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I hate this life.
Posted 17 years agoYou know why? Because I'll never be as good as I want to be. I thought I made a fine pred but someone who's way better will take away all the good prey. I thought I made a fine prey but someone who's way better will take away all the good predators. No matter what I do I'm fucked. I can't eat Anne, and I can't be eaten by WhiteFireTiger. They're what one looks for in a prey or a pred respectively, and I can't have them because Palshife won't let me.
Welcome to furry, folks, where the only accomplishment that counts is how good you typefuck, and who best to suck up to so you don't piss off the ones who control everything by sucking up to anyone but them.
Welcome to furry, folks, where the only accomplishment that counts is how good you typefuck, and who best to suck up to so you don't piss off the ones who control everything by sucking up to anyone but them.
it didn't work.
Posted 17 years agoI feel like such a failure. I couldn't get off the internet for more than 6 months. Yes, it was Valentine's Day that I came back, and you shouldn't be so suprised.
So what now?
So what now?
I must be leaving.
Posted 18 years agoI will not be on the internet for a whole year starting August 24th. This will go on until August 24th of the next year in 2008.
My moral character is at stake.
Posted 18 years agoI don't know why I'm asking people online how I should improve myself...
Actually it's mainly them who are concerned. Everyone in my real life likes me and knows that I can work through my problems on my own. It's just online where I need help, because I'm dealing with a lot of people of all sorts. So many walks of life demands a different ethics.
I would like anyone who comes across this journal to tell me all the things they like about me and all the things they dislike about me. Be honest, no matter what. Also please put some thought into it and don't just post in the heat of the moment. I hear that helps.
Many thanks in advance!
Actually it's mainly them who are concerned. Everyone in my real life likes me and knows that I can work through my problems on my own. It's just online where I need help, because I'm dealing with a lot of people of all sorts. So many walks of life demands a different ethics.
I would like anyone who comes across this journal to tell me all the things they like about me and all the things they dislike about me. Be honest, no matter what. Also please put some thought into it and don't just post in the heat of the moment. I hear that helps.
Many thanks in advance!
Have I really left?
Posted 18 years agoThe answer is too complicated to explain with a simple yes or no answer.
I have decided that I should not show my face in public. In private I am not only AS emotionally mature as, well, the average human, but far beyond. In public, however, I tend to do worse than simply making an ass of myself. So anything I do online will be private, only known to those I trust not to make a public spectacle of me.
I will, of course, post visual, audio, literate, any any other possible forms of art, both those I have created and those I have received. They will be marked, in their titlename, to avoid confusion about who actually created them. I'll devise a system as soon as it is necessary.
At any rate, enjoy what you see here. I know it's not much, but it's a start.
I have decided that I should not show my face in public. In private I am not only AS emotionally mature as, well, the average human, but far beyond. In public, however, I tend to do worse than simply making an ass of myself. So anything I do online will be private, only known to those I trust not to make a public spectacle of me.
I will, of course, post visual, audio, literate, any any other possible forms of art, both those I have created and those I have received. They will be marked, in their titlename, to avoid confusion about who actually created them. I'll devise a system as soon as it is necessary.
At any rate, enjoy what you see here. I know it's not much, but it's a start.
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