I think someone's going to artists and telling them not to draw me. I don't know for sure, but I have good reason to believe so. Well, whoever it is, I have something to tell them, and they won't like it.

Is this your game? Getting buddy buddy with artist types and then after you're their friend, using your charisma to blackmail people into doing whatever you want or else you tell artists not to draw them?

If so, I hope you get blacklisted from using the internet and have no ISP that is willing to let you back on the internet, and that this continues happening to you until you yield your coercive power and motivation.

Click the link.

http://www.reddit.com/r/atheism/com.....ing_christian/

'Nuff said.

Dumb titles aside, I just learned that lucid dreaming only works if you have integrity.

What I mean is that if you somehow realize that you're in a dream, it does you no good if you're either too chicken to do something drastic with it or you tend to forget that fact as time goes on.

So yeah, I need to start honoring my own word.

Okay, I figured out what I want to commission. I want to commission a piece with myself holding a briefcase and that briefcase has a dream-meddling device, or whatever it's called. You know, the one from Inception? Anyway that will be a kick ass pic because I LOVE Inception!

When you're actually on the right side of an issue, but shove people's faces into the fact that you're right, what does that mean, exactly?

Well, it means you're right, but you're still a fucking dick. Being factually correct doesn't make you any less of an asshole.

Case in point. --> http://i.imgur.com/wNaen.jpg <-- (Of course, in this case saving lives far outweighs the asshattery of the means you go about it. It's the same reason I'm for the War On Terrorism rather than against it.)

Does anybody else here have an example of someone subsumed under the new concept I have created out of the characteristics 'correct' and 'asshole'?

Does anybody also have a word for it? And don't use terms like egotistical because a person can be confident and proud, and yet non-smarmy about it and STILL be called egotistical. Same goes with a word like selfish, or any word of the same vein of those or similar words.

People don't like that I've quit stalking people. Because I'm getting a lot of people who are removing me from their watch lists.

I really want to be angry about this, but I know the kind of people who are the reason they are removing me and the removers are going to get what they deserve just by hanging around these psychos as friends. I don't have to do, or feel, a damned thing and everything will turn out okay.

That's right, I'm going to start doing commissions! I've been hiding my talent all this time and I've decided anything, whether it's graphical or audio or textual, or even sexual, is up on the table! Don't jump the gun and pay me or anything because I haven't decided what I'll charge. I will charge a fair amount however. I'm not gonna charge some ridiculous amount because I've just now started and making you pay $20.00 for something when you don't even know what you're getting is just plain wrong.

Does anybody have a Dreamwidth account with invites they'd be willing to share with me? I've been asking everywhere but to no avail.

It's getting so hard to find a good commission...

I'm thinking of paying people to point my way to a good artist that hasn't drawn my nemesis yet.

I'm in a killer mood. You want to know how much of a killer mood I am in? Let me help you out:

Gabriel Gray.
Light Yagami.
Beatrix Kiddo.
Travis Touchdown.

I am all of these people.

I am looking for someone willing to draw me in the clothing style of these people, doing the things that they are well known for doing. I will pay a good amount of money for this.

I would pay top dollar for me cutting someone's head open and making love with some electricity chick. No seriously, it'd be awesome. I wouldn't mind being male just for that one scene, because it's fucking sexy enough to warrant a suppresion of my female side.

Also, no... I'm not trying to one-up anybody... *Peeks around.* :3

So yeah, whoever was clowning around when http://www.opencongress.org/bill/111-h3200/text was made (the bill itself not the webpage) ought to be impeached. Hell, everyone supporting this ought to be impeached.

I'd suggest getting someone trained in legalese to decipher it for you, as I could not do justice to how horrible this bill is.

Is it really that hard to simply stick to the standard of contracts as being understandable by any normal human being and enforceable by law as a basis for human interaction? Instead we get bills that don't make sense to anybody except politicians.

So I guess there are still some people telling lies about me. It's no scales off my hide but I still feel I should clear a few things up about me. I mean yeah I've pulled a few pranks here and there, and I do have a history (ANCIENT history mind you) of doing certain things some retarded furs just won't get over, but for the most part, I'm a nice guy and have good character. So if there are any questions you want to ask about me, now's your chance. I can't promise you'll agree with the answers, only that I'll be 100% honest.

So Astolpho once again shows how furry he is. Apparantly someone on a news article pooh-poohs furry and Astolpho soils his diapers. Look at his most recent journal so far and you'll see what I mean.

Don't go over there though because he's starting to throw a tantrum at me for pointing out the obvious. That and going over there would only reinforce his misbehavior.

You have my sympathy...

Not like you care what I think but meh.

HURR HURR I IS RL SNAKE I EAT LIZARD WHOLE AND ALIVE! (plz dont hate me i am real life naga in spirit & need 2 act it out) http://is.gd/AvTW

The internet is basically just words. There are no actions on the internet.

So basically... anything I do here should not spill over into RL and cause people to distrust me offline. Those who base their RL judgments of me on my reputation online are asshats and aren't worthy of my friendship.

I'm so glad I'm moving to another part of California. There I plan to set up a Meetup group that isn't so elitist. The Bay Area Furry Meetup Group is no longer run by Ryan, or Synn, or Zero, but some elitist asshat who did nothing to earn leadership and simply kicked me out.

It doesn't really matter what I did to become a creep since it was online. If you kick me out of your RL activities for that stuff then you deserve to be ostracized, not me.

All I can say now is...

RULE 34 ON CHELL!

After 10 years... all those years, it's too late for me to change.

So yeah I kinda... been using an alt... and... well for privacy sake I won't mention what I did and who I did it with.

Just saying I think I got what I wanted... and... I fucking want more.

I know I hate myself for this, but... I'm gonna go at it again. See if it was just a fluke or if I am getting better at this.

Either way thought... I don't think I can stop. Not ever.

The Red Dragon has spoken.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/556692/

Seriously, this guy belongs on a propaganda poster or something.

Why do I still tolerate people who are knowingly irrational? Why do I still get drawn in to sympathy for people who are having a hard time because they see relationships as ends in themselves to be preserved? Why don't I disassociate myself with rabid collectivists and those who sanction them? Why don't I start blacklisting people who don't understand the meaning of the word FREEDOM? Why why why why?

I think it's just sick and disgusting that we LET tyrants run our lives! It's NOT their job! It's OUR JOB! Yet these people collectivize the decision making processes of the less wanted of us while collectivizing the responsibility for the actions for the more wanted of us. And who is wanted? Why, people who simply know how to run the system.

It disgusts me to no end, to have to vote for one of two evils instead of getting to vote for someone who actually understands what's happening to the world.

I should be done with this rebelling... but I'm not. This isn't the end. Not on my life.

Damnit, I just got sent to that youtube again. You know, the one they call "Rick Roll"? The one with Rick Astley?

Here is the offending tinyurl... http://tinyurl.com/4ehvkj ... don't click on it though, it'll bring you to that Rick Astley video.

I wish people would stop doing it. It's a a bit old. Actually it's more than a bit old. It's two years old.

I won't fail at failing, so maybe I should start TRYING to fail. In which case, failing to be a good guy makes me evil. Well um I guess I should be the guy with good intentions. THEN THE ROAD WILL BE PAVED TO HELL LOL!

Actually if hell is much like http://img217.imageshack.us/img217/...../calviniz4.jpg I might just stop caring about good intentions, and perhaps everything entirely. Then I will become the new sloth.

... but it's gonna be a bitch to expand INFINITELY IN ALL DIRECTIONS! Thankfully I have an understanding about cardinality, and Aleph One doesn't seem so bad... at least not when compared to Aleph Two. Still doesn't beat Aleph Null but whatever.

PS: SOMETHING AND I THINK!

PPS: ONE MILLION BOTTLES OF BEER ON THE HORSE WAS THERE DUDE WHERES MY OH FUCFUCFUCFUCUFUCUFUCKKkkKKKKkkk!!!!

I guess I just got over it.

Keeping the last entry for archive purposes, but if I could stop the commenting I would. I'm fine now so there's no need to comment.

Besides, you can always post in this one or leave shouts.