I don't get why romances must end so bad. Why someone has to mock you and attempt to kill off your self esteem. Why they must love you in the first place.

Why couldn't we just free ourselves from this?

I just feel angry at myself anyway. Bitter really. I don't get why it had to get and end so bad.

So through meditation, it's fascinating.

Think of all those people in the world who've ever pissed you off and you've acted and told them you don't care when really you feel the most splittering anger in the world at them and everything they do.

Now, imagine if you can act like they don't even exist. No, not apathy. But literally. The moment they try to piss you off, you can become completely apathetic to their very existence, whilst they sit there in a 'Don't care, fuck off' tantrum, you can agree completely and completely disconnect at will, meaning you'll have no revenge feelings, anger, you'll feel nothing to do to them, you won't even care they exist.

Amazing. :) A new form of benevolent hate I found. 'Right, so you hate me?' 'Alright, well, to me, I've completely deactivated all emotions from feeling with your very existence, beat that'

I wouldn't call it apathy anyway, this is something developed from meditation otherwise. Just imagine how better the world would be if we now all practiced that ability? I'd call it disconnection anyway, suddenly you're like a computer.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=12PWq22E9CQ&list=UUY30JRSgfhYXA6i6xX1erWg&index=7

Something aweeesome. :P

I've returned to who I was, exactly 4 years ago. Peacefully drawing with no interference from zany friends on internet. :) Just pleasantly drawing and playing games and minding my own business now. :)

All the bad years are over. Finally!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eS1XaTfyTKM

I love a man who doesn't love me. Life goes on. :3

Honestly man, I don't know what the hell anymore.

I think I'm just a slave for people. I can't control it. I've meditated for hours, but hate is just not in me to do man and I don't think it's in others too.

It's like, a curse and a blessing, when things go bad, you wanna leave and leave people alone when you should, but I just can't fucking help it no more. I'm a people person. I try and run. You say for me to stay put but noooo, I'll go and fuck up someones life whilst I'm at it and still beg for mercy.

I'm fucking nuts, but, here I am. I'm not a fucking individual because you see that word Divide in individual? Yeah, I just set fire to the thing because for me, I am all things, all people, all worlds, all knowledge.

People can call me insane, but honestly, I am a Capricorn sun, Pisces Rising, Aquarius moon, that is the serving motherfuggin trinity right there, and guess what? I'll run from others just to be peaceful and nice and to avoid trouble, but I can't help it no more. I can't run from this shit no more.

I love myself for loving the world, but so be it. I accept this fate of mine to be in so love with people they could kill me in my sleep. I've been there, paranoid, I've been the complete opposite of me, only to go back.

World, I am Stompy the chu, and I am fucking your slave. Call me what you will. This is not a people pleaser. This is a man who through his extreme intense emotions, is born to serve and love and enjoy and pleasurize people. Call me a attention seeker too, won't work no more, I need release man, do you think I wanna drink this shit off?

Anyway, ain't got a damn clue anymore. I just wanted to be peaceful and nice all my life. But guess what? I'm raised to make people feel so good they get horny about me and feel so bad they'll chuck me out of their life forever, only for me to keep running back!

I'm officially everyone's pet rat. Love me world, I'll still love you back if you hate me! Huzzah! Send me to heaven if you will! I just can't fucking help it no more!

For all you people who're unacknowledged and are just victims of scapegoating

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=endscreen&v=Hqj3tSVsWO4&NR=1

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=endscreen&v=i4mKaBtkV0s&NR=1

And oh yeah guys, I should totally be a actor for my theatrical personality. :3

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d9kiR4UxLtM

And it will! <3

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AOkdUoz9UTA

Not about anything, haha, screw self pity. :P

So it amazes me to think of what this man did during his days alive, and that, how he would actually go out and go in a cave for a few months to a year, camp out there, and after inducing himself with a lifelong drug addiction, let go of it completely and free his mind, the very same man had then the patience and diligence to play in front of prisoners; literally so many songs with so many catch blues riffs, some even sounding cute.

He simply fascinates me. I can relate to that otherworldly portrayal of escapism. it's so fascinating, how some drug addicts tap into the spiritual, not through the drugs, but how we could say Kurt Cobain had the development of the name nirvana made of the 7 heavens in Buddhist culture; that Johnny cash did such a feat.

There is stories too of men that meditated for weeks on end without no food and water, meditation masters. My maximum is I have probably meditated for 4 hours or more.

Some beautiful Johnny Cash songs:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3aF9AJm0RFc

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k9IfHDi-2EA

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mIBTg7q9oNc

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TSBmmYggErg ( Literally hundreds of songs like this one, but it's a hypnotic effect I swear! )

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BDcGeDB0F0E

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zc71hbwTrHI

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yCFXhn9mMB0 ( So amazingly creative! Using the ticking of a clock as a drum beat! Genius! )

Most hypnotic voice in the universe too!

So through meditation, I've had a rather transformative experience over the last 8 months, completely changing my original state of mind, it's fascinating really. Alot has happened.

Alot of people don't realize however, is that meditation is detachment. Now it's actually quite fascinating. All this hate we feel? it doesn't last forever, but meditation makes it possible to release yourself from people and things that no longer matter.

It's a work of the heart and brain, moving forward together.

*hugs the planet*

Planet big love

I love you all, wether I deny it or not.

Going to be reviewed soon but it seems I fit the diagnosis and have done for several years now.

Particularly it means I can say all my 'insanity' on this website, can then make alot of sense. Otherwise. I no longer feel safe here on fa. I will draw. But I plan to stay away from people as it is. The events that have unfolded over the many years have now caused my condition to reach a severity where it has become extremely hard to function.

Otherwise, thank you all for your compliments, blessings and respect over the years. Despite the condition.

It's times like these you learn to live again. Yes, Dave Grohl, you couldn't have said it better.

I don't know why I feel crazy sometimes. Seemingly I'm so wrapped up like a bug in a rug with fear. You know those jokes people tell, but I try to be funny now after looking up something about mature defense mechanisms after losing my boyfriend last night. Otherwise, life goes on. No one can hate forever, and all is good.

So life is pretty swell right now. I'm thinking of going to a art and animation college still, but obviously to leave this website is just another fear which, in my whole lifetime I admit I've gotten used to, despite not many people not knowing what the fuck I was or am doing most of the time. So, you can forget my little act out. To be honest I shouldn't be acting here, I could end up in jail for internet harassment but we all get better. Forgiveness and love goes out to all my enemies and friends.

I miss you all and want to comtemplate you, I'm a lunatic I know, with so many extreme feelings for people. People can't work me out either. That's been fixed now. My hours and hours of meditation has made me a guy who isn't shaking at the thought of someone sending me a note to be a friend. So there is your good Stompy news.

Life goes on seemingly. People call me a attention seeker but the stuff I do is serious nonetheless. I seemingly make a stage on the internet to overthrow someone and stuff. I know, but no one has to go to a mental hospital. I'm sane now. We all get better, even insanity heals. I actually never lie about my emotions, it's just, later on, you think about what you've done, and then it becomes a lie. But enough of the past now.

So how're you all? I thought I'd be nice this morning. I know I'm probably one of the most hated guys on fa, but meh, hate only makes you stronger, suffering that too. I'm working on myself anyway.

Otherwise, for art, I reckon I should just go with the flow, since, as everyone knows, I'm emotionally ruled person. Not someone who is seemingly trying to act smart, even though I am smart, but your blunt sort of guy. Again, emotionally ruled ladies and gentlemen lets not forget that. Please, walk out of the door if you do not like who I am currently, but I do try hard to be happy and please. Seemingly, pleasing I would account does not always make you some attention humping prick, it's nice to be generous and sensitive of course and this is my account of it.

Life is good otherwise. I'm having ideas to improve on art now, again, the college is steeled in my mind too. Perhaps I can play this for once. I got books of Andrew loomis on here, with tons of other stuff. :) Will be drawing today hopefully and drawing some sketches this morning. xxx

Right, just posting my life. See you.

So, more stories...

Well, once I met a guy called Red, he was awesome, literally, the best guy you could ever meet, he was full of adventurous stories and stuff. He was a therian who could literally interact with a awesome Mewtwo soul, and it was deep and awesome man. We came across each other about a year or two back.

Otherwise, he was a Virgo and I was a Capricorn. Earth sign brothers dude! Otherwise, he was a awesome guy. He was so deeply fascinating to talk to, had my attention for hours as we'd talk about stuff, have a few rps and just be silly. Very fascinating guy anyway.

Otherwise, we used to talk again for hours, we used to be super cool together, again we'd talk for hours and hours. He was awesome, a mother of 30 kids or so, but he handled it like a orphanage! Amazing guy! Again! You can find him nowadays doing streams for games, with his oh so charming sense of humor. Very intense gamer. Definitely grips you just watching him play. Youre almost in the game action with him. 'OH MY GOSH RED YOU'RE SO INTENSE AT THESE GAMES IT MAKES ME WANNA PLAY IT'

Otherwise, he's definitely a guy you could talk to. If you could find him of course on this website. Yeah he's somewhere, I don't wanna be known for mocking anyone so I'm just trying to be funny.

Another guy was this awesome dude named Ben, now, that friend started off kinda odd, no, I mean, HOW I FOUND HIM WAS ODD, not that HE WAS ODD, but he had like, teleported on my msn contacts basically, and I wondered, ok, how the fuck did you get there? Have you been hoarding my gold mr dragon? Have you hmm?

Otherwise, we started chatting, he had a fa and everything, oh so charming, the first chat we were on fire, it was silly rps, well, actually, the first meeting with him started alot like I started these journals. Humor about some guy. Yeah, we were Capricorn buds. So serious together, that it left him thinking if I had to be anymore serious about my bloody philosophy, he had to slap me with his tail once or twice. It didn't work out.

Otherwise, the guy had the sexiest feet imaginable. He draws some of the sexiest feet imaginable too. Very unique guy. Aquarius rising, don't diss. He's cool man. Capricorn stuff, totally loyal and most practical sign in the zodiac. Just talking with him is inspiring. 'U KNOW SO MUCH MAN, I'M AT COLLEGE AGAIN, WHEEE'

He was probably so tall too that, you just know this chu could've gone smish had he stepped on me and was a giant. 500ft doesn't compete to 1200ft or so. Anyway.

He was a awesome guy, you can find him on this website too.

Then there was my bro Sparky, yep, the guy who started all of this. He was epic. No, actually, the first time I saw his art, I just seriously was mesmerized by a picture of a pichu licking ice cream and thought it was so... fascinating somehow. You can see how my fetish for vore started now. It just drew me in now man. You know the lyrics for Moves like Jagger? 'Just look in my eyes and I'd own you', this pikachu had the power to hypnotize you with pictures. He was that good.

Anyway, I tried to avoid the art, but it kept coming back to me. 'Damn it, why do I keep coming back to this pichu?' I wondered, so I stalked the guy's da page without making a account for like 2 months before I hooked up the bravery to even speak with him. Again, he's secretly a hypnotist folks.

First time chatting, my heart was beating like a African drum ceremony. There was his avatar and msn and I just stared in shock before getting so scared I tried to act like I didn't care, just so I didn't scare the hell out of him of my deep beloved fandom for him and his art, since from the moment I met him, looked at his journals, I had found my hero.

No one can deny, my art is somewhat like Sparkys, a little. It's that which I was inspired by him mixing up his Disney, anthro and pokemon designs with various anime together to make the most hypnotically sexy art you ever seen. But then, I tried to draw more human and be different a bit. Just so I could pitch out more. You know what you do when you're 16 and young. You try to act like you're the best and make a difference in the world.

Anyway, we started talking, instantly I got in the revelation to make him laugh alot. I was actually putting on alot of confidence I didn't care about, we used to have jokes on msn. I'd make him laugh, and well, it just seemed like he was the kinda friend I would've sat watching Tom and Jerry with as a kid. I felt like I had found someone, in the world for once who understood me after a extremely lonely youth. Otherwise, I knew we were hell of alot alike, and I had fantasized about having a friend like him in real life. The thing is, I'm British and he's in Italy, even if he was a pikachu, I wonder if he was big enough to cross the border.

Otherwise, he was shy, I was acting more confident than I was and putting a front on as you know when you're a kid out of lack of any confidence at all. Not boastful but a warm hearted confidence. I elicited tom and jerry rps with him actually, and we had alot of fun together, I used to ask him alot about what was going on in his life. Helped him with some troubles.

I never actually felt close though, but after a while, remember that friendship eject button I mentioned? Well, I first hit it when I was too nervous to receive a free drawing request from him. I was extremely nervous, somehow, my imagination went wild. I didn't like his style all of a sudden. I felt very scared, and realized, it was I was having a traumatic event based on something that had occured in my past. Having a friend named Jack be super kind and nice to me before he started acting super weird, and left me traumatized for months; well, what I did was, I'm not even sure I responded to Sparky.

I actually think I hit the friendship eject button, blocked him instantly, left him dazed and confused for a few days I think. Lost my nerve. I sat downstairs crying at 15 because I couldn't believe what I had done. I just don't know what left me so uncontrolled, but you know, trauma, it makes you think things.

Otherwise, we got back together again later, he was more chatty then after a while of losing his shyness, we used to talk for about a hour or two a day. It felt so fun to be with my hero.

I felt troubled otherwise of various things later, I was jealous of his friends one friendship escapade, my super traumatic childhood rang me up on the phone with the devil speaking in my ear, saying 'This guy doesn't like you, leave him now, you can't be cared about by anyone' felt something at others. Eventually, I was this clingy obsessive lunatic that people thought I wanted to get in his pants, but somehow wasn't sure where the zipper was. I mean, I was being like Jack had treated me, extremely warm heated, and then running away the next. Afraid of intimacy as they call it. A very common phobia.

Anyway, I was daft with him for months. The friendship continued on. Eventually it got to this point where I was serious about not coming back despite the guy had done nothing wrong; well, I wondered why I was so serious too, I was just, really super ultra scared of myself. Scared of everything around me. But the friendship went on stable. He inspired me to get a wii and make some friends.

During that time I met Moogleofages, one of my once time best brothers and heroes, who was suicidal that night. God knows what I said to him. But it's a story for another time.

Otherwise, I met a friend called Dray, who I got on with first, and was being silly in a rp on a chatroom with a friend who was into snakes alot. It was a very fascinating time for me growing up. But as you could know, I'm speaking in past tense so obviously alot of these people hate my guts. I'm just trying to be lighthearted to obviously be funny and have some rounds of lightheartedness with you guys.

Otherwise, I helped Sparky out a few times, or just be patient and let him be him. Tried to anyway, had my confidence not suddenly drowned. Nothing of his fault anyway. Just me being a maniac as usual. You know people make good actors out of crazy people like me. Lethal Weapon 1, I could just be a star if I wanted to.

Otherwise, me and Sparky eventually went seperate ways before again, after thinking of what I did afterwards, I went back, but obviously, there was this door and no one was gonna get through that, especially when you said the guy could block you out of a misery spell.

So, word went out about me, now I'm fa's finest manipulator scumbag who seemingly hates everyone, is fucked up and weird. Ah, how I seemingly was so extremely kind to someone until they got close. That fear of intimacy, it can be such a bitch to understand. But I have friends like it! I'm not a alien I swear! I had a boyfriend who left me actually because I worried so much about him. It took particular things to soften me.

Otherwise, if you can find these guys on furaffinity, I tell you, they're awesome people. Particularly Redguardian and Drayvongoff. Very fascinating people. Very deep and controlled and what would Fa be without them?

See you around!

So I met this lad on the internet, he was 16 or so, people thought he was weird and stuff but I was totally grooving to what he was saying about how he had a sister and he was a robot and all. My bro Redguardian didn't know what the hell he was chatting but I did.

So a few weeks or months later, I got in a relationship. Blissful. I was 18 and he was 15. Yeah, things went a tad wrong there with me dating a minor but what can you do now? Otherwise, we fell in love after a while, alot of things happened; romance was in the air.

So after a while he started telling me how fucking shit movies were or the cinema or something, and I just fell in love with the guy and how he just goes on about himself so much. Wether it was a complaint or not, it was typical Aries behaviour so I just smiled, watched him as he flapped his lips and thought 'My god, he's so dreamy, depressed as hell but so dreamy'

So time went on, we got closer to each other, the pasts and such, learnt more about each other, but other than being this guy who'd mouth off of how bad things were, he was cool. Just self obsessed, but you know how teens were. 'I NEVER THOUGHT IT'LL BE THIS WAY. WHYYYY WHYYY'

Otherwise, I hung with him and we talked and talked. We had rps together. Oh the sun was shining. It was so beautiful. It was like I had found the man of my dreams. I still think it now even though after a while he started talking badly to me, so I just sit there with this straight face again, and suddenly, I'm called all sorts. The mood would go and then he'd be his happy self again as we'd do rps with his fox characters and robots. It was cool. A senseless underage Raichu with a seemingly extremely self employed boy who worked in his own workshop or lab and well, he had a adorable charming little world about him.

Otherwise, I thought he was just being a typical teenager. He shown me alot of things, we used to talk for hours and hours to each other, about our own lives and other things. He was kind and friendly, other than the comments of anger thrown at me which I'd just think 'What the hell' at the time but had a more understanding now I'm older.

So after a while, it was summer, we joined second life. Oh the charming memories as he was a big money maker and like, the best at bingo. So much he got me this awesome raichu avatar and I could barely explain my joy, but every meeting was with a *hug* and *cuddle* and it was just so adorable. I'd keep hugging his avatar every second because I loved him and he loved me so much and it was just such a adorable relationship. Otherwise, he bought me clothes, alot of items of stuff, I was a extremely happy and grateful guy. I absolutely sucked at bingo but he kept rolling in the money. You imagine he'd be scary at bingo night or at a casino somewhere.

So time went on, we did all sorts there, we used to go on a furry island server and the macro room and just be idiots. Being silly, getting a 1000 Sl coins macro kit for each other and growing super huge. He was the most adorable generous person I had ever met in my life and still is today. I stood otherwise in the macro room with my macro form top size, so then I was actually a giant anthro raichu the size of the dummy avatars in there. It was hilarious and exciting.

So time went on and me and my boy Red shown me a online pokemon 'creepypasta', I played it and thought to be honest this was actually quite nerveracking. Yeah, I thought that. Otherwise, my boyfriend shows me sometime after alot of creepypastas of a smiling face that makes you feel a guy is looking in a corner at you and wants to kill you or something. Another Mickey Mouse one I found made me feel suicidal ( Oh Mickey, it's true mate, you did scare people alot in your 1970s clips with your evil grin and background seemingly moving to a transition of screams and all sorts ) and then there was Ben, no not Benthedragon, Ben as in drowning Ben from Legend of Zelda, don't get me mixed up.

Otherwise, something occured during that time where I thought 'Ok, relationship is scaring me to death! Wheres the eject button on this thing?' and then I just dissapear on my boyfriend for about 8 hours. Then I come online to say sorry, just to find he lounged out on his bed as his sister was in the room. That was the most heartbreaking moment of his life. Otherwise, he didn't seem mad.

And so over the months, you get me seemingly just keep pressing the 'Relationship eject' button, honestly, I think I sat on it sometimes. I just didn't have no self control whatsoever, I told my boyfriend all about it and how I had found the friendship eject button with my friend Sparky years ago, and well, I accidentally sat on that button a few times too. Oh dear, my rear, the fear, so clear.

Otherwise, it went from my boy feeling a very traumatic pain but otherwise he didn't tell me much about it, to 'Fuuuuuu' and alot more, and seemingly for 3 years, me so clumsy, kept sitting on that button to no end. Otherwise, I was wery scwared of intimacy, don't you know?

Otherwise, as time went on the relationship got far more passionate, it got from cute to protective to cute again to then mature, like he is with me now and seemingly off in his own little world of fun, which I never told him about that I used to drink, feeling deeply unloved for all the things I did to him. At times, I was thinking of setting the house on fire, you'd see me in the window in my vision as I walked up to Tescos to buy a pizza and a few cans to stop myself from suiciding. It slowed down my brain fortunately. Otherwise, he was still, you know, relationship material. It was just me and my upsets and crazy mind I couldn't control.

Anyway, the same boyfriend said he understood me for years, was surprised others couldn't before he couldn't deal with me either. So there was your big relationship start with someone who actually knew what the hell was going inside your head.

Now that relationships over till another great adventure of Brad and his seamless 'FUUUUUU' fiance. Hopefully more in the future I can tell more stories.

See you around!

I figure despite all I am, I'm still not worthy of praise or friendship on the internet. I tried to be extremely socially cooperative, and somehow, in my mind, there is a dream, to bring people together in a social aparatus.

Someone, or alot of people said I wanted love. This is true. I wanted to bring a planet together, thought alot about a dream that I really am starting to wonder is even possible. I planned to be a messiah for people. Care for people alot, but somehow, even ones expenditure isn't enough.

I admit, I have no regrets. Perhaps I'll return in a few years. I wanna go out and just leave this social scheme of the internet. I don't even know what I'm worth now. Since my whole life, is been bent on caring for people and not for myself.

People called me sacrificial, alot more, but I still believe in what I believe in. Why other than my emotions tell me and it just seems like I believe so much on it.

 unknowcool Wether you wanna love me is your choice anymore, I know I feel never good enough for you. I don't even meet half of the social criteria you fit. But then, I'd prefer to be this way.

Goodbye Fa, goodbye internet. I know, I had a warm reception, till the bats flew out of my cloak, and you saw my dark side, never to be loved and accepted. Only for thee to reach out with your stakes.

For anyone who still gives a damn, my birthday is in 25 days. Would be nice if people just threw me some birthday shouts. I'm thinking of going into a art and animation college and seeing my life take off from there.

Would be nice to see just some peeps still think of me somewhere. Is all.

When I know you have a heart, and you'll always come back; when you mess up, I'll give you infinite chances and not bitch about how you left me, because you're only as human as me. When I trust you with my heart.

I won't hold a freakin' grudge forever, hate myself for what I've done in the past and hold myself to be perfect. I'll understand you; let you back in this heart of mine. I'll listen to your story and emotions.

This is loyalty. Not thie 'One chance, suddenly I feel nothing and I can leave like a robot' bullshit which you all lie about. I know your brains work for one. You can't fake your brain chemistry when I understand how the reptillian brain works.

Fucking self defense mechanisms put people put up to seem more perfect than they are.

Done with being a wuss. I've done my dues. I'll show people what true loyalty is.

As much as my past was, here is the here and now, the new me. I'm taking my past, my truthtelling, keeping my bluntness and honest, but also being firmly loyal from now on; I'm willing to accept insecurities in others. But I'm actually going to take my past and use it for good understanding instead of wiping someone off the face of the earth because they blocked me.

You're all my friends from now on. I know better than to think people are bad and shit. If it was that, then they'll be people with demon souls on this planet. Learn to love people. You ain't so perfect; I know you lie when you say you hate me forever.

http://topdocumentaryfilms.com/magical-egypt/

All about Egypt the magical schools wich gave us god powers back in the Atlantic age and the secrets of it, 7 hours long!

Yes! I did it! For years I have argued against there being difference to people and that it splits them apart, and I was still right, but only when they're stubborn with each other with their opinions and this is what brings degeneration of relationships.

But for months now I've had a growing inner tension with people who say everyone is different, whilst I speak of everyone being the same. The truth lies in a balance of both!

People are common in two forms, all relationships are built on opposites.

But those opposites also allow growth and development with each other whilst having common ground for a flourishing relationship.

Take a person who is arrogant and someone who is modest. The modest person from the arrogant person learns to become more confident, whilst the arrogant person becomes more aware of his flaws. Thus, growth and development occurs.

This is essentiality, can bring the whole world to bond together, if we didn't actually accept mere difference and stubbornness in regard of it, but saw the common differences in each other necessary for growth!

But still, my point applies, I have been thinking for the past 8 months and many years that differences breeds disregard, but that is only when the two people absolutely refuse to compromise!

Thus in the end, my 'upfront, blunt and outspoken attitude' is actually necessary. It brings confidence to peoples feelings and allows them to bring regard of their own, but only when they compromise.

However, it is necessary I exercise deep caution in what I say. It is not that it will be then not the truth, but, do I really know what I'm talking about!

So it settles it there! The argument of everyone being different and the same are both right! The differences between us are growth and compromise is absolutely necessary for growth. Stubbornness can kill in some cases, but mostly, it is that each opinion of life should be met with balance; people should still always compromise somehow as each of us has something to learn.

It is not to say even the lonely people are bad. There is alot of good to be received in isolation, but the opposite is also good.

But I will still disagree in every way that people cutting off because they're different should cause the end of any friendship or relationship! Because both are right and have something to learn from each other!

Never be popufur! Never to be famous! Never to be anything less than who I choose to be! I am Stompy; I speak the truth no one wants to hear!

I'll never be fraternity! Booyah!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PbNlgyx0rY4

Hate me pitiful world trying to be so kind hate me! I will disrespect so much but speak so much the blunt truth! My big mouth is here to stay and I will continue being perseverent to who I choose to be!

The honest are children! And I am that forever child!

So be it, is to be a fate where a man can speak his mind and be blunt and never think of what he says, only means it, for those who suffer only fear rejection and loss, but I will aspire to be honest and always have.

So be it that I will not distrust anyone, but will eternally forgive those who speak their minds, but if they do not forgive me, they never will deserve me ever again in their lives.

So be it I help people and give advice, that I help people, that I have been the best lover, best friend anyone could ever meet, and only let them down due to my fears, but no more, for I am as if a dagger, and I will stab repeatedly friends in the front with my truth and emotions, the emotions anyone who is longing to know where they always stand with people.

So be it I am 'forever alone' and left by people, but I have no regrets. I have no regrets for the people I hurt, even if I were wrong, I deserve forgiveness that I will give to others for speaking their minds. Their views and their emotions.

So be it I am eternally hated for those more fearful than me and disregarding the truth of them.

I am a happy man, who'll be a asshole to you, aslong as you don't accept the pinnacle of real truth.

I am back and here to remain, to speak the truth. To be me. To be who I choose to be than anything less.

I am Stompy chu.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=endscreen&v=r9uEtplq6CI&NR=1