All sense came from nonsense
General | Posted 13 years agoAll the inventions and discoveries in history first begun by simply trying. Common sense is a term that is used to define safety or security for the person.
But how can we expand if we simply relied on common sense as common sense restricts us in this regard? Contraction instead of expansion? How can man improve?
All great things were made by mad men. There is no logic to people, simply you being there before and having experienced that logic, which society naturally makes so by making you cage and repress your instincts, drives and behaviours to what you hope is a good thing to do, but instead, cripples and collapses your mind and destroys you.
We simply forget our insanity, but it is always apart of us. We can all relate.
We're but animals, human is a term to define how we believe we have sense when we don't.
Sanity is but the word for a cynical desire to realize you are getting what you want out of someone. Insanity is expansion and growth and we're but so irrational to be it. Sanity is what is expected, insanity is what the person really is.
We're not so sane. All the great inventors and great men weren't sane. This irrationality we discard so well, is the real norm.
But how can we expand if we simply relied on common sense as common sense restricts us in this regard? Contraction instead of expansion? How can man improve?
All great things were made by mad men. There is no logic to people, simply you being there before and having experienced that logic, which society naturally makes so by making you cage and repress your instincts, drives and behaviours to what you hope is a good thing to do, but instead, cripples and collapses your mind and destroys you.
We simply forget our insanity, but it is always apart of us. We can all relate.
We're but animals, human is a term to define how we believe we have sense when we don't.
Sanity is but the word for a cynical desire to realize you are getting what you want out of someone. Insanity is expansion and growth and we're but so irrational to be it. Sanity is what is expected, insanity is what the person really is.
We're not so sane. All the great inventors and great men weren't sane. This irrationality we discard so well, is the real norm.
Need people to be calm with me
General | Posted 13 years agoMy mother recently has stents put in for her heart and it is not a pretty situation, as she is well, stubborn, trying to get fit whilst the weeks go on to try and lose weight for her heart, currently, I have to tell her regularly to take protein despite I fear a reaction. I would prefer if people be very calm around me please. I won't be in the best of stress levels for the upcoming weeks.
I would prefer if no one whines so much about life, I would prefer if people realize right now we're in a golden paradise next to people in 3rd world countries and I need everyone to just relax with me. I won't be the best mentally, but often I'll be meditating and getting fit to sort out the pain.
Pity would be nice, but please keep things lighthearted and funny. There is nothing I can do about this situation. If I can't tell her easily to eat protein after she gets fit ( she has had stents put in and now she expects to jog for a hour, don't push it and tell me it doesn't mean anything, she is stubborn and fixed in her ways ) I would be depressed and have to fight it for the next few months until I let go of this situation because by that point I cannot do nothing.
Please realize I am still Brad, but I need to sort this out a bit each day. I won't be the most mentally alright, but I'm going to try and keep a head on.
Thank you. It is very stressing, particularly because she chooses not to rest after a week of putting them in ( And no, I cannot tell her to stop and take a rest, she is stubborn, fixed in her ways and I fear causing a reaction ).
I would prefer if no one whines so much about life, I would prefer if people realize right now we're in a golden paradise next to people in 3rd world countries and I need everyone to just relax with me. I won't be the best mentally, but often I'll be meditating and getting fit to sort out the pain.
Pity would be nice, but please keep things lighthearted and funny. There is nothing I can do about this situation. If I can't tell her easily to eat protein after she gets fit ( she has had stents put in and now she expects to jog for a hour, don't push it and tell me it doesn't mean anything, she is stubborn and fixed in her ways ) I would be depressed and have to fight it for the next few months until I let go of this situation because by that point I cannot do nothing.
Please realize I am still Brad, but I need to sort this out a bit each day. I won't be the most mentally alright, but I'm going to try and keep a head on.
Thank you. It is very stressing, particularly because she chooses not to rest after a week of putting them in ( And no, I cannot tell her to stop and take a rest, she is stubborn, fixed in her ways and I fear causing a reaction ).
About my mate
General | Posted 13 years agoFor those getting to know my boyfriend
unknowcool I'd like to throw some advice out
My boyfriend has DiD, please be friendly and accepting of him. His personality can switch and change with his alters, he has a personality that is sleepy and another that can be like a suicidal self mutilating, but sometimes fun and playful child. Please be very sensitive around these alters and very accepting of him. If he has hurt you, my Walter would never do so intentionally; please tell him immediately. If he says no, ignore it, it is his child alter.
I would like everyone to please be extremely accepting of him in whatever form. He would not hurt anyone. xxx He is a loving extremely loving and giving human being, but please do not get upset with him sometimes, please try to adapt and understand his various personalities; go down to his level in sympathy to his personality if need be. xx 3 quarters of the time my Walter will realize what he has done and be guilty, if not, then it is his child alter. When he is like this, be sensitive with him; if he is self harming himself, please ask him quietly to stop and ring the nearest Canadian Quebec emergency services please. xxx
Otherwise, he is a extremely loving, patient, methodical and extremely intelligent and gifted human being with love and words. xxx Please do not judge him so easily and be very understanding. Try to be as patient as possible please. Do not get alarmed. His alters switch back if he is self harming please call the services even if he disagrees.
Please also try to have some research in DiD before you get emotionally involved. Again he is a extremely loving, caring giving and cherishable human being. Please do not judge him so quickly. xxx
unknowcool I'd like to throw some advice outMy boyfriend has DiD, please be friendly and accepting of him. His personality can switch and change with his alters, he has a personality that is sleepy and another that can be like a suicidal self mutilating, but sometimes fun and playful child. Please be very sensitive around these alters and very accepting of him. If he has hurt you, my Walter would never do so intentionally; please tell him immediately. If he says no, ignore it, it is his child alter.
I would like everyone to please be extremely accepting of him in whatever form. He would not hurt anyone. xxx He is a loving extremely loving and giving human being, but please do not get upset with him sometimes, please try to adapt and understand his various personalities; go down to his level in sympathy to his personality if need be. xx 3 quarters of the time my Walter will realize what he has done and be guilty, if not, then it is his child alter. When he is like this, be sensitive with him; if he is self harming himself, please ask him quietly to stop and ring the nearest Canadian Quebec emergency services please. xxx
Otherwise, he is a extremely loving, patient, methodical and extremely intelligent and gifted human being with love and words. xxx Please do not judge him so easily and be very understanding. Try to be as patient as possible please. Do not get alarmed. His alters switch back if he is self harming please call the services even if he disagrees.
Please also try to have some research in DiD before you get emotionally involved. Again he is a extremely loving, caring giving and cherishable human being. Please do not judge him so quickly. xxx
Streaming! A bit hour late but still. ^^
General | Posted 13 years agohttp://www.livestream.com/stompychu.....ieden?t=246084
Edit:
I wanna apologise. I really am not in the mood or ready to run this stream at this time. I'm feeling extremely apathetic and to be honest I'm starting to question if anyone is really enjoying it.
Some other time when I am in a better mood I will do it. xxx See you around guys.
Edit:
I wanna apologise. I really am not in the mood or ready to run this stream at this time. I'm feeling extremely apathetic and to be honest I'm starting to question if anyone is really enjoying it.
Some other time when I am in a better mood I will do it. xxx See you around guys.
Apologies for the lack of stream yesterday
General | Posted 13 years agoI'm gonna make up for it by playing it at 3pm this afternoon London time. Again, Samurai Jack and another 3 episodes. Just wonder if anyone is fussed about it though? Was a bit agitated before. xxx
I take my words back! The stream is underway!
General | Posted 13 years agohttp://www.livestream.com/stompychu.....ieden?t=883249
Please comment and show
Edit: Stream is over. :3
Please comment and show
Edit: Stream is over. :3
( Plans ) Livestreaming Samurai Jack at 10pm every night
General | Posted 13 years agoYes. I am going to livestream this legendary cartoon. :3 The times I plan to do it are 10pm London time, where I will play 6 episodes for every two hours, since every episode is 23 minutes. :)
You can meet me on livestream then at: http://www.livestream.com/stompychu.....ieden?t=381195
Edit: Know that the quality show of the maybe very slightly less than perfect, but I will do my best to give you all a immersive and deep experience with the show. Sometimes the sound may go for 1 second, but please, let it be. Atleast you get to watch something.
Edit: I would like to ask if everyone would please forgive me to do this as of 13 of nov. I've missed my 8 hours of sleep and particularly I wonder if I'd be able to stay awake as of tonight, my head feels like shit, and I've just literally woke up. Please forgive me. Tomorrow is a lot better day.
You can meet me on livestream then at: http://www.livestream.com/stompychu.....ieden?t=381195
Edit: Know that the quality show of the maybe very slightly less than perfect, but I will do my best to give you all a immersive and deep experience with the show. Sometimes the sound may go for 1 second, but please, let it be. Atleast you get to watch something.
Edit: I would like to ask if everyone would please forgive me to do this as of 13 of nov. I've missed my 8 hours of sleep and particularly I wonder if I'd be able to stay awake as of tonight, my head feels like shit, and I've just literally woke up. Please forgive me. Tomorrow is a lot better day.
How to make a better world.
General | Posted 13 years agoWe trust the heart to love, and not loving with our minds. We trust our feelings and higher intuition, as they know love, feeling, trust and sorrow much better than simply a mind of experiences and analysis of problems can understand.
To all my friends and enemies I owe you the world!
General | Posted 13 years agoYou made me truly confident and be able to stand on my own feet and without you I wouldn't be able to stand alone!
Thank you to all my enemies! For your hatred makes me stronger! Thank you to all my lovers and friends! For your love made me more bereft and strong and if we weren't this way, we'd be none the wiser!
Difference can be good and beautiful!
Thank you to all my enemies! For your hatred makes me stronger! Thank you to all my lovers and friends! For your love made me more bereft and strong and if we weren't this way, we'd be none the wiser!
Difference can be good and beautiful!
What the hell, how do I understand this?
General | Posted 13 years agoPeople who choose to never take advice and remain in negative, self defeating scenarios and they leave you as friends because you're like a flower dancing and they're not.
I don't get it. Why do people choose to live in negative scenarios of mind? Why? You try to help them through trauma, fear 'No no no', I mean, why are you even stubborn to this stuff?
This is so idiotic I swear, it's like all I swear are martyrs martyrs martyrs or people in trouble I really want to help! But it's like they set themselves up only to be there AGAIN! I give them so much positivity and confidence building ways, but no! They choose to think life or people are fucking shit!
WHY!? Why do you do this to me? Why do you ignore my word and go on to live self defeating attitudes and lives STUBBORNLY?! What the fuck are you even getting out of this?! Yes I talk of furries, everyone who even takes this route of crying when you get literally everything in life to love!
WHY!? What is wrong with these people?! I give you positive advice and you got so much to live for and already have! Life is great! Why do you ignore my word and choose to bitch and moan still?!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hRVOOwFNp5U Right on here I feel
I don't get it. Why do people choose to live in negative scenarios of mind? Why? You try to help them through trauma, fear 'No no no', I mean, why are you even stubborn to this stuff?
This is so idiotic I swear, it's like all I swear are martyrs martyrs martyrs or people in trouble I really want to help! But it's like they set themselves up only to be there AGAIN! I give them so much positivity and confidence building ways, but no! They choose to think life or people are fucking shit!
WHY!? Why do you do this to me? Why do you ignore my word and go on to live self defeating attitudes and lives STUBBORNLY?! What the fuck are you even getting out of this?! Yes I talk of furries, everyone who even takes this route of crying when you get literally everything in life to love!
WHY!? What is wrong with these people?! I give you positive advice and you got so much to live for and already have! Life is great! Why do you ignore my word and choose to bitch and moan still?!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hRVOOwFNp5U Right on here I feel
Happy as hell! <3 I LOVE IT!
General | Posted 13 years agoI've got a sketch commission done by the amazing god-like drawing of Mr. Teaselbone! I am so happy! It is Stompy and how I wanted him to be in all his form! Rebellious crafty and bad!
I would like everyone to please favourite Mr.
Teaselbone He is amazing, adorable, awesome, pleasant, great and absolutely spectacular artist! I am also one of his biggest fans and would sometime reference from his art for sure! He is surely epic! Thank you so much!
Love you TB! Thank you! You're the best! The very best!
I would like everyone to please favourite Mr.
Teaselbone He is amazing, adorable, awesome, pleasant, great and absolutely spectacular artist! I am also one of his biggest fans and would sometime reference from his art for sure! He is surely epic! Thank you so much!Love you TB! Thank you! You're the best! The very best!
Going to work on a animation project
General | Posted 13 years agoI want to work on a animation project. I'm basically making a music video or animation music video and would need some people to tell me of ideas for the band. :) Please tell me your ideas. :) The lead singer would me, Stompy. ^^ But I need a drummer and guitarist and bassist. :) Also for the 'Go go go' parts, I could use some accompanying singers. :)
The animation will be done in approximately 3 months. ^^
I'm also willing to work on a second project with this song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qxy7L_cWYes It'll be a animation project worked on near a beach and on it and playing in the water with my lover
unknowcool
My third project would be a project with the chu
sparkythechu Who, I somewhat share a brotherly heroic bond of compassion and respect for. To some, they'll call it gay, but it's more of a brotherhood compassion for. He was the hero who led me here after all. Made me sweet and kind to people, among the love given by my fair gorgeous loving
unknowcool Who is the best boyfriend ever. :3
The song is this one: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BITnk3-D_Fw
Also requests to work on:
Lucian Von Wolfgang: Stompy squishing a cake under his feet or stomping Lucian or eating him
The animation will be done in approximately 3 months. ^^
I'm also willing to work on a second project with this song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qxy7L_cWYes It'll be a animation project worked on near a beach and on it and playing in the water with my lover
unknowcoolMy third project would be a project with the chu
sparkythechu Who, I somewhat share a brotherly heroic bond of compassion and respect for. To some, they'll call it gay, but it's more of a brotherhood compassion for. He was the hero who led me here after all. Made me sweet and kind to people, among the love given by my fair gorgeous loving
unknowcool Who is the best boyfriend ever. :3The song is this one: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BITnk3-D_Fw
Also requests to work on:
Lucian Von Wolfgang: Stompy squishing a cake under his feet or stomping Lucian or eating him
Whats my name, whats my name, aha aha
General | Posted 13 years agoBeautiful music
General | Posted 13 years agohttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E_OWfHOHq_U
Beautifiul music by the enchanting and delightful Voltaire.
Beautifiul music by the enchanting and delightful Voltaire.
Fear is love inside
General | Posted 13 years agoFor every person you know or feel, I'll say the truth
Love is fear, for when we place on our friendships a fear of losing someone, it is because they're the most precious thing we know. More than diamonds and pearls and angels dust, and like diamonds, we will always fear losing that thing, because we place it over all material things.
To be honest, there is a fascinating thing of those who do not care or fear, it is because they're too scared to take the chance of trusting again and it takes someone extremely patient to see, someone who knows themselves.
Love is fear, for when we place on our friendships a fear of losing someone, it is because they're the most precious thing we know. More than diamonds and pearls and angels dust, and like diamonds, we will always fear losing that thing, because we place it over all material things.
To be honest, there is a fascinating thing of those who do not care or fear, it is because they're too scared to take the chance of trusting again and it takes someone extremely patient to see, someone who knows themselves.
I don't know who is still gonna hear this
General | Posted 13 years agoI'm recalling something...
Perhaps... for the last several years, have I seen my demons spur. Have I seen my inner darkness black out the sun of my spirit and control me.
And now I understand the feelings of every victim. Perhaps this time I can call myself one, this was too young to even defend myself.
I know alot of people have become very cut down because of me, I was extremely kind here on fa.
Perhaps I'd just feel it tonight.
The anger of my eldest brothers led me down a road so hollow, a darkness carried me for years, it destroyed many friends, many people, and I've been obsessed for weeks with it, I never even knew.
I realized I have taken on the anger my brother shoved me with. I've become what he always wanted admittedly and what I hated most. It seems only natural for people like me however.
I need to forgive myself. I need to keep feeling these emotions again, but something happened, 16-17, it changed me forever, or was it just the start of feeling a darkness that haunted me for years?
How apathetic have I become? How suicidal have I become? It means nothing, my condolences now must go out to others who I have made the feel way.
When I was very young, I recall demons, extreme demons, of a tortured brother mocking me, a older brother, threatening me with violence and insults before I even saw school. He made me stick my fingers down my throat to avoid school and see many things many children like me feel.
I feel a intense spirit now inside of me. A soul buried under years of sadness. How I have treated people here.
I am beginning to feel that inside me again, I feel something immense and powerful, I've been so far gone for many years and it surprised me. But I know too much of my brother to realise he was a bad person. He was a victim of my sister, and so forth his behaviour passed on to influence me.
My darkness has been overcome, or I am still feeling it. Tonight, astrologically the Pisces Moon has opened my eyes ladies and gents, and I want to see the light. Let us take this that people are not bad, simply victims of victims like a vicious cancer such as I.
People have not known me for years. But I understand their pain. I've been too far gone. I shut down my emotions and cut off all interaction for fear of emotions inside; only recently did I start to feel them again.
I feel a intense darkness now slowly going away. Am I now finding the real me? Still...
I've been so cruel, I admit I want to change. I'm scared but fear, no holding me back now! I want to experience other peoples emotions now I shut them off and I realized I did this at 8. I remember feeling their emotions then, I remember feeling important and bold, but still, I remember.
I remember alot of demons inside, how far I've gone. How cynical people have been, or shall I say, met their own fate to another victim on this planet only to kill off their emotions and to kill mine.
I feel I've done so much evil. I want to survive and feel their emotions again. I've been so cruel, I need to feel again. I need to get out of this rut. I need to save people again.
I only know now not to self pity myself, simply grow and change. To feel these emotions and memories and recall.
Perhaps... for the last several years, have I seen my demons spur. Have I seen my inner darkness black out the sun of my spirit and control me.
And now I understand the feelings of every victim. Perhaps this time I can call myself one, this was too young to even defend myself.
I know alot of people have become very cut down because of me, I was extremely kind here on fa.
Perhaps I'd just feel it tonight.
The anger of my eldest brothers led me down a road so hollow, a darkness carried me for years, it destroyed many friends, many people, and I've been obsessed for weeks with it, I never even knew.
I realized I have taken on the anger my brother shoved me with. I've become what he always wanted admittedly and what I hated most. It seems only natural for people like me however.
I need to forgive myself. I need to keep feeling these emotions again, but something happened, 16-17, it changed me forever, or was it just the start of feeling a darkness that haunted me for years?
How apathetic have I become? How suicidal have I become? It means nothing, my condolences now must go out to others who I have made the feel way.
When I was very young, I recall demons, extreme demons, of a tortured brother mocking me, a older brother, threatening me with violence and insults before I even saw school. He made me stick my fingers down my throat to avoid school and see many things many children like me feel.
I feel a intense spirit now inside of me. A soul buried under years of sadness. How I have treated people here.
I am beginning to feel that inside me again, I feel something immense and powerful, I've been so far gone for many years and it surprised me. But I know too much of my brother to realise he was a bad person. He was a victim of my sister, and so forth his behaviour passed on to influence me.
My darkness has been overcome, or I am still feeling it. Tonight, astrologically the Pisces Moon has opened my eyes ladies and gents, and I want to see the light. Let us take this that people are not bad, simply victims of victims like a vicious cancer such as I.
People have not known me for years. But I understand their pain. I've been too far gone. I shut down my emotions and cut off all interaction for fear of emotions inside; only recently did I start to feel them again.
I feel a intense darkness now slowly going away. Am I now finding the real me? Still...
I've been so cruel, I admit I want to change. I'm scared but fear, no holding me back now! I want to experience other peoples emotions now I shut them off and I realized I did this at 8. I remember feeling their emotions then, I remember feeling important and bold, but still, I remember.
I remember alot of demons inside, how far I've gone. How cynical people have been, or shall I say, met their own fate to another victim on this planet only to kill off their emotions and to kill mine.
I feel I've done so much evil. I want to survive and feel their emotions again. I've been so cruel, I need to feel again. I need to get out of this rut. I need to save people again.
I only know now not to self pity myself, simply grow and change. To feel these emotions and memories and recall.
To not even acknowledge anothers existence
General | Posted 13 years agoTake it in people!
It's a whole new level of love to embrace! HAHAHAHA!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PstrAfoMKlc
It's a whole new level of love to embrace! HAHAHAHA!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PstrAfoMKlc
We really need to start appreciating life today
General | Posted 13 years agoNot gonna whine or complain no more, but still, I'm just gonna be quick and firm with my message now. No more big explanations.
We need to appreciate life. I am 10 years from 30 and when you're 16, maybe it don't matter much, but those years you've been will always go away and you'll always wonder how happy your life is.
Thing is, don't. Do not pity yourself on anything. Realize thousands went through it before. Love life now and appreciate people and friends and your belongings before it either gets stolen or they go away. Don't take nothing for granted. Take every bad experience as a life lesson. Truly love life. Face all your fears about people. Fuck your idealism of how people should be, you're wasting your fucking time with this crap. Love people now or realize how much you had either now or never.
You have truly great friends and comparades, let's start appreciating them today! No more bitching or whining! The attitude you get is the attitude you gave! Let's start loving life and stop wasting it!
Love life today! You only got one! No more fucking distrust bullshit! Feel with your heart, or always be in fear at all! Everyone got something to teach so listen!
We need to appreciate life. I am 10 years from 30 and when you're 16, maybe it don't matter much, but those years you've been will always go away and you'll always wonder how happy your life is.
Thing is, don't. Do not pity yourself on anything. Realize thousands went through it before. Love life now and appreciate people and friends and your belongings before it either gets stolen or they go away. Don't take nothing for granted. Take every bad experience as a life lesson. Truly love life. Face all your fears about people. Fuck your idealism of how people should be, you're wasting your fucking time with this crap. Love people now or realize how much you had either now or never.
You have truly great friends and comparades, let's start appreciating them today! No more bitching or whining! The attitude you get is the attitude you gave! Let's start loving life and stop wasting it!
Love life today! You only got one! No more fucking distrust bullshit! Feel with your heart, or always be in fear at all! Everyone got something to teach so listen!
I need some feathery wings
General | Posted 13 years agoThinking you're different: Tell me how this even works
General | Posted 13 years agoWars start due to racial, religious and indoctrinated prejudiced differences, people become friends and oppose each other, sadness runs amok in the world as people feel they have to stand alone, but always seemingly find something wrong with people and never be close to anyone.
Where is tolerance when you're a flighty bird? You join one group and hate the other? Where is kindness and compassion when we're self discriminating robots of our thoughts, and that who we think we are determines how free and limited we do things?
People hate each other, and always seem to have tempers around the people they believe are different, people get stuck naturally analyzing people and everything around them to death. Who the hell wants to be on the side of someone's temper who seemingly will keep discriminating and throwing a tussle?
How is even a friendship worth it when you know it'll be gone by the time they realize something is wrong? Aren't we just afraid to face our feelings and this self deprecating alienation is actually, just a source of food for our egos and self conforming views? How is anyone learning when you feel you can't do something or learn something because simply this is how you are?
What is even a personality for you change yourself to fit others needs?
Couldn't it all be as simple as doing what you want and believing you're the same as everyone else? Aren't we just living in a world of superficial relationships and no one is really bonding? Fair weather friends are abound and everyone is lost in their own darkness, lost to marijuana and drugs to soothe a pain of alienation and pain and sadness?
Everything just seems so superficial... and aslong as we don't pass this barrier, people instead go towards money, food and waste their lives on some adventurous scheme of depression and sadness or friends never seem really friends because they're off fulfilling jobs, taking money only to the grave whilst people wonder how they could've got along at their funerals. All this lack of love just deprives us into a festering depressive state, and we get obsessed on food and drink just to try to escape it, but it never works until the void, emotional pain is filled.
No one can be your true friend in this world aslong as we discriminate. Wars will always be aslong as people discriminate.
Where is tolerance when you're a flighty bird? You join one group and hate the other? Where is kindness and compassion when we're self discriminating robots of our thoughts, and that who we think we are determines how free and limited we do things?
People hate each other, and always seem to have tempers around the people they believe are different, people get stuck naturally analyzing people and everything around them to death. Who the hell wants to be on the side of someone's temper who seemingly will keep discriminating and throwing a tussle?
How is even a friendship worth it when you know it'll be gone by the time they realize something is wrong? Aren't we just afraid to face our feelings and this self deprecating alienation is actually, just a source of food for our egos and self conforming views? How is anyone learning when you feel you can't do something or learn something because simply this is how you are?
What is even a personality for you change yourself to fit others needs?
Couldn't it all be as simple as doing what you want and believing you're the same as everyone else? Aren't we just living in a world of superficial relationships and no one is really bonding? Fair weather friends are abound and everyone is lost in their own darkness, lost to marijuana and drugs to soothe a pain of alienation and pain and sadness?
Everything just seems so superficial... and aslong as we don't pass this barrier, people instead go towards money, food and waste their lives on some adventurous scheme of depression and sadness or friends never seem really friends because they're off fulfilling jobs, taking money only to the grave whilst people wonder how they could've got along at their funerals. All this lack of love just deprives us into a festering depressive state, and we get obsessed on food and drink just to try to escape it, but it never works until the void, emotional pain is filled.
No one can be your true friend in this world aslong as we discriminate. Wars will always be aslong as people discriminate.
I love this guy
General | Posted 13 years agoThing about Stubborn people and help
General | Posted 13 years agoTheres a thing about looking at the future, you know, it's kinda just the fact, it does tend to spit in your eye. But still, good stuff to know.
4 years ago, my father died of heart failure, from his 40s he was a perfectly healthy man, but refused medical help and hospitals and went into his own makings of health; to be honest he was extremely industrial and scientific about it. He studied health and medicine in school and learned about vitamins and all sorts.
One night, it was I sat next to him, his breath was sudden and sparse, he was gasping for breath and it had been going on for months. I asked him if he was ok, he said, he was fine.
So many times I have seen it too. People, who I seen in all cultures, who really can go too far, I've managed to develop my intuition to go as far as to predict events of the future. But then, again, it happens.
I look to the future, and I see a young boy, 3 years younger than me, being shot down, you wait a week and you hope for him to change on the day before his death, and he goes without even listening to you.
It just hurts that life can be so blind, even to things like that. How going for help imo is always and essential. How we always need help. How little independence we really have when you see how many people are involved in every portion in your life, from even learning independence.
The risk takers imo, need to realise that, sometimes you have to start small to go far and gradual practice from there. But again, it's happened really.
I don't know, sometimes I wonder if all is helpless, if you have to just let people go, wether traumatic or suicidal, wether you can predict or see where their greatest flaw will lead to their greatest end. But then, you're on this planet with people who love you and care for you, and somehow, you need have a deep need for help and wonder about people. No one could replace the instinct.
I really tried helpong people, but then, people don't want to listen to you. How even in the world can I even do it like others can.
I see all my friends going for miserable ends. Sadness drives me to save them, but so much, I'm not listened to; perhaps tonight in my readings ladies and gents, I am going to lose a great friend due to his own ignorance, for his help he asked and you tried to help with, only to see it disdained, and for him to continue his suffering.
I feel so dead inside, so apathetic, so lost, so troubled....
4 years ago, my father died of heart failure, from his 40s he was a perfectly healthy man, but refused medical help and hospitals and went into his own makings of health; to be honest he was extremely industrial and scientific about it. He studied health and medicine in school and learned about vitamins and all sorts.
One night, it was I sat next to him, his breath was sudden and sparse, he was gasping for breath and it had been going on for months. I asked him if he was ok, he said, he was fine.
So many times I have seen it too. People, who I seen in all cultures, who really can go too far, I've managed to develop my intuition to go as far as to predict events of the future. But then, again, it happens.
I look to the future, and I see a young boy, 3 years younger than me, being shot down, you wait a week and you hope for him to change on the day before his death, and he goes without even listening to you.
It just hurts that life can be so blind, even to things like that. How going for help imo is always and essential. How we always need help. How little independence we really have when you see how many people are involved in every portion in your life, from even learning independence.
The risk takers imo, need to realise that, sometimes you have to start small to go far and gradual practice from there. But again, it's happened really.
I don't know, sometimes I wonder if all is helpless, if you have to just let people go, wether traumatic or suicidal, wether you can predict or see where their greatest flaw will lead to their greatest end. But then, you're on this planet with people who love you and care for you, and somehow, you need have a deep need for help and wonder about people. No one could replace the instinct.
I really tried helpong people, but then, people don't want to listen to you. How even in the world can I even do it like others can.
I see all my friends going for miserable ends. Sadness drives me to save them, but so much, I'm not listened to; perhaps tonight in my readings ladies and gents, I am going to lose a great friend due to his own ignorance, for his help he asked and you tried to help with, only to see it disdained, and for him to continue his suffering.
I feel so dead inside, so apathetic, so lost, so troubled....
I wanna know why
General | Posted 13 years agoPeople ask for advice, they whine, but then they make excuses when you give solutions, or they'll be like 'Yeah, that's true' and totally ignore what you say?
Ever felt like
General | Posted 13 years agoSome of the most loving sensitive people are actually because they're insecure, they're so indirect, they won't bring up a point and in the end for being so soft all they do is piss people off?
Like they lie to you and you can't help but think sometimes, they're doing things with someone else? They seem so sincere and honest but somehow, whenever they speak it's like a blade in your back because you feel they're lying to you. When they say they're here. It's really a lie just to stop from hurting you.
I don't know really, Maybe it's cause of public opinion, but there, just my rant tonight.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EfZgHmCnXg8
The people who care about you just sometimes might be the ones who seem like they're giving the least shit. It's a funny fact of life.
I don't know, truth is harsh but, somebody could've told me somebody else looked good couldn't they? They could've told me 'You know, I don't really like you no more', I mean, why? Why be dishonest? Cause you're so afraid of hurting my feelings?
You already put a dagger in my back, and it's only like poison with you being so dishonest.
Like they lie to you and you can't help but think sometimes, they're doing things with someone else? They seem so sincere and honest but somehow, whenever they speak it's like a blade in your back because you feel they're lying to you. When they say they're here. It's really a lie just to stop from hurting you.
I don't know really, Maybe it's cause of public opinion, but there, just my rant tonight.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EfZgHmCnXg8
The people who care about you just sometimes might be the ones who seem like they're giving the least shit. It's a funny fact of life.
I don't know, truth is harsh but, somebody could've told me somebody else looked good couldn't they? They could've told me 'You know, I don't really like you no more', I mean, why? Why be dishonest? Cause you're so afraid of hurting my feelings?
You already put a dagger in my back, and it's only like poison with you being so dishonest.
Do it like a chu
General | Posted 13 years agoStomp, stomp, Stompy has arrived
Drop the foot, in your face, till your paste to me
Starin', Starin', Starin', Starin' at the sky
In my rampage, I stood on you tonight
Dirty, dirty, dirty, dirty, dirty, dirty sucka
Taste my reeky toes and get down low, you're muck to me onlooker
I can do it like a chubro, do it like a chu
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We can do it like the fur'rend, bugga, bug, bugga
Boom, boom, everybodys here
No running now, I'm a macro out here
Stompin', Stompin', Stompin', Stompin' people like a Stompy chu
My F-R-I-E-N-D is underpaw like this
Dirty, dirty, dirty, dirty, dirty, dirty muckpaw
You're licking toes and stinky soles, you love it all heheh yeah
I can do it like a chubro, do it like a chu
Grab my crotch, I know you want it don't you?
Do it like a chubro, do it like a chu
Grab my crotch, touch my ass, I'm your chubby chu
We can do it like the fur'rend, fur'rend
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We can do it like the fur'rend, fur'rend
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Boys, c-come say that you wanna
Boys, y-you need to lick my chupaw
Boys, gettin' hot under the collar
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Boys, come say that you wanna
Boys, y-you're now smelling chu stink proper
Boys, gettin' hot under the collar
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I can do it like a chubro, do it like a chu
Grab my crotch, I know you want it don't you?
Do it like a chubro, do it like a chu
Grab my crotch, touch my ass, I'm your chubby chu
I can do it like a chubro, do it like a chu
Grab my crotch, I know you want it don't you?
Do it like a chubro, do it like a chu
Grab my crotch, touch my ass, I'm your chubby chu
We can do it like the fur'rend, fur'rend
We can do it like the fur'rend, bugga buggy, bug, bugga
We can do it like the fur'rend, fur'rend
We can do it like the fur'rend, bugga, bug, bugga
Do it, do it cheesy toes stinkier than the factories they come through
Do it, do it low like you
Do it, do it under chu
Do it, do it under chu
Drop the foot, in your face, till your paste to me
Starin', Starin', Starin', Starin' at the sky
In my rampage, I stood on you tonight
Dirty, dirty, dirty, dirty, dirty, dirty sucka
Taste my reeky toes and get down low, you're muck to me onlooker
I can do it like a chubro, do it like a chu
Grab my crotch, I know you want it don't you?
Do it like a chubro, do it like a chu
Grab my crotch, touch my ass, I'm your chubby chu
We can do it like the fur'rend, fur'rend
We can do it like the fur'rend, bugga buggy, bug, bugga
We can do it like the fur'rend, fur'rend
We can do it like the fur'rend, bugga, bug, bugga
Boom, boom, everybodys here
No running now, I'm a macro out here
Stompin', Stompin', Stompin', Stompin' people like a Stompy chu
My F-R-I-E-N-D is underpaw like this
Dirty, dirty, dirty, dirty, dirty, dirty muckpaw
You're licking toes and stinky soles, you love it all heheh yeah
I can do it like a chubro, do it like a chu
Grab my crotch, I know you want it don't you?
Do it like a chubro, do it like a chu
Grab my crotch, touch my ass, I'm your chubby chu
We can do it like the fur'rend, fur'rend
We can do it like the fur'rend, bugga buggy, bug, bugga
We can do it like the fur'rend, fur'rend
We can do it like the fur'rend, bugga, bug, bugga
Boys, c-come say that you wanna
Boys, y-you need to lick my chupaw
Boys, gettin' hot under the collar
Holla, holla, whoa
Boys, come say that you wanna
Boys, y-you're now smelling chu stink proper
Boys, gettin' hot under the collar
Holla, holla, whoa
I can do it like a chubro, do it like a chu
Grab my crotch, I know you want it don't you?
Do it like a chubro, do it like a chu
Grab my crotch, touch my ass, I'm your chubby chu
I can do it like a chubro, do it like a chu
Grab my crotch, I know you want it don't you?
Do it like a chubro, do it like a chu
Grab my crotch, touch my ass, I'm your chubby chu
We can do it like the fur'rend, fur'rend
We can do it like the fur'rend, bugga buggy, bug, bugga
We can do it like the fur'rend, fur'rend
We can do it like the fur'rend, bugga, bug, bugga
Do it, do it cheesy toes stinkier than the factories they come through
Do it, do it low like you
Do it, do it under chu
Do it, do it under chu
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