Hahahahahahaha That was way too time consuming

Wow, what a crazy year this has been for me! Getting commissions, talking to new people, girlfriend being gone all year and coming back just a few days ago. what a crazy crazy ride!

Well...first things first, I want to thank the first person I got a commission from:  BlackenedVulpine making this wonderful piece: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/26787641/
Along getting my SECOND piece: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27656869/
Have to thank this gal for having the patience with me...ohh boy...

Well...whats next.... oh I know, someone who helped me better understand writing and got me to try it out myself!  Dark_Violet! Whom has in turn introduced me to  OctoberFlixard and  wrincewind. These are some wonderful people I love and enjoy chatting with.

Who's next to thank here.... oh! I know!  Project_X for inviting me in a server and getting to know a LOT of people, which I won't go into because my GOD that is a lot of people!

Back on track a bit...commissions, the next runner up!
 SorenaTheRiolu for making my...genetically(?) hybrid, Bain: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27853662/
 ScreamoShaymin for making my character: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/28479974/
 darkwufflez (and  ScreamoShaymin because we paid for this together) : http://www.furaffinity.net/view/28476501/
 Darell-sama for posing my character out in public: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/28643229/
and
 OctoberFlixard for drawing my sona, placing me in a mural hosted by  wrincewind lord have mercy on that wallet, and drawing my married couple:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/28615857/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/29222077/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/29654521/

There is another one, from Discord, but I'm honestly to lazy to find his/her media outlet and I should really post what it is, but LAZY! EVEN THOUGH I'M 30 MINUTES TYPING THIS JOURNAL AND MY FINGERS HURTS!

Now, for the 2 people that gifted me some art, yay! Love these people!
 VI_Project creating http://www.furaffinity.net/view/28329242/ and http://www.furaffinity.net/view/29515017/
and
 Cougar_Leon going BEYOND expectations and surprised me when I was taking my girlfriend out on a date: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/29509702/

I'm missing someone important...oh yiss!  Fayyette for allowing me to use some of her music in my YouTube videos!

And the person who I love for gifting me Monster Hunter World:  RayneAnisakis
Such a wonderful guy

hmm...I think that's everything.....Yuppers!
Have a Merry Christmas everyone, and a happy new year!

Well...in an hour as I'm typing this... Sadly my girlfriend is stuck somewhere else I don't know EXACTLY EXACTLY where but... I've been trying to manage it all. Only a few people vaguely know what happened in my way (that make's me feel better). But....yay, 20.

I've been holding off on my story for a while and my activity here has been less. Not leaving, just dancing to help get my mind off of some things, and its a good exercise thing for me. Its only been dancing to Black Eyed Peas, and this turned into a little hobby of mine.

Guess this is here to state I'm still alive... I dunno... May drop this thinking to highly of himself"

Since roughly early-to-mid December in 2016, I've been working every night daily on a very (and extremely unnecessary amount of) bloody story. Yes, it involves Pokemon, quite some exotic ones, and one in particular has been murdering both pokémon and humans. In defense.

This is STILL a work in progress, but if you'd like to take a read, here is where you can read it all:

https://www.wattpad.com/story/80781012/parts

I would like to give a thanks again to  Dark_Violet and  OctoberFlixard for some of their critiquing me in some parts.

Now if you are about to read, grab something to keep yourself sane. It'll be a crazy ride.

Well... To be honest... I had figured and assumed that everyone's inbox stuff thing was filled with a LOT of "Merry Christmas", "Happy holidays", and "Happy new years" that I didn't want to create unnessasacry (I spelled that so wrong. Where was my autocorrect?) Mouse moving or finger scrolling to hit the "nuke" button.

I have nothing against the holidays. I just wanted to save other peoples times. Even if it was half a second to 2 seconds.

Why do we have to work so hard for stuff we need? And why do we need to work to even eat?

Like, I understand before all this money stuff you just hunted for food, which was work, but we have to work HARD for this...

I have 150 musical albums in my Play Music Library

I need help...

The Bit.Trip series. Especially Beat. Its just "here are these beats coming fast, good luck finding the pattern quick enough"

I don't mean like a nose bleed. I mean like:

Oh hey, I'm bleeding under my fingernails

Look, my leg is bleeding, too!

Or (this is actually more recent for me)

Huh, when did all of my knuckles start bleeding?

...

Is all of this just me?

I'm need of gettino some... ahem... ACHIEVEMENTS...in some Black Ops 3 Zombies because I suck prosteriors at it. So, if anybody would like to help or just play some zambees with me, my PSN is on my page.

I may be always able to play when I go on, but when I do, I'll be sure to shoot an invite when I have a game session going.

Headset? Even better. I have one as well.

I got mini tv.
...
Yay

May 28. Turned 19
...
I have nothing special
....
....
....
Crap...

Some stuff has happened to me. I wish not to talk about it, and I never shall. It has affected my ability draw out anything decent or one that doesn't look like a 6 month old has drawn (this is a bit of an exaggeration. Let's just say my drawings suck.)

Alas, the WRITING pen still stays on and going. My stories can be found over at Wattpad.

Hark

Mark the day of the 28th of May...

Why?

Simple... My birthday!

Most of the time (which is almost all the time) I spend my annual birth day in a corner, doing nothing. Yes, I open gifts and blow out the candles, but most is spent alone. In a corner.

I'd like for that to change this year. And hopefully the next year, and so on and so forth. I've came to terms that isolating yourself is not...how should I put this....healthy? We are social animals, and cutting off the "social" makes our minds deteriorate. Lose awareness. Even make us insane. I cannot spend my time doing nothing.

I'll be waiting....whatever you have planned.






Why are you still here? I'm sure you and I have more important things to do.

I haven't left my corner...
Skipped school to stay in my corner
I've never had a pleasant time with Valentine's day, that's why I choose to stay here

It's that time of year for me to sit in the corner
Cry
Do nothing
Same thing, still hurts

I got ten watchers on here quicker than I got five on deviant art

Yaaays~

Just a few more days and I can post a thing I've been on for over a month. Me is excited

Quite interesting...

== Results from bdsmtest.org ==
97% Vanilla
80% Non-monogamist
71% Exhibitionist
51% Submissive
50% Switch
49% Voyeur
48% Daddy/Mommy
48% Dominant
30% Girl/Boy
16% Primal (Hunter)
15% Master/Mistress
12% Primal (Prey)
12% Pet
11% Ageplayer
9% Owner
8% Brat
8% Brat tamer
6% Experimentalist
4% Sadist
4% Rigger
3% Rope bunny
2% Slave
2% Degrader
1% Masochist
1% Degradee

I've been waiting since mid October to make this journal.

And, along with that wait, I've been kicking my own posterior past my little on an art gift for someone. He that knows who it is, don't say anything, even though I'm not saying much to you :3

But, the art shall not be posted until December 25th, and I've been having loads of fun with it.

So without further ado, the countdown starts, from 24 days.