so, uhm, if anyone online during.. the incident took note of this, Pimp's uploads were close to mine. In timescale, anyway

And i know, exactly, who did this. A person I've known for awhile. In any case, iiiiii'm changing my pw. o_e looking at active sessions, the one for when that pic was uploaded was different than mine.

Maybe i won't delete my account.. As much as i would like to.

I got hacked, or something. Honestly, I don't care too much about getting a good standing back. I'm hoping an admin will accept a ticket I'm about to write, asking for my account to be deleted. This was fun, buut.. Yeah. I'm not staying after that

im going to start counting my journals.

So uh

in... 28 journals, i will reveal some shit and cause drama likely. Until then.. blog stuff.

Even though none of my friends are reading this.

so yeah

uhhhhhhh..... I'm making a 2d shooter game... Not going too well.

So.. Yeah.

Innnnnnnnnnn.. The final day of the sale.

aaand, this is only for friends so gtfo watchers who watched me for something like this to pop up

(and there goes 75% of my watchers)

I know for sure, will get one.. The other two are for whoever notes me/comments here I guess?

not trying to be rude to all of my other friends but yeah, I don't feel right paying one cent, and i dont have much moolah

DO IT

this is the best YTPMV i've ever ever'd.

ALSO I GOT HAMMERFIGHT

FROM THE HUMBLE INDIE BUNDLE

FROM A STRANGER

ON THE BLOCKLAND FORUMS

but it's over now.

why are you so ignorant :I

EXPECT A FILLER ON THAT

so

uh

dell said my computer was delivered to my front door.. 3 days ago.

It either:

1: wasn't

2: was, and was stolen

..meh.

anyway im like gonna make a game i think i dunno. i need to make sprites that dont look like tumors.

so like this week has been a mixed box of stuff.

First, I was so sick that I couldn't eat anything all week, barely drink anything. Slept most of the time, for obvious reasons.

Second, i got some things. A plain logitech mouse, turtle beach p11 headset that I have to fiddle with the bendy mic to get to work, and a micosoft sidewinder x6 I think keyboard.

third, Dell hasn't responded about replacing my alienware. rage. My E-rage is SO INTENSE.

so.. yep.

I feel like shit. :C

also i love tv tropes and idioms so much its awesome and stuff

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edited things:

i uh.. got borderlands goty. I'll be doing a LP and livestream. With a mic.

so yes people can hear my voice, not like anyone wants.. to.. ;-;

anyway when i do the ls some stuff might happen. I don't think any admin would watch it, so maybe stuff won't happen. :D

Anyway, plans:

Lilith

dlc order: ZIODN > SAOGK > CNRR > MMUR

maybe I won't do mmur. It's hard as hell and you don't get much for it.. Except for a few skill points I think? Meh.

I'm listening to while writing this. You should too. It makes me feel like a part of me slowly dies. :C

so dah.

im NOT dead contraryryryr to populare` beliefs.

i've been doing a mix of nothing, playing penumbra, and re-joining roblox.

Sadly.

oh yes, and I gave  rokuwolf penumbra black plague gold edition.

It's all fucked up, graphics doing seizures n stuff.

...Sigh. i feel terrible now. For I have ruined his brain flesh with remembering such terrible moment-ruining graphical slips. [/talkinglikeredfrompenumbra]

God, I'm sounding more like elub than red.

Hi elub, i know you'll read this eventually. Don't hurt me or scare me please. ;_;

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Now, to my time playing penumbra BP.

iz gud.

I'm playing on hard atm with a no-save run. Not scary as hard as it is.

"hard" teehee. c:

I've realized that the zombies are so strong in hard mode, they;

Instantly destroy doors instead of politely kicking it 3 times

Kill you in 3 hits, which is even unlikely then, as when they hit you, you got flying far and fast enough to take impact damage, and they run like a world-renown famous runner person on steroids with incredible strength and eyesight so good they can see you even if you're in an airvent in the pitch black and they're without light. And their claws can clip through the vent and hit you. Oh yes, and throwing things at them seems to effect them even less than it did for on easy mode. I don't want to fight the boss monsters now. :C

Still, using and tossing a flare at a zombie from behind as they go "ALL IS NOT RIGHT" is still amusing as all hell. So is locking them behind automatic doors. Try that with the second main area, after the patrol zombie appears. Unless you're on hard mode. Being in such close quarters with a zombie on hard, much less without a gas mask; letting in the gas when you try to trap them, is a bad idea.

If all else fails, eat painkillers and toss flares and giggle. Actually, good idea. If you have a bunch of painkillers, lead it to the end of the auto door room, toss a flare at them, and then run out. Then watch them kick the door forever.

Or you can just.. play with tastyflakes, during their short, and only appearance, when you get the flashlight.

So, um.

Short and sweet;

The admins let huskydingo stay, and banned roku.


...

:/

Fuck Furaffinity, worst admins ever, worst security, generally shitty. Fuck this shit. Bye.

So, in light of a meaningful skype chat with roku, (rokuwolf on FA) ((Not really that meaningful)) I'm leaving the fandom or whatever, it's honestly more trouble than it's worth, the babyfurs, the.. euugh. Constantly put in a group with people like that, just to be hated by about 76% of the internet.

Yeah.. no.

Uh, I'll get to clearing my gallery and avatar and stuff. Bye? I'll admit, I had a few good times here, but.

(Moreso, being a closet furry is even worse.)

Sorry if it doesn't make much sense, I'm tired.

A bit of clarification: i'll stay, but only for my friends i have on here. .eg: chrismukkah, rokuwolf and others.

I'M TYPING FROM IT NADSDFDFFDSSEDSAS

It's cool. :3

I'm getting an alienware M17x, med-high/max spec upgrades. Gets here on april 8th.

It's.. interesting.

I'm still on the more Hoax side, but..

It.. Depressed me a lil' bit.

Mainly the reverse song of healing, yet I can't stop listening to it..

Had to get a shot.

For the sake of everyone, I'll just say in the hip area. ;-;

I can't sit properly.

BUT THEN

No e-connection tho and low graphics mode.

mind = amazed

if i could go online:

mind = blown

Awesome, and depressing somewhat.

For those who saw it, you prob know what part(s) I'm talking about.

I was really sad when that cop killed his zombie wife.. Moreso when she held her hand up like she was asking "...Why?"

:iconZade-Cathedral;

He's one of my best friends.

Watch him.

Do it

DO IT YOU BITCH OR I'LL SHOOT YOU

I've been looking for it for months, and I finally found it.

It's like, sex in a jar.. :D

I'll LP LSD. The game, lsd.

THE GAME.

...When I get less depressed, thanks to someone getting my hopes up and smashing and FUCKING BRICK ON THEM.

"ROBLOX Cards Now Available at Best Buy and GameStop"

"Available at Best Buy and gamestop"

"Best buy and gamestop"

"Gamestop"

NOOOOOOOOOOO-

because cats

By law, stonewall's halloween celebration is moved back one day; TONIGHT.

just when I wasn't ready for kids to flock to my house in search of candy like zombies to a human.. ;-;

I saw a karate instructor killed by one of his students, I saw a molotov cocktail being thrown at a homeless woman, I saw russians jumping out of a flaming building to their death, I saw a fight between kids, that ended in one being thrown off a bridge, and many more...

The world is so depressing.

Even more depressing, is being lied to. You know who you are..

hurpadurpa.