Some of you may have noticed that I haven't been around for a long time. Sorry. In the course of Corona etc. I lost my job and "fled" to another city to plan my future. Unfortunately I had no access to my hardware there. But now I'm back and I'm looking forward to annoy you with my pictures from time to time.
Stay healthy! :)

Hey guys,

just a little update. Fortunately or ... sadly my job is not affected by Corona, so unfortunately no additional time to draw. (Please take care of yourself and stay healthy!)

I am very happy about the nice feedback on my "Manga", I know it is terrible but it is fun.

I am also very lucky to be able to work digitally next week. I really wanted to try it. That will certainly change the style of the pictures a bit, but there will still be pencils or watercolors from time to time .... I hope you are not angry.

Thank you for the comments, favorites and messages - see you soon! =)

Your dillettant,
SquareOtter

It is an important point that I wanted to write about. I changed school a few times, I was shy, fat ... Puberty was a terrible time. People always saw me as a genius, but also as strange, never as part of their group. There were friends ... and I am very grateful for them. But I can see today how much damage it has done. Do you know something like that? Have you had difficult times, although teachers, etc. could have helped you?
Maybe you're suffering from it right now. Tell me in private if you want...

Okay, first things first... I am more lucky, than I deserve. I should not be able to draw anymore by now, but by a great coincidence my career as a beloved and highly decorated artist will continue indefinitely. I am so happy.

And of course I am so happy for all the comments, the favorites, the watches. Last time I mentioned this I was going for 100 FAVs, by now I am at 258. This is so incredible. I never thought I could reach so many people with my stupid and amateurish style, my lack of planning or practice or composing a compelling picture. But the positive feedback keeps me coming back again and again. So please, don`t be shy, write a comment or a message, a suggestion, idea, critic... whatever. I appreciate every single one. It means a lot to me.

I guess it's over by now, but I want to wish you a merry Christmas, happy holidays and of course a great start into the new year. Stay fluffy! =)



Your dilettante,
SquareOtter

Well... I thought I should tell the little group of people (who like my stuff) that my activities on this site, at this community etc. will end in a month or so. I am afraid of this and the reasons are... very personal. There was a time like a year ago, when I took a long break, and the next might be shorter, or longer, or forever. I don't know what the future holds for me. Maybe I'll start drawing again soon, maybe there will never be new pictures from me 2020... I just don't know. The reasons are.... convoluted, strange... I don't want to bother you with this. The point is, I want to put out as much stupid, bad, funny, sexy, cool, ridiculous stuff as possible in the last six weeks I might have.
Don't ask me why, don't be afraid.... just contact me, tell me what to draw, just have a cute conversation with me... I'm looking forward to it! =)
And thank you so much for the support you gave me so far. That means soooo sooo freaking much to me! =)

Okay, this is kind of crazy. When I was starting to draw and post stuff I never imagined to find people who actually like this. And now almost 100 of my stupid, lame pictures are pinned at your profiles. Thank you, that really means a lot to me.

And as always: contact me for wishes, ideas, suggestions, critic or a stupid smalltalk... whatever! :)

(Who am I kidding - nobody reads this - but I don't care!)

You know... I am not a great artist, my English is bad, I am not that accepted or established. There are no (real life) friends I am confident enough to show them what I am painting in my free time. And that is why I am so thankful this platform exists. Nobody judges you, all people are so nice, I discover cool art and interesting styles all the time. And I know I am not that popular, recognized or even good... but the messages, the favorites, the comments... every single one of them means a lot to me and motivate me to continue. I love this stuff and I love YOUR stuff. The freedom and acceptance here are incredible. So thank you all and please don't be shy to text me anything you want.

I think I'm just a bit sentimental, but I'm proud and happy to be here! Thank you! :)