I've been gathering my strength all day to write this post. Because I am writing this with tears in my eyes and strong fear

We were attacked. The war has begun openly. Although no, it has been going on for 8 years. FOR EIGHT YEARS my country has been trying to prove its freedom. For eight years we have been fighting for the right to life, the right to our freedom, to our language, to our history. Eight years trying to destroy us

Why is all this happening? I ask myself this question all day. Why is there war in the 21st century? But there is no answer. My wife is in another city, in a city that is under fire. Since the very morning I have been hearing aircraft over my house and I don’t even know what scares me more: a roar or dead silence

I calmly worked for myself, drawing, but here again something happens that ordinary people are not able to influence. It's all just a cry from the heart. I'm tired. I just want a peaceful sky above my head

I don't want war
I don't want this fear

I will try to keep you up to date and not fall out of drawing for a long time ..

Thanks for reading this

Hi guys! I'm sad to come out with this news, but I think I should warn you. I live in Ukraine. I think many people know or heard our military situation and know what can happen. I really believe only in the best, but still there is fear and we have a 50/50 chance - either to happen or not. I am not in dangerous areas, but I cannot guarantee that my city is completely safe either. I try to draw and answer everyone now, but if I suddenly disappear, please, get in position. This is an insanely scary thing and my anxiety is on the rise.

IN NO EVENT AM I ASKING FOR HELP OR COMPASSION! I'm just telling the truth, which turned around for me. Thank you for your understanding!

If you want to contact me faster:
Discord: Stelladraco #9508
Telegram: dearini_png

Hey! I want to inform you that I fell ill with covid for the second time, so I still want to lie down and relax for a long time. Nothing serious this time, I need two or three more days to recover!^^

Also, because of the staged bipolar affective disorder, now I have reduced my productivity much. As my doctor tells me, this is normal and such period will haunt me all my life (it's sad, of course, but I need to learn to live with it). I will try and learn to live with it and learn how to properly manage my galleries despite the diagnoses!

Thank you!

Love, Stella 💕

_{It's hard to sum up the results of 2021, because it was extremely difficult for me. Despite the diagnosis, problems in life, I still want to highlight a few points that have become achievements for me.}

SUMMARY 2021
🕊️ I found you. Found my understanding audience by reaching my first tiny goal of 500
🕊️ My style became more recognizable and I started trying new things. New styles, new poses, new lighting
🕊️ Formally formalized self-employment. Now I am a freelance artist

This is all of the main events. The year really turned out to be difficult and I want to forget it like a bad dream

✨ 2022 ✨

_{This year promises to be hot for me. I want to work hard and achieve many goals, but now in order so that I don't forget anything!}


✨ I want to buy new technology (in particular a new laptop and a screen tablet). This will allow me to expand the scope of my work and make it even better
✨ I want to study 2D animation, frame-by-frame animation and by the end of the year release at least a small finished animation in my furry universe
✨ I have to move to another city this year, which will open up new opportunities for me
✨ I want to take care of my body and mental health, bringing myself to a stable norm
✨ I want to go to study as a concept artist in order to work in the field of gaming in the future
✨ I want to paint every day. Even the smallest sketches, but every day. I want to develop and prove to myself that I can
✨ I want to reach 1000 here, as well as develop other social networks such as Twitter

_{And this is only a small part of what I would like. I am now confidently moving towards this goal and you are helping me not to give up. No matter how much I start to doubt - I know that I have an understanding audience that is ready to support. Thank you!}

Have a good 2022💕

Love, Stella ✨

I started another Twitter account that is completely dedicated to furry content! There will be WIPs, work processes, conversational posts and more freedom! I will be very glad if you support me there 💕
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Love, Stella 💕

Dear, I wish you a Happy New Year !! May everything turn out great for you and your goals, desires, dreams come true. All the best to you in the new year!
Love, Stella 💕

I want to wish you a wonderful holiday. May everything be fine with you and all your desires, dreams, goals come true. May everything in your life be only the most beautiful 💕

How long has it been since this happened? I lost track of him myself. I only know one thing - I was finally diagnosed. A difficult diagnosis that was hard to accept, it is even harder to deal with it.

Bipolar disorder and a depressive episode have left a big mark both in my life and in my work. More than eight months of darkness and despair. More than eight months of hard struggle with myself and here is the cure that brought me to stability.

I have not published for a long time, fearing that I will return to a depressive episode, but now a stable week, as I see, how I LIVE. And you will not wish the enemy such a state.

I didn’t want to get in touch, I was afraid of self-loathing and horror that would fall on me. I was really afraid and afraid. I know all my mistakes and I know how much I was wrong. Only I don’t want to stop. I do not want to leave. I don't want to give up drawing and this gallery. Moreover, furries have become like family for me.

I want to apologize to you. To all of you for waiting so long. Now I am back. Finally. And now I will paint and pay off the debts that remain. Thanks to everyone who has been waiting for my return. Thanks to everyone who was by my side and patiently waited. Thank you!

If someone wants to receive compensation - write to me. I'm not sure if I can get the money back now, but I think we can negotiate with you a nice bonus in the form of a sketch or something like that 💕

Thank you! And happy holidays!

Today I turned 21. The birthday, which I have been waiting for so long. This day has always been the beginning of something new and surprising...💕

The past year has been full of darkness and shattered hopes for me. A difficult year, which even forced me to put aside my favorite work (drawing) and return to a harsh reality. It's been a tough year and I hope it's over. I still feel pretty heavy though. But the consequences are different for everyone.

It is a pity that I spend this day at a distance with my family and friends. But such is fate. Thank you for continuing to follow me despite the difficult atmosphere on this page over the past half year. I am extremely grateful to you for everything. Thank you 💕

No matter how hard it is, I can handle it. And your support still makes me stick to this area! Thank you 💕💕

I very rarely ask for help from you, always hoping for myself, but now the situation is such that I need a small amount of money ($ 150-200). Preferably before the weekend 💔

Because of the harsh cold weather in my country, my body did not react in the best way - I caught a bad cold on my back. I've been trying to cure it for a week now, but nothing helps, so I will have to take a little more serious measures now. The back does not interfere with drawing, but, of course, it hurts to move. The pain is very unpleasant :(

Because of this, now I had to open several slots for sketches. You might be interested in this!

SKETCHES SLOT: CLICK
NEW STYLE SKETCH SLOT: CLICK

Thank you very much for your understanding! I will go back to writing a big journal and drawing, I hope this message did not confuse you 💕

Hey! Although I said that I was back, now, I think, it is worth telling and explaining everything in order. There will be a lot of letters here, so thanks for giving me a little of your time!

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IT WILL BE ABOUT
★ spring
★ illness
★ study
★ and other
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I also really want THANK YOU to those people who patiently waited for my return and asked if everything was all right! Thanks for your support and patience! I will not disappoint you!

Have you ever experienced a state of complete disappointment in yourself and complete burnout? So, this is what covered me this time with my head and led to huge health and academic problems. How is it tied? It's simple. My mental problems always affect my body. And this time the influence was colossal. I could not have imagined that at the age of 20, with a completely healthy body, I could become infected with a severe form of covid. Or the fact that in some periods of my life I will completely lose any sense to breathe and suicidal thoughts will visit more and more. This spring is the most disgusting and difficult period in my life, which completely undermined my health. Both mental and physical. And after covid acquired several charms like panic attacks and severe paranoia.

I really haven't felt so disgusting for a long time ...

This led to a new problem - study. The last semester of the undergraduate degree, which I simply could not quit, and because of my condition. I barely barely closed all possible exams and defended my diploma (yes, I am now a bachelor of marketing, hurray), but it also took away a huge part of my moral strength. But, there is a plus, but I have a diploma, it's a pity only that my soul lies in drawing, and only to it.

In fact, it turns out that it is so hard to write it now. I dive into the past to tell you, but it hurts...

However, no matter how hard it was in the past, I have already gone through that period and it is over, which means it's time to return to the business that I love and which I am ready to devote my life to. You would know how much I missed drawing, in fact, I was just overwhelmed by it. And now I am very happy to understand that that period is over, although there is still a move ahead, but this is not so scary.

Now I am actively engaged in the design of the profile, as well as the details for it. I also paint actively. I do not want to make you wait any longer, because I understand that this will be too much. But I also want to give the best work possible so as not to disappoint you!

☽ My dear customers! If you are reading this, thank you for your patience! Soon I will write to each of you and will gradually return the work! Thank you for staying with me! ☾

In addition to commissioned work, I am also starting to work on projects, the announcement of which is so close!

Thank you so much for reading this to the end! In fact, my soul has now become easy after I wrote this for you! Thanks and see you soon!

Hey! Perhaps many wondered where I disappeared and why for so long. What's happening? It is a long history of illness, burnout, pain, and graduation. Everything mixed together and resulted in such a disappearance. But, I almost finished everything. It remains only, finally, to defend my bachelor's degree and I am completely free to draw. To be honest, I'm incredibly happy about this and really want to return to my old rhythm! After the 25th, I will actively return to my account and start working like never before! There are many drawings, projects and everything ahead! Thank you very much for staying with me! See you! ^^

GODS !! What's happening!! Not so long ago, there were 500 here, and not so long ago I just started uploading furry content, and here it's already a stone's throw to 1000....

Thank you very much for supporting me and looking forward to my return! Thanks for every like and comment under the pictures! I really appreciate it, I can't describe how much this feedback saves me !! THANK YOU!!! 💕

Now this is the question. What fandoms, characters do you like? In the near future I really want to start drawing NSFW fandom art, but I don't know where to start. I will be glad if you can help me with this 💕💕💕

Thank you very much for staying with me !! Always yours, Stella! 💕

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I am trying very hard to be active now, even though now a Covid has come to my family, But I do not want to give up and again fall into apathy. I would be glad if you pay attention to the new YCH's ✨

1.
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/41558695/

2.
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/41543435/

Hello everyone!!

It was a long and difficult period of my life and, probably, the most difficult in the last few years in terms of mental health. BUT I can safely finally declare that I AM RECOVERING ^°^

In fact, it was hard to work when self-hatred, their work went off scale. I haven't seen anything good. I hated myself. I hated what I was drawing, because I thought that such shit did not deserve attention at all. It's a shame to write this now, but I want to be honest. After all, this is the main reason for my absence for such a long time. Obsessive, terrible condition, I agree. I am too afraid to disappoint and push myself too much into the framework of the standard. But, it's over. And I hope forever 💔

Now I am returning to my stable schedule and I want to finally return to comics, my characters, orders and adopters. I have kept myself on the chain for too long, but now I am ready to create and surprise. I want to lay out my MAXIMUM. I want me to become a recognizable and interesting artist 💕

I want to express my deep gratitude to all those who have been waiting for my return for so long! Thank you! I will try not to disappoint you and always create a lot of interesting things ✨💕

With respect and love. Stella!

The year 2021 decided to finish me off immediately and hard. As soon as plans appear, everything immediately collapses, but now in order, I will try to tell everything as best I can, as much as possible 💔

My mom is in the hospital with a complicated operation on the female reproductive system. The outcome is not clear. We do not know if everything will continue to be fine, because only after removing something (I don’t know what to call it) we will find out if it was benign or if we still have to continue the already complicated treatment. I'm just scared, very scared....

Due to the fact that all this accumulated, I had a rollback in my mental health and I again returned to a state of depression and self-loathing for not being able to do anything. A terribly negative state, but I am struggling with it, so far without medication, but I don’t know what will happen next. Literally everything presses on me, sometimes I do not sleep at all, and sometimes I sleep for days. Terrible morale, but I do not give up and try to work

Until the end of this week, I will completely close orders and will not recruit new ones until May, this also applies to YCHs. I want to calmly give everything that I have accumulated and draw for myself as well, maybe start my own comic, if I have the opportunity, of course. Thank you very much for being with me! Thank you very much for the support you are giving me! Please forgive me for disappearing so abruptly! This will not happen again, I will be in touch! 💜

Hey, Hello! I hope you are doing well! Today I want to talk about the orders that I have, thank you very much for taking a moment to this text!

And so, January fell out of my creative work quite a lot due to rather big health problems (especially psychological ones, but, if you will allow me, I will not go into details here, thank you), so all my debts fall on February. 💔

✨IT WILL BE HARD, BUT I WILL DO EVERYTHING TO GIVE YOU ALL ORDERS THIS MONTH✨

And, for those customers who have been waiting for more than three months already, I will make a small compensation in the form of a sketch or a discount for future work, this is up to the wishes of the customer 🥺💜

I give myself completely and immerse myself in drawing and will contact each customer soon! Thank you very much for staying with me, thank you very much for all the support you are giving me! In fact, if not for you, I might have dropped my hands and would not even try to get into drawing! Thanks!!! 🤍🤍🤍

P.S. Soon I will also update the TU-DU list, and you will be able to see the process of your work there again! ^^

I just need to share something, I can't keep everything in myself all the time! ^^ """"

I am a crazy fan of zodiac signs, and for several years now I have wanted to make thematic characters. I have no experience with adopt's, but I have a great desire to start trying... I don’t know if it will work out, I don’t know if the characters will like it, but I’ll do one for a start - Aries, as I see him in the furry version. It will rather be some kind of adaptation, image, inspiration than a full-fledged zodiac sign. But I really want to try. If it does not work out, I will not be upset, because it is true that you need to gain experience for everything 🥺💔

I don't know how I will squeeze this into my schedule, maybe I will sleep very little, but drawing is my life, so I'm no stranger to it.😅 And it gets better every day 🤍

P.S.
I know this information is of no value to you, but because of the quarantine, my communication with people has dropped to almost zero and it is very important for me to share such little things. Thanks for reading this! Have a nice day 🥺🤍

I really want to establish friendly contact with you. After all, it is very important for me to have a special connection with everyone! Therefore...

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I will be happy to answer any of your questions about drawing, life and everything that may interest you 🤍

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Dear customers! 💜
I know that a lot of people are waiting for their work now, so for a better connection, you can write to me on...

• DISCORD: stelladraco#9508
• TWITTER: Stella_draco

It will be easier to show all work processes and discuss updates there! Please write to me there with a description of your order (so there is no confusion)

Thanks for your understanding and have a nice winter days !! 💜💜💜

Hi guys!

This is probably the first time I will ask you for help, but I do not know any other way out. I had an unpleasant situation, a large piece of my tooth broke off and now my pain is unbearable. I urgently need to go to the dentist and solve this problem, otherwise it will only get worse later 💔

I have posted new YCHs that were supposed to go on sale at the end of January, but now the situation is urgent, in which the clock counts down! I really ask for your support and help in this situation, I need at least $ 200 🥺

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/39974697/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/39974697/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/39974697/

Thank you very much for your understanding and patience! Have a nice winter days! 💔

I know I am not much late, but better this way !!

I want to congratulate you all with the winter holidays, a merry Christmas and a wonderful new year, 2021! Let only the best happen this year !!! ⭐⭐⭐

P.S.
I'm away now, there is a very bad Internet, so I will send all the orders as soon as I am in the city and can sit here normally!
If needed, my Discord: # 9508

I want to apologize for so long and abruptly disappeared from the activities of the FA! I almost finished the exams at my university and now I am returning to active drawing !!!
I am a 4th year student (the last year of my bachelor's degree) majoring in Marketing. Therefore, during the exams, creativity goes into the background, but now I will be actively working!
Expect a lot of updates soon !!! ^^

P.S.
Honestly, I don't know why I still continue to study, because I really want to connect my life with creativity, books and travel. But you need to finish, if you have already passed this xD

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/39599755/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/39599755/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/39599755/

I have been working so hard lately that I completely forgot to say these words!

THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR 500 WATCHERS!!!!🔥🔥🔥

This is a huge figure for me. Having come here, I never thought that in half a year my audience would become so big! Thank you very much for your support and for being with me!✨

Now is the time for exams at the university, and I do disappear much from the creative world, but I really want to finally return to it and upload my work every day 💔

Hello!
I will be very happy if you rate my latest Halloween-themed arts! 🎃


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I love this holiday very much and I am sad, because in my country it is not customary to celebrate this holiday o(TヘTo)
And it's just as sad that this year I made only two thematic drawings, but next year I will try even better! And more!!! (๑˃ᴗ˂)ﻭ

P.S.
Art Raffle is coming to an end, and with so many contributors, I decided to add some prize candles! You will see everything soon! (*^^*)♡

I want to improve my English right now, so I want to resume working on Twitter! There will be conversational posts, my thoughts on any topic, drawing processes, etc. Purely such a cozy blog! (´｡• ᵕ •｡) ♡

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I would be very glad if you subscribe to me there! ♡♡♡

Thank you for your attention and wonderful October days!