Not much of a journal writer it seems? Life update keeper? Besides, it can be rather boring most days! Anywho!

Last couple years were definitely a roller coaster as it was for everyone. Home life has been about the same, just the usual ups and downs, such is life.

Seemed to affect my muse and drive to be creative. Muse was gone for a while, but seems to come back. Just started to get back into the swing of drawing and being artistic again, if it is not apparent already!
⋆⋆✩ Currently not seeking commissions, unless approached/DM'd!

Even my muse to write was struggling for a while, getting back into that with some consistent RP! Getting involved in Dungeon & Dragons has definitely helped getting my story writing back on track. I play mostly Druid or Barbarian based characters, leaning more on Druid.

Started frequenting Wolfhome and Furcadia these last few years, as it has picked up enough for me to use the creative side of me!

New year new... stuff to do? I got no resolutions other than trying to eat more fruit and veggies with water.
Nothing much has changed except I moved into my boyfriend's apartment last year, so I have 4 room mates all together now. My new cat turns 1 year old this month so I have a young adult kitty. Since Pokemon Sun and Moon came out I've been gaming pretty consistently, I wish to finish my Pokedex soon, hopefully.


I'll try to post art work soon when I can get around to it.

Welp, it's been a while since I wrote a journal.
Things have changed and all that fun stuff.

I moved out with two guys, which is awesome but also a challenge.
Work is about the same, work two different departments so it's always fun to never be entirely bored.

Not finding time and having any energy to draw these days, been hanging out with my friends/room mates more these days, so I guess I have a life now?

I also chauffeur several people around at work to their homes, which I don't mind. But takes a lot of my personal time away. (I make a little extra money there).

Been trying to also have some me-time lately, since I've been spending so much energy on other people and not myself, that'll be hard for me to do, not used to focusing on myself.

So far, things are going a lot better as of late. There's been less 'bad' days, but mostly good.

⋆⋆✩ Work is becoming a little less of an annoyance. Though, work is work, it'll always be a pain somehow.. >.>

⋆⋆✩ The process of removing my belongings from my ex's place is a bit of a chore but it'll be good once I remove it all out. Then being done with him completely.

⋆⋆✩ I finished my first wave of commissions of the year without any hitches, other than taking extra time on a few pieces, but that would be due to my work hours staying at about 40.

⋆⋆✩ I had the courage of telling the person I liked how I felt..! Only to have my car towed that night.. that was one eventful night I will leave it at that. XD
So we've been hanging out a lot more and getting to know each other better on our days off. So good things going on there for sure!

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On another note; I might try to open up for commissions on FA, granted I don't have many followers here, but it'd be worth it to hear some feed back? :D

I mostly do the Wolfhome-style poses, but I guess I could class them as portraits/large pixels.
I also do references and background (landscapes, etc)

"Poses" Pixels would range at about $5.00 (non complex characters)
References would range at about $10.00 (non complex characters)

Well that was a swift break up, lol.
Boyfriend decided we should be friends instead via text so I guess I'm back to the single life.

I'm more than okay with this, I liked the guy but I didn't see myself in love with him so it doesn't hurt that we're not dating.

I can move onto someone new eventually.

I usually don't like to express my problems because I don't want to burden people with my problems.. However.

I feel really stuck and feel really unhappy..?

My art is not really improving? I get little spurts of good drawings and backgrounds, but I'm not really satisfied with them.. I guess that'll always be the typical artist worse critique, themselves.

I'm in a relationship that's beginning to dwindle, I like the guy I'm with but after two years, he bluntly told me he doesn't know if he loves me nor wants to be serious with me, hurts quite a bit. I can't find myself to break up with him yet because my personal belongings are in his house (basically for free), instead of paying rental fees to have it in a storage unit. I don't want to risk him moving my stuff out if there is a break up.
I just need to save a bit more before I can consider moving out of my parents place, then work on getting my stuff out of his place. Definitely not a easy task.

Been feeling a crush coming on for someone else too.. which isn't something I've not felt in a long time, but I've been trying to keep it under wraps as much as possible.. sort of. The dreaded love triangle! >_>;

I have friends to support me, but they're scattered across the internet or are a good few cities away. I miss having social interaction, about the only place I see/talk to people is at work, rarely outside work.
I just need to sort things out and get my shit together so I can move on from the negative and work towards the positive, just need all the time in the world.