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My grandma 💔 loss in my family
General | Posted a week agoI never thought I would have to write about this this year…
This morning my grandmother passed away.
She died in the hospital, in intensive care, in my grandfather’s arms. She couldn’t make it…
It is incredibly hard for me to say this, to write it, or even to think about it. My childhood and all my school holidays were spent with this grandmother. I grew up with her. She taught me so many things —caring for animals, working in the garden, cooking.
I will never forget the smell of her homemade pies and her borscht.
This hit me very hard.
Until the very end, I hoped she would overcome her illness. That she would survive.
But she is gone…
She was 68.
My family now needs support and time to recover. My mom lost her mother, and I lost my beloved grandmother. Now all I have left are happy memories…
Thank you for reading this and for sharing this moment with me 💔
If you would like to support me and my family in covering medical and funeral expenses. (we need $500 | 500/500)
PayPal: darchuk.diana[at]gmail.com
Thank you once again.💔
I truly hope the end of 2025 will be much better for you than it is for me.💔
This morning my grandmother passed away.
She died in the hospital, in intensive care, in my grandfather’s arms. She couldn’t make it…
It is incredibly hard for me to say this, to write it, or even to think about it. My childhood and all my school holidays were spent with this grandmother. I grew up with her. She taught me so many things —caring for animals, working in the garden, cooking.
I will never forget the smell of her homemade pies and her borscht.
This hit me very hard.
Until the very end, I hoped she would overcome her illness. That she would survive.
But she is gone…
She was 68.
My family now needs support and time to recover. My mom lost her mother, and I lost my beloved grandmother. Now all I have left are happy memories…
Thank you for reading this and for sharing this moment with me 💔
If you would like to support me and my family in covering medical and funeral expenses. (we need $500 | 500/500)
PayPal: darchuk.diana[at]gmail.com
Thank you once again.💔
I truly hope the end of 2025 will be much better for you than it is for me.💔
UPDATE 🥹
General | Posted a week agoHello my dear ones! I’m bringing an update about what’s going on in my life.
The boiler has been replaced! Today the technician installed the new one, and finally the house is warm and comfortable again (at least when the electricity is on lol).
Once again, thank you SO much for your help — it means the world to me 😭
Photos before/after are here: LINK HERE
And now the sad part.
My grandma is doing very badly. Yesterday I still had hope that she might be discharged from the ICU soon, but sadly today everything got worse.
She is barely conscious, the pain is strong, and there’s blood building up around her lungs… it’s terrifying.
It’s incredibly painful to watch someone who raised me, gave me my childhood and my happiest holidays, slowly dying in front of my eyes.
And I can’t do anything about it.
All I can do is stay close, help however I can, and buy her medications.
I’m really sorry I still can’t return to work.
And thank you, truly.
I hope the next update will be a good one 🥲
If you want to support my family, you can do it here:
PayPal: darchuk.diana[at]gmail.com
The boiler has been replaced! Today the technician installed the new one, and finally the house is warm and comfortable again (at least when the electricity is on lol).
Once again, thank you SO much for your help — it means the world to me 😭
Photos before/after are here: LINK HERE
And now the sad part.
My grandma is doing very badly. Yesterday I still had hope that she might be discharged from the ICU soon, but sadly today everything got worse.
She is barely conscious, the pain is strong, and there’s blood building up around her lungs… it’s terrifying.
It’s incredibly painful to watch someone who raised me, gave me my childhood and my happiest holidays, slowly dying in front of my eyes.
And I can’t do anything about it.
All I can do is stay close, help however I can, and buy her medications.
I’m really sorry I still can’t return to work.
And thank you, truly.
I hope the next update will be a good one 🥲
If you want to support my family, you can do it here:
PayPal: darchuk.diana[at]gmail.com
Sorry 💔
General | Posted 2 weeks agoHello!
I'm so sorry for my absence.
My grandmother was admitted to intensive care again, and the last few days have been a terrible blur. Hospital -> medications -> doctors -> tests -> hospital. It's such a cycle. It's hard, it's expensive, and I'm mentally exhausted 🥲💔
I hope and pray that she can get out of this state 😭
My aunt came from Germany, and now I have much less work to do
So I apologize for my absence and silence, I really hope that everything will get better soon 😭💔
P.S.
I wrote earlier that the boiler was broken and a repairman would arrive on Tuesday or Wednesday. Unfortunately, my family has been hit with everything at once, and I feel incredibly devastated. The year is about to end terribly…
I'm so sorry for my absence.
My grandmother was admitted to intensive care again, and the last few days have been a terrible blur. Hospital -> medications -> doctors -> tests -> hospital. It's such a cycle. It's hard, it's expensive, and I'm mentally exhausted 🥲💔
I hope and pray that she can get out of this state 😭
My aunt came from Germany, and now I have much less work to do
So I apologize for my absence and silence, I really hope that everything will get better soon 😭💔
Support my family:
PayPal: darchuk.diana[at]gmail.com
PATREON 💞 
P.S.
I wrote earlier that the boiler was broken and a repairman would arrive on Tuesday or Wednesday. Unfortunately, my family has been hit with everything at once, and I feel incredibly devastated. The year is about to end terribly…
💔
General | Posted 2 weeks agoHello everyone, I hope you’re doing well 💔
It's very hard for me to make posts or cries for help like this, but no one is immune from sudden breakdowns and situations like this 🥲
I wanted to share what has been going on lately, because things have become very difficult for my family. Our home’s boiler — the one that heats the entire house and provides hot water — completely stopped working, and it needs an urgent replacement. Sadly, this happened right in the middle of winter.
To cover the cost, I had to borrow €1500(~$1744), and now I need to pay this debt back as soon as possible.
At the same time, we’re facing large expenses for caring for my grandmother, who recently went through a very serious surgery where four organs had to be removed. She needs constant care, medication, and attention, which has added even more financial pressure. Now she is in the hospital, in surgery, my family has hired a nurse for her and is also providing her with medication.
If anyone would like to support me during this difficult moment, it is possible to help through PayPal. It truly means more than I can express.
I’m also working hard to create some content — I will try my best to upload at least a few YCHs before Christmas.
Thank you so much for taking the time to read this and for being here. Your support, in any form, means the world to me
If you need any additional information, I'm happy to provide it. Thanks again 💔
A HUGE THANK YOU to the person who helped me 💔 I'm infinitely grateful to you, and if you're reading this, I'm ready to repay you with art! THANK YOU SO MUCH!! The fundraiser is closed, I'll leave this journal as a description of what's going on in my life! THANK YOU 😭😭💔💔💔It's very hard for me to make posts or cries for help like this, but no one is immune from sudden breakdowns and situations like this 🥲
I wanted to share what has been going on lately, because things have become very difficult for my family. Our home’s boiler — the one that heats the entire house and provides hot water — completely stopped working, and it needs an urgent replacement. Sadly, this happened right in the middle of winter.
To cover the cost, I had to borrow €1500(~$1744), and now I need to pay this debt back as soon as possible.
At the same time, we’re facing large expenses for caring for my grandmother, who recently went through a very serious surgery where four organs had to be removed. She needs constant care, medication, and attention, which has added even more financial pressure. Now she is in the hospital, in surgery, my family has hired a nurse for her and is also providing her with medication.
If anyone would like to support me during this difficult moment, it is possible to help through PayPal. It truly means more than I can express.
I’m also working hard to create some content — I will try my best to upload at least a few YCHs before Christmas.
Thank you so much for taking the time to read this and for being here. Your support, in any form, means the world to me
If you need any additional information, I'm happy to provide it. Thanks again 💔
BLACK FRIDAY ON PATREON
General | Posted 3 weeks agoOnly from November 29th to November 30th, my Patreon is offering a 25% discount on your first month!
CODE: 8A064
Patreon is still in trial mode, but there will be much more interesting stuff there starting in December! Thank you!
CODE: 8A064
WELCOME TO PATREON 💞 Patreon is still in trial mode, but there will be much more interesting stuff there starting in December! Thank you!
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INSTA ✧ BSKY ✧ TWITTER SFW ✧ TWITTER NSFW🌿 Personal Journal: Healing, Honesty, and My Promise to Y
General | Posted 3 weeks agoHi everyone 💛
Today in therapy we talked about something that has been controlling my life for years — my inner self-critic.
That voice that never shuts up.
The one that tells me I’m not enough, not fast enough, not talented enough… the one that convinces me I’m failing even when I’m trying my hardest.
And the truth is: this voice has been ruining my ability to work.
Not because I don’t care but because I care too much, to the point where I freeze, panic, and can’t move forward.
That’s why deadlines slip. That’s why I disappear sometimes.
Not out of laziness, not out of disrespect but because my brain attacks me harder than anyone else ever could.
I know some of you have been waiting far longer than you should.
And from the bottom of my heart: I’m sorry.
I’m sorry for the delays, for the silence, for the stress it may have caused.
You deserve better, and I want to be better not just as an artist, but as a human being.
This winter, I’m choosing to break this cycle.
I want to rebuild myself piece by piece: my work habits, my confidence, my relationship with deadlines, my ability to breathe without feeling guilt every second I’m not drawing.
I’m teaching myself to work without fear.
To create without being crushed by expectations.
To show up without drowning in shame.
Starting this spring, there will be no more 6+ month waiting times.
I’m reshaping everything — my schedule, my boundaries, my mindset — so I can finally deliver work in a healthy, steady rhythm.
But to get there… I need time.
And I need a little support and patience from you, the people who believe in me even when I forget how to believe in myself.
Thank you, truly.
For staying, for waiting, for understanding, for not giving up on me.
You have no idea how much your kindness carries me through my darkest days.
I’m healing — slowly, painfully, honestly.
And I promise, I’m becoming someone stronger. Someone you’ll be proud to support. 💛
Today in therapy we talked about something that has been controlling my life for years — my inner self-critic.
That voice that never shuts up.
The one that tells me I’m not enough, not fast enough, not talented enough… the one that convinces me I’m failing even when I’m trying my hardest.
And the truth is: this voice has been ruining my ability to work.
Not because I don’t care but because I care too much, to the point where I freeze, panic, and can’t move forward.
That’s why deadlines slip. That’s why I disappear sometimes.
Not out of laziness, not out of disrespect but because my brain attacks me harder than anyone else ever could.
I know some of you have been waiting far longer than you should.
And from the bottom of my heart: I’m sorry.
I’m sorry for the delays, for the silence, for the stress it may have caused.
You deserve better, and I want to be better not just as an artist, but as a human being.
This winter, I’m choosing to break this cycle.
I want to rebuild myself piece by piece: my work habits, my confidence, my relationship with deadlines, my ability to breathe without feeling guilt every second I’m not drawing.
I’m teaching myself to work without fear.
To create without being crushed by expectations.
To show up without drowning in shame.
Starting this spring, there will be no more 6+ month waiting times.
I’m reshaping everything — my schedule, my boundaries, my mindset — so I can finally deliver work in a healthy, steady rhythm.
But to get there… I need time.
And I need a little support and patience from you, the people who believe in me even when I forget how to believe in myself.
Thank you, truly.
For staying, for waiting, for understanding, for not giving up on me.
You have no idea how much your kindness carries me through my darkest days.
I’m healing — slowly, painfully, honestly.
And I promise, I’m becoming someone stronger. Someone you’ll be proud to support. 💛
IT’S MY BIRTHDAY! 🎂
General | Posted a month ago✨ Today I turn 25 ✨
I’m so grateful to celebrate this milestone as an artist doing what I love every single day.
Thank you for being here with me on this journey. Your support, your words, your presence it truly means the world 💖
I value this community so much, and I’m really happy to step into my 25th year alongside all of you.
The best gift for me is your engagement and simply knowing you’re here watching my art grow, growing with me 💞
Thank you for being part of my little universe. Here’s to another year of creativity, magic, and connection 🌟
(And if anyone feels like supporting me today, here’s my PayPal but your presence alone is already a gift 🫶)
PayPal: darchuk.diana[at]gmail.com
I’m so grateful to celebrate this milestone as an artist doing what I love every single day.
Thank you for being here with me on this journey. Your support, your words, your presence it truly means the world 💖
I value this community so much, and I’m really happy to step into my 25th year alongside all of you.
The best gift for me is your engagement and simply knowing you’re here watching my art grow, growing with me 💞
Thank you for being part of my little universe. Here’s to another year of creativity, magic, and connection 🌟
(And if anyone feels like supporting me today, here’s my PayPal but your presence alone is already a gift 🫶)
PayPal: darchuk.diana[at]gmail.com
🌤 Healing, resting, and coming back
General | Posted 2 months agoHey everyone!
I’m finally back! 💫
It’s been a long and emotional journey for me. As some of you already know, I recently had a TransPRK eye surgery, and I’m still in the middle of my recovery. On the sixth day the doctors removed the protective lens, and right now my vision is around 70%. It’s still quite blurry especially when I look at screens or try to focus for a long time, so I have to be careful and give my eyes plenty of rest
Even though the healing process takes time, I’m already starting to see the world in a new way literally and figuratively. Every day I notice small improvements and it fills me with hope and excitement. It’s strange and beautiful at the same time to rediscover simple things like light, color, and contrast
I’ll be slowly returning to work and drawing again. I really miss creating art and connecting with everyone here, but I also don’t want to rush things. I plan to take it easy at first and gradually get back into my normal rhythm. Some days I might be quiet or less active, but I promise I’m still here and doing my best to recover properly
I also want to say a huge heartfelt thank you for all your love, patience, and support during this time. Your kind words and messages gave me so much strength and warmth. This surgery was one of my biggest dreams and I wouldn’t have reached it without you. You truly helped me make it real, and I’m endlessly grateful for that 💖
So yes I’m back, healing, hopeful, and ready to slowly return to art again. Thank you for staying with me through it all 💞
I’m finally back! 💫
It’s been a long and emotional journey for me. As some of you already know, I recently had a TransPRK eye surgery, and I’m still in the middle of my recovery. On the sixth day the doctors removed the protective lens, and right now my vision is around 70%. It’s still quite blurry especially when I look at screens or try to focus for a long time, so I have to be careful and give my eyes plenty of rest
Even though the healing process takes time, I’m already starting to see the world in a new way literally and figuratively. Every day I notice small improvements and it fills me with hope and excitement. It’s strange and beautiful at the same time to rediscover simple things like light, color, and contrast
I’ll be slowly returning to work and drawing again. I really miss creating art and connecting with everyone here, but I also don’t want to rush things. I plan to take it easy at first and gradually get back into my normal rhythm. Some days I might be quiet or less active, but I promise I’m still here and doing my best to recover properly
I also want to say a huge heartfelt thank you for all your love, patience, and support during this time. Your kind words and messages gave me so much strength and warmth. This surgery was one of my biggest dreams and I wouldn’t have reached it without you. You truly helped me make it real, and I’m endlessly grateful for that 💖
So yes I’m back, healing, hopeful, and ready to slowly return to art again. Thank you for staying with me through it all 💞
Time to Heal: Laser Eye Surgery & Rest 🌿
General | Posted 2 months agoTomorrow, October 10th, I’m finally going through with something I’ve been planning for a long time laser eye correction surgery
It’s both exciting and a little scary, but I’ve wanted to take this step for years, and now it’s finally happening. ✨
Because of the procedure and the recovery period that follows, I’ll be on a full break from October 10th to at least October 15th
During these days, I won’t be able to use screens or check messages my eyes will need complete rest to heal properly
After October 15th, if everything goes well and my doctors allow me to work again, I’ll gradually return to drawing and start catching up with all ongoing projects
My top priority will be to finish everything that’s planned for Halloween season 🎃👻, and I promise everything will be ready in time!
Thank you all so much for your patience, kindness, and understanding it truly means a lot. 💛
This is a big step for me, and I’m both nervous and hopeful
I’ll see you again after October 15th 🌟
It’s both exciting and a little scary, but I’ve wanted to take this step for years, and now it’s finally happening. ✨
Because of the procedure and the recovery period that follows, I’ll be on a full break from October 10th to at least October 15th
During these days, I won’t be able to use screens or check messages my eyes will need complete rest to heal properly
After October 15th, if everything goes well and my doctors allow me to work again, I’ll gradually return to drawing and start catching up with all ongoing projects
My top priority will be to finish everything that’s planned for Halloween season 🎃👻, and I promise everything will be ready in time!
Thank you all so much for your patience, kindness, and understanding it truly means a lot. 💛
This is a big step for me, and I’m both nervous and hopeful
I’ll see you again after October 15th 🌟
Laser vision correction [UPDATE]
General | Posted 3 months agoHello my dear friends!! 💖 Finally, I can share an update about my vision journey!
Today I had my retinal laser coagulation (to strengthen the retina), and I finally got a preliminary date for my surgery it will be on October 10th!
Thank you so much! Without your support, I wouldn’t have been able to even start this dream — the path to seeing the world without glasses!
My financial goal has changed a little. Earlier I wrote that I needed $1200 in total, but today I spent part of the savings, so now my main goal is $900.
✨ Current progress:
DONE $900 / $900 DONE
There’s not much left until my goal is fully covered!
If you’d like to support me, you can check out my current sales here:
https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....YCH-ADOPT-open
Or support me on Patreon:
https://www.patreon.com/stelladracoART
Or via PayPal:
📧 darchuk.diana[at]gmail.com
Thank you for staying with me on this journey!! 💕
Today I had my retinal laser coagulation (to strengthen the retina), and I finally got a preliminary date for my surgery it will be on October 10th!
Thank you so much! Without your support, I wouldn’t have been able to even start this dream — the path to seeing the world without glasses!
My financial goal has changed a little. Earlier I wrote that I needed $1200 in total, but today I spent part of the savings, so now my main goal is $900.
✨ Current progress:
DONE $900 / $900 DONE
There’s not much left until my goal is fully covered!
If you’d like to support me, you can check out my current sales here:
https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....YCH-ADOPT-open
Or support me on Patreon:
https://www.patreon.com/stelladracoART
Or via PayPal:
📧 darchuk.diana[at]gmail.com
Thank you for staying with me on this journey!! 💕
Laser vision correction
General | Posted 4 months agoHello everyone! I’m coming to you with something that used to be just my dream!
Today I went to the ophthalmologist, and I got the go-ahead for vision correction! My eyes have been fully checked, and I now have a plan to recover at least 70-80% of my vision! (No one can give guarantees, but I really want to get rid of the -6 value in my eyes.)
Before the laser correction, I’ll need to undergo laser coagulation to fix some minor issues, and after that comes the correction itself. I’m leaning towards the StreamLight method, so the recovery might be a bit challenging!
I plan to have the laser correction at the end of September (around the 20th–25th), and before that, I want to complete most of my commissions.
As for the cost, the whole procedure will be around $1200. I’m saving all my Patreon earnings from August–September for the operation! Also, in September, I’ll have several Halloween-themed YCHs, and a large part of the proceeds from them will go towards the surgery as well!
If you want to support me in this, you can become my patron on PATREON 💞
Or in future YCH's projects!
Or, if you wish, you can support me via PayPal: darchuk.diana[at]gmail.com
For my convenience, I’ll also use this journal to track my progress toward my goal:
$878 / $1200
Thank you so much! I have high hopes that very soon I’ll be able to experience and see this world to the fullest!!
Today I went to the ophthalmologist, and I got the go-ahead for vision correction! My eyes have been fully checked, and I now have a plan to recover at least 70-80% of my vision! (No one can give guarantees, but I really want to get rid of the -6 value in my eyes.)
Before the laser correction, I’ll need to undergo laser coagulation to fix some minor issues, and after that comes the correction itself. I’m leaning towards the StreamLight method, so the recovery might be a bit challenging!
I plan to have the laser correction at the end of September (around the 20th–25th), and before that, I want to complete most of my commissions.
As for the cost, the whole procedure will be around $1200. I’m saving all my Patreon earnings from August–September for the operation! Also, in September, I’ll have several Halloween-themed YCHs, and a large part of the proceeds from them will go towards the surgery as well!
If you want to support me in this, you can become my patron on PATREON 💞
Or in future YCH's projects!
Or, if you wish, you can support me via PayPal: darchuk.diana[at]gmail.com
For my convenience, I’ll also use this journal to track my progress toward my goal:
$878 / $1200
Thank you so much! I have high hopes that very soon I’ll be able to experience and see this world to the fullest!!
PATREON 💞
General | Posted 5 months agoWelcome to my Patreon! 
https://www.patreon.com/stelladracoART
https://www.patreon.com/stelladracoART
https://www.patreon.com/stelladracoART
This is the first month of my patreon! I will spend the summer in test mode, in order to see my strength and how interesting it might be for you!
In July I will be holding a freebie(art raffle) for a sketch of your character! You won't need a paid subscription to do this!
But for paid patrons, even more interesting prizes and exclusive content are expected!
Patreon pinup (fanart) every month, including additional versions or versions according to your wishes, WIPs, early access, discounts on commissions, as well as exclusive prizes for each tier!
✨ ART RAFFLE HERE ✨
$ 5 — Velvet Sunset 🌅 — SKETCH PORTRAIT - for one of random patron every month
$ 10 — Moonlight Muse 🌌 — SKETCH HALFBODY - for one of random patron every month
$ 15 — Mystic Touch 🎨 — -10% discount for commissions
$120 - Divine blossom (ONLY 2 PATRONS) — EVERY patrons in this tier gets a pinup art of their characters (or fandom char)
I will be very grateful for your support of me on the new platform! Thank you very much for the motivation to grow and develop more and more! 💞
https://www.patreon.com/stelladracoART
https://www.patreon.com/stelladracoART
https://www.patreon.com/stelladracoART
This is the first month of my patreon! I will spend the summer in test mode, in order to see my strength and how interesting it might be for you!
In July I will be holding a freebie(art raffle) for a sketch of your character! You won't need a paid subscription to do this!
But for paid patrons, even more interesting prizes and exclusive content are expected!
Patreon pinup (fanart) every month, including additional versions or versions according to your wishes, WIPs, early access, discounts on commissions, as well as exclusive prizes for each tier!
✨ ART RAFFLE HERE ✨
TIER’s $ 5 — Velvet Sunset 🌅 — SKETCH PORTRAIT - for one of random patron every month
$ 10 — Moonlight Muse 🌌 — SKETCH HALFBODY - for one of random patron every month
$ 15 — Mystic Touch 🎨 — -10% discount for commissions
💞 EXCLUSIVE TIER 💞$120 - Divine blossom (ONLY 2 PATRONS) — EVERY patrons in this tier gets a pinup art of their characters (or fandom char)
I will be very grateful for your support of me on the new platform! Thank you very much for the motivation to grow and develop more and more! 💞
NEWs 💞
General | Posted 6 months agoHi guys! How are you? I hope you are doing well!
I'm getting in touch to tell you a little bit about small news. The first and most important thing is Patreon
This was my long-time dream and now it has become a reality. In the summer it works in a trial mode, I evaluate my abilities and possibilities, but I would be madly happy if you could support me in this! whether by word or subscription!
https://www.patreon.com/stelladracoART
https://www.patreon.com/stelladracoART
https://www.patreon.com/stelladracoART
I have already prepared some content there, and also rewards for each tier. Thank you for allowing me to develop!
My health sometimes improves, sometimes worsens. Increased anxiety never goes away, but I seem to have learned to live with it. I try to make my body healthier, but so far it's 50/50. Everything seems to be fine, but then chronic diseases start to appear again. And so on in a circle xD
I am very happy to be a part of this community and draw! And I hope - further only more and better! Thank you 💞
I'm getting in touch to tell you a little bit about small news. The first and most important thing is Patreon
This was my long-time dream and now it has become a reality. In the summer it works in a trial mode, I evaluate my abilities and possibilities, but I would be madly happy if you could support me in this! whether by word or subscription!
https://www.patreon.com/stelladracoART
https://www.patreon.com/stelladracoART
https://www.patreon.com/stelladracoART
I have already prepared some content there, and also rewards for each tier. Thank you for allowing me to develop!
My health sometimes improves, sometimes worsens. Increased anxiety never goes away, but I seem to have learned to live with it. I try to make my body healthier, but so far it's 50/50. Everything seems to be fine, but then chronic diseases start to appear again. And so on in a circle xD
I am very happy to be a part of this community and draw! And I hope - further only more and better! Thank you 💞
my condition?
General | Posted 7 months agoI'm not sure what the correct name for this magazine was, hahaha. I just came to share what I had come up with
Today I was attacked by a stray dog. For the first time in my life I was bitten. The rough fabric of my jeans saved me from a serious injury, but there are still a few scratches and a bruise and it hurts (quite a lot)
I was in the emergency room, now I’m doing everything to make sure everything is okay, but it doesn’t reduce my anxiety at all
In theory, this shouldn't affect my work at all. I'll try to draw more, so as not to think about the bad. But I just wanted to share this pain with you 🥲
I have always understood animals well, I don't know how it happened that I missed the moment when the dog ended up behind me..
Today I was attacked by a stray dog. For the first time in my life I was bitten. The rough fabric of my jeans saved me from a serious injury, but there are still a few scratches and a bruise and it hurts (quite a lot)
I was in the emergency room, now I’m doing everything to make sure everything is okay, but it doesn’t reduce my anxiety at all
In theory, this shouldn't affect my work at all. I'll try to draw more, so as not to think about the bad. But I just wanted to share this pain with you 🥲
I have always understood animals well, I don't know how it happened that I missed the moment when the dog ended up behind me..
💔
General | Posted 10 months agothis is the end of the story… ( https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11063553/ )
My sweet kitty died this afternoon. We did everything we could, but her heart was too weak..
It's very hard, but that's life..
My sweet kitty died this afternoon. We did everything we could, but her heart was too weak..
It's very hard, but that's life..
I’m back ♥️
General | Posted 10 months agoFinally I am returning to work and publications and I hope that my life will not bring any more "surprises". Sorry for the long absence!
I will gradually get into the work and answer, draw everything. I am very afraid of "overdoing it" and burning out, so I will do everything very gradually
I will gradually get into the work and answer, draw everything. I am very afraid of "overdoing it" and burning out, so I will do everything very gradually
❤️🩹
General | Posted 10 months ago perhaps, in order not to create a lot of spam, I will update this journal
I thought everything was getting better, but...
My family's cat is in intensive care. Today I came to my grandmother and saw how the cat was suffocating. Literally can't take a breath. According to the family, she started feeling worse yesterday, but today was some kind of peak. Without thinking twice, we put the cat in the car and we are at the on-call veterinary clinic. She had fluid accumulated and squeezed her lungs so much that it caused pain when inhaling
you can say that hey, this is not your cat, she is the one I raised from birth. she is my cat's daughter, she was the weakest of all. i fed her, fighting for her life. that's why i gave her to grandma. yes, 13 years is a big age for a cat, but i'm not ready to let her go. she is like my child
I'm genuinely scared. I'm scared that they'll call me with bad news. I'm just scared. The preliminary diagnosis is heart failure, which caused problems with fluid. Everything else is normal according to the tests.
It's sad…
Now I will try to calm my thoughts and nerves and go to bed with the hope that in the morning I will hear good news
and so, now I am in a calmer state and can describe what happened over the last day!
The cat has a precise diagnosis - heart failure. The fluid that was accumulating in the body had to be removed surgically, but everything went well. She is breathing deeply again and her lungs have opened up and are functioning well.
But such a diagnosis is a difficult and long path and no one gives any guarantees. They prescribed a lot of medicines and injections and allowed us to take her home. In a week we will have a visit to a cardiologist for a detailed study of the heart, as well as a repeat x-ray to see how quickly the fluid is accumulating. Her life will depend on these results, literally.
I really hope that we can give her a few more years of life..we are doing everything in our power
I thought everything was getting better, but...
My family's cat is in intensive care. Today I came to my grandmother and saw how the cat was suffocating. Literally can't take a breath. According to the family, she started feeling worse yesterday, but today was some kind of peak. Without thinking twice, we put the cat in the car and we are at the on-call veterinary clinic. She had fluid accumulated and squeezed her lungs so much that it caused pain when inhaling
you can say that hey, this is not your cat, she is the one I raised from birth. she is my cat's daughter, she was the weakest of all. i fed her, fighting for her life. that's why i gave her to grandma. yes, 13 years is a big age for a cat, but i'm not ready to let her go. she is like my child
I'm genuinely scared. I'm scared that they'll call me with bad news. I'm just scared. The preliminary diagnosis is heart failure, which caused problems with fluid. Everything else is normal according to the tests.
It's sad…
Now I will try to calm my thoughts and nerves and go to bed with the hope that in the morning I will hear good news
UPD1and so, now I am in a calmer state and can describe what happened over the last day!
The cat has a precise diagnosis - heart failure. The fluid that was accumulating in the body had to be removed surgically, but everything went well. She is breathing deeply again and her lungs have opened up and are functioning well.
But such a diagnosis is a difficult and long path and no one gives any guarantees. They prescribed a lot of medicines and injections and allowed us to take her home. In a week we will have a visit to a cardiologist for a detailed study of the heart, as well as a repeat x-ray to see how quickly the fluid is accumulating. Her life will depend on these results, literally.
I really hope that we can give her a few more years of life..we are doing everything in our power
Hey
General | Posted 11 months agoHey, hi! For some reason I'm a bit "mentally broken" right now. I can't even describe this state, it's been a long time since I felt this bad. I've been trying to get out of this for about two weeks now.
Sorry there are no new drawings, I'm working on big projects..😩
I'm trying to analyze this state, but so far it's not working. But there weren't any triggers for this either. I'll try to get out of this as quickly as possible and continue working!
Sorry for such a poor start to the year
Sorry there are no new drawings, I'm working on big projects..😩
I'm trying to analyze this state, but so far it's not working. But there weren't any triggers for this either. I'll try to get out of this as quickly as possible and continue working!
Sorry for such a poor start to the year
My friend was robbed [need help]
General | Posted 11 months agoA terribly unpleasant situation happened to my best friend. An expensive laptop was stolen from her apartment while she was not home
is a wonderful person whose birthday is tomorrow and it hurts me a lot that this happened to her. A statement to the police has been written, but there is no guarantee that the laptop will be returned, especially intact. You can support the wonderful artist, she has open commissions now, or you can just help with a small donation!
All information here:
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11046537/
Thank you all very much! You can come and write her some nice words! This will also support her at this moment!!
is a wonderful person whose birthday is tomorrow and it hurts me a lot that this happened to her. A statement to the police has been written, but there is no guarantee that the laptop will be returned, especially intact. You can support the wonderful artist, she has open commissions now, or you can just help with a small donation!All information here:
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11046537/
Thank you all very much! You can come and write her some nice words! This will also support her at this moment!!
✨ HAPPY NEW YEAR ✨🐍
General | Posted 11 months agoHappy New Year, my dears!! ✨
I hope next year will be good for you and the year will be better than the previous one!! Thank you for staying with me and I am so happy to see everyone!! Hugs to everyone!!♥️♥️
I didn't manage to do a lot this year, some things failed miserably, and some worked out. But life goes on, and that means that in the new year there will only be more and better things!
I sign a contract with you and promise to draw even more and reach a new level!
Happy New Year! 🐍✨
I hope next year will be good for you and the year will be better than the previous one!! Thank you for staying with me and I am so happy to see everyone!! Hugs to everyone!!♥️♥️
I didn't manage to do a lot this year, some things failed miserably, and some worked out. But life goes on, and that means that in the new year there will only be more and better things!
I sign a contract with you and promise to draw even more and reach a new level!
Happy New Year! 🐍✨
Merry Christmas ✨🎄
General | Posted 12 months agoHello my dears! I came to wish you a Merry Christmas! 🎄✨
I hope you spend this day with your family and loved ones! May everything be fine with you!! Merry Christmas again!!🎄✨
I hope you spend this day with your family and loved ones! May everything be fine with you!! Merry Christmas again!!🎄✨
Some about life
General | Posted a year agoHello my dears!
I haven't been in touch with the conversational posts for a long time and in general I don't really have much to talk about, but I think this post is important
I don't know if it's noticeable or not, but I've already become more active and I try to draw more and more, to do everything qualitatively and in the best possible way (this doesn't always work out and not always on time), but I try. My mental state has almost returned to normal, there are still some questions, but it takes a long time and is difficult to solve, but they don't affect drawing that much
But my physical condition went to hell xD It's amazing how long I held on. It turned out to be harder to take care of my physical health than my mental health. I have a lot of problems, including, for example, excess weight, which I'm struggling with (thanks to depression and eating disorders), hence problems with the gastrointestinal tract, teeth and also knees. Tomorrow I have my first MRI in my life and I'm a little panicky lol
Why am I saying this? Because I draw a lot and go to doctors a lot, I don't always have time to answer or react to messages, for example. So, forgive me for that, I'll improve and work on improving my communication with you. By the end of November, I'll get to Trello and send it here. I'll try to make it better and more understandable, although that site is terribly complicated for me
This year has actually been important for me in terms of understanding what to do next and how to do it. This post may have been a bit rambling, but I hope it has given me an understanding of what is happening to me and how to
I will improve further, work and improve my art. And thank you all for your support, I sincerely appreciate each of you ♥️ hugs
I haven't been in touch with the conversational posts for a long time and in general I don't really have much to talk about, but I think this post is important
I don't know if it's noticeable or not, but I've already become more active and I try to draw more and more, to do everything qualitatively and in the best possible way (this doesn't always work out and not always on time), but I try. My mental state has almost returned to normal, there are still some questions, but it takes a long time and is difficult to solve, but they don't affect drawing that much
But my physical condition went to hell xD It's amazing how long I held on. It turned out to be harder to take care of my physical health than my mental health. I have a lot of problems, including, for example, excess weight, which I'm struggling with (thanks to depression and eating disorders), hence problems with the gastrointestinal tract, teeth and also knees. Tomorrow I have my first MRI in my life and I'm a little panicky lol
Why am I saying this? Because I draw a lot and go to doctors a lot, I don't always have time to answer or react to messages, for example. So, forgive me for that, I'll improve and work on improving my communication with you. By the end of November, I'll get to Trello and send it here. I'll try to make it better and more understandable, although that site is terribly complicated for me
This year has actually been important for me in terms of understanding what to do next and how to do it. This post may have been a bit rambling, but I hope it has given me an understanding of what is happening to me and how to
I will improve further, work and improve my art. And thank you all for your support, I sincerely appreciate each of you ♥️ hugs
IT’S MY BIRTHDAY 🎉🎂
General | Posted a year agoToday I am 24. Time flies so fast, doesn't it? I can't believe that I came on FA at 19 and during this time this place has become a sincere and dear home for me ♥️
Each of you who subscribes to me, likes and comments on my artworks, helps and just being around is very dear to me. Words cannot express how grateful I am for everything you do for me. Thank you!!
Best wishes, Stella ♥️♥️
Each of you who subscribes to me, likes and comments on my artworks, helps and just being around is very dear to me. Words cannot express how grateful I am for everything you do for me. Thank you!!
Best wishes, Stella ♥️♥️
Sorry for the long absence 💔
General | Posted a year agoI didn't want to write this journal right away, I wanted to endure my grief on my own, but I didn't think that it could consume me so much
At the beginning of May I lost my great-grandmother. A man who taught me a lot and gave me just as much. She almost lived to be 100 years old, but alas
I still sometimes cannot accept this as reality. In a conversation with my grandmother, I want to ask about her, but she is no longer there. It's complicated. It's difficult when all that remains are memories
The hardest thing was to come to her old rural house. Plunge into childhood, remember how I was taught to handle cows, chickens and ducks. How she baked homemade bread, the smell of which filled the whole house. I will never forget the taste of that bread...
Difficult. For me, this is a large part of my life that is gone. I needed time. Thank you for reading this
At the beginning of May I lost my great-grandmother. A man who taught me a lot and gave me just as much. She almost lived to be 100 years old, but alas
I still sometimes cannot accept this as reality. In a conversation with my grandmother, I want to ask about her, but she is no longer there. It's complicated. It's difficult when all that remains are memories
The hardest thing was to come to her old rural house. Plunge into childhood, remember how I was taught to handle cows, chickens and ducks. How she baked homemade bread, the smell of which filled the whole house. I will never forget the taste of that bread...
Difficult. For me, this is a large part of my life that is gone. I needed time. Thank you for reading this
MERRY CHRISTMAS 🎄✨
General | Posted 2 years agoNot much late, but I would like to wish you a Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!! ✨
May everything in your life be good and wonderful and may these holidays be wonderful! I hope you spend it with people close to you! Hugs and thank you for this year! 🤍
You have done a lot for me, thank you. My gratitude, as well as that of my family, is limitless!
MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR 🦌✨🤍
May everything in your life be good and wonderful and may these holidays be wonderful! I hope you spend it with people close to you! Hugs and thank you for this year! 🤍
You have done a lot for me, thank you. My gratitude, as well as that of my family, is limitless!
MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR 🦌✨🤍
