Hope everyone had a great 4th of July and saw lots of fireworks! ^w^
Sorry I haven't been on lately, I've just been super busy. I've been reading a crap load of manga, so that's been taking up all my spare time, but I'm going to try and make time to updated on here. I'm also trying to work with water colors so lets see how that turns out.

YOU WATCH ME. I want to know 28 things about you. I don't care if we've never talked, never really clicked, or if we already know everything about each other. Let me know with whom I'm friends with!

1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favourite Film:
5. Favourite Song or Album:
6. Favourite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Do we know each other outside of dA?
10. What's your philosophy on life?
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
13. What is your favourite memory of us?
14. What is your favourite guilty pleasure?
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarkey) - what are they?
17. Can we get together and make a cake?
18. Which country is your spiritual home?
19. What is your big weakness?
20. Do you think I'm a good person?
21. What was your best/favourite subject at school?
22. Describe your accent:
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?
24. What do you wear to sleep?
25. Trousers or skirts?
26. Cigarettes or alcohol?
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together? (If you have no idea, just say something crazy, it'll entertain me!)
28. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?

Thank god. This day sure took its time getting here. I cant wait to be out of that horrible high school forever >-<! I will never step foot back in that school for as long as I live.

However I did have a very good weekend. My dads in the process of moving and remodeling so I came home early and went to the book fair with Kasha and Mike. Then we stole Caitlin and went in Kasha's hot tub. I slept over Kasha's Saturday and Sunday night and then met up with my friend from France on Monday and Tuesday. I do have stuff to finish and post, but I'll do that after my graduation. Hope everyone is doing well ^w^

That's right, the only goth in the whole grade got her name pulled from the hat to be prom queen...me...prom queen..it was fucking hilarious! And then the prom king was a gay guy, it was amazing, possibly the best prom in history. I also actually danced, which is not a regular thing for me, but it was a lot of fun. Ill post pics when I can ^w0

So I presented my senior project today. I did wildlife rehabilitation and got to bring three of my turtles and one of my ferrets in. One of my judges was allergic to Stella (my ferret) so he was sneezing the whole time X3. But I think I did a good job on it. I'm super sorry I've been gone for so long. I've had to do a bunch of hours at work, and do a year long project in two months, but it's done now so I can relax a bit. I have prom tomorrow and at the moment I'm to tired to care, but I get to dress like Amy Lee and that always fun ^w^. I do have a few things to post, but that will have to wait until this weekend maybe. I hope everyone is doing well, and I'm glad to be back ^w^

is Coraline..
it was soo amazing! I cant get it out of my head o-o the claymation was outstanding and the music was so creepy and memorizing, i keep playing it over in my head. God i wish it was out so i could buy it already, otherwise im going to have to see it in theaters again :3
in other news i was so close to killing my step father last week. he basically told my mom that she should have aborted me and she laughed. i was like wtf is wrong with you! I have a job, go to school, and take care of myself with out even confronting any of you, yet im somehow that bad that your going to tell my mom she should have aborted me? fuck you >I and the worst part was after i confronted my mom about it she made up a bunch of excuses for why he said it and that he was only joking.....yeah..real fucking funny right 0-o what is wrong with people. i know they are stupid fucks, but after awhile it really starts to affect me. i know it shouldn't but i feel so unwanted all the time and i do nothing wrong. i just dont get it.
i also smuggled a new baby pingpong goldfish in my room today, so that makes me happy. but i soon discovered it has a parasite so im treating it for that now o-o
and Oodoo passed away friday morning, he got sand stuck in his gills :(
im memory of Oodoo- http://starluna555.deviantart.com/a.....Oodoo-92580978

Sorry for my lack of not being here last week, but my laptop was at the doctors :I it cost me like $120 to fix it, but its working amazingly now and im happy with it. Mid years were last week and i only needed to take one, which was good, but i think i bombed it anyway :O
My work has been REALLY slow so i haven't gone in 2 weeks which is making me nervous and lacking of the monies. But I got my humecent fliud in the mail today so my specimens are defrosting at the moment to be put in jars :3 cuz im a weird lady like that.
All 3 of my cats got checked by the vet today, and 2 out of 3 had something wrong with them and need medication, plus 2 need dental cleaning. So as you can imagine the vet bill was A LOT! but thankfully my mom payed for it (considering only one out of three of the cats were mine anyway) I also got meds for my mudskipper so his boo boo should go away soon. Im also trying to catch up with posting stuff. I have a lot to post but i dont want to flood peoples inboxes either so im only posting like 6 a day. Hope everyone is well :3
Also wondering if anyone went to go see Inkheart yet and if its any good?

I have good and bad things going on right now...
-Good-
*my humecent fluid for my fish is on its way.
*I only have to take one mid year as of right now.
*I get monday off from school next week for Martin Luther King Jr. Day
*I also get next tues,wed,thurs, and friday off from school cuz of mid years.
*Im slowly posting over due pics.
*I watched Clockwork Orange yesterday nd i loved it ^w^
*Its sunny out :3

-Bad-
*mid years are next week.
*My betta fish Rasha just died. RIP Little guy http://starluna555.deviantart.com/a.....Rasha-79573708
*Im still sad over Axles death.
*My ferret Louie is driving me up a wall >-<
*Valentines day is coming up and i hate that holiday.
*I have to write a stupid poem story for english and its due friday.
*I NEED to get senior project hours done.
*My mud skipper has a boo boo on his back.
*Im not getting a lot of hours at work.

http://ferretcityshelter.org/flooddisaster.aspx
Please visit that site, its about a ferret shelter that flooded and the owner is in real need of help. Please just look at the pictures and watch the two videos. Thanks :3

Seriously, they are. My axolotl ate my pleco yesterday and it got stuck in his mouth. So I had to call Kasha and with her help and advice from my vet we managed to sedate him and get it out, but he never fully woke up after that. So i have come to the conclusion that I have an obsession with buying crazy pets, i dont mean to, it just happens 0-o

RIP Axle - http://starluna555.deviantart.com/a...../Axel-92578918
Good news, i finally bought the humecent fluid to put Axle (my dead axolotl) in, so i can keeps him forever >w< cuz im creepy like that, and have a strong attachment to all my pets :3

More good news, Caitlin and I are sleeping at Kasha's house this weekend, which will be good for all of us to get away from our crazy parents and spent some time together ^w^ hopefully we can go to the fur meet too 0w0 *flails*

Seriously, this year went by wayyy to fast. Not to mention it totally sucked! >m<
So ive been going through alot of crap with my families (yes families meaning my moms side and my dads side) but i dont want to get into detail. Im not going to rant and fill up my journal with negative crap. It wont solve anything, and im sure you all dont feel like reading it. So im sorry if i havent been commenting on everyones pics and journals. Just know i havent been ingoring you all, i just seriously havent had the time to get on here. I have also finishes all my kissmas gifts for people (sorry im only getting them up here now) but ill have them up im a few. Hope everyone is doing well and had a happy holiday and a great new year!
Love,
Star (*
*Christmas Gifts Going To Be Posted*
 wolfmoon2002  arthien
 yamivonwolfleopard  ArrowHowler
 MysticSphinx

Ill be opening slots for 2 free 4 by 4 1/2in christmas badges for you or a friend. First two people to comment with a ref of the character will get the slots. And don't worry, if you don't make the first two ill be making them for $3.00 (just cuz I have to pay for the supplies) otherwise I woulds make you all free ones.

Here are some examples
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1803357/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1800405/

*Badges*
 -Uranaisha- - waiting for ref
 yamivonwolfleopard-waiting for info
 Arthien- finished, need address
 wolfmoon2002- need to mail

*mailed*
~please tell me when you receive them, thanks~
 indigoangelcat- has not received yet
 Anailaigh- has not received yet

sooo  kashagalilie went to new york for 3 days, leaving me with the poopie, noisy, psycho woosels... thanks kash I wuv you too T-T but Yoyo beat up my fat mushed face cat and he cried so it was worth it...then soon after Vinny took the biggest ferret crap under my desk, god i hate you Vinny!
In other news i didn't go to school yesterday due to the taking of the bloodz from my doctor, and i stayed up all night last night helping my mom do kissmas cards so i weaseled my way into staying home again today >w0 im evil.

1 | What is the name of your fursona?

Star Luna

2 | Where did the name of your Fursona come from?

I honestly don't remember, Ive had it so long.


3 | What species is your fursona and why did you choose that species?

unicorn, bat, monster hybrid


4 | What color is your fursona and why? Hair/fur/eyes/etc.

White fur, white hair with silver streaks, silver eyes with slit black pupils.


5 | What is your fursona's personality and how does this compare to your RL personality?

She is smarter and cares about things and people a lot less.


6 | What is one item your fursona owns that is significant to you in RL?

Her star and moon necklace.

7 | What is one thing you think you would say to your fursona if you could meet?

"cuddles?" :3 <3

8 | What is one thing your fursona would say to you if you could meet?

"Im going to eat our mother"
and im fine with that ^w^


9 | How has your fursona changed over the years?

Used to be in a more human looking form, now shes disgusted by the site of humans, and permanently stays in fursona form.


10 | How long have you had this fursona?

since seventh grade, so it would be six years now.

11 | Would you like to be more like your fursona?

I'd like to be as smart and pretty as her ^w^



Woot, awesome meme Kasha! I had fun doing it ^w^ you should make more ^w0

especially spoiled rotten ones who think pets are a toy they can kick around. And you know what I hate more than that, the retarded parents who got the pets for them in the first place knowing that their kids are too little and stupid to know the difference between playing with it and beating the shit out of it. oh and you know what tops it all off? When the pet finally fights back and scratches the kid, the parents flip out on the pet and lock it in a room for 5 hours, yeah kids are great!

Sorry for my rant, I just got back from my cousins 2 year old daughters birthday party. She also has a 4 year old boy who is violent as hell no thanks to his father who thinks throwing the kid around when hes screaming for him to stop is just "playing"and the kid needs to toughen up. but yeah the "birthday girl" was so spoiled she actually made other people open her gifts for her, because she was too lazy to do it herself. Yeah i know shes only 2, but she can tell when she is getting away with something. Anyway my point is they have a kitten and the kids treat it like a punching bag, and the parents do shit about it, and they threaten to throw it outside because its suddenly getting violent with the kids for no reason...gee....I wounder why........i fucking hate children.

I have spent sooo much money on gifts for people it isn't even funny >-o
I bought my sister a skunk adoption which was $25, and one for me (an opossum) another $25. Then I got her a skunk statue set with a mommy and three babies, which was $20.
$20 one my dads girlfriend (got her a chili pepper singing kissmas tree) $25 on a rug for my dad, and much more, on my mom, friends and other close relatives.
And of course none of that includes kissmas gift arts for peoples ^w^, I just hope I can finish them all in time for kissmas 0-o
So how is everyone's stress levels so far?

I haven't felt like updating my journal for awhile, but stuff has piled up so I had no choice. My birthday was fun, I had my 4 buddies over and we chilled and watched stuff. Thanksgiving was ok, bedsides the fact no one would shut the fuck up about my dad and his girlfriend getting engaged.
Other than that Ive been working on kissmas art for people, school, work, and the usual pet stuff.
Also got a mini black kissmas tree for my b-day, and its amazingly cute, ill have to post pics of it later. Hope everyone is doing well and had a good holiday ^w^

Soo... I saw Bolt of the second time today, and its still awesomely cute and all >w0 I love Rhino <3
Im sooo procrastinating on all my school work and studies in general, which I know is going to kick me in the ass later, but ah well.
I still haven't posted any pics from Disney which I have to do later, along with others since Ive been back.
Oh, and my b-day is Sunday already 0-o, it doesn't even feel like it.
Stella is thankfully over her cold, but im not sure if Louie is going to get it or not.
and i think that's it for updates so far 0w0

Unfortunately 0-o
Not so happy to be back home with my miserable mother and the rest of her asshole family, but I had an amazing time with my dad >w< I also got to meet up with Marissa in Universal Studios, and I saw  betelguese on stage with his smexy monster group. I got to go on all my favorite rides and took lots of pics to post later on (I is too tired right now). Also for everyone info, never ever sit in front of children on airplanes, they kick and scream and shake your seat the entire time 0-o i wanted to kill it.

Also added my B-day and X-mas list so i dont have a billion people asking me what i want. Hope everyone is doing well!

X-Mas and B-Day List:
*Gargoyles Season 2, Vol 1 *dont buy here way too much, its just the only link that will work*- http://www.borders.com/online/store.....u=786936296082
*Ferret Frog Bed- http://www.ferret.com/item/marshall.....e-for-ferrets/
*Dreamscapes- http://www.borders.com/online/store.....sku=1581809646
*NEED THIS! Ferret Playpen Case- http://www.ferret.com/item/marshall-playpen-tote/
*Alligator Ferret Bed- http://www.ferret.com/item/marshall.....eep-alligator/
*Elephant Ferret Toy Bed- http://www.ferret.com/item/marshall-ele-fun/
*Ferret Stocking- http://www.ferret.com/item/ferret-h.....iday-stocking/
:Ferret Fry Treats- http://www.petsmart.com/product/ind.....ductId=2753522

Yes, yes it is!
My dad and I are leaving tonight at 4am to catch our plane to Orlando 0w0
SUPER EXCITED!!!
And Kasha will be watching the ferrets so I know they will be in good hands. (I don't trust my mom with them, last time she watched them the had no food the whole weekend o-o)So I wont be getting back from Disney until Tuesday! I will miss you all till then :3

On the hand my sister has neglected her hamsters to the point where one got a serious respiratory infection. So i was taking care of it and buying medicine for it, but it sadly dies two days ago. So yeah, kids shouldn't own pets!

so its my dads girlfriends birthday tomorrow
they have been together for over 3 years, she hates all animals, wears fur, and skin boots, and leather.and has a full size bed room for her closet.
so shes not my most favorite person in the world, but she is artistic and buys me nice stuff for my birthday every year (trying to think positive)
back to the story, we are celebrating her birthday tomorrow and my dad just so happened to tell me and my sister that he is going to PROPOSE TO HER!!! ...wtf...kill me o-o
then i soon find out that my sister already knew (yes my dad told her and not me) so i feel totally betrayed by my sister (who doesnt like her either) and ignored by my dad, who never even asked me about the situation.
so im dreading waking up tomorrow or any day for that matter, i dont think ive felt this down since my mom married that asshole of a husband last year.
I kinda just want to live in the woods alone forever -_-

so i got lectured by my dad this morning for not having an amazing job (even though i have as good as a job that i can get for now) and that i wouldn't last a week in my own apartment because in so lazy and cant get anything done. and school has been very irritating today. the kids have just been pushy and shovie all day, and i got my bag kicked like seven times >m0
but! yesterday was amazing >w< i spent the night with kasha and mike and i got a new fish names pancake cuz hes flat ^w^ i loves him good, except i couldn't find him in my tank this morning so i hope he didn't get eaten >w0
and i need to post stuff, but im so tired to the point where i don't really care about doing anything at the moment :3 but with sleeps ill feel better 0w0

so i have this issue with eating hot peppers until my mouth is throbbing in pain >w< but... i love banana peppers good
im in a rather happy zone right now. i slept over kashas last night so that set me into a clear positive mood. and now im just chilling in my newly cleaned room and watching Castle in the sky. good movie >w0
i dont feel like going to work tomorrow, but i needs money so i go anyway :3
i wish my halloween could have been better, but furfright made up for it ^w0
and im going to disney in week and a half and im super excited >w<

sooooooo,
took Louie to the vet
and it was the biggest waste 0f $70
the vet basically told me he has no idea whats wrong with him, and there is nothing he can do......wow...thanks a lot o-o
but my L shirt came in hottopic for me so i picked that up.
and i cant get in touch with a taxidermist, so if anyone has tips on how to prevent a fish from decomposing, i would love to hear it, thanks :3

well i just looked in one of my tanks to find my favorite fish has died. so im kind of not so happy at the moment. i am also determined to find a taxidermist and put her in a jar to keep forever..cuz im weird like that, but i the moment i don't care.
Im going to miss Chubbs so much >m< here are some pics of her
http://starluna555.deviantart.com/a.....-What-84653824
http://starluna555.deviantart.com/a.....hubbs-84652943

Louis also had his vet appointment tomorrow so i hope that goes well. he has lost his whole first layer of fur 0-o not good.