info below is a repost of an old journal but whatever. i just want some practice to warm up with



If you have a human or mostly human character/oc im gonna hand out free arts
[just cause its been a while and i need some practice ]
no wings. NO WINGS GOD DAMN IT.
preferably female but whatever
first come first serve

might be full body , might be head shot
might be nsfw, might be sfw
whatever im feeling i guess

must be watching me
comment ur ref

Masturbation is such a fucking hassle. With vibrators its a piece of cake. But by hand , I don't even bother lol. When some one else touches me is feels awesome!! But my self is so meh. You'd think I'd know what I liked.. Can't move my fingers fast enough...

Yesterday I hung out with a boy I use to see romantically, I used him as an excuse to go to a jazz festival were my boyfriend was working backstage. After the other boy left I had my boyfriend take me to his car while he was still on the clock so I could suck him dry in the parking lot. He was getting paid 23$/hr to cum down my throat. Lol.

JK NOT HECK YEAH.

I just got out of the hospital due to the fact that I was in a horrible car accident. Let me tell you my dear friends, it was not fun and one of the most terrifying moments of my life.
Story time:
Thursday. My friends birthday is today and we rented a cabin on the lake. I was so excited to celebrate and have one of those great unforgettable spring break college nights! I had just spent the whole morning with my ex whom I had recently reconnected with. It was a perfect morning filled with fun and excitement and gathering presents for my best friend because I love her. My ex leaves to meet up with some of his friends and I went on my merry way to gather up some of my other friends to finally head out to the lake. I pick up one of my friends and we go pick up some lunch.
I get a text.
"Please go pick up the volleyball from my house"
Wtf no. That's out of the way and I'd be wasting my gas and time.
Begging insists. Are fucking serious ? Fine I'll go pick up the stupid fucking thing. But only because its your birthday and I don't want to be a bitch. You win this time but I'm pissed about it.
I turn around and get the ball just fine. She better love me to death for this!! Angel and I leave to go pick up our other friend with the cake and finally leave for the lake. All is well again and I'm still super happy and excited. We we're laughing and sipping our drinks and enjoying our windows down in the amazing weather.
Finally we're almost to my friends house. We stop at a red light with another car in front of us. A song I really liked came on the radio and I turned to angel who was dancing and I decided to take a sip of my drink while we were still stopped.

Out of nowhere my head was being slammed against my steering wheel. It was so loud and I could barely see or think. In a split second we we're hurled forward into the car stopped in front of us with so much force. The air bags came out and smacked me hard in the face and slammed my head backwards into the chair with enough force to make my head ricochet back and slam my face into the dash again. Finally every thing stopped moving. My large drink of blue poweraid had exploded within my hands and the contents had now cover my entire front seat and myself. Everything was smoking and dusty and I could smell and the blood in my face. I couldn't feel anything. My whole face and front side of my body was completely numb.

Angel looked at me and I looked him and he started panicking. "Oh my god oh my god are you okay?"
"I can't feel my face or neck, are you okay?"
He got out of the car to get me out. An ambulance just happened to be driving by at that exact time. Angel opened the door and I took off my seatbelt and fell out of the car. I only got a glimpse of the car behind me and I was so fucking angry that I wanted to get out I fucking destroy the stupid bitch that slammed into me but I couldn't move.
The paramedics came up and started asking me questions and apparently I was bleeding all over myself but since it was on my neck I couldn't see it. They took me away in the ambulance and I pretty much cried the whole time because they made me leave angel behind and I had no idea what was going on and I knew I was going to miss the party and I was in a ton of pain.

Apparently some teenage girl was texting and driving with her mom in the car and no one was paying attention and the SUV slammed into my stopped vw bug going 40mph . From the sheer force , my seatbelt had cut into my shoulder and neck and the airbag had busted up my face when we made impact with the car in front of me . I almost died and there was nothing I could have done to prevent it because someone else was being so careless and ignorant. In these situations you don't have time for your life to flash before your eyes, you just go out like a light. And I have never been made more aware of how fragile my body truly is. The most upsetting part is the cops didn't even give the girl a ticket for being so negligent. And if I could I would find that girl and beat her face into a pulp. She should have been to one to go to the hospital.

I'm doing just fine now other than being at stoplight makes me feel fucking sick and my neck is skinned and my face is black and blue . But whatever. I'm so utterly thankful to still be alive.

My poor car is totaled though and now I'm unsure of how I'll make it to college tomorrow.

im gonna do em for 5$ today uvu

note me

Lol.

Thats me. Thats the kinda gal i am.

Softcore gore.

Cleaned guts are my favorite. Guro boys are my favorite.
I also enjoy bruises , cuts, and light blood.

I mean its not like i get off to it. But i dunno, i enjoy and admire it. And the better the anatomy is , the more ill love it. Or if its just cute squishy guts ill love it too.

Im not really into the pain aspect though, i mean kinda, but suffering is a no go for me.

I dont really tell people 'cause i dont want them to think im a psychopath or something. I also feel nervous about just posting this journal to admit it.

Sometimes i really want to draw it but i really just dont want to freak people out and make them not want to befriend me...

helllllo friends so im kinda sucking and getting my feet on the ground with this account
and if you know me from my other account i tend to give out a bunch of free stuff (other account -saltysquid)

soooo im gonna do some free doodle/sketches (cant promise ill be able to do them all , i'm not super human ^^;)

i can only ask that you be a watcher of mine
and have a reference please haha


ill do sfw and nsfw , gimme an idea of what you want
and uh if you like it then feel free to repost it if you want (with credit of course)

i cant even manage to sell my art
the real world sucks
i hate this after highschool life
im so fucking bored all the time and i cant make a dime
what do i do with myself ?

/throws things

i forgot to mention im willing to do art trades. i do nsfw and sfw trades

but if youre willing to trade with me just know i want pretty sfw pieces haha
ecchi is okay though

Someone who can give me ideas of what to draw and such.
Of course if the person didnt mind sharing ideas.
I want to create a comic, a short one, i think that'd be a lot of fun.
Maybe help me with some poses for ychs


Id do these thing myself but ya see , ive got a pretty innocent mind for a porn artist ^^;

tomorrow is graduation practice uvu wish me luck!

i shall think of cute new poses for ych's and preposes to sell !

would you be interested in these?

what poses do you think i should do?

also im thinking of doing some cute cheebs uvu nekkid of course
what kind of porn account would this be if everything wasnt nekkid or getting nekkid? =3

im gonna finish whats on my plate now

thank you guys uvu

hello friends!

i will be taking some nice sexy/smutty requests

i cant do all requests so please keep that in mind im sorry im not super human

but if you'd care to share my new account that'd be rad ^v^

kay imma draw like some boobs and junk now.


(also for request please have a decent ref , it just makes things a lot easier)