Really awesome game! Lots of stuff to do, you get pet creatures and use them in parties to attack other stuff and then evolve them and it's a rpg among that. :) Super awesome!

Edit: Didn't really wanna compare it to Pokemon, since it could actually be more fun, I reckon all things should be given a go fully. :3

http://www.kongregate.com/games/art.....s/monster-saga

Just wanted to release this here.

I kinda just feel, today, really, I don't know, how to tackle this problem of where you meet people who want safety so badly around people and stuff, they're so opinionated and stuff and you get judged on everything you say to them.

It's like you could stand there, grab their wallet and handbag and leave of how self opinionated they can be. Admittedly, I've been there, never wanted to be, but, gosh, I don't know.

Why the hell do I have to feel like I have to walk so slowly around them like they're glass? It drives me crazy. I mean, I look for a long term friend, but what's a long term friend when you really just wanna be yourself? You wanna have a laugh which some people are gonna appreciate and not?

Anyway, it drives me crazy. Self faceted people, I mean, I feel sorry and mad at the same time. How do I take that? I mean, even the years you spend with them doesn't matter, as soon as they start pointing the accusative finger, boom, friendship dead.

It makes me feel sorry for them and strained really. Feeling like your existence at times can be a failure due to unassertive people who stifle in the corner and hold a grudge so evilly against you, and yet, you just wanna be free and get on with people instead of fearing everything in sight.

I mean, this thing of society pisses me off as a whole. Self consciousness, thinking judging is great to do, and well, I was in that trap for most of my childhood. Got sick of that. I wonder how other people survived it, it drove me insane I swear.

It's like you got shot at for someone you're not even sure you are. I mean I think nowadays 'Well, maybe they're right' but then sometimes its like 'What the hell did you even mean?' and can you even speak to them? Nope, they lock themselves out from you and well, I don't know.

I don't know why I feel crazy about it, I mean, even trying to nurture them is hard as hell. You wanna get close and help them. Your whole message comes across as something else. I mean, ok, maybe I am, but, who really gives a damn?

I feel alot of society is a big hatred self rejection or group rejection machine sometimes. Because once you understand all the pieces, which you need to do to forgive and stuff and get out of the crazy emotional rut it does to you, it drives you more insane when you realize people I swear, I wanna thump them, I could. It makes me that angry.

I mean, ok, I was that person, not intentionally. I wanted to be part the crowd, fit in, I wanted to be part of the crowd, group up and well, like any person really who doesn't consider himself higher than others. But then you get some trauma shit from childhood that just completely offsets the balance like some disability and people leave you like crazy. I mean, I didn't wanna be traumatized, nobody does imo.

I swear, I think, if people have noticed I often spread a message of love across fa, I really wish I could actually get closer to people, you know? But this trauma, these memories and crap, it's like it's becoming a wall now that's becoming too crazy to face anymore. I think people should really appreciate not being the way I have been, but then I should appreciate it not being as bad as others?

Anyway, it's driving me insane, staring at something of others and you look at yourself and god, it's so uncontrollable, all you want to be is sure someone will fucking stay with you! All you want to be sure is a friend who is there and will stay.

I admit, I do have my beloved  unknowcool however, and maybe others trust me. I don't know. Maybe I just get super pissed off at how queasy deep down people can be about people and it offsets me for some reason? I mean god, I just wish everyone could be dancing, free and lighthearted.

Just a pissed off chu venting, so wanting closeness but well, it's kinda like that Jessie J song you know 'Got shades on your eyes and your heels too high to have a good time'

I mean fuck, I'm really this 'serious' person? I'm really fucking serious? I'm just serious about protecting and being sensitive to those I love! Geez!

It's times like this I feel like thumping the computer screen.

Yeah, I got this rep for being a 'twat' and all this stuff but, kinda thought today I'm just gonna be... y'know... calm...

I mean, fuck attachment, I mean, if you wanna be my friend, fine, if you don't, that's cool too, I'd like people to be close so I can make them comfortable and I like to be a comfortable nice guy for others, but that's it. I just don't care about being possessive no more. I'm fed up with it.

Fuck off if you hate it, stick with me if you want. I'm done with emotional closeness. I'm dealing with my traumatic past and I swear, I just don't fear losing people no more.

There, all you fuckers call me childish now when I don't give a fuck about you eh? When you're nothing more than self hating sados? Means fuck all to me, just get lost if you don't wanna be around me. I came here to enjoy myself, not propose myself to have sex with every fucking fur on the website. Do you honestly think you're so fucking vain as to propose that? I didn't give a fuck about anyone sexually in the first place. All I wanted was fun! I didn't need you clowns! Fuck off you vain egotistical pieces of shit and fucking kill yourselves if you make yourselves happy!

Fuck off with your shitty insane judgements. Anyone who disagrees with the description can fuck off anyway. All friends who think it, all my best friends. Don't care no more. Go do your own lives.

Fuck all my heroes, fuck all the talented artists I ever liked and adored and was considered some fucking stalker with. FUCK YOU.

He's the one who saved me from trauma, he's the lover I always wanted, he's everything to me; if anything, he deserves the credit for his art which is induced completely in his passion.

He is my sweetie angel  unknowcool

Please can people check out his gallery and watch him? He is a angel and a gift from the gods as a friend and I'm sure if anything he deserves the respect he brings out to be reciprocated. A living and true angel. <3 His art and everything he draws is completely from the heart too, added with that dose of passion and a love of art. <3

Another awesome artist is this one who was a dear friend of mine before we broke up and I think he deserves as much respect, a very dear and great friend, very loving and very sweet and very open minded and will open up anyones heart, if anything his art is amazing too, and he'll just want to make you snuggle him. <3 Still, his art is good!

He is  armiandillo

Another amazing artist is this gal, who, even when only 17 is absolutely a a joy to watch and equally deserves as much credit as everyone else mentioned, beautiful lovely art, could take a while to warm up to but still, I'm sure she'll repriocate.

 corriezodori

This guy is a very budding artist who I'm sure will make something of himself one day, his art is induced in his passion for concepts and his passion for feet, for those not into the fetish I'd still check out his gallery for his great stuff. :)

 mesuta

Another amazing artist is this person, who is especially lovely to talk to, the art is deep, inspirational, fascinating, and drop dead sexy ( still love the chu comic to death ) <3 Please check this artist out!

 insomniacovrlrd

A absolutely excellent and distinguished poet, can be very welcoming with comments and very sweet and loving hearted. <3

 emoponyboyrawr

Another amazing artist is this guy! Wow! Amazing art! Woah can be draw! Very cartoony, full of passion and childish fun delight, it's very sweet to see, you can see straight from the get go he is passionate! He is also a very heartwarming and loving friend! Still his art is good too!

 CrescotheEKO

Another amazing and loving artist is the great  kingursa ^^ Drawing amazing and very sexy art. <3 Nice to talk to aswell!

This guy is extroidinary! Amazing art here!

 Datomaruko

An extroidinary artist by name and virtue and promise! Promises tons of fun artistic delight!

 dylan

A upcoming 3d artist for someone new! A new budding artist with a budding gallery and a budding name, I'm sure he's instantly lovable?

 Nerotheraichu

Another amazing and budding artist! Give him tons of love!

 Jonathan0322

The Amazing Gale! Who could not know him? He is special in his own way! <3 Very warming in rp and chatter and sure can rouse a good conversation!

 Galefierre

If you like hot, if you like sexy! It's Green Roon! Amazing stuff! Pornographic yes. <3

 Green_Roon

The legendary Lelouch! Or just with his own special talent in this world? Anyway! Someone to give tons of love to!

 Lelouchutsukukitsu

If you like fat, if you like fun, if you like fun and fat combined and big bellies!

 warriorofthestars86

Another artist who deserves alot of love!

 Raichumorph

http://almanakh.org/?p=935

Michael said himself when it was he wanted to die and they asked him if he wanted to be buried or cremated, he said:

'I don't want to die' 'But you're going to die one day' 'I wanna live forever'

And so I take this with heart to say, his dream really will come true

R.I.P and bless you Michael

Michael Jackson's money is currently being taken without desperation of law, before his burial, it was that he was within a refridgerator frozen for 3 months because his sister paid for his burial but didn't have him buried until September for his burial; his family now is ransacking his house, looking for money in garbage bags.

Some of the sickest shit ever if you take it from me. How low people can get is extremely monstrous, given his life was freakin' all out adversity and that was a load of bullshit, and at the end of the day? What takes people soul?

Money.

I don't give a fuck if you believe me or not if I am sad about this, but in my eyes, my brain, my head, I am sad. I am extremely disdained; you'll never fucking change that with your doubt. Fuck your lives and your doubt. I leave this only for the people who have atleast some faith in someone.

http://www.nydailynews.com/entertai.....icle-1.1174989

http://zeenews.india.com/entertainm.....ber_120379.htm

A song to him, if you'd oblige for 5 minutes of your time:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R53Ubm4txus

Otherwise, there is some good news.

Astrology is that the transits is Uranus and Pluto, as Astrologically it's based on the planets, is going to cause a fireball of extreme world change over the next few years, but in a good way and bad. Bad as in riots, aggression through your streets towards your governments in a fiery blaze. Good as in people finally speaking their minds. It means a personal, public and politicial change for the people. For us. So finally, we might not be so money hungry after all, because those who are, are gonna get their just deserts.

I'll leave it at that, for those who wanna know more of the astrology transit, note me because it gets more blacker later on, if anyone was willing to look up last time this happened, it'll change humanitity forever though. We can be sure of this.

Anyway, a disdained and sorry pissed off Raichu right now, who no longer cares if he seems honest enough for people. I guess atleast for peoples lives, I'm enough of a punk to atleast make people think and we all share that in common. Trust your feelings, keep your hearts open.

Peace.

I'd love to feel like a father/mother/protective figure over you all. <3 I love you all my little angels, brothers and sisters. *kisses intensely everyone*

Your boyfriend has fallen asleep on webcam, and you've made a playlist on spotify, so whilst he's sleeping, he can hear 4 hours worth of romantic loving music to help him sleep all nicely at night as he dreams of you. <3

I love you forever  unknowcool Sweet dreams my angel from God and Jesus himself. I'll be the dj to your soul as you sleep with those sweet eyes of yours and dream of me.<3<3<3 I know my baby is gonna have a nice soft sleep as I channel my love into you. <3

Apart from my beloved  unknowcool I never actually loved anyone else on this site apart from my also beloved  Atomic-Raichu Who also isn't mine but still, I like to think so. x3

Anyways, for all those people who told me before I was too nice, damn right, because I appreciated you people and treated you with hugs and kisses because I was being treated right. :3 I wasn't actually dating anyone else but the aforementioned. But the thing about me being gay and having alot of mates? Not true.

Mostly my love came from a realization of pity for you people, not wanting to mate. You treated me nice but I don't know why you didn't expect respect in return. Sorry to hear you hate yourselves so much.

Alright my lovelies, I'm off. For Atomic Raichu admittedly, I did it out of pity and a feeling like I was disregarded by Unknowcool admittedly for a while.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C9Wdw72UKVE

I fucking do for all the people I ever lost on this website in my insanity provoking attitude... I feel so dying so much to this attitude... and I love you all so fucking much really...

I just hide it so well... but deep down I feel like... being with you so much... if any of my friends... if anyone knew how I felt... if anyone knew how deep it feels... if...

Right... just deleted my last two journals because I wanted to be having a nice time with the public but seemingly, my mic isn't one to pick up on Pokemon movie streams very well... will fix eventually with a new one bought.

So, I decided to draw! I'll just be doodling something. Yeah, just being there on gimp doing my own thing. :) If anyone can even hear or understand me too, I'll be talking on mic and replying, but so forth you'll get my British accent, wether that is hard or easy to understand, but I'll try and be clear with myself.

http://livestre.am/49WOM

Anyway, just being myself. Doing a full pic. Yeah, I'm not the best and it might not be jawdropping quality, but that's where you guys come in! To be my loyal critics!

Edit: Stream is done! Might do more later! ^^

Heres the truth:

1. Fuck your emotions

2. I will always be honest, but either what you severely hate or love depending on your confidence.

3. I am a fuck up.

4. I will stand up for myself and speak my mind wether you like it or not.

5. Fuck you if my opinion isn't right. As much as you are right.

6. I'm done, and have like everyone else a severely bad temper. I would treat me like you would treat yourself, even in the scenario.

7. If you hate me, you can always expect forgiveness in return. If you expect to piss me off, prefer to just get your ass blocked. Not feeding no troll or giving my opinion until you learn to love yourself completely.

8. If I am not honest, then so forth my humanitity and you learning a painfully powerful lesson about the imperfections of human nature.

Venting.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nZDQNEGDlvE&feature=fvwrel

http://topdocumentaryfilms.com/playing-god/

Or the science is in its early stages, but yes, it's now possible. :O They can make eventually anything with this new science. Synthetic lifeforms.

Anyone please come on msn or skype, I've been discriminated against my sexuality ( being bisexual ) senselessly and could use some friends who really understand what it is like right now, feel like I'm hurting from the inside so badly... it hurts so horrribly...

Please, anyone, talk to me online... it stings so much.

I love all the raichus on this website. <3 They're so gorgeous and lovely. <3 Eeee So adorable chus and so nice and friendly. <3

Big love for all you Raichus out there. <3

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e1XSJHTOFAI

I love it. ^^

1. You can only love yourself

2. You cannot love people, you can only love people when they appreciate you.

3. We're born into this world loving and sweet angelic halos of good, just to be scrubbed and pushed around and dealt with the self hating majority that so needs to grow up, but they will and your good soul should be saved for the ones who mean it.

4. You were born to screw up, mess up, not out of the fact you were made 'wrong' as a human being, but because of human nature

5. Always trust your feelings, they always end up to be twats, always.

6. Never do something out of trying to be someone else, or a manipulative intention, always backfires and bites you in the ass, and if it hasn't, it will.

7. Pretty faces are gorgeous and sweet, but if they can't love you, do yourself a favor, realise they only hate themselves ( cause everyones the same ) and move on.

8. Expecting things from people for who or what you do, is gonna wind you up so badly. Please do not do it.

9. Always keep thinking deeply and philosophizing, even if they say not to, because they never looked in a book to even understand what philosophizing is. Do you see what it made me?

10. Fuck all peoples opinions. Do not expect people to appreciate you until they do. The social structure of 'thinking of other peoples thoughts' is a complete and utter lie, you were born to fuck up, rebel and hate and love, and so forth will go human nature.

11. Love is gratitude. Not being shoved a thousand criticisms. The least thing you can solve with the criticisms is realising you're not perfect and were born to fall sometimes. The thing that will bring you back friends is gratitude from them, not some self hating fucker who just projects all his 'why me' baggage on you, 'I don't need anybodys' and 'fuck you then'.

12. Everything you do is innately human, do not suppress it, block it out, repress it, bottle it up, swallow it back down, cut it out and shut it down. Enjoy your humanitity, because if they have to kill you for who you are, it just shows how self hating the world can be.

13. Fuck up with friends and do not suppress the need of your impulses, if your friends love you, care for you and cherish you, they will forgive. If not, he's got the same problem with everyone else like you and needs to grow the hell up. Never shame yourself, you are human, now stand tall and proud and don't bottle things up, let everything out that needs to be let out. Never bottle it up.

14. Most important. Thank yourself for the hater that came into your life, for he will make you stronger, not weaker, he will make you more wiser, intelligent, you can consider him more of a steroid, when you've survived him and the storm is over, you will be far more wiser for the world. Love your haters, not for who they are but for the lessons they teach. He came here to teach you a lesson unconsciously, and that lesson is one day, he deserves to be left the fuck alone, cold and freezing and suicidal until he learns his good lesson. Ignorance is far more painful than death. My friends, it's a slow writhing poison for these people. They'll be poisoned until they know how to get over and forgive you.

I'll also mention this is the ultimate troll killer, and every troll will be left starved, freezing to death on a winter night, and wanting to jump in that fucking river for how much scum he feels he is. But let him die, let him see the truth because at the end of the day, he deserves the see the truth of his own humanitity and just how frail he really is.

This also goes for all the humans who think they're higher than any man on earth. Die you pathetic piece of shit. Learn the truth of your humanitity through mind scorching insanity, cause the bigger you are, the harder you're going to fall!

Right, is the thing with liking hermaphrodites umm, like a sexual attraction to men with man boobs and cocks, or is it more the feminine figure?

And umm, are shemales like guys with feminine figures and feminine looks?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mVWeqAPQUXc

Hahahaha! I love it! :3

With you Walter, my love, my heart, has been melted from the ice. It has been thawed, and with all your love, all your affection and want to stay close, I have returned to a age and date that I barely knew mentally. When I was friends with people, before I was near what I felt to be a near death experience.

To all you haters, well, you got time to see the new me, to those who can't forgive, I feel sorry for, because I feel massively energetic and happy now, far more than I ever was with you, and you're just gonna miss it unless you reconsider things.

For the first time my heart is alive with life in many, many years, and I thank you dear Walter, I thank you for you have revived my heart. <3 You have revived my love and proved to be the best boyfriend ever.

Your prize? My life, my soul, my mind and body is yours. Cause you are the freakin' best ever and always will be. I will love you past death, when you die our love will not stop there, for I will love you far beyond the grave Walter. I love you forever my angel.

Sometimes you get suicidal however Walter, and really Walter, you've got to understand how much I mean to you and you mean to me baby. Because I do talk in caps because I love you. It's as if you're asking me to just let you go, kill yourself and live without you, with really no one to give my love too Walter. But if you're really asking to suicide, baby I can't let you go unless you want me to follow you in killing myself in alchohol, because such a thing would stop my heart for months and years long after. I would never, possibly be the same chu again without your endearing, heart thumping love for me.

But Walter, you need to realize, it takes two to tango, two to love. Let me love you, let me feel your heart with this peace Walter... let me fill your soul with love as you've revived my spirits. Walter, to say ever, you didn't need me, is to miss the whole point of love. Because we need each other.

Otherwise, there we go ladies and gents! The trauma spell on me is broken. I am free. Free to love. Free to care and never remove from my beloved with maddening thoughts.

To all my friends of before, either you can look and don't touch, or come back and see the beauty that beholds me now, as I, the once ugly duckling, just became a fucking swan. I am truly beautiful now, and it's such a shame you can't come back for some of you I feel aren't. You're gonna miss a hell of a party I got instore for the world with all my big loving heart.

But Walter, please stay. If you really think Suicide is the way out. You can know I'll follow with intoxicating myself with drugs and alchohol, just desperately trying to fill the black cold wound.

I hope you know when you said 'Let me die', no, you really wouldn't understand what the fuck it would do to me my angel. But you can know I'll follow, slowly, painfully, to be acquainted with your own grave. Slitting wrists perhaps? Alchoholism? Drug addiction? Yeah, how else am I GOING TO FILL THE WOUND WALTER?

Of course I love you, however. I would never be the man I was today if it wasn't for you and the friends around me who've been my teachers. All I felt alone was a deeply discarded suffering and would've felt if I was lonely. To all of those people who said 'I don't need you' well, guess what? That's the biggest hypocrisy I ever heard. Cause you do, and you always will, wether it's me or it's the other 5 billion on this planet, you're a baby who's always going to be spoonfed. Aww, does it sound like bullshit? Well, next time you see your banker, boss and employees and family, friends who'll help you all in a bad time, why don't you let me know how you feel?

When we become friends, like, I was born to mess up and be like, imperfect and all kay? So like, I know you hate yourself deep down because we're all the same, but like, we can still be friends after you got over your self hatred, kay?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5KiuXwYMqOI

Mope song for the day... mope mope mope, yeah... this shit happens I know, but I need release.

Mope mope mope mope mope.

Society naturally conforms in a behaviour of a wolf pack, if you look at it clearly, where there is subservience or domination, but everything is linked to some position of power.

Alpha males are characterized by personality shows and dominance, a personality too weak and serving is sentenced to be the omega. A personality full of warmth but also not to take advantage of others, or simply shows a demonstration of his abilities ( attitude ) becomes the alpha.

You'll see this everywhere in the outspokenness of men, who in turn will dominate others when sure of their opinion. The pack, or people choosing to accept or decline, then either will make the person the pack of their pack ( friendship ) or decline them and that person will walk alone as a lone wolf. This is also common in the human nature of that it is in affinity with naturally working in packs and anyone diminishing the advantage of the group is lead away with instincts of the reptillian brain inherent in every man.

If a man is not sure of himself, he will remain subservient only due to his lack of knowledge or position in the world and will be termed the omega or treated like one. Personality or attitude is based on levels of intelligence and commendability, and no matter what, if someone demonstrates these traits or skills, a person, no matter what will be treated as alpha because of the natural pack nature of humans to admire, persuade and dominate others. If we did not follow, which we will always do or be the omega, we will be a aggressive race that contrives on animosity. The person also in term of being a potential alpha will be commended enough to be aware of being in a position.

Wolves do not lead the pack through authority, merely they rule through the freedom to do as they wish more than anyone else. This is dominant in the position of outspokenness, which challenges others opinion or remains subservient. The opinion cannot otherwise come out, and when it does, it will be challenged by another alpha male ( person ) or if the person realizes the person is higher than him, he will remain quiet and sensible.

So forth we get the people who're outspoken and lead, and the people who're subservient and remain in a position of sensibility until truly aware of their place in the world through some position of power. The only way to become a leader is to become outspoken and challenge, or be sensible and remain in a sensible position.

Often you'd see leaders of groups often when a new face shows himself to show his opinion, and the alpha will judge them accordingly. This is equilivant to the human behaviour of a lower ranking wolf showing his throat and being subservient or starting a fight with the alpha, which means he will claim dominance through his opinion or battle.

Anyone in a subservient position is going to be treated like a omega naturally through the persons lack of knowledge, or if the person knows what he knows and it is respected, he will become more of a leader and thus, he will become a new alpha for wolves and it is possible that if the previous alpha person/wolf returns to reclaim his position, he is a lone wolf.

All personality is based on attitude of shows of commendability and respect, that when shown will be challenged if the other is a alpha and sees it as a challenge or presented as among as a omega. Everyone needs a leader because a leader teaches. The only thing that makes a leader is one who knows what he is on about and thus, the understanding of his opinion makes a leader.

Thus, since we're all learning in society, only being sure presents a grasp on the fact we're all striving to show ourselves to be respected and rise to a dominant position to be a alpha, or naturally this will simply happen through means of being treated like a alpha.

If the person is disdainful of his own role through modesty, this will be ignored only if the other person commends it still as power.

Everyone can be certain by the end of this message it's already present in myself to become a alpha only through my reasoning to teach, show my personality and find followers and find a pack to call my own. Your commendability of my position shows you either as subordinate or alpha and it is likely you will follow or not wether or not you're already leader of a group or not, as you're sure of your opinion and it will show itself naturally through human nature.

Thus, if you find a bully, it is likely also he sees you as a omega, and sees himself as a higher lifeform looking to lead a pack and to dominate you in position, the school network, the government, the workplace, life, and everyone around you will either show two roles and the acceptability of a opinion only shows wether you're willing to accept the pack alpha or not. However, the only person that causes one to lead a pack of commendability in person which is inherent in all life forms naturally as a form to survive. When one is unsure, he will always look for teachings from a alpha. The only things that present a willing alpha potentiality is shows of power, but also commendability of others to follow the opinion and are already subservient.

The omega in life is the one to absorb all the aggression, blame and blows of the pack or alpha, thus, it is naturally shown in society we're all either staying the omega or strive to become the alpha when enough is enough.

The cycle continues.