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Posted 12 years agoMy last journal was a year ago? Wow.
It feels hard to believe, but when you consider how little I participate in the furry community these days, I guess it's actually not.
I wanna update you guys on my life, but I don't know how much you knew about it before.
Hmmm...what's relevant?
I'm living in metro Detroit. Roughly 3 months away from turning 26. I'm getting to be pretty decent at poi. Still writing articles to pay my bills. Feeling exceptionally pleased and happy with a lot of areas of my life.
Thanks to all the new watchers, and to all the people who have stuck around despite my unannounced hiatuses!
And, my Art blog- This is where I put works in progress and non-furry stuff: http://msnarcissist.tumblr.com/
It feels hard to believe, but when you consider how little I participate in the furry community these days, I guess it's actually not.
I wanna update you guys on my life, but I don't know how much you knew about it before.
Hmmm...what's relevant?
I'm living in metro Detroit. Roughly 3 months away from turning 26. I'm getting to be pretty decent at poi. Still writing articles to pay my bills. Feeling exceptionally pleased and happy with a lot of areas of my life.
Thanks to all the new watchers, and to all the people who have stuck around despite my unannounced hiatuses!
And, my Art blog- This is where I put works in progress and non-furry stuff: http://msnarcissist.tumblr.com/
In S2:E6 in MLP: Friendship is Magic
Posted 13 years agoJust for a few seconds, there is obviously a Walter (from the the Big Lebowski) in the bowling alley.
Taking Requests
Posted 13 years agoI wanna post some new art on here but I've been absolutely uninspired on the topic of furries.
Gimme some animal or character (mine or your own) suggestions and we'll see if that sparks anything.
Gimme some animal or character (mine or your own) suggestions and we'll see if that sparks anything.
Art Tumblr
Posted 13 years agoMy lazy art tumblr where I post blurry cellphone pics of about 10% of what I'm working on:
http://msnarcissist.tumblr.com/
http://msnarcissist.tumblr.com/
Life Update.
Posted 15 years agoMay 1st I graduated from the University of Michigan.
May 3rd I drove across the country to California.
Now I'm chilling in L.A.
And now you know.
May 3rd I drove across the country to California.
Now I'm chilling in L.A.
And now you know.
65 Weird Questions Meme
Posted 15 years ago1. First thing you wash in the shower?
My belly
2. What color is your favorite hoodie?
Black and purple. It's reversible and Nightmare before Christmas themed.
3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
For the rest of my life.
4. Do you plan outfits?
Sometimes.
5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
Pretty chill. Not really looking forward to all the reading I need to do for class tomorrow.
6. What's the closest thing to you that is red?
Box of Cheez-its
7. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?
That a big group of my friends came and visited my house and one of them brought a huge amount of cocaine and we just snorted a lot and hung out with my family. D:
8. Did you meet anybody new today?
Nope. Only one class and I kept to myself.
9. What are you craving right now?
Steak fajitas.
10. Do you floss?
Not as often as I should.
11. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
Smells of cabbage/Austin Powers.
12. Are you emotional?
Heh. I'm uninhibited.
13. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
Numbers aren't my thing.
14. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
Just lick it. My teeth get too cold. <--- I can't see anyone caring about that.
15. Do you like your hair?
Everybody likes my hair.
16. Do you like yourself?
I'm probably 96% satisfied.
17. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
Nah.
18. What are you listening to right now?
"The Recluse" Cursive
19. Are your parents strict?
Meh. They go through cycles of being lenient and being strict. It doesn't matter now that I'm out of the house.
20. Would you go sky diving?
Never. Freefalls are terrifying.
21. Do you like cottage cheese?
Gross.
22. Have you ever met a celebrity?
Drew Barrymore. She was a real sweetheart.
23. Do you rent movies often?
Pretty much never. One time I racked up some late fees and we haven't been back since.
24. Is there anything sparkly in the room you're in?
Nope.
25. How many countries have you visited?
Brazil.
26. Have you made a prank phone call?
That doesn't appeal to me.
27. Ever been on a train?
Yeah, a few times.
28. Brown or white eggs?
Either.
29. Do you have a cell-phone?
Yeah. It's an oldschool motorola. It's the size/shape/heft of a brick.
30. Do you use chap stick?
When I don't lose it.
31. Do you own a gun?
No.
32. Can you use chop sticks?
Like a champ.
33. Who are you going to be with tonight?
JAJ
34. Are you too forgiving?
I'm not forgiving enough.
35. Ever been in love?
Twice.
36. What is your best friend(s) doing tomorrow?
Going to class. Then I'm taking JAJ to a plaaaay.
37. Ever have cream puffs?
nope.
38. Last time you cried?
Jan 8th. I kept track of my crying for a while because I was worried that I was crying too much. I wasn't.
39. What was the last question you asked?
Why don't you want this steak?
40. Favorite time of the year?
Fall.
41. Do you have any tattoos?
Three. Ruthless on the underside of my right wrist. And a nautical star on each hip.
42. Are you sarcastic?
Sometimes.
43. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
Not all the way through.
44. Ever walked into a wall?
I can't remember.
45. Favorite color?
Orange.
46. Have you ever slapped someone?
Ha. Yeah.
47. Is your hair curly?
Out of control curly. I'm half black.
48. What was the last CD you bought?
...it was so long ago I don't remember.
49. Do looks matter?
Looking polished matters.
50. Could you ever forgive a cheater?
I could maybe forgive you but I'll never take you back.
51. Is your phone bill sky high?
No.
52. Do you like your life right now?
IT's...pretty good. There is some bullshit going on right now but that's temporary.
53. Do you sleep with the TV on?
I'm capable of it but I don't. No wasting energy!
54. Can you handle the truth?
Yeah. Sometimes I just don't want to hear it...
55. Do you have good vision?
I wear glasses for going to movies and reading the board in class.
56. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people?
Honestly, I dislike a large amount of people. I'm kind of a bitch if I think someone has poor manners and I hold the people that I have to be around every day to pretty high standards.
57. How often do you talk on the phone?
A few times a week. I try to call my grandma and my mom once a week. It keeps them happy.
58. The last person you held hands with?
JAJ
59. What are you wearing?
:C
60.What is your favorite animal?
There are too many awesome animals to just pick one. I really like moose.
61. Where was your default picture taken at?
...on facebook it was taken at my boyfriend's house.
62. Can you hula hoop?
No.
63. Do you have a job?
No. I make money letting the university experiment on me...
64. What was the most recent thing you bought?
A bitchin' new pair of shoes.
65. Have you ever crawled through a window?
A few times.
My belly
2. What color is your favorite hoodie?
Black and purple. It's reversible and Nightmare before Christmas themed.
3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
For the rest of my life.
4. Do you plan outfits?
Sometimes.
5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
Pretty chill. Not really looking forward to all the reading I need to do for class tomorrow.
6. What's the closest thing to you that is red?
Box of Cheez-its
7. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?
That a big group of my friends came and visited my house and one of them brought a huge amount of cocaine and we just snorted a lot and hung out with my family. D:
8. Did you meet anybody new today?
Nope. Only one class and I kept to myself.
9. What are you craving right now?
Steak fajitas.
10. Do you floss?
Not as often as I should.
11. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
Smells of cabbage/Austin Powers.
12. Are you emotional?
Heh. I'm uninhibited.
13. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
Numbers aren't my thing.
14. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
Just lick it. My teeth get too cold. <--- I can't see anyone caring about that.
15. Do you like your hair?
Everybody likes my hair.
16. Do you like yourself?
I'm probably 96% satisfied.
17. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
Nah.
18. What are you listening to right now?
"The Recluse" Cursive
19. Are your parents strict?
Meh. They go through cycles of being lenient and being strict. It doesn't matter now that I'm out of the house.
20. Would you go sky diving?
Never. Freefalls are terrifying.
21. Do you like cottage cheese?
Gross.
22. Have you ever met a celebrity?
Drew Barrymore. She was a real sweetheart.
23. Do you rent movies often?
Pretty much never. One time I racked up some late fees and we haven't been back since.
24. Is there anything sparkly in the room you're in?
Nope.
25. How many countries have you visited?
Brazil.
26. Have you made a prank phone call?
That doesn't appeal to me.
27. Ever been on a train?
Yeah, a few times.
28. Brown or white eggs?
Either.
29. Do you have a cell-phone?
Yeah. It's an oldschool motorola. It's the size/shape/heft of a brick.
30. Do you use chap stick?
When I don't lose it.
31. Do you own a gun?
No.
32. Can you use chop sticks?
Like a champ.
33. Who are you going to be with tonight?
JAJ
34. Are you too forgiving?
I'm not forgiving enough.
35. Ever been in love?
Twice.
36. What is your best friend(s) doing tomorrow?
Going to class. Then I'm taking JAJ to a plaaaay.
37. Ever have cream puffs?
nope.
38. Last time you cried?
Jan 8th. I kept track of my crying for a while because I was worried that I was crying too much. I wasn't.
39. What was the last question you asked?
Why don't you want this steak?
40. Favorite time of the year?
Fall.
41. Do you have any tattoos?
Three. Ruthless on the underside of my right wrist. And a nautical star on each hip.
42. Are you sarcastic?
Sometimes.
43. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
Not all the way through.
44. Ever walked into a wall?
I can't remember.
45. Favorite color?
Orange.
46. Have you ever slapped someone?
Ha. Yeah.
47. Is your hair curly?
Out of control curly. I'm half black.
48. What was the last CD you bought?
...it was so long ago I don't remember.
49. Do looks matter?
Looking polished matters.
50. Could you ever forgive a cheater?
I could maybe forgive you but I'll never take you back.
51. Is your phone bill sky high?
No.
52. Do you like your life right now?
IT's...pretty good. There is some bullshit going on right now but that's temporary.
53. Do you sleep with the TV on?
I'm capable of it but I don't. No wasting energy!
54. Can you handle the truth?
Yeah. Sometimes I just don't want to hear it...
55. Do you have good vision?
I wear glasses for going to movies and reading the board in class.
56. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people?
Honestly, I dislike a large amount of people. I'm kind of a bitch if I think someone has poor manners and I hold the people that I have to be around every day to pretty high standards.
57. How often do you talk on the phone?
A few times a week. I try to call my grandma and my mom once a week. It keeps them happy.
58. The last person you held hands with?
JAJ
59. What are you wearing?
:C
60.What is your favorite animal?
There are too many awesome animals to just pick one. I really like moose.
61. Where was your default picture taken at?
...on facebook it was taken at my boyfriend's house.
62. Can you hula hoop?
No.
63. Do you have a job?
No. I make money letting the university experiment on me...
64. What was the most recent thing you bought?
A bitchin' new pair of shoes.
65. Have you ever crawled through a window?
A few times.
Valentines Meme
Posted 15 years agoI never do memes.
Are you single or taken?
Taken and going s trong.
Chocolate or flowers?
Honestly, neither. But if I had to choose it'd be flowers. Hibiscus or Calla lilies. I'm hard to please.
Will you do anything special for Valentines Day?
I requested that we don't. I'll probably draw him something.
Do you like anyone?
I love my boo.
Do you make a big deal about Valentines?
I used to but then I came to college and was broke all the time.
Have you ever had a secret admirer?
A ton.
Do you believe in Cupid?
....? No.
Do your parents give you presents on Valentines?
My dad usually gives me flowers. <3
Is Valentines day depressing?
Not for me but I can totally see it being a sad time for some sensitive, single souls.
Will you have a boyfriend/girlfriend next Valentines?
I'm thinking yeah.
Are you single or taken?
Taken and going s trong.
Chocolate or flowers?
Honestly, neither. But if I had to choose it'd be flowers. Hibiscus or Calla lilies. I'm hard to please.
Will you do anything special for Valentines Day?
I requested that we don't. I'll probably draw him something.
Do you like anyone?
I love my boo.
Do you make a big deal about Valentines?
I used to but then I came to college and was broke all the time.
Have you ever had a secret admirer?
A ton.
Do you believe in Cupid?
....? No.
Do your parents give you presents on Valentines?
My dad usually gives me flowers. <3
Is Valentines day depressing?
Not for me but I can totally see it being a sad time for some sensitive, single souls.
Will you have a boyfriend/girlfriend next Valentines?
I'm thinking yeah.
Finals.
Posted 15 years agoAlmost.
Over.
I'm coming back soon. I just have to survive this first.
Over.
I'm coming back soon. I just have to survive this first.
Furries on TV Again...
Posted 16 years agoJaj and I watch Current every Thursday and this just aired as a part of a larger show called Infomania. This is also that Brett Erlich guy I mad a journal about before. Just thought it'd be of interest to see how furries are being presented:
http://current.com/items/91321980_y.....h-costumes.htm
http://current.com/items/91321980_y.....h-costumes.htm
Three Things Meme
Posted 16 years agoTHREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
Jaz'min
Standard
Ace
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD:
jweave
she_wolf47 (I was inspired by white fang. This was actually my very first screen name)
Harlequin_Girl
THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES (Of the last day)
looked at FA
fried chicken
disinfected everything with lysol
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
I like my hair
I like my sense of the humor
I like the friends I attract
THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
my temper is ridiculous
I can't let things go (seriously, I'm still mad about things from like...6 years ago)
I've been using the work "like" way too much
THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGINS:
Black
White
???
THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
death
zombies
rape
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
Sleeveless hoodie
Hat
new septum ring!
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
computer
Jaj
...that's it.
THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS:
my ipod.
my prismacolor markers
my crunk cup
THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE BANDS:
Muse
Beck
Cursive!
THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
Hanging out with Jaj
making art
watching movies
THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
So Much Love - The Rocket Summer
PYT (Pretty Young Thing) - Michael Jackson
The Watcher- Dr. Dre (this is ALWAYS one of my favorite songs)
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
Surfing
The local restaurants here
No smoking
THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:
I regret not frying more chicken
Not doing as much homework as I should be this weekend
Honestly, I don't regret a ton...
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
snuggles
witty banter
inside jokes
THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU'VE GIVEN TO THE WORLD:
eye candy
I haven't reached my prime yet...so more good things are coming. Hopefully more important ones...
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:
I used to pretend I was adopted because I disliked my mom so much.
I worked in a strip club but got to keep my clothes on.
I'm double jointed.
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE SAME SEX:
booooobs
padding/thighs
hair/complexion (girls take care of themselves)
THREE EMOTIONAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE SAME SEX:
sympathy/similar viewpoints on some subjects
That's about it. I prefer male friends.
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
go hang out spur of the moment
let a stranger shout at me in the street and not respond
fall asleep easily
THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
having enough money
being close with my brother
my big bed
THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
a tablet
cash
gift art
THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:
my grandma
my boyfriend
my entire highschool experience
THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
reading
drawing
watching movies
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
Go to California
Learn to Breakdance well
Dye my hair
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
Director
short fiction writer
???
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR HOLIDAY:
Australia
England
back to brasil
THREE CARTOON CHARACTERS:
Shaggy
Brock Samson
Doug
THREE BOY’S NAMES:
Jackson
Aiden
Allen
THREE GIRL'S NAMES:
Calista
Bailey
Anassa
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
Write something and publish it somewhere worthwhile
Become a TF2 master
Be filthy rich
This came off way shallower than I had intended and I'm sure I could come up with some good, meaningful answers if I had sat and thought about it for a little while.
Jaz'min
Standard
Ace
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD:
jweave
she_wolf47 (I was inspired by white fang. This was actually my very first screen name)
Harlequin_Girl
THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES (Of the last day)
looked at FA
fried chicken
disinfected everything with lysol
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
I like my hair
I like my sense of the humor
I like the friends I attract
THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
my temper is ridiculous
I can't let things go (seriously, I'm still mad about things from like...6 years ago)
I've been using the work "like" way too much
THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGINS:
Black
White
???
THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
death
zombies
rape
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
Sleeveless hoodie
Hat
new septum ring!
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
computer
Jaj
...that's it.
THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS:
my ipod.
my prismacolor markers
my crunk cup
THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE BANDS:
Muse
Beck
Cursive!
THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
Hanging out with Jaj
making art
watching movies
THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
So Much Love - The Rocket Summer
PYT (Pretty Young Thing) - Michael Jackson
The Watcher- Dr. Dre (this is ALWAYS one of my favorite songs)
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
Surfing
The local restaurants here
No smoking
THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:
I regret not frying more chicken
Not doing as much homework as I should be this weekend
Honestly, I don't regret a ton...
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
snuggles
witty banter
inside jokes
THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU'VE GIVEN TO THE WORLD:
eye candy
I haven't reached my prime yet...so more good things are coming. Hopefully more important ones...
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:
I used to pretend I was adopted because I disliked my mom so much.
I worked in a strip club but got to keep my clothes on.
I'm double jointed.
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE SAME SEX:
booooobs
padding/thighs
hair/complexion (girls take care of themselves)
THREE EMOTIONAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE SAME SEX:
sympathy/similar viewpoints on some subjects
That's about it. I prefer male friends.
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
go hang out spur of the moment
let a stranger shout at me in the street and not respond
fall asleep easily
THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
having enough money
being close with my brother
my big bed
THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
a tablet
cash
gift art
THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:
my grandma
my boyfriend
my entire highschool experience
THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
reading
drawing
watching movies
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
Go to California
Learn to Breakdance well
Dye my hair
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
Director
short fiction writer
???
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR HOLIDAY:
Australia
England
back to brasil
THREE CARTOON CHARACTERS:
Shaggy
Brock Samson
Doug
THREE BOY’S NAMES:
Jackson
Aiden
Allen
THREE GIRL'S NAMES:
Calista
Bailey
Anassa
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
Write something and publish it somewhere worthwhile
Become a TF2 master
Be filthy rich
This came off way shallower than I had intended and I'm sure I could come up with some good, meaningful answers if I had sat and thought about it for a little while.
A'ight
Posted 16 years agoOkay.
I've got things under control now.
I'm currently working on commission sketches and getting my trade on and I appreciate everyone's patience.
<3
I've got things under control now.
I'm currently working on commission sketches and getting my trade on and I appreciate everyone's patience.
<3
Patience
Posted 16 years agoTo everyone that I'm doing commissions for, trades with, whatever, just gimme until the end of this week.
Classes started and then two of my former roommates lost their fucking minds and all their manners and I just need this one week of no one expecting anything from me in order to get my rl shit together.
I haven't had time to draw anything in too long.
Classes started and then two of my former roommates lost their fucking minds and all their manners and I just need this one week of no one expecting anything from me in order to get my rl shit together.
I haven't had time to draw anything in too long.
Ugh
Posted 16 years agoFuraffinity should just be called Dramaffinity.
Just Curious
Posted 16 years agoSo, I've noticed that I draw a lot of the same shit over and over. And a lot of the same characters.
And when I look at my gallery I'm really disappointed by the lack of variety. I'd really like to give my watchers something to, ya know, actually watch.
I'd like to bust out of that.
I attempted this by doing trades but half the people never came through on their portion, so I don't know when I'll offer them again.
So, what would you guys like to see more of?
Anythingthat you'd like to see in my style?
Is there anything you feel I do particularly well?
What are some areas that you think I need work in? I realize that I should probably be working on perspective and backgrounds, anything else? Shading? Anatomy? The way that clothing folds?
I'm trying to grow. Now nourish me, motherfuckers, with your suggestions and whatnot.
And when I look at my gallery I'm really disappointed by the lack of variety. I'd really like to give my watchers something to, ya know, actually watch.
I'd like to bust out of that.
I attempted this by doing trades but half the people never came through on their portion, so I don't know when I'll offer them again.
So, what would you guys like to see more of?
Anythingthat you'd like to see in my style?
Is there anything you feel I do particularly well?
What are some areas that you think I need work in? I realize that I should probably be working on perspective and backgrounds, anything else? Shading? Anatomy? The way that clothing folds?
I'm trying to grow. Now nourish me, motherfuckers, with your suggestions and whatnot.
