okay, for those i have your artwork pending, its still pending.. i will get them done as soon as im able.. this past weekend since it was Ro's bday, i couldnt work on anything.. and i mean anything..

something is very wrong with work related stuffs, and i dont know what the heck is going on.. on top of that i have to call EST to actually TALK to anyone to try and solve my problems..

anyway, on top of all this, i have to get my army painted for the RTT tourney this saturday.. damn so many orks its not even funny..

good news! Ro got a job offer and she took it! so by next month she and i will FINALLY be living together! :D gonna be crazy i tell you! XD

she had a great birthday! im still gonna be short this month, so if anyone can help a fox out, lemme know! i willl prioritise your commission to top of my list! so yeah..

anyways, peace out everyone!

**EDIT**

YAY!! my clutch master, slave, and hose has to be replaced! ......... ......... ASS!! :(

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lfQtKxac2Nw

my FIRST upload!! XD anyways, the shinnanigans we used to do back in highschool... figured id post it for shits and giggles...

can you figure out who i am?? XD

hey, yes  rokira_808's birthday is coming up on the 12th and she'll be flying in to spend the weekend with me and my family. only thing is, im coming up a WEEE bit short for her birthday gift.. if anyone would like to commission me, it would be great! would help me out a bunch :3 but yeah, if you can, lemme know! :D i know i have to finish up other art (and im working on em too XD) but $ is importante XD so yeah, note me if anything :3 thanks!

okay... this is annoying.. im tryin to use my tablet again.. (finally)

now that im trying to use it, i had to reinstall the driver.. (okay simple enough, everything works fine)

i have vista.

HOW THE HELL DO I MAKE IT STOP HAVING THAT GODDAMN CLICKING NOISE EVERY TIME I PRESS THE TIP OF THE PEN TO MY TABLET??....

please help... its so annoying.....

well, now that im back from my looong business trip, and finally got settled.. i can get back to doing some art! but, since Ro had to come down, i had to put a delay in it aswell, as there was alot of things that had to happen (for her dad). so yeah, in anycase, im back up and running hopefully by tommorrow some time i can post something.. XD but we shall see.. XD

*EDIT* OHHH! and people, you HAVe to tell me what you thought of transformers 2, (if you saw it already) like me an Ro.. XD

Sexual orientation: Straight

How often do you think about sex: im a guy.. so.. ADIDAS... J/k not all day.. XD

How often do you HAVE sex: Not too much, the house is full of cock blockers. >:

Worst sexual experience: Once, long ago.. someone fell asleep on me..

Cybersex? Phone sex?: Used to have cybersex.. not much phone sex anymores..

Casual sex: Nope, those days are over.. :)

What is your favorite masturbation euphemism: Bustin a nut

Sex toys and related fetish accessories: For myself.. i guess rings.. for Ro.. well.. theres a nice portion of my nightstand dedicated to her... ;D

Least sexiest body part: of me? idk.. my hairy ass? idk.. XD

Favorite body type: Soft petite (if that is correct) XD

Body hair: Not something i enjoy getting stuck between my teeth.. but i have to say shaved is my preference because it feels better.

Monogamy or polygamy?: monogamy

Underwear: see, i dont know if IM being asked these questions, or if i prefer them on my partner.. :\ in anycase, boxers for me.. thongs, or any other sexy revealing garment on Ro.

Pornographic or erotic: Erotic

How large is your porn collection?: Aside the poses i download for references, none.

Kissing or cuddling?: i do both at the same time.. XD

Most attractive nationality/ethnicity: Asian mix (which includes filipino)

Most attractive anthro/furry creature: uhm... a... fox...? man that was a weird question.. XD

Most interesting fetishes you've heard of: interesting.. hmm.. guess... light.. bondage?...

wow.. okay, odd.. XD

well im back, for the most part.. ive been back for awhile, after i finally moved in and go internets running.. but after that was just busy with work.. phew, but it was worth it..

i now have some time on my hands before i gotta go off island to do more enrollments.. but otherwise, things are okay..

in relationship news.. things -are- rocky between me and ro.. its hard for us both in a LD relationship..and its harder still when trying to get her to move here... but i must endure, and hope for the best.. after all, i love her so much.. even if she sometimes cant express or show how she feels for me..

artwise, ill try and finish up the trades i know i need to finish, as well as some gift arts.. ive only had time really to check FA and comment and fave here and there.. but not really sit down and finish anything and get into it.. hell im still not fully unpacked yet XD

otherwise, ill be tossing up my time between art and painting my warhammer figs, in preperation for Rogue Traitor in july. last year it was a 3 way tie for 1st place overall, and i was 3rd due to my models not being completely painted... (and they knew i coulda painted them all) XD but in anycase, i have that to do aswell.. so many orks!! ><

otherwise, commissions are still open, and i could always use the extra moneys to help towards stuff i need in this new place.. XD

oh, and im ALMOST at my 1500 watches mark! XD i never woulda thought... so many people actually like my work! XD i know its not the best.. but thank you.. and to the person who DOES hit 1500, please screenshot, and let me know! :D you WILL get a free gift :D

anyhoo, tis late.. gnite all! :D

im moving, and not gonna have internets for awhile i think..

anyway, sorry about the last emo journal i wrote.. just... was feeling like shit, and needed to vent a bit.. anyways, to those that were concerned, thank you for your support.. anyways, see you all in the funny pages ><

THANK YOU!!!

im so very sorry if i havent gotten back on thanking you all for watching me.. ive just been REALLY busy, and even tho i can go to all your pages, sometimes i forget to leave a shout.. ><

so again, THANK YOU ALL for watching my crappy "art" and taking the time to leave comments on them! thank you VERY much!! :D

okay, well the battle was EPIC! i have to say, i mean,...good god a reaver titan can do DAMAGE... we didnt even chip its paint!! XD


anyways, it was 10k of orks vs 10k of imperials.. it was close, it took us 8 hours or so to finish... but it was bruuuTALLL!! XD

it really was a pitched battle, and shooting from a satilite was interesting (since it was a random location every time it fired!!) XD but really, all in all, i had a GREAT time! thank you to Other Realms for hosting it!! :D

but yeah, the game came down to who fired the satilite more than the other... and the orks did.. we shot out the other two objective taking troops to deny the capture... so it was reeeally close... XD

but again, i had fun... found out that 5 stompas and two skullhammas are no match for a warhound AND reaver titan.. XD that reaver was just too powerful... so many D hit shots... just.. taking one stompa out a turn.. really hurt.. and missle striking any cluster of troops out just hurt... tremendously.. XD
but then there was a linebreaker squad too, but taken out nicely by two gigashootas.. XD it was just hilarious fun tho :D great stuff... great stuff..

also got to draw for Alty! :D sorry it wasnt the best quality! you REALLY didnt have to pay me! SERIOUSLY! but yeah if anything i could try to work on it sumore, get it lookin better! :D

but yeah, anyways, i had a lil to drink to ease the foot pain.. XD standin all day hurts.. XD

gnite! on to easter day 3! (after family stuff) XD

well, it was fun! saw some stuff i really didnt have to... some things were pretty damn cool! :D tommorrow is the big apoc game! i cant wait!

is this weekend..

anyone else i should be lookin for?

on saturday ill be playing/help run Warhammer 40k Apoc. table top games... XD

i dont know if ill have any art there... next year... maaayybee.. get... a table.... XD

well, ive been back for the past couple days, but i was sooo tired (still am) and had to jump right back into work.. :P

so yeah, my first real break.. but im still hella tired.. :P

i hope everyone else had a fun spring break! and even if you didnt, i still hope the best for you this week! :D peace out!

well everybody! im here in Tahoe right now (sick actually) XD

anyway, heres what has happend up until now.

day 1 landed in Oakland, and drove up to San Fran checked into hotel. my brother was sick.. me n ro walked in on brother and his gf having sex.. ><
day 2 had an awsum breakfast in hotel. went shopping and sight seeing. pier 39 saw seals and bought stuffs. had seafood dinner that was totally awsome! :D
day 3 drove up to tahoe, and got to see the snow fall (pretty hard). checked into hotel, took a short nap, started to feel my throat get irritated. ate all you can eat prime rib.. XD
day 4 went to play in the freshly powdered snow. got stuck in traffic so tried to go to northstar but they was closed... so we went to the "beach".. XD made a snowman and woman, and threw snow at eachother. had lotta fun! :D
day 5 snowboarded at Mt. Rose. me and Ro took lessons. it was her first time (for me it was a refresher course). she went down a few times.. but got tired after. (started coughing and spitting up mucous due to high altitude and sickness). i went up a couple of slopes. went up the big one, and totally ate it a couple times.. lucky the snow was soft or it woulda hurt HARD... got snow all up in places i didnt want.. XD went back to hotel, and then bad things happened.

first, my neck and head started throbbing, gota serious migrane. Ro got even more sick, and coughed up more mucous. luckily was able to get some sleep.
so today, day 6, me and Ro are taking it easy. cleaning up the room with my mom, and just relaxing. maybe hit the casino or jacuzzi. but yeah, tommorrow gonna go back and hit the slopes for realz this time.. XD just hope i dont get another migrane.. ><

anyway, to everyone, i hope you having a good spring break aswell :D take care!! and thanks for reading! XD

Well ill be going off to Lake Tahoe for spring break, starting early tho, from the 19th to the 29th :D gonna start off in San Fran, then drive to Tahoe to go snowboarding with my family and friends, including,  Rokira_808! first time she will be on the mainland, and for the first time seeing snow! :D im so excited! shes gonna snowboard too, and hopefully she is amped as much as i am! :D

anyway, you all have a good spring break too! and hope those that are going to whatever cons have a good time, and dont hurt yerselves XD peace out! :D

THE SELECT ALL BUTTON FOR SPECIFIC CATAGORIES IS BACK!!! YAAAYY!!

yeah.. just 30 bucks.. anyone? commission me? XD i gotta get a part for my car.. and just needed 30 bucks to help pay for it.. XD anyone?

chimichangas are not good to eat before bed.....

my stomach is sore...

and my cat just pooped and it stinks....

damnit...

it burns so much! damn you chimichanga!!! :(

**warning link contains animooted adult content**

http://www.sexinfo101.com/sexualpositions.shtml

So far my fave with Ro is doggy style (also standing), cowgirl (and reverse), folded deck chair, and 69.

ones i would like to try in the near future with her would be: 68 (her), asian cowgirl, cradle, deep stick, drive thru, annd the jellyfish..

which Ro would like to try.. idk.. XD but yeah..

i miss the select all button.. where is it?? where did it go?? WWWAAAAIII?!!? *pouts*

well for those that did donate to help with the surgery for my recently parted sister, i will be taking your requests for your helping.. i will also be noting you if i dont here from you here.. XD

anyway tho, the money is going towards her urn, which i can hopefully have a picture of tommorrow.. and again, thank you all to those that did try to help, aswell as to those that cared :D

12/8/2008 6:50 pm Kawila passed away after fighting to live on. She survived the operation to put her herniated stomach back into place, but the tumors that were found on her stomach revealed itself as cancer. Being as weak as she was before the operation itself, she didnt have enough strength to endure... she passed away in both my mother and my hands.. she didnt suffer long in her passing.. but every moment was grueling for my mom and i as she gasped for breath which was slowly leaving her... after she passed, we placed her in her favorite basket as her final resting place... tommorrow she will be cremated and kept close to us, and our hearts...
i will miss you my sister...i shall miss all the cherished moments we had as we grew up...you white cotten fluffball....i will miss and love you forever...

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thank you to the two people that did donate what you could to help pay for her operation...and to all those that cared to help as best they could... i just wish she could have lived for a few more years.. but atleast now she can live on forever in my familys hearts...

theres just so many things i can remember... from the very first time she came into our lives... all grey and greasy in a cardboard box.... only to find out how white and beautiful she was... to the few remaining days that i saw her... how she loved to drink water from my hand in the sink... and be pet and brushed.... my heart aches right now..

i did see her after her passing.. aswell as hear and felt her... sitting in the bathroom doorway.. rubbing herself agasint the edge as she usually would do.. meowing for attention...looking at my mom and i, crying over her still form... not really understanding what was going on... she just kept meowing for attention, rubbing... finally, i got up and went over to her.. and she jumped up onto the sink as she always would.. meowing for me to pet her, and turn on the facet to let water run for her to drink.... she kept rubbing the sink head, meaning she wanted me to cup my hands to let her drink........but she couldnt drink.... she was so thirsty... but she couldnt drink........... and in that time.. i kept petting her... and tell my mom what i saw.....what i felt........ and finally i had to tell her she couldnt drink her water..... she just kept rubbing the facet as i tearily turned off the nozzle, and walked away........

i will miss my sister... as that is what she was to me... and will always be..... always kind.... and gentle... she never bit unless it was warrented.... always kept to herself but gave love and affection....... wasnt naughty..... and was so soft and loveable....i miss you kawila.... i will miss and love you forever....

anyway.... again... thank you everyone that did care...

just yesterday my mom took in one of our cats to get examined as she has lost lost of weight in the past months. SHe took her in before in which the vet didnt know what may be wrong other than a minor infection, but when she kept throwing up water and her food (which she barely ate), my mom HAD to take her back to get thoroughly examed.. needless to say they found something.. at first they thought it was a tumor, but after further review they found out that her stomach ended up in her chest and is pressing against her esophagus, making it hard for her to eat, drink, and breath..
they gave her some ensure and my mom started to cry as our cat lapped it up purring deeply the whole while..

now the good news, is that her condition is operable...
the bad news is, of course, how much its going to fricking cost...
and right now, my mom can afford some of it.. but not all.. and as it is, i myself am still trying to get back on my feet, my brother is in debt, and my dad is paying for all the other bills in the meantime..

so here i am, humbly asking anyone.. and i mean ANYONE on FA to help.. we need atleast 600$, and im asking for anything anyone can give...

please spread the word..i mean, ive given to alot of people here on FA for donations, whether its for their troubles, familial troubles, or pet troubles.. i just ask for some help in return as she is a loving family member that still has many years left ahead of her...i want to atleast give her the chance to live on...

of course this wont go without compensation, and so whomever does donate will get free artwork from me.. i just really hope that people out there do help.. thank you all in advance!!

**EDIT**

any donations can be sent to my paypal Striker_Fox[at]hotmail.com
again, thank you all so very much for any help you can!

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UPDATE

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well the sugery went well.. even tho we got a deferred payment, still gonna cost atleast 600 upfront.. so far i only go two donations... lots of support tho from everyone which i am thankful.. and even more thankful to those that did donate..

anyway, she did get thru the surgery.. BUT.....there WERE tumors... on her stomach, which caused her to throw up more and more over the years.. so they did a biopsy which we are still awaiting the results.. the goodnews to that to me, is that its not in ther bloodwork, meaning that it didnt spread to any of ther other organs.. so if anything, hopefully it comes back as benign and operable...

again, if anyone else can find it in their hearts to donate it would really help! and again, free art.. i know its not much for compensation.. but its all i can do right now...

my god... okay.. finished the anime.. my heart is wrenched....

annnnnd, Ro just haaad to send me the link to the manga that is the continuation...... gaaaaGGGHH! anyway, look up the anime (its more of a shoujo) but ro got me to watch it (saying it reflected alot on her when she was in HS, and also our relationship..... (>3>) but yea... anyway, my lil rant at 230 in the morning.. :P

okay i finally got the interewebs on my compyuuta at home.. only thing is that it is wireless and i only get... 2 bars.. :P anyway, for those im working on the commissions ill be emailing you with confirmations.. whether its to go ahead and ink, or go over the final colors... sorry if i really havent gotten much work done over the past few weeks.. but its just been an adjustment living with my grandma and uncle/aunty and cousin..tryin to all get along in the house, babysitting, and having to go to work and have my other uncles badger me to weed the yard.. :P ANYWAY im ranting..

in other news, i had to settle for a really low amount in my case regarding my car accident injury from 3 years ago... but.. atleast its something i guess.. *sigh* it just means that i dont have any money for the future for any medical expenses, but just pays for what i owe, and gives me a little bit of what i lost from losing my job... but its only a fraction really.. :(

okay this is getting long, but again, thank you to all of those that commissioned me, and have been VERY patient! i thank you again from the bottom of my heart and i hope you like the art!

anyway, im just taking a break from work right now, making calls to potential clients..

peace out everyone! :D