out how to deal with that

i run windows 10 and it forces you to use the windows ink thing for tablets but i dunno how to shut it off

ive looked up how to do it but it still turns on even though it literally says its shut off, so i dunno what to do


just wanna finish these damn comms so i dont have to draw anymore



oh also ill be at furpoc this year if you wanna meet me and say hi, hugs are good too

sorry, shits hard, depression sucks, nothing i use to do is fun anymore etc etc


i know like none of you give a shit at this point but figured id make a journal



i know i still owe some people art, i have panic attacks about it every day and it plagues me but still cant bring myself to draw, shit sucks


fighting depression and anxiety alone is a full time job, on top of a shitty sleep schedule

finally be getting my new tablet which means i can start working on art again wooooo