Hello everyone! Its been a few years since my last journal, I'm sorry! And it's been a while since I last uploaded. So...where in the ever living hell have been? And what have I been doing?

Well...in my last journal I stated messing around with various things, and having ideas for other things planned. So surely I have SOMETHING to show for it...right? Well...sadly no. I kind of abandoned RPG Maker and TextAdventures. Or rather, just lost interest I guess. So...what about the stories I had planned? Surely I've worked towards those, right? Again, the answer is no. I've just been lacking the proper motivation for that stuff. On top of that, I wanted to try and upload to multiple sites while also transfering my whole FA gallery over to other sites like Itaku, but its been kind of...iffy. The way I use tags on here aren't exactly universal or allowed on all sites, and Itaku doesn't even have proper support for story uploads. Its been hard for me. Perhaps I'll just upload only the newer stuff from this moment forth to everywhere, and pick and choose some of the earlier stuff at a later date. FA will remain my main place for this sort of thing though.

But it is not all doom and gloom! I actually have been working on stuff in other areas! For example, I have been livestreaming on YouTube and Twitch! Been doin mostly Mario Kart, but occasionally do BTD6 and maybe other things. Been (mostly) keeping up with livestreams since February of last year. For anyone interested, I livestream every Sunday and Thursday night at around 5 PM CST, give or take. I tend to stream for around 3-4 hours. I do indeed plan to try and make a living off of YouTube at some point. This also means I've been playing with video editing software a little bit. I plan to and get to doing Minecraft and Mario Kart videos, along with other things, like BTD6! We'll just have to wait and see!

In other news, I finally...FINALLY updated my sona! No longer am I a Mew. I am...a Mewgon! Mew/Dragon Hybrid! (I'll upload it here at some point hopefully.) Bet no one was really expecting a species change in sonas, huh?

More news! Instead of Autodesk Sketchbook, I switched to FireAlpaca. I don't actually draw, but have been playing with it a fair bit. Its fun to play with the tools it has. Been kinda using F2U bases to get concepts for OCs. Which brings me to...

Refsheet.net. This is a website I came across and have been using the HELL out of it. To simply put it, its a site similar to Toyhouse where you can put your characters on and everything. It also does not require an invite code like Toyhouse does, so anyone can come in and use it. Its not...as feature-heavy as Toyhouse, so no option to make your own worlds, but thats okay, at least for me. I can easily organize and move things around as I wish, and its just overall really easy to use. It is where I will be putting all the info of all the various OCs that I make. And holy cow have I been makin OCs like crazy...I've been makin OCs left and right again, but making sure I am happy with them. (Don't need another "add species to OC list for the sake of having OCs of a species" situation again!)

I will also say that I've been working on using aomething called Macrovision. Its a size chart ChemicalCrux made. And I LOVE it. I use it...more than Refsheet, actually! You can put custom images into it too! Its mostly meant to be used for size comparisons. And so I do! I am actually willing to try and get images "macrovision ready" for others...for a tiny fee of...a smile! Yes, I do it for free! And even will throw in the putting in of the image and doing size adjustments and such for more freeness! Anyways...yeah, been playing with Macrovision a lot.

And...been working part-time to get a bit of money flowing. This happened mostly because my gaming laptop decided to commit die on its own fans. (Well...one of the fans anyway.) Forced me to basically spend all my remaining money on a gaming PC. And...it works well! I eventually plan to upgrade some components here and there but for now...its been an amazing thing to have. Year and a half now since I got it.

Sooooo...yeah! Thats what I've been up to, in addition to just...hanging out on Discord and still RPing and stuff. Ya know, the usual. Goin through all sorts of emotions. Happiness, sadness, joy, nostalgia, determination, inspiration, depression, anger, annoyance...just the usual emotions that make us human. Spyro has been on my mind a lot lately (surprise surprise) as well as Pokemon too. The nostalgia for lots of things is strong. Anyways...that is all I have to say here for now. Hope to see you all again really soon! Its fun to hear from you all! Can always contact me on Discord if ya wanna chat with me some more! And thank you for all who have read through all of this. You now get...a cookie! And some milk! And hugs! And kisses! And love! From me! Again, apologies for being rather quiet for so long!

I have now reached 500 Watchers here on FA! For anyone who is curious or even sees this, yes I have uploads planned. Art I have gotten, and hopefully stories too! I got loads planned! Just moving at a snail's pace. Hopefully that will change.

Am I gonna do a raffle or prize or anything this time? I want to...I really REALLY want to. But...I feel like I would be unable to deliver. Lots goin on at the exact time of writing up this journal, and I do not wish to make a promise that just...falls through. I WANT to offer my 500th watcher something, but not sure what, or even if I will.

Life updates! Not much and a lot at the same time. No job, living with parents, figuring out how I am gonna make money in this world. Many plans and wishes I have...its tough. Oh yeah, I also got my PayPal fixed, which is something I am super happy about. I do apologize for not updating folks.

What have I been doing? Making OCs, playing around with various things, such as Sketchbook, RPG Maker, Textadventures, and even touched Blockbench a little bit. I have kinda been all over the place lately.

Some Projects Planned, assuming I ever get to them:
A few big stories, with each having one of my OCs being the star of it.
A number of smaller stories.
Potentially some kind of text adventure thing using Textadventures. (Will not guarantee. It is just something I will play around with.)
Potentially some vore game with RPG Maker (Though I have no real assets aside from the free stuff, so I am not sure about this. Will NOT guarantee.)

Mewy Christmas and Zappy Mew Year, dears!

Another year has come and gone...I think its best we just pretend 2020 never happened. Quarantine and fear and the boredom that follows being stuck inside has made peeps cranky.

I've done a fair bit in terms of my FA account this year. Finally getting around to uploading things, working on stories a bit, with more to come, and adding to my FA profile page. I have even add a gallery folder!

My goal for 2021 is to write more stories and update my OC list. I got ideas flowing and many new OCs...I will finally be able to give a more accurate answer for how many OCs I have.

Let's make 2021 bright and happy!!! It's only as good as we make it!!! Come on everybody! Let's dance and celebrate the new year!

Wow. That is a watcher per day of the year. Sorry I haven't done much until late. But I am now becoming slightly more active...ish.

Not I am not gonna do raffles...I am just not able to do all that much. I am still willing to take (vore) suggestions, and I have stuff in the works. I am just lazy and slow.

I have some sketches I have gotten from an artist. Colored sketches and stuff. I am excited to share them. I got a LOT!

Wow though...nearly 2 years since my last journal and no one bothered to comment. Oh well!

In other news, I have a Youtube channel. I plan to run it further. It will mainly be a gaming channel, and mostly Minecraft.

Yes!!!! I am doing this! Been meaning to for a while but I keep forgetting.





Ask me or one or my OCs any question!


Here’s a link to my OC list. Be careful though, as it’s kinda outdated. And plenty of OCs are now missing from it, as I’ve been making so many new OCs these days. Lol!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6560957/

Well...Merry early Christmas!! I haven't had much activity on here. But no one seems to care...or notice when I even have a little bit of activity...I need to bump things up a bit. So if you happen to have an idea for a story idea with one or more of my OCs, that would be great!

I will mainly focus on vore, but that's because I am most familiar with it and enjoy it the most.

Vore can include digestion or not. Up to you! Fatal or non-fatal is also uonto you! (These stories will be non-canon. Lol!). Oral only I guess. Sorry! Hard vore is an option, but I might prefer soft vore.

Outside of vore, I can't really do much...I'm sorry. But feel free to talk to me about other fetishes! Nothing too hardcore or anything like that. Nothing NSFW! I may be 19 now, but I won't get into anything that...explicit. Only "exceptions" are the things I normally would do, however, those things are probably not gonna be an option here. I'm sorry...

Anyways, I'm looking for mainly vore ideas that you'd be interested in. This won't be a "guaranteed request", but I wanna attempt something anyways. Please help me out here!!!!!

Here's a link to the OCs I will be putting up for ideas. These are the ones I've made refs for and stuff. It may be limited, but I like the small selection!

https://imgur.com/a/KRc2l

Now, any OC can be pred and prey. And they don't have to interact with each other. For example, Avari could eat some random fox or five instead of another OC, or fall prey to an anthro Arcanine or something. Pokémon can be included as preds and prey! However, one of these OCs have to be involved. Okay?

Again, digestion is up to you! Fatality is up to you! I'll even make multiple endings if you want!

Please help me! Spread the word if you'd please! I need something to motivate me to get back into writing...maybe taking on some requests would help...

(I won't know how long stories will be. So be aware of that. Thank you!).

Please!!! I wanna do something like this. But I wanna hear other's thoughts and ideas!

Well...I think I'm gonna start taking commissions for vore stories. I don't know how long they will end up being, but if anyone is interested, please talk to me for more info or what you want.

I only accept payment through PayPal ONLY!

My paypal is Spyrois2cool[at]gmail.com

https://www.paypal.me/spyrois2cool

Alright, I have an imgur. I'll be using it to upload images of OCs that I create using Wyndbain's Dragon Maker, and Wolf Maker Unleashed. OCs that are brand new, meaning they aren't in my OC lists, and made using these games, will be exclusively uploaded to my Imgur account. So stay tuned!

Anyone happens to want to draw OCs for me, please let me know! I'm looking for good artists, though I haven't any money. Please...I'm really wanting some OCs drawn. I'm getting really anxious about it!

Here's the link to my Imgur:
https://imgur.com/user/spyrois2cool

Well...I doubt anyone will see this journal, but I have some news.

First off, happy 4th of July.

Second, I got a new iPhone. iPhone SE. 128 GB. Meaning it should last me a good few years. While I can do more and get to more replies, I got distracted a lot. Which brings me to the "not-so-exciting" news.

I have been role playing since the summer of 2013, (or was it the fall?). Here I am 4 years later, in 2017. RPing has been an absolute blast, and it continues to be. But that's just it. I get distracted so easily, that I can't do anything. I haven't worked on any of my stories or OCs for what seems to be a hiatus. I reply and then decide to browse the web for only a little while and next thing I know, I've spent well over an hour doing that, if not several hours.

I haven't been productive in my writing since the beginning of 2015 I think. After I was banned from deviantART, I still had stuff going and was still writing, even if I didn't have a good place to share it. And the ideas are still in my head to this very day. How I manage to keep so many ideas in my head for so long without any of them becoming forgotten, I'll have never know. But the fact that I am too distracted on RPing to write those ideas down is where the trouble will come. I don't know how much longer I'll be able to keep that up.

So...the only solution would be to shutdown RPing. Obviously, I can't do that, as RPing is still fun. However, I just can't say that RPing will always be open. I mean...a chance to RP can happen, but not just whenever anymore. I need to take time away to do things like work on stories. Plus, having to be at a screen constantly is unhealthy, and it causes me stress cuz I feel the need to have to be there for them constantly, or at least be "available". And right now, I think I just need to relax and do my own thing for a while.

However, I wanna work on some stories, but I need to get back into the swing of things. I think maybe what I need is some "ideas". You can consider these ideas as potential requests, but I won't promise anything. I'm still limited to some stuff, but at the same time, kinda open to different options. What do you wanna see from me? Any kind of ideas you have in mind? I wanna hear them! Of course, I'm gonna stick to vore.

One last thing. I have an Instagram now, so there's that. Still learning it, but it'll possibly be another place for me to share OCs that are not yet a part of the official of list. (Psst! I *might* leak info on future stuff there if enough people care). My Instagram is, you guessed it, Spyrois2cool. Same as usual.

Well...I've kinda been keeping that bottled in for a while I think. It's just...I thought I could handle it and that it wouldn't be too much trouble. But...I seem to have bitten off more than I can chew...again. Well...this is the Derpyena signing off! (No one will see this journal. I just know it. Cuz thats me, my luck, and interface of this site. All lowsy.)

Ask me or one of my OCs a question! Pretty much open for anything. Heh

Yes! I turn 19 today! Presents? No. Not at the moment. Just gonna be an IOU thing until a good game comes out...like remakes of Pokemon Diamond and Pearl.

19 19 19!!! I turn 19 today! Yay! Another year older!

I know I don't submit much, but I am always busy RPing. I'll get to submitting more Vore stories and stuff. But what do you wanna see from me? I'm not exactly taking "requests", (if you can answer a Question or two correctly through notes though, I'll see what I can do. Shh!) but I wanna hear your thoughts!

What I can and will write:
Vore (Oral only)
Digestion (fatal and non fatal)
Pokemon

That's kinda it. And my OCs and stuff. I know I'm quite limited, but I hope to maybe expand at some point.

What I won't do:
Humans. Period. None. Nada! I just don't like them. When I do humans, it's only for Blake, or the Cory and Soyro series (until later on. *hint hint*)
Preds that I'm not used to. Note me for more info.
Spyro Characters. Sorry. This is just for RPs only, and I don't wanna take requests on this stuff. Only for personal reasons for now, if I ever take requests on this.
Vore that's not Oral.

Spread the word, cuz the question answering applies to everyone. Not just current watchers. Please help me. I just wanna hear thoughts.

(I apologize for not sharing him earlier...I don't wanna go into details. Xero is available for my RPs though. Heh! ^^)

Name: Xero
Gender: male
Species: Robotic Gryphon
Form(s): feral
Physiology/Physical appearance: TBA
Special powers/abilities: When he digests prey, he downloads everything that they ever were, and makes them a part of his data on his hard drive. When he does this, he gains all powers the prey had, as well as all knowledge and memory they ever had. This also works with technology. He can control his stomach to "storage mode" which either breaks down prey into his memory for storage, or leaves the prey as they are. This is useful for when he's transporting friends and acquaintances, and for when he's letting Blitz napping in his stomach. He vows never to store Blitz in his memory, and he has been known to show affections towards him along with other cuties.

Backstory: Xero is a special gryphon who was originally created to be the ultimate machine, and was fitted with death rays that can disintegrate nearly any opponent, ultra turbo charged afterburner thrusters, and his eyes were like that of a scouter. However, deep inside his hard drive, one of the many workers that was programming his advanced actions programmed the whole concept of vore into it and when Xero was in beta testing, he escaped from the lab in which he was created.

After he escaped, he took on small prey, mainly rats, despite the fact that he didn't need to eat. He enjoyed the experience, and just had to have more, so he started to prey upon larger victims, which included mainly foxes, and eventually anthros. After becoming a threat, he was eventually stopped, though he was just powered off, and not completely shut down. When he was rebooted, he had been in a one person lab, which had been a room in the home of the very person that programmed his hard drive with vore, which was a Mewtwo. Xero told his creator about the vore, and Mewtwo explained to him that he wanted him to truly be the ultimate machine. Xero had told Mewtwo that he might be able to accomplish this if he were able to download everything that his prey had ever been. Mewtwo had agreed and, with the help of his Anthro Ratatta assistant, was able to eventually implement the newly introduced feature into Xero's hard drive. After several tests, Xero got the hang of it and was able to download everything that his prey ever was through digestion with ease. Afterwards, Mewtwo had but one request, and that was to have Xero eat both him and his assistant and download all that they ever were. Xero refused, not wanting to lose the only one he ever knew, let alone, that person being his creator. In the end, Mewtwo agreed to allow his assistant to stay with him and work on whatever was needed, which mainly included included upgrades to his hard drive.

After the deed was done, Xero couldn't help but well up with oily tears, taking the Ratatta assistant to far off place, and as he traveled, he realized that downloading his creator's entire being was going to take a long time, and until then, he and his new "owner" traveled the cosmos in search of a good planet where they could live without having to fear of being hunted.

Xero states that he just cruised around the cosmos, waiting for his creator to become a part of his data. This process took several weeks, which turned into months. When it was finally complete, he had found himself arriving on a planet with life. He and his owner landed near a lab, and a purple dragon came out of it. Suddenly, he noticed something about his creator. After quickly looking into the data that was added, he learned that his creator's true intents were to become a galactic emperor. He nearly turned on his owner and went rogue. He had been shut down after that, waking up in the lab of which he and his owner had seen earlier. He decided to completely disobey his new programming of becoming an emperor, and betray his creator. He became a special member of a team, though he he had his own ideas, which was to download prey.

Mini Bio: Xero is a robotic gryphon created on a foreign plant far far away. After learning of his creator's intentions on becoming a galactic emperor, he betrayed his programming of continuing it and decided to be his own individual. His owner is his creator's assistant, which is an Anthro Ratatta named Jerry.

He enjoys preying on natural prey, as well as random people he passes by in the forest. Prey that he digests and makes a part of his data can not be reformed, unless the prey can reform in their own. Xero has never had any prey like this, he hopes to find a prey who can, as he wants to be able to reform prey if he feels like it.

Being a high tech robot, Spyro has reworked his original design slightly to modify it for modern technology that has become standard issue, including his eyes to act like scouters if needed or wanted, and a built in Exo-suit.

I said it! I am done! D-O-N-E...DONE! That means I should have I boatload of more time to do what I want. Relax, RP, write, make new OCs, look for people to draw some OCs, make new friends, and spend more time with them! Woof woof woof! This Mightyena is loyal to his friends! A perfect companion to all!!

And unknown this journal was submitted late at night but...I'm lazy. A procrastinator. Well I think just need to relax and stuff. Stop "planning" and just "do". Stop worrying about no comments and stuff...though no one may see this...nevertheless...

To celebrate my graduation...well...no one actually cares so...I guess I'll be celebrating by having myself a party of one at my house. Watching some TV, maybe a little Xbox. Possibly some RPs and stuff, all while eating some chips and stuff. Raffles and requests? Sorry. I'm too lazy...or am I? Nah...I may do a fun little raffle...but what would it be for? I don't write stories with other people's sona's and OCs...that's kinda what RPing is for, to me that is.

This raffle would most likely be too unpopular since I only have like a few "regular"...no...only one or two users that comment on the journals that get comments.

But the raffle WOULD be for just some Vore story that you'd like to see (SFW only though please) happen. There's obviously species that I don't see as preds, mainly some of the weird Pokemon...but if there's an OC I have that you would want to see, heck, I'll try my best to develop them!

In reality though, I'm gonna celebrate by sharing an OC that doesn't fit into my other categories. I'll share him either later tonight, or some time tomorrow. Depending on if anyone is online...which I highly doubt anyone is. Anywho...

Robotic Gryphon. Male. Name? Xero. I won't leak anymore until later. I may or may not work on some writing after this journal...I need sleep too!

Well...uhh...now what? I imagine many people don't even acknowledge the fact that I'm still alive and kicking online. I won't leave the Internet, and it makes me sad to see people go. I don't see them come...they all exist before I meet or see them...

Art? Well...I want more art, as always. Digital art preferred, or traditional art that is good enough to ward away the creepers in minecraft!

(I just know that no one will see or comment on this...I don't seem to matter to anyone online except the true friends I make...and RPers...)

Hey everyone! This journal will be list is of the FA users that I see as really good friends for whatever reason. I'm too lazy (and have wasted way too much time browsing) to get any names up here right now, but I'll get to it soon enough!

Users mighy be be "categorized" or something. I dunno yet. And don't be offended if you aren't up here. I am friendly to all, but to make it onto my list of "good friends", it takes a little bit of effort. I try to be friendly and make many friends, but there's usually only a handful of them that actually make a good effort to be on my friends list.

I've met some people who have been good friends, but have just stabbed me in the back for whatever reason. This includes a friend I met on dA that I RPed with and I told him that the RP inspired me to write a story. He said he couldn't remember me...for those who turn me down (or have already turned me down) for whatever reason, may you see this: you are missing out on a very wonderful friend who does his absolute best to be loyal and encouraging. I am a person who just tries to make others smile and lift their spirits up. I am there for those that need the comfort. Block me, and you miss out on this great benefit of feeling loved.

List of awesome friends:

(Will update in the future)

Hey guys! It's now April and I feel the need to get some adopts. My problem is that I have no money, and getting free adopts can be hard. I am NOT asking for money. I don't wanna force anything.

Since I struggle to be online and stuff, I'd like some help searching for adopts. Even if they aren't free, I like looking at them.

I'm not a fan of cats, so none of them please.

What I am interested in:
Canines (Wolves, Huskies, German Shepherds, Dalmatian, etc. any kind of canine really)
Foxes
Birds (usually anthros. Gryphons would be included in this category I think)
Dragons
Kitsunes
Gryphons

That's pretty much all I can think of. Anthros and ferals. I guess if it's Anthro, I may not mind. Only Anthro Sharks. Not feral sharks. Winged creatures are also nice. Hehe! I could also adopt dinos if any exist. Lol! Anthro or feral.

Now, I don't really mind the genders. Just...nothing NSFW. I can't see that stuff on FA.

Send me links to whatever you happen to find. State whether it is free of not. I would also like to know the species and whether it is Anthro or feral. And gender is nice, if it's a specific gender.

Do NOT send me any links to deviantart (dA)! I am banned from dA, therefore, I have no reason to look at adopts there. I can't contact artists or anything like that. If you wanna contact for me though, than that would be an exception. But only if it's free I guess...

I mainly wanna do stuff on FA, but if there's stuff over on weasyl or maybe sofurry, then I guess I'm alright with it.

I don't really wanna be picky, but I prefer digital art. I'm alright looking at traditional art, but I just like digital art better.

Well...please help me people. PLEASE!! I am really wanting adopts right now...

Just sharing my thoughts with you guys...

P.S. I'm not looking for Pokemon adoptables unless it may happen to be Anthro I guess.

This is spyrois2cool. Please help!

ITS TIME FOR SOME MASSIVE MOBS OF MIGHTYENA MADNESS IN MARCH!!! MIGHTYENA MAWSHOTS AND MASSIVE MOBS OF MAD MIGHTYENA MARCHING MITSUBISHI ON MARVELOUS MOSS COVERED MARBLE!!!

Yeah yeah. I'm being ridiculous and overkill on the alliteration...I don't care!!!

Marvelous Mightyena Mawshot Mode! Mightyena Marching on Moss covered Marble! Mightyena Messing with Mitsubishi Motorcycle Motors on Marble! Mysterious Mightyena Madness Monday! Mightyena Mushroom Moss! Mightyena Marching through Marshes! Mightyena Marshal! Mr. and Mrs. Mightyena Mates! Miss Maid-yena! Mightyena Mountain March! Mightyena Mark! Mightyena Mind! Mightyena Mask! Mighty Mightyena Milk! Mightyena Musketeers!!! Mightyena Marching on Mercury!!! Mightyena Mocha! Macaroni Mightyena! Mightyena Mooning! Meaty Mightyena Meat! Maroon Mightyena! Merchandise Mightyena! Mightyena Meadows!! Mightyena Mouse! Mightyena Mood! Mightyena Movie! Moody Mightyena! Meaty Mightyena Migration! M M M M M M M!!!!!!!!!! More! Moar! MORE! MOAR!! MOAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Gimme More! More Marvelous Mightyena alliterations please! And I've hidden the title of My very very first story ever to pop into My head within that chunk of alliterations. The story has never been publicized to anyone for I know. The idea has been in My Mind even before I got an email account. Yes. It's that freaking old. And I think it May even be before My Cory and Spyro series...I don't know for sure...but it's the very first idea for a short story that I've ever had in history...well...expect for Maybe something about a wolf...but that's kind of...dunno how to put it...oh well. I'll let you wonder and guess all you like. But I'm not gonna be giving out the answer until I get back to writing the short story and finish it. It May be a year out there though, since I still wanna try and focus on Cory and Spyro.

Anyways...I Meant to get this out there sooner, but I was kinda distracted the first two Mondays this Month, and last week, My dad f*ing killed My Mood, so I didn't really wanna put out a "fake smile" through a journal. Just didn't feel right.

I know I'm a Mew, which also starts with "M", but it just doesn't seem to work out. And to be honest, Mew isn't even in My top 5 favorite I think...Mightyena is My 3rd all time fav...and "Mightyena March Madness" just sounds a heck of a lot better than "Mewy March Madness" or something like that. Mightyena Mawshots anyone? Someone please spread the word about this. I am starting a trend. This will occur every March, and Mondays will be even More special!

I've also done something special throughout this ENTIRE journal, anyone who finds out what exactly I did with it, can get a special treat. You May have to look very closely. Good luck! DO NOT COMMENT YOUR GUESS BELOW! SEND A NOTE FOR GUESSING!

Another Fun Mini challenge! How Many times does the letter "M" appear in this journal?

Mighty May I? Woof! Arf arf!! Woof!

Hey guys! Try to ignore this journal please. I'll be listing other journals and links to them. They will be journals with information I have and stuff.

Full OC list:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6560957/

Non Pokemon OCs:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5839083/

Fantasy OCs:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6560821/

Night Fury OCs:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6560823/

The good news is that we FINALLY have some good internet. We get 200 GB a month for just $80 or something like that. What a steal!!! I'm very happy for that. 10 MB download speed and 2 MB upload speed. Broadband and everything. So I shall have access over the summer.

The bad news is that...I've been more upset than I have ever been in my life. See, there was this Monal Gryphon adopt here on FA. I did want him so F*ing badly, and I. Still. Do. Starting bid was $25, so I pushed myself to get my mom to allow me access to my money through PayPal. I went through fucking hell with all that. Now I can't find the card, and even though it's linked to my PayPal, we screwed up some stuff and fixed it and ugh...in the end, the I managed to place a bid on it and stuff. And it was close to the end of the bidding period. However, despite the fact that no one commented on it for any sites for all I know, a friend of the artist ended up wanting it on Tuesday, and the artist wasn't online Wednesday, so he couldn't update the submission...be told me through Twitter that the buyer bidder $100 for it...I'm fucking upset. First, my MacBook charger acts up, then my iPhone charger, and I found a so called "lucky penny" and when I finally got home...the bad news was released to me...now, I feel very little physical pain. Cuz what I have been through is enough. I'm about to become me the person who knows nothing about Internet, and denies it's very existence, and run away........I haven't yet. But I still feel like committing digital suicide...I went through all that fucking trouble to put money on my PayPal just to have an adopt...and just for it to be bought by someone else...damned damn shit is this fucking life?! The fuck am I gonna do with the money NOW?!

Side notes. I found a website that does spells and stuff. www.spellsofmagic.com. I found it while browsing for supernatural videos the other night...not the best idea to watch that kind of stuff past Midnight...
Anyways, I plan on practicing these spells, or the ones that don't require any materials anyway. I'll let you know how that turns out.

I'm also gonna start trying to do a weekly journal where you can ask my OCs questions. Whatever it is that you call that...Let me know. I'll link everyone to the OC list every time, and may highlight an OC or two...or more. Lol. Be aware that the OC must have a name to ask them, as those OCs are developed and not incomplete, as well as being ones that I use. Heh

And that ends this little journal of whining and such. Woof...woof. This is at least 3 times more upsetting than being banned from dA. Than again, I don't really care for that shithole place anyways. Not anymore that is. May this be forever in my sorrow. A broken heart forever broken. Unless mended through means I won't speak of. Even my motivation to RP went away for the remainder of yesterday. and still a little bit today.

Woof...Awrooo! *lays down on a doggy bed, cuddling with some plushie*

Hey guys! This is the male anthro mew! Woof! Yeah...still liking Mightyena. So I've been meaning to come out with an update on my life for a while now...well...I've come up with some new year's resolutions.

#1: Work on remastering my master fanfic, "Cory and Spyro". I'll upload my old version to my scraps when I can. This remastered version will be pretty much what it is...a revised version of the original. I won't go into details right now, but if you wanna read it, be sure to check my scraps.

#2: Work on and release more OCs. That's right, 1.9 of my OC list has been started a long time ago, but I decided to wait even longer. I've been creating many OCs, which I have shared on G+ exclusively. I have had MANY OC ideas planned and such, and still many more on their way, but some won't be revealed until 2.0. No more leaks until 1.9 has been truly shared. There will be the widest variety of OCs in 1.9 than I have ever done...and many of them too! There's a reason for that, and that is cuz of what is yet to come in 2.0, which is linked to my fantasy world and Master Fanfic...STAY TUNED FOR MORE INFO!!!

Now, some more news will be this summer. I hope to get service on my phone, and then I will be able to use the internet whenever. However, it will be limited data, so I will have to limit myself to just Skype and Serebii. FA will be accessed, but not as much. Kik, Google Hangouts, and Discord, as well as maybe Telegram, will also be used...though Kik is becoming unbearable...

Google+, however, will be very hard to access...I don't wanna go into detail with that...

Any other sites I have considered "minor" may have a chance of growing, which includes SoFurry and Weasyl, as well as Eka's Portal and possibly Steam. That's right. My account on there somehow got fixed, so I decided to use it. However, my laptop has little hard drive storage left, so I can't really do much yet...I hope to have a laptop with an excessively large amount of hard drive storage...I don't think a few TB would be enough...

Well...last thing is that I still want art and stuff of my OCs...I hope to get some money online soon...

I lied. I've been getting into some other fetishes a little more, including diapers...

Last thing, I'll have multiple journals for different info on me and stuff, with one single journal with links to all of those journals. That's gonna be a hassle...hehe!

Woof! Now can I has some wubs pwease? Or art would be better...

Hey guys! I know I'm late to wishing you all a MEWY Christmas, but I minda forgot to prepare a journal. Time gets by me sometimes. I hope you all had a great time, and got wonderful gifts too. As for me, I got nice stuff as well. I've been a good doggie! ^^ Woof!

Now, I've been quite...monotonous lately, and lazy too. I've had emotions of many kinds, and reliving my past...I just can't get over it. The only way I know of that will at least help, would be support, ref sheets, and art and stuff like that. I still need access to my debit card, cuz my mom won't let me have it at all. I've been working part time to earn money for just...stuff. I dunno. I haven't really been working on my am statues lately...I've been procrastinating those for a long time.

Now, earlier today, I decided to browse dA a little and just see what's been going on. Turns out, some people have either been banned, or deactivated their accounts. Only a couple though. I'm thinking about sending another ban appeal...I think what I've been through is more than punishment enough...I dunno...I just wanna say hi to my friends and make connections with artists again. That's pretty much all I wanna do, as well as submit my work on there. Is that too much to ask? If I can't get back on, then I wanna contact the friends I knew on there...

I think my problem is that I haven't truly accepted others' lives changing, and I want things to remain the same. I wanna go back to the way things were sometimes. I would be on Serebii and dA and would RP on both...but it appears it'll never be that way again. FA...I dunno. The interface here hasn't changed, but it's still a pain to work with.

Now...I wish I had money, but I don't. I hate having to ask for free art, but I am asking for some art once again. Anyone think they can help me in any sort of way?

I feel invisible here on FA. I know I'm not the center of attention, but I look through submissions of other users and they get quite a few comments. I don't have much art, but how exactly does one get people's attention on FA? My journals seem empty. Many having 0 comments. Sometimes I get the feeling that I've chased off some users, or FA just isn't what it used to be. Where did everyone go? Are there any websites that could possibly be alternatives to FA? Here's a list of websites I know of:

Weasyl
Eka's Portal
Inkbunny
Furriffic
SoFurry

Well...those are the main ones that I know about. If any of them is where users are moving to, let me know. If there are any sites not listed, tell me about them. DeviantART does not qualify, so don't mention it.

On a side note or 2, I've been looking into commissions and related things. I wanna get ref sheets of my OCs so badly.

I've been coming up with some very special OCs lately. Species are dragons from Dragon City. I have been posting the profiles on Google+, as that has been my main hangout these days. I hope to get them here on FA, but I'm afraid no one knows what the dragon species even look like...and since FA doesn't allow uploading of screenshots from games or anything like that...I'm in a bit of a pickle there.

If anyone actually sees this journal, I'm letting you know that my activity on FA has been quite low, aside from fav bombing (thanks to a Google Chrome extension) and saving submissions to my school laptop. I believe this is due to the fact that my school MacBook Air is quite slow, and when it's fast, instead of replies, I browse FA and fav stuff. I really need to stop doing it all. I haven't gotten to many replies...I'm kinda in a monotonous slump right now. Not much happening, not doing much, not having much luck, but repeating general actions. Even my Skype activity low, as it sorta slows down the Mac sometimes, so I just close it. Nevertheless, Skype, Kik, and Google Hangouts are open, and if I have wifi over my Thanksgiving break, I'll most likely check them if I can. I use the same username for everything: Spyrois2cool.

Website activity:

G+: Primary site during my school day, and has even begun to sneak onto mobile, if I don't have to dig through replies.
Skype: technically my secondary hangout, but it just feels...slow or monotonous...just not what it used to be.
FA: not much to say...I feel so invisible
Kik: sorta...dead. I dunno. Trying to revive myself on there but I'm not getting much for replies.
Google Hangouts: I mute notifications, as they can slow my Mac and/or get annoying. I still use them though.
Serebii: practically dead to me now...I have recently tried to revive it but so far nothing has happened. My friends are all busy or something.
Darkspyro.net: Haven't even visited the site for some time. I've actually visited it more frequently than Serebii though, I believe. I plan to try and revive myself on the site, but there isn't much to do there.

Dragon City: A game I play, it's on Facebook, which is the only reason I made an account. I've actually been playing it a lot more than I have in the past, mainly since I can actually play it now. My phone lets me play it lag-free. When I decide to just play it, there was an event going on and it...somehow just caught my attention. Dunno why or even how but...I'm now back into playing it very much. Kinda slow progress but meh...I still like it. This has actually taken priority over anything else, as I don't have the time on my phone any time other than the mornings at my school. Anyone else play? I wanna expand my islands but don't have the gems for doing so right now.

Clash of Clans: yes. I still this. It has actually gotten my attention for the first time in like...a year or two. I hear it's kinda dead cuz of Clash Royale and Boom Beach, but I prefer CoC. This has taken priority over G+ too, as I need my phone to play it. The time I'm on DC and CoC combined takes up most of my morning time, which is why I haven't done much for anything.

I guess that's it...I haven't gotten many replies on FA, which is why I don't submit journals sometimes. Is everyone dead or something? Please answer me!!!

Not much else to say other than Mightyena Butts. Yes. I have a passion for the butt of a Mightyena. Any Mightyena. It's just a weird fetish of mine. So... Anyone have something of the sort? Or perhaps some belly rubs? *puppy eyes*

Last note! I'm really thinking about getting a ref for my sona. Anyone wanna help me with that? I might get some attention if I can get some art on my profile. I am a male Anthro Mew, not much else to say...other than my secondary form, which is when I transform into a Mightyena. Woof!

Still loving Mightyena! But here's flashing news...I seem to LOVE Mightyena butts...I don't know why. I am also now into foot crushing, inflation, and collars...Master/pet relationships. Odd, huh?

Well as for my real life, Our washing machine broke last week, so we had to pay some money for a new one, and now there's some leak in the room. Microwave is starting to fail and die. ALL during September. The month our taxes are due. Yay us. The family of misfortune. I easily sacrifice common things. One being school lunch. I only eat it on Wednesdays, since my BBQ rib sandwiches are there. Yum. I'll also take Salisbury Steak and Mashed potatoes. SO DARN GOOD GIMME SOME BBQ CHICKEN! So yeah.

As for Misc. stuff...I just did a job interview with a local Hy-Vee today. And for a couple months ago...I fell in love with Skyrim! That's right! I rented it, mom bought it, and geez! I need more!!!! MORE! MORE!!!

*bark* So that’s me right now. I only need more...stuff...and I'll be good for a while. I may break out commissions...MAYBE. I want some money for stuff, but I'll have to use it for commissioning other peeps and buying art. not ordering Skyrim's legendary DLC and a 500GB Hard Drive for my Xbox that is hard to find availability for anyways.

Small note...I'm starting to play pred more...no. Not as OCs *cough*Avari*cough* but as my Sona! I said it!!!! Crush with feet, putting on collars! What’s with me!?!?!? Though I'm a Mew for these random RPs...I think. Lol! So I have expanded my horizon a bit! Anyone wanna go?! Anyone!?

I shall be a Mightyena for these random RPs! *lays on side* belly rubs? Anyone?


(I started typing this Journal up when connected to wifi Friday. Apparently my mom turned off the internet…Yes. We still have it. (thank ARCEUS). My dad’s hotspots have been used…8 GB this past month, and 3 GB after it was reset, which I think was only a few days ago. I haven’t used any of it! I promise! I don’t even know the password to the grey iPad! Though I HAVE been trying to sneak the peeks of it…and I got the hotspot password to my dad’s iPhone…but I need the passcode for it to turn the hotspot on! Lol! But I’ve used no wifi from the iPad. I’ve been a good doggy! Honest! *begs, halo over my head*)

To RP, or not to RP...that has been my question for some time now. I obviously want to roleplay more than just about anything these days. But my concerns seem bigger than what they should be. I've started countless RPs with lots of friends I've made. I've made over 50 friends at least who roleplay. And of those peeps I've role played with...all the ones I've loved...there were so many...of all
I've done...here's the number of remaining roleplayers in the end as of right now...

1-8. Somewhere in between that (or around there). Either the other person stops an RP altogether and doesn't RP with me anymore, or they become inactive or they just seem to...ignore me. That's how feel anyways...of course, Google+ status is unknown and the numbers vary all the time.

But seriously, I think my dA friends have forgotten me...Serebii is practically dead to me now...and I just can't bring myself back to DarkSpyro.net...FA lacks the interface that I need to enjoy it, and it just sucks the Internet data up so I can't use it at home as much as I want to.

There isn't any other site I can find. Nothing else works. Skype does NOT count, since it's an IM. I need a place I can share my work of Vore stories...and I guess my OCs...

If I were to be honest with you guys... (Like anyone will see this) I'd say I could possibly shut down my online activity and disappear from the Internet. And no one may care. Of course, one possible reason for this is cause my parents make me feel so restricted. Nevertheless, I think no one would seem to notice. I'm offline for such long periods of time, that peeps will think I just "don't have the Internet". I feel...so insignificant...and sometimes I feel as if I irritate others. I'm just not sure of myself these days...

If anyone who reads this can actually help (which I highly doubt, judging by the only ones who ever comments on my stuff), maybe...I don't know...something to cheer me up? Cuz as of right now, I feel as if Skype will not be my "place" if I were to get Straight Talk Wireless. Yes. That means I may give up unlimited internet data. Yes! Skype will be my home if I get straight talk wireless! So without replies coming, Skype will become useless, thus, making Straight Talk Wireless being useful only for Netflix and YouTube on a small screen.

So if I feel that having unlimited internet data would feel useless as of now...then something MUST be wrong with me. Someone cheer me up...I think I'm willing to take just about anything...just keep it SFW please.............I think dA would be just...pointless. Worthless. Despite the fact that peeps I know may or may not be active on there and nowhere else. Why? Because I don't mean anything to anyone. Because I'm nothing but a phantom on there now. A user who swears he'll get back on, but never will. I have been long forgotten...never to truly be able to enjoy art ever again. Fan art will just hit me back into my first and only summer on dA. Commenting on the fan art and making connections...the thing that truly got me hooked onto dA. And then my whole Vore fetish took over and now...oh what do I care? I'll always just me a little invisible user I was meant to be...my Vore fetish has caused me to do some odd things...but sometimes I feel it doesn't matter cause no one will notice. I feel like a ghost. I'm noticed only in the real world and not really online...

I think I made my best effort guys. But there's no way I'll ever be known for anything. I tried smiling no matter what...but I can't seem to do so anymore. I've always bounced back and out of my "sulking" times. But still, my issues are stuck to me like glue, leaving me to my sulking and complaining of the world.


"Oh look! A new internet service provider! They made a mistake! BECOMING AN INTERNET SERVICE PROVIDER!"

"Why don't we just use Netflix- oh. That's right."

"So much for, "Better Matters" Verizion."

"I'll google sear- oh. That's right."

Just a few things I've said ever since Internet access has been a problem for me. I've been complaining rather than stating opinions because why? I can't make opinions if none of the Internet service providers are PROVIDING ME WITH SERVICE! So I just make fun of them all. I'll just complain! It's not like anyone will know or even care!

That's what I've been up to when I'm offline. Making fun of everything and complaining about it. *kicks a can at a dA billboard*

I don't see how anyone can stand my whining...so I can see why everyone pretends to not notice me. No one seems to help. Talking about it is not making me feel any better. No true friends...I just wanna...I can't bottle up my tears any longer! There! I cry, but I don't have anyone to cry to. I can only cry into a pillow...

I can't take this anymore! I wait as patiently as I possibly can, and I'm excited to get some internet so I can reply and RP. And I finally get some internet and check on replies...just to be let down turned down! It's happened way to many times now! I really can't seem to rely on anyone but the very few who are still RPing with me to this day. But my problem is...it just...isn't...enough...

I feel as if this journal was a wasted effort.

*is in a begging motion, whining and howling sorrowful tunes*

This Mew (again, I'm still a Mightyena) has been caught red...pawed. Yesterday, my dad had to use my laptop for some work and he peeked through some of my files. Yes, I download pics from FA and everywhere...he wants me to wipe off all of the "inappropriate" stuff at some. I wanna back everything to a flashdrive, but it's too much memory. It's about 20+ GB worth of memory and all I have are a couple 16 GB Flash drives. One with 11.2 GB free, and the other with 2 GB free. And I use them for my Xbox.
I'd use OneDrive or Google Drive, but I'm afraid I won't have Internet access in time to do so...a 32 GB Flash Drive will do the trick, though just barely.

So as a result of the recent happenings, I will have to go XTREMELY deep undercover. This I mean it. I'll have to log out of Skype on the laptop, and make Skype a "pain" to even find, and disable my FA notifications extensions for Google Chrome, as well as my Gmail notifications. This way, I can still access FA and Skype through my iPhone without notifications popping up on the laptop if or when my dad has a look at it again.

FA will still be a problem though...mainly cuz of the content of the site. Skype, I can (usually) control. If REGULAR RPing, NO fetishes, then I'll do so on Serebii. But it MUST be Pokemon based.

I don't know how much more I can take this life...here on FA, (at least in the journal department) I feel as if I'm invisible...I haven't had a single comment on my last few journals...no one cares...or has everyone left? How can I boost my popularity on FA? Or whatever I'm thinking of...I don't want anymore useless journals with no one to see it and at least support me...I mean...I enjoy even ONE comment...but it isn't enough anymore……………at least on dA I had many of my watchers commenting left and right. FA? Interfaces so still pretty terrible.

Other stuff:
Writing - Recent happenings have not affected my writing...then again...I haven't been doing a whole lot of writing...

Other Sites - all other sites will be completely inactive due to parent issues. Only other form of contact I may try is Kik, but I've yet to determine that.


If anyone thinks they could help in ANY form or way, or has some idea, I'm all (doggy) ears. But my parents aren't stupid. They tend to be quite serious, meaning not much will get past them.


Contact info:
Skype: Spyrois2cool
Email: spyrois2cool[at]gmail.com

(Note this PLEASE!: When using Skype, I will NEVER EVER accept video chats, or calls. I only text/IM. Photos sent will be accepted, but......NOTHING NSFW!!!! I am okay with Vore, but not cocks and that "hardcore" stuff. Also, please do NOT send me videos. I will never accept them due to being data suckers. Video Chats and Phone Calls are declined because I wanna keep my privacy. I am VERY protective of privacy and private information online. The other other reason is because they, too, are HUGE data suckers)



And...I do believe this is the Mew (transformed into a Mightyena still) signing off with a paw signature...and I want some pets and comfort. *barks and whines, walking into a cage*